Welcome to TEF and TEFc! No, you won't stay a cute fawn forever, just until your first month is up. Then you become a stag (or if you want to pretend, a doe). Other deer can change your look, but the only two pelts you can put on yourself are the red one (from the crying idol), and the white devout pelt (comes from worshipping the twin gods). You get pinecones from rubbing a certain tree, and from there you can put antlers on others. Pelt spells come from sleeping deer (sitting down by them), and masks come from fungi growing on the sides of trees (eat some of them). There will be yellow glowing buttons appearing each time you do one of these things; just click on the button to cast it on someone. Then, if you want to save your appearance, open the menu and go to network. At the bottom will be "SAVE" and "LOAD" buttons. Click save to save your appearance, then click load when it disappears. Hope this helped; have fun in the game!