Thorn Flowers.

June 7, 2014 - 4:16pm — Evern

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Immediate
Updates . Possessions
EMOTIONALContent, feeling fine. . PHYSICALPerfect.

Has a countable number of scars now that have become visible over the years. . MENTALSlightly listless, but mentally balanced
NOTENew artwork added, updated some sections

26/12/17
Was gifted a box of fancy chocolates made by Nhoz herself. Overjoyed and thanked the doe, making a note to return the favour someday. Think they're almost too pretty to eat, but snuck a few and offered one to her mate, aswell.

25/12/17
Met at the graveyard with Jude and was visited by Rossamund. Felt warmed by their company. Later was joined by Morgul, who brought her god-made dandelions. Wore one behind her ear and stashed the rest of them, then huddled under the bull's fur as deep as possible under the snow and candlelight.

23/12/17
With family (Kios, Lifa, Snorri and her lover). Has met a new face in the past few days- Nhoz, whom she feels quite close to for reasons she suspects are the doe's pregnancy. Also loving all over Jude.

Depth
Observable . Core . Shadows . Quirks

Silent, Often chooses to be the quiet one in a group conversation, and only sometimes speaks without being first spoken to.

Observant, As per her feral instincts, often spends a significant amount of time assessing either a person or situation before engaging. Tends to pick up on quiet noises quicker than others as well.

Somber, Can be overly melancholic and drowsy in her tired states. One of her main hobbies is resting in the heat and listening to the forest. Often on another plane of thought.

Gentle, Never raises her voice or provokes violence needlessly, and moves with poise and care. Treats others carefully, never touching or doing actions with more than a small amount of force.

Distant, Finds it difficult to connect to others emotionally and see their side of the story. Becomes enveloped in her own emotions too much. Though this is not to say that she does not have empathy- instead, simply cannot create emotional connections with ease.

Irrational, Has an inability to consider the future, thus makes many decisions without enough reasoning behind them. Acts in the moment and solely in the moment without considering how she or others could feel at other times, and how situations may change. Cannot see the rationality in certain actions that take the future into account.

Loving, Being loving is a large part of her personality. She is known to be forgiving to far ends and often gives others the benefit of the doubt. Has very few true enemies.

Sincere, Doesn't crack jokes as much as other people, even though she has a sense of humor. Most of the time reserves a serious tone, whether she's in a good or bad mood, and never uses sarcasm. Mostly laughs when she is playing with others.

One-sided, Hides very little if exposed. Has no secret side to her personality.

Impulsive, If she is not calm, her abilities in thinking through decisions is lacking, similarly to how a deer may bolt across the road when a car is seen coming or stop in the headlights.

Obliging, Will do favors for others and go out of her way even if she does not know someone very well.

Hyper-sensitive, Incredibly affected by other people's opinions of her, actions toward her, etc. Can become extremely tormented by any negative things done or said toward her, keeping herself awake at night from it. Does not have the emotional tools to deal with anything that speaks badly of her.

Thoughtful, Spends a lot of her own time thinking of life, the forest, or other people/situations. This leads to depressive moments of overthinking, but can also lead to inner peace.

Strong-willed, Lets very little come in her way when she wants something or wants to do something. Will go to great lengths to achieve it and stand up to others that are much more skilled fighters than she.

Self-assertive, Though in the past her character leaned toward meek and without confidence, after her morphing she has grown to be more sure of herself. Won't let others toss her around as much as she might have before, and will stand her ground if she believes something is right or wrong.

Unbalanced, Easily thrown off into conflicting emotions. Wavers, intangible mood.

Maternal, Incredibly maternal to torturous ends- for the best or worst. Her highest form of torture is to listen to a child's cry without intervening.

≬ A knife stabbing cotton. Pertains perfectly to being the mold of a doe with human feelings. As a whole could be described as someone who has built a wall around their person, not in an obvious way but more as a film behind welcoming eyes. This stems mostly from a traumatic moment in her life; the loss of her first child. Felt intensely broken and with low self esteem for many years, closing her up to a world which she previously believed to be nothing but good. An isolation which followed this would result in the doe distancing herself from the world entirely. Though distanced many loving qualities still showed, her faith in the goodness of people the most. The cervid believes deeply in trusting others until they are proven untrustworthy, and though at times she can go against this and be apprehensive due to her residue instincts her kindness is always an unwavering aspect of her personality. Shows love without falter to whoever she believes deserves it. However, will always remain apprehensive of those who act slightly unorthodox, as this is nature for her as a doe. Does not mesh well with anyone who shows no kindness or respect towards her.

≬ An easily triggered hyper-sensitivity often leaves her out in the open and easy to wound, creating false ideas in her mind about what other people's opinions of her are. Because of this, at the smallest attack, verbal or not, Alice may lose her ground to either anger or despair, quickly jumping to conclusions about whether or not someone means her harm. Her mind is easily overthinking, showing traits of social anxiety. Other people intimidate her easily.

≬ Inside her is a fight between strength and weakness, deciding which side she lets control her thoughts and emotions. Often she suffers from bouts of lack of will for the world, but this fluctuates and she also can show a great deal of willpower at the same time. Emotionally, she harbors a tendency to push negative feelings down and not express them in a healthy way, and is often the victim of unwanted and uncontrollable rage outbursts. Extremely well versed in concealing emotions themselves, and can appear perfectly calm even when panicking inside if she so wishes.

≬ A wanderer and observer, feeds off of information of any kind - sound, sight, movement. Thrives on it and likes to see with her own eyes to understand the truth of people's reality. Regards more highly than anything seeing information rather than hearing it- knows it's unwarped form is best. Would entirely believe given word only from a select few.

≬ Upon death she will die for good, though this does not mean her soul cannot be revived with unnatural intervention. Because of how most inhabitants die and become revived, assumes with caution this is the case for her too; though still fears death incredibly due to feral roots.

Strings
Heart & Blood . Warm . Tender . Sore . Moribund

MORGÜL
An embodiment of security and familiarity, an unwavering support and deep bond that thrives on the pair understanding each other without question. Deeply in love with, and has not changed in intensity since she'd first fallen for him. Often fears she is a burden but his consistent reminders of his appreciation for her relax this.

Morgul harbors a strength to legitimize her feelings when she doubts herself, guide her through actions in life and clean her wounds when affairs go south. Sees in the bull a strength and knowledge that Alice had not yet come across until meeting him, something that drew her closer to him until the two came together. A strong, ever flowing source of trust, stability and love- does not feel there would be a life left to live without him.

Snorri
Son through Morgul, adored and loved. Enjoys his playfulness, fearing that someday this will be squandered by the inevitability of hardship in life. Also immensely proud of his gentle and kind nature which she hopes to nurture as he grows. Driven by a need to protect him but at times feels that the roles are flipped, and that he instead protects her. I, II

Lifa
Daughter through Morgul, adored and loved. Has hopes for her to be an independent and confident doe, and that Alice's own hypersensitivity will not rub off on her. Until Lifa can protect herself will covet her daughter's softness and will often nonsensically worry about who Lifa spends time with when she can't be there. I, II

Mika
Daughter through Morgul. Loved, misses sorely. Psychologically denies the possibility of her death. ... I, II

Róta
Daughter through Morgul. Loved though it is a complicated relationship and has mixed feelings. Great source of distress, guilt and general sadness. ... I

Xakar
Son through Morgul. Loved, adores.

Vinx
Son through Astrale. ...

Nimh
Adopted Daughter. ...

Dijina
Adopted Sister ...

Ravly
Adopted Brother ...

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September 27, 2014 - 10:11pm — C!ssy

huehuehuehue.

September 27, 2014 - 10:43pm — Evern

U GAIZ &hearts;

U GAIZ

♥

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September 28, 2014 - 9:29pm — Shadowfly

track

~~track~~

October 5, 2014 - 5:22pm — Evern

Late thank you. :]

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October 5, 2014 - 5:23pm — caiir

ay ?

ay ♥

October 5, 2014 - 5:44pm — helel

drops directly in here B)

drops directly in here B) ♥

October 5, 2014 - 5:46pm — Evern

Aaah, thank! e: goshdarn,

Aaah, thank!

e: goshdarn, you ninja ♥ ♥

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October 5, 2014 - 6:01pm — Nazzard

Why am I not tracking this

Why am I not tracking this wonderful lady :| shame on me.

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Discord:Nazzard#9068 ||Click for bios.

October 5, 2014 - 6:06pm — Evern

No shame on you.

No shame on you. ♥
~~i've reposted her bio a dumb amount of times so~~

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October 18, 2014 - 10:32pm — Tisority

Track!

Track! <3

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October 18, 2014 - 11:39pm — Evern

Thank you!

Thank you! <:

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October 21, 2014 - 6:43pm — Dampir

I was sure she has seen him

I was sure she has seen him following her haha

October 21, 2014 - 6:46pm — Evern

Alice is getting old and

Alice is getting old and blind. ;[

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October 21, 2014 - 7:04pm — Dampir

Poor Alice :c Sorry if I'll

Poor Alice :c
Sorry if I'll be acting weird - I need to set my keyboard's buttons once again(that's why he mooed at her face...)

October 21, 2014 - 11:22pm — Evern

Late reply. I'm awful. Nahh

Late reply. I'm awful.

Nahh she good!

No worries, I have to do that too sometimes.

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November 12, 2014 - 4:02pm — Icey29

Hi there! I've seen you in

Hi there! I've seen you in the forest a couple times! :3

November 12, 2014 - 4:06pm — Evern

Hello there! If you want to

Hello there! If you want to come and play, please do, me and Alice love company.
Welcome to the forest! <3

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November 18, 2014 - 4:30am — Matthew.

x forgot somethin'

November 18, 2014 - 1:24pm — Evern

damn that's the second time

damn that's the second time now
She's going to have to learn to be more careful with it.

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December 8, 2014 - 7:11pm — HoneyDiva

I so like this new css, mmmmm

I so like this new css, mmmmm cool ♥

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December 9, 2014 - 12:10am — caiir

pretty in here... ? have i

pretty in here... ♥
have i told you that i've always admired her?

December 9, 2014 - 1:34pm — Evern

Honey: Ah thank you so much!

Honey: Ah thank you so much! I'm glad you think so about it, seriously.

caiir: Hhh, thanks. ♥
Damn, that makes me really happy. I mean, really really happy.
Thank you so much, man.

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December 9, 2014 - 7:56pm — Tiani

:">

December 10, 2014 - 2:34am — Evern

Hehe, hello there.

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March 1, 2015 - 5:48pm — Snowsauria

[01/03/2015 15:25:42] [A]: by

[01/03/2015 15:25:42] [A]: by now alice is just
[01/03/2015 15:26:02] [A]: everyone do what you want, ill still cuddle you and support you but make your own choices

Lol, Nimh has pretty much come to the same conclusion. c':

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March 1, 2015 - 7:31pm — Evern

YEP that's pretty much how it

YEP that's pretty much how it is currently. ;__;
I feel for Nimh.

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March 28, 2015 - 12:35am — Faustt

It had been over a week since

It had been over a week since the incident, and it was only in the last day or two that Galene had been able to actually get up and walk unassisted. However, the doe had noticed rather quickly that, although her older sister, Nimh, had paid several visits to check in on Rota, her mother had not. With her pelt still rather soaked from her frequent bathing in the Crying Idol, Galene stopped a small distance from Alice. "It's been over a week now, and I haven't seen your face at all." She paused. "Do you even have any idea the kind of pain your daughter is in right now? She has been lying under the slab at the playground for a week. A week! And the only family that she has had is Nimh. Even if she wasn't injured, I would have expected a mother to at least check on her own children every one or two days." She paused again, her eyes never wavering from the female's face. "If you don't start acting like a mother to Rota, I will start acting like her mother." It put rather sour taste in her mouth for her to say it, for reasons she would care not to admit to. She was far from pleased.

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March 28, 2015 - 12:44pm — Evern

Her ears raised once the

Her ears raised once the noise of rustling grass was heard, surprised to hear someone coming toward her. Alice's head lifted to meet the eyes of Galene, a deep sinking in the sand doe's chest as the words left her mouth, only reinforcing the words inside her head. "I'm not proud of my actions, of how I cannot seem to find any will to get up these days." She sighed and moved her eyes to the ground. "I'm tired, exhausted. My life has torn me apart. You'd probably be a better mother than me, in the whole." She took one more glance to the forest around her, the gentle breeze felt as if it passed right through her. "You don't know how sorry I am for not doing right to Rota. But I am not a bad person. I'm just worn out." Alice came to her feet, facing the black female, a deep seated guilt welling out of her eyes. "I love Rota and my children more than I can possibly express. Can you not show me some mercy? Help me become a mother again?" One more challenged breath left her. "I'd be so, so greatful."

(please note there are some ooc reasons Alice hasn't been in forest lately, not only did I go for a few days trip abroad with my school but my dog has also just had an operation and needs caring for <:

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March 28, 2015 - 2:06pm — Eq

stalk stalk

March 28, 2015 - 2:56pm — Faustt

The snorted lightly, the

The snorted lightly, the words sounding more like excuses than anything. Her ears fell back slightly, "You're a mother, it shouldn't matter if you are worn out or not. A parent does whatever is necessary for their children." Memories of when Lieva was a child flooded back to her, along with the horrors they had to endure during her upbringing. She ignored her question, relationships with children were easily damaged when the children thought that they could not trust you as a provider; so, mercy was essentially out of the question. A silence settled between them as the doe simply stared at the mother. "You never stopped being a mother, you just stopped acting like one." She paused. "She needs guidance and comfort, and you need to give that to her. Now, get up, and go see her."

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March 28, 2015 - 3:28pm — Evern

Eq, hello there. Nothing but

Eq, hello there.

Nothing but a quick nod at first, until the truth began to sink in. Alice flicked her tail anxiously back and fourth, unsure whether it was anger at herself or at the world, that was brewing around inside her. The things she'd heard were probably what she had needed to hear, and a strong feeling of reality began to clear her mind as the other stopped talking. She definetly could have tried harder to care for Rota, and let out a small grunt at realizing this. She shook her neck gently and tried to relax from the messy state she was in, suddenly embarressed to have let out so much before a stranger. "I understand. I won't let her down. I should thank you, so.. thank you." The doe lowered her head to Galene. "Don't ever doubt I love her and my children more than anything, though."

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April 30, 2015 - 6:46pm — riddledrhyme

now lemme track the right one

now lemme track the right one ^^'

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April 30, 2015 - 6:53pm — Evern

Hehe, hello.

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July 25, 2015 - 9:58pm — Snowsauria

Nimh's heart had made a jump

Nimh's heart had made a jump in her chest when she had awoken and noticed her mother's form beside her. Awake. It had been possible to avoid having to face her earlier, but not now. Her long ears pointed back slighty, and Nimh's face was full of pain and grief as she turned her head towards the other one. "I'm so sorry, mom." She whispered, her voice shivering as she could barely meet her mother's eyes. She had failed. Failed to watch out for her siblings when their parents were not around, and now Kios was dead. Not only that, but he had been laid to rest by the tree which belonged to the doe who had stolen him from his family. It felt horribly wrong, so she simply had to remind herself that it was there Kios had spent his last days, it was there he wanted to be buried, no matter how wrong it felt.

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July 25, 2015 - 10:44pm — Evern

The doe had been null

The doe had been null emotionally until she heard her child apologize, and then when a rush of alarm spread through her body which she had to release. "No. You will not apologize for something you did not do." Alice reached to nuzzle Nimh gently on her neck, letting a breath of hers flow out onto the other. "None of this was your fault, none of it." To think Nimh felt that it was her own fault what happened to Kios made nothing more than her heart drop at the thought. She feared the guilt would never lift it's grasp from her. "Trust me when I say so, never forget it. That you will not be held resposible for this, ever." At this point she had laid her head directly on her form, slowly rubbing Nimh in comforting motions. "I promise."

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July 25, 2015 - 11:16pm — Snowsauria

She knew deep inside that her

She knew deep inside that her mother would never blame her for Kios' death, but had still been almost afraid to face her, afraid that witnessing the grief of a mother who had lost her child was something she could not handle, not on top of her own grief. When her mother spoke, it was like a heavy weight was lifted from Nimh's shoulders and a quiet sob escaped her as she buried her face into her mother's fur, comforted by the words and the touch. But she knew, even if her mother didn't blame her, others did. Indigo had blamed her when he came screaming at her the other day, and there was probably others too; others who thought Nimh was too careless and too dumb to take care of her siblings. They couldn't possibly know how she had tried. Nimh had meant to stay strong for her mother, but instead she broke down again and cried into her mother's fur, almost felt like a small child again for the first time in what felt like forever. For now, she was't able to say anymore, but the touches were soothing, comforting.

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August 1, 2015 - 10:03am — Elteria

I had to track it before, but

I had to track it before, but I was sure I did it :/ *dont hit me*

Djina misses her dear sister ♥

September 30, 2015 - 2:08pm — Snowsauria

Ah, love her new look! The

Ah, love her new look! The black face looks great against the rest, and the black stripe looks nice too.
Sometimes a character simply need to go through some changes to work out, I've been there myself. c':

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September 30, 2015 - 2:26pm — Evern

Yeah I sorta figured after

Yeah I sorta figured after all those years under a mask she'd have to snap at some point, with it her character didn't really have anywhere to go. >:

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October 1, 2015 - 4:22am — Tuo

She looks gorgeous. It was

She looks gorgeous. It was her heart that captured Morg anyway, not her face.

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October 1, 2015 - 4:55am — wake

^ Awww ;; Also I really dig

^ Awww ;;

Also I really dig the black face

Though it might come as a shock to Rota haha.

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October 1, 2015 - 6:47am — Evern

Morg, you're a sweetheart.

Morg, you're a sweetheart. Him accepting her will be the biggest help
Kell, if Alice will even let her see it! She'll probably just turn into an ostrich now :'D

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October 1, 2015 - 7:19pm — Dampir