Recently

Physical: 90% Exhausted, some pain. / Mental: 70% Hurting. / Emotional: 50% Confused, nervous, melancholy.
“Take me home.
...”

7.19.17

Having a very uncomfortable conversation with Ritic as to her whereabouts earlier in the day. Discovered the male is absolutely awful at being sympathetic.


7.17.17
Was approached by Aureus asking for a trade. Was offered information about her lost daughters in exchange for a gift he could give to Eloa. Learned of different things about the girls and went home that night in an imaginative daze, thinking only of them.

5.20.17
Was resting under a willow tree at the pond, watching the koi fish swim around and be peaceful. Hadn't been taking care of herself, and so her mane was tangled and matted. Would have been much easier to cut it off instead of trying to detangle it. After a while, Eloa came to the pond to get a drink, and the two began to talk. Eloa offered to help Fusion with her hair, and so the black doe stood and followed the angel to her home. Eloa had a cream that made detangling Fusion's hair an easier task. They talked for a while longer, and Fusion asked the other what Dragomir and Rhistel had done for Mother's Day. This was the first Eloa had heard of the holiday, so Fusion explained its meaning.
Several months before, however, Aureus had told Eloa of news he had received from his home kingdom. Two of Fusion's children were alive in an enemy stronghold- though Aureus had told Eloa not to mention this until more information was uncovered. Feeling sympathy, Eloa told Fusion about what she had been told.
So much drama ensued.
Eventually, the two does went to Ritic to seek his help in finding the lost children, to which he agreed.

5.14.17
Spent the whole of Mother's Day a sobbing mess. Feels she has failed every child she's had. Really wants a baby. Wants to prove she can do things right.

1-18-16
Came down from the Old Oak to rest upon the grass. In her doe form, not looking for conflict, perhaps only company.

1-6-16
Met a tiny red dragon named Dazenth. Unsure what to make of his behavior, but plans to introduce him to Ritic and Gunnarr. The dragons of the forest need all the allies they can obtain, she believes. With her experiences of her past life driving most of her decisions, firmly thinks that the outsiders should maintain ties. Might go around and form alliances with the other dragons of the forest sooner or later this year.

12-20-15
Returned from her homeland with Ritic and Gunnarr. Feels the trip allowed her and Ritic to bond even closer and for Gunnarr to have a breath of fresh air from the small, endless forest. Returned a different dragon than from when they left, feels stronger, more trusting.

11-27-15
Went with Gunnar and Ritic to her homeworld, letting Gunnarr experience some time around other dragons and other cultures.

10-22-15
(really belated update from an RP with Orin o3o') Went out hunting for the night's meal and stalked down two feral does and a rabbit, dispatching them for Ritic and Gunnarr. Hunted around for a meal for herself when the scent of many rabbits clustered together caught her attention. Thought she might have found a den but instead found a sleeping doe surrounded by small woodland creatures. The other doe awakened and Fusion took the chance to try and take her down as well, but what seemed like a feral deer turned out to be a much stronger, much more powerful angel. Repelled by the holy aura and attempted to silence the angel just to be rid of the divine creature's presence, but the demonic dragon was disabled by the doe's powers. Ritic came to her aid and scared away the angel, then helped Fusion back to the tree to eat and recuperate. As they lay in their perch, talked of Gunnarr and perhaps taking him to a haven outside the forest, a castle where Fusion once reigned before her death in that world sent her to the forest nearly three years ago. The winter this year would be brutal, and they lived in a high tree, not a warm ground burrow.

4-30-15
Gunnarr (just realized I've been spelling his name with only one 'r') came up to the nest at the top of the old oak, and she and Ritic huddled around him when they realized he was injured. Cared for his wounds and nursed him to a bit better health. Coaxed out of him the description of those who trampled him. Debating with Ritic whether to go after them or not. For now focused on helping little Gun. Gave him lavender, willow bark, and dandelions then put an oat straw paste over his wounds. Kept watch over him until he was asleep.

4-29-15
Found lil Gunbun curled up near the edge of the first forest, so she sat down beside him. Currently just trying to give him a safe place to be, while also trying to cheer him up with visits from the tickle monster. >:U
(~Ongoing RP with Aria here~)

4-26-15
Came down from her place on the top of the oak and played around with little Gunnar. Currently sitting on top of and smooshing him. >3 Ritic came by some time later. Smooshing him also.
Rested with Gunnarr and Ritic most of the day before putting wittle Gun to bed. Walked around with Ritic, playing with him and feeling much more lighthearted than she has in a long time. While walking with him, the two came across a kirin-like creature named Eithne. Enamoured by the adorable creature and drug Ritic along with her as she and Eithne romped around. Started a spell war, though after a while had to sit out due to a growing headache. Still very elated.
Currently snuggled up to Ritic with Eithne sitting nearby.

1-31-15
Sitting with Gunnarr and Ritic in a grassy patch on the border between the birch wood and the first forest. Sleepy from being awakened from her spot in the Old Oak, and dozes off sometimes while sitting with them. Currently feeling that Ritic will guard them if the need arises, feels content- safe.

1-19-15
Ritic brought home a small, comatose creature whilst the dragoness slept. Several days passed and the little creature awakened. Absolute enamoured by the youngling, though deeply fears for its health. Trying her best to keep it warm and secure within the coils of her tail. The dragoness, still shaken by her past experiences with children, is trying to push away her insecurities regarding Gunnarr and the new parental roles that she and Ritic now share over him. May on occasion appear to guard or hide Gunnarr from Ritic, doesn't mean any harm by this, as she's just fearful for the child. Will definitely be babying the little one, coddling him and keeping him safe until he's old enough to learn to defend himself.

Biography

Name:
Fusion María Fall (Isla Beth Maryann Amirmoez)Will not reveal this name. Currently known to Ritic.
True name:
Kodean
Sex:
Female, cow
Cervine Age:
5 years
Human Age Equivalent:
30 years
Actual Age:
2,213 years
Birthday:
June 19th, 2009
Entered the forest on:
October 6th, 2012
Current Scent: (in order of strength)
The Old Oak, Ritic
Natural Scent:
Hemlock
Breed:
Elk
Size:
Large
Voice:
#9966FF
Fern the Centaur
Orientation:
Bisexual
Mate:
Ritic
Offspring:
~
Home:
Among the branches at the top of the Old Oak
Treasures:
A golden chain pierced in her ear. A grey scale. A black scale. A lock of silvery-bluish hair. A red scale. A bead made of polished silver.
Set:
DotD Pelt, Skull mask, Magpie Feathers/Default antlersWhen Fusion sneezes to the default antlers, it means that she has shifted into her dragon form.

Personality

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Before the Forest

~ Soul is created by a group of demons in the fifth bolgia of Malebolge
~ Soul is sent up to Earth where it manifests intself inside of an egg This particular egg was chosen because it was the product of the unholy union between a human mother and a dragon father..
~ Hatched in 191 B.C.E. in present day Borve, Scotland.
~ Learns to shift in between human and dragons forms a few days after hatching.
~ Brother is born a year later, named Emanuel.
~ Father goes off to aid soldiers a couple years later, dies in battle.
~ Emanuel dies in a raid on their village in 182 B.C.E.
~ Migrates to Present Day Tairbeart, Scotland in 129 B.C.E. when her mother dies.
~ Settles into her own cave, soon meets a black dragon named Hexlith.
~ The two become fast friends, helping each other hunt for food and garner a hoard.
~ They migrate in 110 B.C.E. to the Dragon Training Grounds, a place for dragons to hone their skills and become fierce warriors.
~ Meets a silver dragon named Arget, grows very close to him.
~ Becomes his mate in 2 C.E., the egg is laid a year later.
~ The egg hatches in 247 C.E., it's a daughter named Niomi
~ Arget dies of wounds obtained in a fight in 255 C.E.
~ Niomi goes missing three years later.
~ Consoled by Hexlith, the two grow closer.
~ Agrees to be his mate in 276 C.E.
~ Puts off having children for dozens of years, the disappearance of her daughter still fresh in her mind.
~ Eventually agrees to have a child in 359 C.E., lays their egg a year later.
~ Like all dragon eggs, it will take hundreds of years to hatch, though the egg cracks and dies on a cold night in 427 C.E.
~ When Hexlith finds out, Fusion receives what is now the scar above her left eye.
~ Brushes off the abuse that goes on from there, doesn't want to leave him.
~ Obtains the scars on her haunches in 1327 C.E.
~ Hexlith attacks her for the final time. Mortally wounded and dies in 1866 C.E.

After Arrival

~ Wakes up in the birch forest to the chirping of birds.
~ Does not know where to find food, and the smaller creatures aren't enough. Starts to starve.
~ Meets Aria, receives a gift from the doe to help her survive until she can find a feral herd to prey on.
~ Meets Calida, taunts and teases the black and white doe. Snatches Orinoco's gem from and hangs it high up in a tree.
~ Doesn't know how Calida got the gem back, but irritated by this. Calida becomes a negative relation.
~ Meets Emery, the two become good friends.
~ Travels outside of the forest with him to his home, meets his family.
~ Tells him about Hexlith, convinces him to come help her with a bit of revenge.
~ Sneaks into the Dragon Training Grounds with Emery, he severely wounds Hexlith.
~ Quickly returns to the forest with Emery before Hexlith could come after them.
~ While out on a hunt, kills a feral doe. Later finds the fawn the doe had left hidden in the grass. Named her Keshadei.
~ Goes back to the Grounds with Keshadei a couple months later, her curiosity getting the best of her.
~ Finds out from other residents that her previous mate, Hexlith, has left the castle; more than relieved.
~ Meets the Heartseeker dragon named Ritic when he crashed near the castle, helped the medic care for his wounds.
~ Feels affection for him which eventually grows into love. Afraid of him, but lets herself love him.
~ Brings him back to the forest, slowly becoming less fearful around him, trusting him more.
~ Drama ensues when Keshadei finds a mate. Olord.
~ Leaves the forest with Ritic to relax in China, leaving their worries behind to fly through the mountains. Comes back a short while later after they both felt more at ease.
~ Couldn't find Keshadei anywhere in the forest, believed to be dead. Keshadei returns a little over a month later. Keshadei becomes pregnant with Vesas's fawns.
~ Keshadei and Vesas split, Keshadei miscarries the fawns a short while afterwards on October 20th, 2013.
~ Keshadei and Lumilla missing for several months and finally presumed deceased in October, 2014. Utterly heartbroken and mourns them.
~ Ritic brings a small hatchling to the home tree. His name is Gunnarr. Adopted as a son by the dragons.
~Miscarries a month-long pregnancy in the human world and sees the ghost of her first daughter. Becomes even more distraught as she learns her first daughter has not been laid to rest after all these years. Says goodbye to the ghost for the last time as she repairs the grave.
~ After a few months of Gunnarr no longer returning to the Old Oak, believes that the fawn has fallen out of love with them and run away. Mourns as if he is dead.

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The Outer Shell

Doe.

When Fusion is in her doe form, she has the body of a normal elk. Though, unlike an elk, she has the teeth of a wolf and a mane of human hair. Her body is a shiny, dark grey, appearing black in dimly-lit areas. Like a normal elk, she has a fluffy butt. This is the same shade of light grey as her underbelly, which travels from under her jaw, down her neck and stomach, and ends at her stub of a tail, her inner ears are the same colour. Her hooves are a pale lavender. Her mane, styled like that of a horse, is a deep purple, yet not neon enough to appear totally unnatural (But what is unnatural in The Endless Forest, eh?). Wrapped around Fusion's muzzle, just above her black nose, is a thin black stripe, underneath the stripe the fur turns a soft grey. Above the stripe the grey quickly fades to black. Her eyes, which always emit a soft glow, are a harsh red. And if one looks closely enough at them, a small, flickering flame can be seen. A black strip wraps around each eye, then trails down her muzzle before ending with a sharp point. Pierced in her right ear is a large chain made of gold, though not pure gold. The name of the metal that the gold surrounds is unknown to Fusion. The chain has only five links . Fusion has a scar over her left eye and three large scars on each side of her haunches

Dragon.

Covering her giant, limber body are sleek, black scales. If one were to pull out one of her larger scales, they would find the her skin is pink and sensitive to sunlight the bitch burns, yo. Along her back, starting from her forehead, is a tall dorsal fin that tapers off near the end of her tail. The membrane is a rich violet while the spines are a dark magenta. This dorsal fin can be raised and lowered at will to help regulate her body temperature. Her horns, went curve gently from back of the top of her skull, are the same light magenta as her hooves while in doe form. As a dragon, her fiery eyes emit a glow so bright that you can barely see her pupils and third eyelids. Again she has a scar above her left eye and three scars on each side of her haunches. On her left cheek, under her eyes, the small scales of her face are arranged in the shape of a hackberry leaf. This is nothing more than a birthmark; the dragoness has forgotten its meaning. Her wings are unlike that of most dragons: they sprout straight up from her shoulders, the membrane of the wing sloping downwards along the slope of her back and tail. Many, movable, magenta spines help keep the membrane thick and stiff enough to be used in flight. To fold her wings when not in use, Fusion simply tucks them close to her back, though she cannot fold them as normal dragons can. Fusion's claws are a light grey, and sharp enough to tear through dragon scales. Her underbelly is sensitive to attacks and is the same light grey.

Human.

Tan skin and wavy, brown hair make up her basic appearance. Her eyes are typically a light hazel, but become fiery red when she utilizes her magick. Nearly six feet tall, she is not diminutive in stature. Lungs are scarred from years of smoking and give her a light wheeze when she over-exerts herself. If you were to press your hand against the middle of her collarbone, you would feel a spherical bump beneath the skin. A scar along her neck reveals how it got there. The bump is a ceramic container holding the souls of mage dragons. If the container were to break, she would lose her magick abilities and her physical appearance would degrade. Teeth would become crooked, skin would wrinkle, scars erased by magick would trace just about every inch of her skin, and the aversive effects of smoking and other drug usage would rear their ugly heads in the form of decreased lung capability, lost patches of hair, scars along her arms, and liver damage.