08/12/26:
{'cower' emote is used for submissive behaviour.
Wearing one of these around her neck.}

MentalTeetering * EmotionalTeetering * PhysicalFair

Lost her pregnancy some time ago. Torn about the ordeal of it. On one hand, was glad for the loss, as it wasn't planned and came as a massive blowing surprise. Had held off telling Maekrix for a time before finally confessing to what she had been sure about- on the other hand, feeling a heavy sense of dread and sadness regarding it for entirely selfish reasons that had little to do with the loss. After this and the trouble she had with her first pregnancy, starting to believe she is incapable of building life inside of her, and finding it a rather big self conscious burden because of it. Which in itself is a very tearing experience because she is NOT maternal, but she at least wishes to be GOOD and NORMAL. And is presently feeling a great deal lacking in both of those categories. Clinging to Mae at every chance she gets in a desperate attempt to hold onto something stable and sure.

11/12/24:

Pregnant. Presently unaware.