Going through waves of emotions. Flip-flopping through certainty and indecision. Spent the time after Halla left alone in their large home. When the quiet became too loud, left for the forest.

Gabriel is currently wearing:

- the necklace given to him by Halla
- magical blockade necklace given to him by Umay
- magical pendant

Relationships are really really really really really out of date pls ignore.

Name    Gabriel, Gabe, Picto, * From Hebrew meaning "God is my strong man". In Abrahamic religions, he is an archangel who serves as a messenger of God. Clothed in blue or white garments, carrying a lily, a trumpet, a shining lantern, a branch from Paradise, a scroll, and a scepter. Titles    The Bluefire, The Stormborm, From Players Goobs, Gaybriel, Gaybaby, Gaboo, Gaboobs, Gabby Gender    Male ♂ Age    August 9th, Adult, ♌ Sexuality    Bisexual Biromantic Status    In Love

Species    Feline and CervineDemonic origins which give him unnatural powers; with an affinity for dark storms, fire, and lightning. Faintly effected by the devout spell and light magic, unless wearing his blockade (see possessions) which was given to him by Umay. Size    Large, 1200lbs [544kg] Scent    Burning cherry and apply fruitwood...... with a bit of cinnamon and apricot. He's a warm cabin in a cold winter storm where you're wrapped up cozy in a blanket, with a cup of freshly brewed coffee in your hands by the fireplace. However, his scent is not always so pleasant. See his magic for some ramblings on how his fires can effect his smell. Additionally often carries the scent of his family with him, such as Halla and Quay. Reference    by sleepything Diet    Omnivorous; prefers meatsSmall mammals are his in-forest diet, but is mostly sustained on out-of-forest meals. Not opposed to cannibalism.. Voice    #5EA5D9, deep voice.

The Human

As a human, he has soft, short hair similar in color to that of his mane, with streaks of brown (similar in color to his horns). Rough hands. Blue eyes. 6'1" weighing 180lbs. A scar only noticeable in his human form can be seen faintly on his chest. After an incident in which he was hospitalized, he grew angry enough to cause his forest-world markings to burn through his skin as tattoos which can, as they do in the forest, catch fire. Alternatively, he may have dark brown hair and purple eyes. His form may change slightly depending on what world he's in as a human, though usually it's all the same. His style in clothing varies from dark sweatpants and a white t-shirt (sometimes affectionately refereed to as his 'trashy clothes') to clean suits and ties. Especially ties (he has one with kittens on it :3c). He also collects robes (dress and hooded). As far as shoes go, however, he's a lost cause. Stock piles pajama pants.

     from Halla

   • necklace and bone knife, 2015 birthday.
   • ring
   • magic pendant, glows when umay is in the forest and made to do so upon his own request.

     from Nikhil & Shardul

   • jacket and skull, Christmas 2015

     from Umay

   • opalized ammonite, obsidian skull Christmas 2015
   • magical blockade pendent, Christmas 2015.

     Found, Collected, Stolen

   • large collection of bones, furs, etc.
   • bones and feathers of ravens, crows, robins, hawks, parrots, doves, swans, and eagles.
   • bones and furs of deer, hares, foxes, bears, lynx, moose, rats, and squirrels.
   • snake skin and snake skull.
   • two Utahraptor skulls.
   • one turtle shell, numerous seashells.

   • portkeysShort for portal keys. Usually they are worn as necklaces, sometimes hidden by the fur on his neck. They look like actual keys, but each is a bit different. He has given some close-replicas to close friends and family, but each remaining slightly unique in design. Forged by a material of the desired location and his magic fire.
      » Human World. ExpandOriginally had only one key to this world, carved of the same wood from his cabin. As he no longer lives at aforementioned cabin (having given it to Kuwaka), the key that was forged of the same cabin material no longer exists. Two new keys are owned, each bringing him to two different places in the human world.
      » Forest. ExpandCarved from one of the large birch trees near the de drinkplaats. Rarely used.
      » Nuia. ExpandArcheAge. Carved from one of the trees within this world.
      » Tyria. ExpandGuild Wars 2. Carved from one of the rocks within this world.
      » Ferelden. ...

STASHED

   • a sapphire necklace, a bittersweet remnant of his first lover from before the forest.
   • diamond crown once gifted to his deceased daughter.
   • three two rib bones of Rin - one rib obtained was given to Halla.

LOST / DESTROYED

   • Haakon's old phone and chain necklace. Destroyed both possessions.
   • Note and necklace from Kuwaka. Necklaced tossed away and note destroyed.
   • 'Predators' World Portkey. ExpandCarved from one of the many glowing crystals in this world, although the key doesn't seem to work anymore.

"I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me."
— Joshua Graham

"If there is a God, He will have to beg my forgiveness."
— A phrase that was carved on the walls of a concentration camp cell during WWII by a Jewish prisoner.

cabins, cottages, wildfires, storms, lightning, thunder, tornadoes, rural life, colonial, western, wanderlust, travel, night sky, stars, empty roads, demons, blood, furs, Fernwehn. German origin. Crave for travel; “farsickness”; being homesick for a place you’ve never been., taxidermy, skulls, bones, galaxies, moons, soft waves, deep unknown oceans, mountains, snowfields, dusk, storm clouds, blue, black, shattered glass, abyss, lions, diamonds, abandoned properties, thick fog, ink, waterfalls, withered life, food

• lightning, storm, fire, whirlwind
- a rare, yet dangerous storm. distant, misunderstood, frustrating, but quick to pass; only leaving damage behind when he's at his worst. a fire to protect and warm, but dangerous when left to grow and unattended, at the mercy of his raw emotions

• As he was born to an entirely felid body, maintains almost all of his felid nature and appearances. Roars, purrs, and hisses.


• A tactical and thoughtful fighter. Rarely leaps into a fight without first assessing the situation. Incredibly dangerous opponent when at the peak of his health. With paw pads hardened like hooves (softening near his sharp claws), taking a well aimed blow could induce some serious damage, especially in unsuspecting victims. Many sharp felid teeth capable of tearing apart flesh. His bite force is roughly 1,200 psi. However, most of the time he uses brute force, ramming himself head on into the opponent with his ragged, curled horns. They do not break easy.


• Incredibly strong senses making him constantly aware of his surroundings. His eyesight is much like a lion's in that it is five times better than any human's. He does not struggle as much in thick fogs as others may, but it still causes some hindrance. Noise can be heard from up to a mile away. He can pick up scents from great distances and in the case of nearer scents, even estimate how long something or someone may have lingered in the area. His roar can be heard up to file miles away.


• Will occasionally roar as a method of marking 'his' territory, although rubbing his scent on his home is more commonly used. Despite this, he is not hugely territorial and not opposed to sharing the space with others. *This applies strictly to other roleplayers who are on characters and are clearly in character. I don't care if you're a roleplayer and on an OOC and you want to sit near me or if someone is a newb- sit where-ever you want, as it isn't my place to say you can't.


• Unintentional 'kinslayer'. Killed two of his brothers. Haakon, by accidentally setting him ablaze during a brutal fight (albeit he didn't technically make the killing blow, the fire would have still burned Haakon alive) and Kuwaka, by a mix of mercy-killing and conflicted, aggravated emotions.


• Family oriented with a strong parental drive maintained only unknowingly by his lover. He has loved and lost and would do anything to avoid that anguish again.


• Does not believe that self sacrifice in the name of protecting loved ones is in any way showing how much you love someone. The struggle to keep fighting as long as necessary in order to stay together for as long as time exists is what he perceives as a real display of undying love.


• If one were to remove family from the equation, his greatest fear is death. Otherwise his greatest fear is to lose the ones he loves. Died once very unexpectedly at the hands of an unknown, silent, and rampant virus that ruined his body; later brought back by Nikhil. Only fears death that it may take him from his loved ones should they need him, and so more fearful that he should lose his loved ones.


• Apologetic to a fault. One of his more annoying traits. May even apologize if he needn't, often so with loved ones. Though no apology is ever insincere - if he means it then it will be said, if he doesn't mean it then he'll not apologize.


• All of his abilities are tied into that demonic side of him, which isn't very evident a majority of the time. It was only after his entrance to the forest that his fire emerged, and it wouldn't be until almost two years later that he'd finally have a faint grasp on willfully controlling his fire abilities. However, his ability to travel back in time and to different worlds were discovered early on in his life, before he entered the forest.


• Can only travel back in time, with the exception of traveling ahead again to the last point he left off. This is at the cost of losing track of time, sometimes being gone for what only seems a second may be months at a time. No longer used.


• All worlds he goes to are initially found by accident or he is brought there by someone else. In order to return to most of these worlds, he creates a portkey. This ability was first discovered when he crafted a key of another world's tree as a hobbyist activity - later he found that the portkey opened a portal to that spot in the world he had taken the tree bark from.


• Rarely gets sick as he has a very strong immune system, so when he falls ill it is often very bad (as proven when he became ill in June of 2016 and died because of it).


• Unknowingly suffers from seasonal affective disorder.

Bluefire Realm

As it stands, no one, not even Gabriel, is aware of this realm he's unintentionally created. To access it would be for a portkey to malfunction and, rather than bring the user to their desired location, warp them to a castle cast in eternal night. The castle itself seems to be a living thing, corridors and rooms rearranging without warning. All of the fire, held by the walls and chandeliers, is blue and seems to pulsate slowly; sparking and popping like a campfire.The walls are of an unknown black stone and the floors are of an equally unknown dark polished wood.

Outside, the castle stands as the only building in a thick pine forest that stretches for as far as the eye can see, if one were to stand at the top of the castle. Strange noises call out to the castle, inviting and daring to step outside.

Gabriel is able to feel when someone ends up in this realm. He is also able to hear their footsteps as they wander the halls and, should they speak out, he'll hear them as if they're near. As it is, he would be unaware of how to access this place and get anyone out.

All in all: it is a place of limbo that has the potential to be controlled by Gabriel should he ever discover it. However, portkey malfunctions are going to be incredibly rare.

Human World

Both our world and not. Branches, or alternate dimensions, sometimes formed within the same world to break free from traditional Earth as we know it. A certain amount of creative freedom is taken into account for locations and events. This is a place he's visited more than any other, as it was where he went first after leaving his birth world. Considered a home. Well versed in human behavior and enjoys the various cultures. Owned a cabin for many years in the wilderness, built above a labyrinth of catacombs. This was abandoned just before the birth of of his son, Quay, ditched to the whims of Kuwaka.

Tyria

Brought here by Halla and has since made two keys for other individuals to access this place. A place to hone his skills with swords and guns. He has made a habit of going here to relax when he wants to be alone, and for killing bandits.

Nirn

the elder scrolls / skyrim / eso

The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb.


Halla
   Lover ♥ July 29th, 2015 ♥ Dove. Heart of Thorns.

Quay
   Son ♥ Born on November 12th, 2015 as lightning struck the plaats beside their den.

Rhine
   Adopted Son ♥ ...

Nikhil
   Step Son » You wouldn't know they weren't of blood if not for the obvious contrasting genetics. Fiercely protective of and loved immensely. Although he sometimes thinks that Nikhil is a tad hot-headed, has come to accept him for who he is.

Shardul
   Step Son » You wouldn't know they weren't of blood if not for the obvious contrasting genetics. Fiercely protective of and loved immensely. Perhaps the more tame of the tiger brothers. Appreciates him immensely and accepts for who he is.

Umay
   Sister ♥ ....

Shikha
   Step-Granddaughter of Nikhil and Shardul » ...

Lekhasa
   Step-Granddaughter of Nikhil and Shardul » ...

Ma'ao
   Ex? Adopted Step-Son of Nikhil and Shardul » ...

Rojan
   Nephew » Umay's Side » ...

Rui
   Nephew » Umay's Side » ...

Shay
   Niece » Umay's Side » ...

Jahi
   Niece » Umay's Side » ...

Ronra
   Grandniece » Umay's Side » Fiercely loved and often protective of her. Feels indebted to for her assistance on several occasions. Admired and considered one of the more wise and level-headed of the family.

Mba
   Grandniece » Umay's Side » ...

Ahn
   Grandniece » Umay's Side » ...

North
   ...

Shahla
   ...

Kio
   ...

Amadeus
   ...

Dia
   ...

Xiao Yu
   ...

Kshanti
   ...

Circe
   ...

Tsabhi
   ...

Kettu
   ...

Nimh
   ...

Milagros
   ...

Rossamund
   Considered a friend for the longest time and still holds that friendship to... something. Lately, upon a bulk reveal of information from Nikhil however, and with some prior... thoughtsssss... isn't so certain he should hold Ross in a positive light? Lingering disappointment and uncertainty.

Sloane
   ...

Indigo
   ...

Eliah
   ...

Romulus
   ...

Rota
   ...

Lieva
   ...

Sonali
   ...

Komir
   ...

Marion
   Niece » Haakon's Side » ...

Vance
   Nephew » Haakon's Side » ...

Elisi
   Niece » Haakon's Side » ...

Haakon
   Brother, disowned, target. » A bond long since broken beyond repair. Vehemently despises Haakon and has entirely disowned him. Considers it undeniable fact that everyone in the family would be better and safer off if Haakon were dead, as proven by the peace of mind gained when knowing Haakon is deceased. Though he has bitterly accepted that no one you want dead will remain dead, as again proven by Haakon's return through what Gabriel wrongfully assumed was the doing of Kuwaka. They always had their issues getting along and it was of surprise that Gabriel's tolerance for Haakon's antics lasted as long as they did. Considers his brother a burden that leaves destruction, misery, and chaos in his wake. Self destructive, selfish, narcissistic; they will never see eye to eye. Clashing storms where Gabriel's fire is the stronger storm, his good will consuming Haakon's own evil desires. Sickened to know his brother walks about the world without real consequences for his actions. Avoided. After learning of grim news regarding his siblings, namely where Haakon was predictably in the wrong, actively seeks Haakon when in the forest.

Former
   Knew little of this winged lion until, after a particularly stressful day, entered the forest to find him raping Halla. It (combined with numerous angst things) was enough to turn Gabriel's fire black, which slowly began to use The Stormborn as fuel. Relentlessly and viciously attacked Former with the intent to kill him. It was only Gabe's own fire that began to weaken him to the point of being unable to persist as he had. If Former should ever be found in anything more than a state of ruin, Gabriel intends to go to all lengths to ruin everything Former has.

Cadaver
   No longer actively hateful toward, but still refuses to think of the False King as a lover. Especially not one of Halla. Gabriel blames a great deal of Halla's past and present problems with Ramsus and Isiel's family on Cadaver's absence, misconstrued ideas of what being a father means, and lack of involvement in the hatchlings lives early on. Even under different circumstances is unable to find himself even content to neutral terms with Cadaver, not if the so-called king would hold his crooked crown higher than his lover- higher than his family.

Had always intended to leave Cadaver alone, but it was the dragon's own cocky and self-assured approach one day (regarding peace, as if it hadn't been what Gabriel and Halla sought all along) left The Stormborn reeling, for once unable to contain his anger and disgust- this resulting in a fight that drew in the likes of Isabeau and, unfortunately, Jhorla.

Once loathed but as initially mentioned, no longer the case. A subject of avoidance. ,but will in no way tolerate him anywhere near his family. Upon learning that apologies were passed between Cadaver and Halla (much to Gabriel's dismay and frustration that Halla would think she had anything to apologize for), will tolerate him around if it means to please Halla. Intends to keep a very watchful gaze on the False King, however, with the assumption lodged in Gabriel's mind that only chaos can follow the Dragon.

Walter
   Biological Father, disowned. » Extreme contempt and entirely disinterested in the demon's existence. Keeps himself and his loved ones as far away from the vile beast as possible. Gabriel will never attempt to contact Walter in any way and has no desire to ever be a part of Walter's life- or to have Walter be a part of his. Thoroughly disgusted by and loathes.

Roanen
   Had once been protective toward, mostly by extension of Halla. A certain fondness for his aesthetic appearance as well. At one point Gabriel would have fought alongside him. All of the good opinions of Roanen were soured to the extreme after an awful event in which he (Roanen) forcefully took his own adoptive mother and after didn't understand the horrifying significance of it all. Beyond disappointed and disgusted by his lack of respect and understanding. Doesn't believe Roanen has the right to walk the forest unguarded, let alone the right to live. Believes that Roanen will never see the wrong in what he had done and that he may some day try to approach Halla again. Even more worried that Halla will try to accept him back; and now that Quay has been born, more protective than ever. No longer willing to allow Roanen anywhere near his family. Will chase off. - UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU...........

REDOING AGAIN.....

Z'ev
   Less conflicted than he used to be over Z'ev. While once considered the dragon wayward and mindless, considers this no longer the case. Through distant observation has come to conclude that he was initially wrong about the mindlessness and even thinks a little higher of him- though can't seem to explain why this is the case. Albeit that all said, still struggles to understand why Z'ev would have abandoned and mistreated Halla for trying to be a just mother in teaching the children, himself included, acceptable behavior. If anything, mostly bitter that Z'ev didn't interfere when Ramsus attacked him (Gabriel) during an attempt at a peace offering and apology, yet doesn't entirely fault Z'ev for his inaction. Indifferent towards.

redo...

Isabeau
   Initially had little issue with the feathered dragon doe, but events and tales took toll and over time Gabriel's opinion soured. Found himself disgusted by a child that seemed to take a liking to strangers more than her own biological mother. Time has since watered his once bolstering hatred for 'the snake', as he once considered her, and he no longer cares much for what she has to say. Wishes Halla could look upon Isabeau with the same near-indifference that Gabriel does, for Halla's own peace of mind rather than for any reason of forgiveness toward Isa, but understands that's a tad unrealistic and possibly even unreasonable to ask of The Grey.

Recent events in which Isabeau reacted unnecessarily cold toward Halla for wanting to be near Quay and himself (Gabriel) while Quay played with Grim briefly re-sparked his disgust for the feathered dragon doe.

redo..

Rin
   By association of close family ties, she has become disliked. An occasional target of his anger when alongside his sister. At one point found her remains and celebrated the yokai's death by stealing three rib bones, gifting one to Hälla. Gone?

Jhorla
   Considered a harmless poser and mild meddler. Neither fears or hates. An occasional frustration. Avoided for the sake of peace.

redo........

Ramsus
   Hot-headed brainless maniac with a lot of muscle to back his misconstrued opinions. Thinks he's too violent and a hypocrite for it. Once attacked by while in an already weakened state, which nearly killed The Bluefire; considered a 'cheap shot'. Avoided for the sake of peace, yet not afraid to fight if for his family.

Isiel
   Lesser annoyance, but still an annoyance. Avoided.

Kuwaka
   Half-Brother, disowned. » Walter's Son » Initially unaware of the blood-bond they shared, though for a while suspected as much. Confirmed this later on in their relationship. Originally took Kuwaka in with the intent of caring for him as if he were his own child, to raise and give proper direction in life. Something along the way went terribly amiss as communication faltered on both ends and Kuwaka spiraled into something akin to what Haakon was. Ultimately blames Haakon for what Kuwaka has become. The deep conflicted love and desire to be protective washed away after several incidents in which Kuwaka continued to prove he couldn't be trusted and was a danger to the family. Somewhat painfully and almost regretfully disowned, but knew it for the better. Wished it could've been left at that but a fight transpired afterward, which has left Gabriel fully believing that Kuwaka is a threat. Will not be tolerated and may attack on sight, especially if too close to family.

Jyoti
   By association/being informed of what happened in the past.

Zafeiri
   The first time he learned of her name was shortly after his first fight in the forest. Most of his information regarding her was gained through conversation with Halla. A fight near their home reminded him of what Halla had said so long ago and firmly believes that Zafeiri is probably best avoided. Content that she seemed to move away not long after the fight. During a week of potent stress, Zafeiri's calls became a nuisance and Gabriel attempted to get her to be quiet. It sparked a small argument, but some poor choice words on Zafeiri's behalf caused Gabriel to launch a vicious attack in which he nearly killed her.

Varg
   Heard little of him until one day was told by Nikhil that Varg had threatened to make Shardul into a thrall/sex slave - which would essentially be rape. Didn't participate in the mob that took Varg down, but wishes he had. Keeps an eye out for the viking wolf and won't hesitate to chase off if he tries to get near his family.