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April 20, 2013 - 8:06am — ems.
Gia Myst
the; Swan | Butterfly

Halo | Female | Young adultborn; 04/23/13 | Stature
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08/12/26:
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Wearing one of these around her neck.}

MentalTeetering * EmotionalTeetering * PhysicalFair

Lost her pregnancy some time ago. Torn about the ordeal of it. On one hand, was glad for the loss, as it wasn't planned and came as a massive blowing surprise. Had held off telling Maekrix for a time before finally confessing to what she had been sure about- on the other hand, feeling a heavy sense of dread and sadness regarding it for entirely selfish reasons that had little to do with the loss. After this and the trouble she had with her first pregnancy, starting to believe she is incapable of building life inside of her, and finding it a rather big self conscious burden because of it. Which in itself is a very tearing experience because she is NOT maternal, but she at least wishes to be GOOD and NORMAL. And is presently feeling a great deal lacking in both of those categories. Clinging to Mae at every chance she gets in a desperate attempt to hold onto something stable and sure.

11/12/24:

Pregnant. Presently unaware.






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June 29, 2014 - 12:37am — ems.

Her feathers ruffled against

Her feathers ruffled against her side energetically, the smile playing on her maw as bright eyes remained on Peppino’s. Rajan was kind to her, as was Acaji, but none spoke to her in this manner and she soaked it in, soaked in the names he called her, the compliments he dished out, and though she didn’t know the extent of it, or understand it completely, she was swooning. Every word, every compliment had her shying away, and when he leaned in closer she wouldn’t back or slink away, and only her ears drew back briefly. ”Y-You’re very kind, Peppino” she whispered, eyes moving between his own ”M-Maybe I can find you again another time?” she asked. He was intimidating, but she liked it, liked how he spoke to her, and she wanted... no, needed more friends.

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IT RUNS IN THE FAMILY!
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June 29, 2014 - 12:46am — ___

He watched her as every word

He watched her as every word that came out of his mouth was eaten up by her; he didn’t have bad intentions, no, never, and not to any woman, but he like that he was captivating her. “Well, I’m glad ya think so,” Peppino said, but then his brow rose, “Are ya leavin’?” Was she already going to run off, overcome by her shyness? Perhaps, and if she did have to go, he wished she wouldn’t. Gia was very pretty to look at, and her extreme shyness was refreshing.
June 29, 2014 - 1:04am — ems.

Shaking her head quickly, the

Shaking her head quickly, the does ears stood tall, her side feathers stiffened as she looked up towards him, her eyes moving between his own and his raised brow. ”No.. n-not unless you want me too” and how she didn’t want him to, perhaps the desperate look on her face was plain to see. She had never been the best to hide how she was feeling. ”I-I mean… I don’t need to go, but if you ne.. want me to I will. I was just.. I don’t have many to sit with and just wanted to make sure th-that it was ok if I come around again” she finally closed her white muzzle to stop herself from blabbering on anymore while her ears pulled back slightly and an embarrassed smile now replaced her features.
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June 29, 2014 - 1:20am — ___

“Oh, no, Baby, you can sit

“Oh, no, Baby, you can sit with me as long as ya want. I don’t mind,” he spoke, then nodding when she explained what she meant, “And you can sit with me anytime.” He wiggled his eyebrows, keeping his big grin as he spoke again, “I don’t mind company, especially with a beauty like you.” Her sweet shyness and blathering was charming. It made her sweeter than sugar, and he just wanted to eat her up.
June 29, 2014 - 1:28am — ems.

Her sigh was barely audible

Her sigh was barely audible as her side feathers eased and relaxed once more at his words. Her father would surely be proud of her now. Getting out of the darker places in the forest and now even making positive acquaintances and friends. She shuffled closer to him until there was only a hairs distance between them. To say he towered over her would still be an understatement, but she found comfort and safety in his presence. Plus his compliments were hitting her in all the right places. ”I-I can? Thank you” she smiled, pleased she’d found another face to be able to seek out and sit with. ”You can.. ah.. sit with me anytime too” she offered, peering up with glistening eyes ”You’re very nice, Peppino” and as if on cue, she would shy her face away briefly ”No one’s ever spoken to me like you have before”.
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June 29, 2014 - 1:54am — ___

It had only been about five

It had only been about five minutes, but Peppino was enjoying himself, and when she shuffled closer, pride swelled up in his chest. She was slowly breaking out of her shell, and he decided to break it a little more by pressing himself against her form. “I’m glad ya think so,” the stallion said, giving the shy doe a nuzzle, “And really? Then there must be a lotta jerks who should be treatin' you like a princess.” To him, it seemed her confidence was hindered by others, which he understood. He wasn’t always so forward with women, or people in general.
June 29, 2014 - 2:14am — ems.

Her body tensed briefly as

Her body tensed briefly as she felt his side against her own but just as quickly she was relaxing, her side feathers falling comfortably beside her as she tentatively returned his nuzzle which she was unsure if he could feel anyway, but it didn’t stop her and she even found herself pressing against him. Finding the comfort and support something she always longed for and didn’t get too much. ”Rajan calls me a princess sometimes..” she began, looking up into his light eyes ”but he’s never talked to me like you have. He’s my friend” she clarified, realizing the male likely didn’t know who ‘Rajan’ was. ”Have you got other friends too?” she asked. He must have. Just look at him!
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June 29, 2014 - 3:05am — ___

The stallion couldn’t help

The stallion couldn’t help but grin at the return of affection and feeling her tense, white body relax against his near black one. “Well, then it’s a good thing I came along to talk to you like I do,” Peppino cooed, “You deserve as many complements as you can get.” His long, blonde tail swished around, brushing over her little one, “And yeah, I have friends.”
June 29, 2014 - 3:20am — ems.

She turned around when she

She turned around when she felt something on her tail, and eyes watched over the blonde one that was brushing over own. Her brownish eyes moved up towards him, her head still turned towards the back of her, and she’d keep still for a few moments, before moving her tail about to bat at his own. Her eyes remaining on his still until finally turning and watching as her small tail playfully battered against the large male’s. ”I knew you would” she smiled, her eyes remaining on their tails ”I-I’ve not seen you around before, I don’t think..” it wasn’t hard to think she had just missed seeing him while she was away at her den, but she was sure she would have noticed such a male one on of her other visits to the lighter parts ”Are you new? If so, where did you come from before here?” she asked, finally turning back towards him.
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Sig: Aihnna

June 29, 2014 - 3:58am — ___

The stallion grinned as her

The stallion grinned as her small, fluffy tail played with his long one. The gesture was charming and innocent. His tail swished along with hers, the long, blonde hairs making her small one disappear beneath it. "Yeah, I found this place a few weeks ago," he said, "I live in the human realm most of the time, and I come here to relax and get outta the city." The paisano stretched out his front legs, hearing a few pops of relief before tucking them back under his body. "What about you, doll face?"
June 29, 2014 - 4:36am — ems.

Her whole body froze; her

Her whole body froze; her feathers stiffly tightened against her side as her eyes grew wide and peered into the males light ones. ”The human world?” she breathed, though it was more in repeat and to herself. ”I-I’ve been to the human world before”. Her voice back to its normal tone, though her eyes remained intent on his. She wondered if he lived near where she visited. If only she knew just how big the human world was. ”I was born here… but I’ve visited there before.” Her body eased again and her feathers happily ruffled at her side ”Is it nice? Where you come from there?” she asked curiously.
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July 24, 2014 - 7:10pm — race

cutie :3 track

cutie :3
track
July 27, 2014 - 1:40pm — Tiiime

HHhhh, tracking! Also, I

HHhhh, tracking!

Also, I hate to be obnoxious and ask, but..What rescources do you use for coding?
Every single one of your character's bios are absolutely beautiful and I'm extremely curious to how you get them to look so gorgeous.

Would you ever consider coding in return for tons of art/ other payments?

If not, I totally understand.~ I hope my questioning hasn't bothered you heavily.~
July 27, 2014 - 6:15pm — ems.

It's not obnoxious XD Do you

It's not obnoxious XD
Do you have skype? Or email, if not?
You're free to add me to skype: emslee89 or email emslee007(at)y7mail(dot)com and we can talk more there.

But thank you ♥!
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August 10, 2014 - 8:58am — idiosyncrasies
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Seester

Seester <3
August 10, 2014 - 10:50pm — Sleepything
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Tracking this, finally

Tracking this, finally ♥
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adorable art by Tuoho! ♥
August 10, 2014 - 10:55pm — ems.

Idio & JD &hearts;!

Idio & JD ♥!
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October 3, 2014 - 4:52am — Hereafter

Late track, ugh she's so

Late track, ugh she's so pretty Ems.
October 3, 2014 - 5:00am — ems.

FFT Brit, thank you &hearts;!

FFT Brit, thank you ♥!
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October 6, 2014 - 11:22pm — 0baf0
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Keeping an eye on this cutie.

Keeping an eye on this cutie. Smiling
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Icon - ahimsa.Signature - Qanat. ♥
October 7, 2014 - 2:42am — ems.

Thank &hearts;

Thank ♥
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October 7, 2014 - 2:53am — hadoukin
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can't believe i haven't

can't believe i haven't tracked this yet :I
/late tracks
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October 7, 2014 - 2:58am — ems.

FF THANK &hearts;!

FF THANK ♥!
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October 7, 2014 - 7:06pm — Inhellvi

Track &hearts; Gia is very

Track ♥
Gia is very cute!
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October 7, 2014 - 7:08pm — ems.

ee~ you're sweet, thank you!

ee~ you're sweet, thank you!
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October 11, 2014 - 7:24pm — Awentia
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tracking ! hh

tracking ! hh
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Discord: Tzvii#9954 // Signature by Wake.
October 11, 2014 - 8:32pm — ems.

thank!

thank!
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October 13, 2014 - 7:06pm — LiIy

Track her.

Track her.
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Skull by Misako.
October 13, 2014 - 7:15pm — ems.

&hearts;!

♥!
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October 16, 2014 - 6:33am — Echosong
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Trackin' &hearts; "Oh,

Trackin' ♥

"Oh, hello."
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October 16, 2014 - 6:40am — ems.

Ty &hearts; "H-Hi"

Ty ♥

"H-Hi"
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October 16, 2014 - 7:15am — Echosong
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Anja nodded a greeting and

Anja nodded a greeting and tilted her head slightly, curious about the little doe's behavior. "You seem lonely."
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October 16, 2014 - 7:26am — ems.

The butterfly rolls her

The butterfly rolls her shoulders, letting her eyes turn down to the ground "Maybe before you found me", though it had only been a short time she had been alone. "Not so lonely now, though.." she brings her gaze back up to the bright doe "Thank you for inviting me to sit with you. My name's Gia"
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October 16, 2014 - 7:34am — Echosong
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"Nice to meet you, Gia. I'm

"Nice to meet you, Gia. I'm Anja." The feathered hind smiled, her manner friendly.
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October 16, 2014 - 7:58am — ems.

"Nice to meet you too, Anja"

"Nice to meet you too, Anja" the butterfly smiles, side feathers ruffling gently, and contently, at her side.
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October 24, 2014 - 7:40am — ChocolateTabbyKat
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I.. thought I tracked this, I

I.. thought I tracked this, I guess not. Well, now I have. B)
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November 5, 2014 - 11:42pm — Kallonate
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Mae seems to be quite fond of

Mae seems to be quite fond of her in some way. Track.
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December 12, 2014 - 12:04am — caiir

!

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December 12, 2014 - 12:16am — night654
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hi tracking dis

hi tracking dis
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December 12, 2014 - 12:23am — ems.

Thank you everyone &hearts;!

Thank you everyone ♥!
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December 25, 2014 - 9:29pm — WayfarerHart
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<3
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December 25, 2014 - 9:32pm — Sannosuke
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Awww, she's super lovely! I

Awww, she's super lovely!
I <3 her sweet little dove wings =)
I wonder if, when she grows, they will be some epic Angel wings or something @_@

Merry Chriiistmas!
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I welcome you with open arms to stay away from me
January 5, 2015 - 1:54am — Graveyard

Track

Track Laughing out loud
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January 5, 2015 - 1:55am — ems.

&hearts;! And belated Merry

♥!

And belated Merry Christmas to you, Sannosuke!
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May 1, 2015 - 3:57am — xaii
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Tracking (:

Tracking (:
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by FoxOfTheStars ♥
May 1, 2015 - 5:08am — ems.

Thank &hearts;!

Thank ♥!
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September 24, 2015 - 2:35am — Penrose
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"You have pretty

"You have pretty feathers."

Track~
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September 24, 2015 - 2:52am — ems.

"Th-Thank you" &hearts;

"Th-Thank you"

♥

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September 27, 2015 - 1:28am — turvyflower
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Tracking~

Tracking~
September 27, 2015 - 1:28am — Gustiro
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Track-a-lacking. :3

Track-a-lacking. :3
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