Well my life,from the perspective of about two weeks ago has turned a 180 on me.
As some of you know dance has always been what I have done. However I decided to not go back my senior year.

This has been the particular reason why havn't been here in the past couple of days. In particular,this is where my last poems inspiration came from.All I can say about the situation was that I was going to do was going to be extremely overwhelming and I would not be preppared to make all the preparations for me going to a college next fall.There was some drama in the studio not necessarily inflicted torwards me,but there seems to be some lingereing negative energy there.And for what I've learned so far in my life is that energy does affect you in many ways.

For me there is also the part that the same foot I broke has been hurting in a different area.The studio also has moved and has a support beam in the middle of the floor which they have not padded which is dangerous.

I have decided to study and keep up my grades take the sat a couple of times,and have a fun /somewhat relaxing time my senior year.Spend time with my mom and travel with her.Obviously this has taken a toll on my parents and me.The night before I was supossed to go back I did not sleep the whole night.

There is no doubt that I will miss dance and I will always love it but for my senior year since it is not the career I want to pusue .

Well that's whats been going on any love or comments would be appreciated.