Outside

Kumiko's picture
"And you, bring me to my knees again.
All the times that I could beg you please, in vain.
All the times that I've felt insecure for you.
And I leave my burdens at the door.


But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in.
I can see through you, see your true colors,
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me.
I can see through you, see to the real you.

All the times, that I felt like this won't end,
It's for you.
And I taste what I could never have,
It was from you.
All the times that I've cried,
My intentions were full of pride,
But I waste more time than anyone.

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in.
I can see through you, see your true colors,
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me.
I can see through you, see to the real you.

All the times that I've cried,
All this wasted, it's all inside,
And I feel all this pain.
I stuffed it down, it's back again,
And I lie here in bed,
All alone, I can't mend.
But I feel, tomorrow will be okay.

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in.
I can see through you, see your true colors,
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me.
I can see through you, see to the real you. "

- Outside- Staind

(Music video: an old on by me)

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The song isn't exactly directed at any of the deer in the picture. Those of you who were in it were just simply a group of deer together that allowed me to take the picture I wanted. Sticking out tongue

Anyway...Ever just feel like you're not on the "inside"? Like everyone around you is apart of some giant inside joke? That you're not really welcomed or are out of place?
Emiva's picture

Yes. Emiva does feel that

Yes. Emiva does feel that way sometimes. She feels like she is not accepted sometimes, and that she really doesn't want to 'get involved' with whatevers going on. But those are the times when her player Mel is depressed at home.
halogen's picture

Do I ever. Halogen feels as

Do I ever.

Halogen feels as if he got lost between all the newer deer and the old deer (those who joined around Halloween or before)... So now he just kinda hovers.
A friend to almost everyone, and yet a friend to no one. Only present to add to a group, or when someone's "usual" friend or friends aren't there.

It's partially my fault... due to school and work, there were some instances when I didn't play TEF nor get on the forums or community site for a week or two at a time. And then when I would come back there were a bunch of new faces who had already made friends... xD

Blah of /course/. I feel I'm

Blah of /course/.

I feel I'm well known but I'm still a learner.
Whenever Vipin tries to get up to full zombies, he's usually shunned.
I do feel very accepted with other deer though. ^^;;
phantomhelsing's picture

Atiq still feels like that.

Atiq still feels like that. Even though he appears to fit right in in that picture....he is still somewhat distanced.

if he had seen you behind him he would have said hi........



I haven't gone insane......I've gone awesome.
Kumiko's picture

Cato, like I had mentioned

Cato, like I had mentioned in my note, I was really directing this at the deer in the picture. I just wanted to get a screenshot of Kumiko standing outside of a group looking sad and that was the first group I spotted. Sticking out tongue

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Fan art done by Vesper. (Thanks again! Smiling )
Taiko's picture

I feel this way alot of

I feel this way alot of times, too. D:
I always think I'm bothering people or making them angry somehow, whether it be in the forest or in real life, so I always come to the conclusion that nobody wants me around. That's one of the reasons why I rarely walk up to anyone in the forest; I keep thinking that it's better for me to just stay behind so I don't have to worry about being a nuisance to other people in the first place.
*nuzzles everyone*