In my mind I keep saying no
but my heart says "just let go"
The hurt and pain that was so real
now seems like not such a big deal

Want to trust so much again
to be able to say "yes, he is my friend"
How hard it is letting go from the past
trying to open up anew and make things last

I love him more and more each day
how can I tell him in some special way
I'd drain the blood from my wrists
to let him know how much he was missed

He must not have known how I really feel
or he would realize how slowly it does kill
A simple kiss I can not give
rejected, I cannot continue to live

My eyes looking one last time
leaving my soul with nothing else to find
When my body falls limp in his arms
will he then know how well were his charms