Alchemy; Ciel | The Endless Forest

Alchemy; Ciel

January 13, 2012 - 6:20pm — Faustt

Ciel

The Alchemist

"..."

November 11th, 2019 ;

◆ Health information goes in here.

◇ Emotional and mental status in here.

◈ Notes in here? Feel free to shift these around as you wish!

*Note* I recently moved to Australia and, true to the stereotype, my internet here SUCKS. Characters do not move around fluidly for me, but instead are very laggy. Please excuse if I don't see something ;n;

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Ciel was raised a man of culture, grace, elegance and morals. He is comfortable around other deer, creatures, and even crowds. He is quick to warm up to others and can be quite jovial, but can be rather reserved in the extremes of his emotions. When provoked enough, he becomes irrationally violent. During such, he retains his culture and his intelligence. However, anger, anguish, depression, and pride erode away at his senses of self-control, decency, honesty, and morality. Sad though this may be, it is fueled by noble intentions. If anything is fiercer than his fear, it is his loyalty to that which he loves. His family comes before himself. The “sacrifice of one for many” may very well mean himself. He would gladly cast aside his own life if it meant that he could save his loved ones. He is suspicious of others upon first meetings, this having resulted from several notable deceptions. He is not generally formal, but is very conscious of his body language; perhaps overly so. This causes him to come off as a bit stiff, at times. Either way, Ciel is charming and poised, a proud man with a quiet confidence. He has a tendency to smile crookedly, something that can been taken as endearing, though it is often just a nervous tick.

A man of duel nature, a figure in an expanse of two to three different personalities. He has enclosed himself behind a stout wall, that of which has never been easy for any to single-handedly breach. The more personal side of this male is an uncharted territory; for the presentation of his thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits to being disclosed unto others. He doesn't speak wildly, or even with vulgar language. Even from an early age, Ciel has spoken with graceful articulation.

He is naturally distrusting, because of the amount of emotion he puts into close relationships. Those that earn his trust receive all of himself, but such devotion is very hard to acquire. He believes that there is always that threat that he has pricked his finger, causing himself great pain, for nothing. That there is always the chance that those that he thought were close to him could become traitors. In this way, he doesn’t allow just anyone to become emotionally close to him. He does not enter a romantic relationship heedlessly. To love a friend is one thing, to truly love another is an entirely different matter. In his youth, he had experienced the flame of infatuation, of professing love that taunts like fool’s gold and is valued at just as much and more. Somehow, without knowing it himself, he has grown from his youthful folly, he knows what true love is and is both terrified and yearning for it. To be apart from his love for extended periods of time is nothing short of crippling.

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I'm alive. When I'm eating that's all I think about.

If I'm on the march, I just concentrate on marching.

If I have to fight, it will be just as good a day as any to die.

If you concentrate always on the present, you'll be a happy man.

Life is the moment we are living now.

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December 21, 2012 - 4:23am — Hereafter

Also need to track. &hearts;

Also need to track. ♥

December 21, 2012 - 4:38am — Faustt

Skepticism always rose to the

Skepticism always rose to the surface whenever he bore witness to the unfamiliar near his lost beloved's resting place, and it often grew to irritation, and even hatred, should the group grow large enough. He had watched the small group from a distance, attentive to the manner in which they moved about the site, but did not feel compelled to approach them unless he was given a reason to. He felt tension build up in his back as he observed the antlered doe approach, and brief sniffs exchanged. He observed her with a critical eye at first, but his brow raised as she began to speak. "Why are you apologizing?" He asked blankly, his voice rather flat. For one reason or another, matters involving his departed love stirred in him his colder, more stoic, side.

bills: You did that on purpose, stealing my page B)

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December 21, 2012 - 4:46am — Sleepything

"I don't even know who you

"I don't even know who you are and I've hated you since her passing. You wear something of hers and I cannot help but feel jealousy when I see her necklace." Henna replied, her ears falling back as she looked him. "There are so many on my list of blame and you were one of them. She was my family, she was.. like my daughter. And yet, some stag - you - are the one carrying around something of hers instead of me." The fallow confessed, her voice nearly cracking. It was always so hard to speak of her, even now, after all the time that had passed already. But Henna cleared her throat and tried to regain some kind of composure. "But like I said, I don't know you..or what you were to her, I've only seen you visit her. If she had given you those, she must have loved you..so I'm apologizing." There was no disdain nor callousness in her tone or in the way she stared back at him, not like she would have before. If he chose to be indifferent, that was okay with her. She just needed to speak to him, to get that off her mind in hopes that it would help lessen her grief.

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adorable art by Tuoho! ♥

December 21, 2012 - 5:07am — Faustt

His ears fell back in mild

His ears fell back in mild irritation immediately, the skepticism he held about the doe and her group rising as she began to speak. Blame him? Of course he blamed himself for not reaching Eraline's side sooner, but how dare she place blame on him when she stated herself that she did not know him. His tension, however, eased as she continued. It appeared that Eraline did not inform her of his presence in her life. He stayed silent for moment, a brief wind causing the twin idols in his antlers to clink together lightly. The sound, a song, resonating loudly, at least him it appeared that way. He remained silent for a few moments after she finished speaking, looking at the ground elsewhere. "I wasn't just some stag to her," he began, his tone lacking in any form of bitterness he may of initially held towards her. He lifted his head to looked at her. "Eraline was the world to me; my heart, and my rock. She kept me going when I had hit a particularly rough part of my life. I had taken her as my mate not long before..," he trailed off, unable to will himself to speak of the incident. He felt the rims of his eyes grow damp, could feel the waver threatening in his voice. "But do not apologize, grief draws out these sides of us quite easily, and I am no different."

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December 21, 2012 - 5:21am — Sleepything

Henna let out a soft breath,

Henna let out a soft breath, her muscles able to finally relax in his presence. His words had calmed her now, he told her what she needed to know and now she felt lighter. Well, as light as she could feel because there would always be a heavy weight in her chest. "I'm relieved to hear it, I'm..glad she had someone with her.." She responded with a gentle nod before giving him a small bow, she had been so rude before and he deserved a proper greeting now. "Thank you."

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AND THANK YOU FAUSTT, for enduring this haha. i think this would be a good place to stop? unless you'd like to keep going.

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adorable art by Tuoho! ♥

December 21, 2012 - 5:37am — Faustt

He's got just a few more

He's got just a few more things to throw in, if that's ok? And don't worry about it, I always love rping with different people. I look forward to mingling with those I don't normally mingle with ^^

Ciel could almost visibly see the tension, the burdens, lift from her shoulders. In much of the same way, he was doing the same. He cringed, however, looking away. He had not been with her when she had needed him most. He was supposed to be her protector, her security, and at this he had failed. He looked back to the antlered doe. "I wish she had introduced me to you, things may have gone more smoothly after her passing. But regardless, my name is Ciel, and I have my own transgressions to apologize for. I have watched you, and your company, visit here many times, and I have done nothing but linger in the distance and stare. I was judging you all without actually meeting you face to face." He paused a moment, a weak, tired smile managing to crack through his stoic facade. "In much the same manner, I did the same to you, what you did to me. Naturally, I am quite protective of her resting place, and I saw you all as nothing but strangers, treading all around ground that I hold sacred. But I have found myself wiser now to Eraline's visitors, and I apologize for not realizing all this sooner."

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December 21, 2012 - 5:53am — Sleepything

AWW that's totally fine! i

AWW that's totally fine! i definitely don't mind, i'm glad they finally met. c:
and oopsies sorry i had henna move off - had to go afk @__@

The fallow returned the smile and it was probably just as weak as his. "I wish I had known you before as well, Ciel. I'm Henna." It would seem they had much more in common than they knew, if she could read his thoughts she would have shared the same regrets. She was also her protector, her guardian but she had failed Eraline in so many ways. "That's alright with me, makes me feel a little less guilty actually." She replied with a bit of humor offered in her voice. "Thank you for understanding, I hope we can sit with her in peace now. I think she would like to see that sometime."

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adorable art by Tuoho! ♥

December 21, 2012 - 6:09am — Faustt

I know, it's about time these

I know, it's about time these two had a conversation xD
And not to worry, I just plopped him down near her c:
We can cut their conversation off here, if that works? Unless Henna has something else to say.

With each passing moment, the conversation seemed to be lightening, the very atmosphere the two shared becoming settled, peaceful even. The crease of a grin grew at her mild humor, becoming more of an actual smile. "I'm glad we came to understand each other so easily." He looked off towards the small rock that stood as Eraline's grave marker. "I'm sure she would like that." This all felt like a load off his mind; the strangers that he had seen on numerous occasions lingering by the site were not strangers after all.

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December 21, 2012 - 6:11am — Sleepything

SERIOUSLY :I but yes, this

SERIOUSLY :I
but yes, this works! thank you again ; u ;

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adorable art by Tuoho! ♥

December 24, 2012 - 2:20am — Mothlett

Tracking! He has such a

Tracking! He has such a beautiful design ♥

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December 24, 2012 - 2:31am — Faustt

Sleepything: Not a problem,

Sleepything: Not a problem, hun ^^ Anytime!

Xixi: Thank you <3

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December 31, 2012 - 9:52am — dreambeast

track

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January 1, 2013 - 3:03am — OkamiLugia

NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THEIR

NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THEIR FAWN WOULD BE THE SINGLE MOST BEAUTIFUL CREATURE TO GRACE THIS FOREST

/flees

January 1, 2013 - 3:10am — Faustt

I might have to muzzle you, I

I might have to muzzle you, I think you're starting to foam at the mouth.

^^ Thank you! <3

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January 1, 2013 - 3:13am — Spider

I demand babies.

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January 1, 2013 - 3:40am — Clare

/FROTHS BRING FORTH THE

/FROTHS

BRING FORTH THE GORGEOUS OFFSPRINGS

January 1, 2013 - 3:43am — Faustt

Oh geez, don't you guys start

Oh geez, don't you guys start too!

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January 1, 2013 - 3:48am — dreambeast

EVERYONE MAKE BABIEEEESSS!

*flails about*

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January 1, 2013 - 3:52am — Jinxyness

STERRECIEL BEBES

January 1, 2013 - 3:55am — Valeska

Sorry but I'll have to agree

Sorry but I'll have to agree with this one. MAKE TEH BEBEHS!

January 1, 2013 - 3:57am — Faustt

I am never putting anything

I am never putting anything on this bio ever again T-T

xD

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January 1, 2013 - 4:03am — Jinxyness

I don't think I even tracked

I don't think I even tracked this before...SHAME ON ME. :c

January 1, 2013 - 4:23am — OkamiLugia

LOL SORRY FAU~

January 1, 2013 - 4:44am — parrotsnpineapple

I'm just thankful all the

I'm just thankful all the nutters go to your bio. NO ONE READS STERRES WHEEEE.

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January 1, 2013 - 5:29am — Valeska

I read ALL the bios. There's

I read ALL the bios. There's just specific ones I track or want to comment on. Wish tracking was a separate feature.

January 1, 2013 - 5:54am — Faustt

EVERYONE! ALL OF YOU! GO TO

EVERYONE! ALL OF YOU! GO TO STERRE'S BIO! NOAWZ!
GO FLAIL AROUND ON HER BIO!

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January 1, 2013 - 7:01am — alcinda

Brown chicken brown cow

January 20, 2013 - 8:32am — RikkaChan

I'm glad Ciel is improving.

I'm glad Ciel is improving. He's starting to let go slowly, it seems. :3

February 6, 2013 - 4:27am — parrotsnpineapple

AdadgxFjncjk wish I could be

AdadgxFjncjk wish I could be there. Am at work :c

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February 6, 2013 - 4:33am — Faustt

Stupid work ;-; TEF is more

Stupid work ;-; TEF is more important! lol

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February 7, 2013 - 5:01am — Hereafter

Ever since their last talk

Ever since their last talk when Ciel had given her custody over Eraline's necklace, Jokerman had known that she next time she saw the young stag, he'd either be very happy or very sad. When she sees him sitting alone out in the rain, her heart sinks.

"Hello." She approaches warily, knowing that her company may not be wanted right now, but is much obliged when he accepts it, readily sitting beside her. "Not intruding, am I?"

February 7, 2013 - 5:33am — Faustt

Although his bouts of

Although his bouts of depression came and went like the seasons, it was always the rain that brought out the more solemn of his moods. With little to distract him, the sounds of the droplets constantly striking the ground coaxed his thoughts into a wild mess in his head. A voice, foreign to the one in his mind, snapped him from his stupor, and a welcoming smile pulled gently at the corners of his lips. Although he tried to make it genuine, in weather like this, it was more of a formality. "No, not at all." He started, trying his best to bring out his happier mood. "How have you been?"

;sorry for his sudden disappearance, his family needed a bit of help. He'll be back shortly.;

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February 7, 2013 - 6:05am — Hereafter

A 'polite' nod returns the

A 'polite' nod returns the equally polite response, although it is half-hearted as well. She recognizes the smile on his lips and the distant look in the other's eyes. "About the same as you, I'd wager," JM mutters, figuring no matter what he was really feeling, it was probably an accurate statement. Then she thinks about it for a moment, and adds, with a notch more of sincerity, "I'm good." Even offers a fleeting smile of her own, as it's all owed, in a way, to Ciel.

"I just wanted to let you know... where it is. Unfortunately there seem to be many unwanted eyes in the Forest today... but I think we can take the chance, if you're not busy..."

(I figured, once I saw the company he was with! Sorry we got involved in a shitstorm in the meantime. :X Makes for a little less smooth rp transition, rofl...)

February 7, 2013 - 7:26am — Faustt

Ah, the doe was too wise to

Ah, the doe was too wise to be fooled by his facade. He looked out into the void in front of him, the rain engulfing the horizon in a haze. "The rain makes it difficult to feel any other way most of the time." He turned his head enough to see her clearly from the single eye closest to her. "Ah, excellent, I had wondered. It's difficult to escape the overly curious, but thankfully, that is simply what most of those eyes are; curious. I suspect very few of them actually have any ill intent. Although, better safe than sorry. I'm not busy at all. Please, lead the way."

;Ah, it's okay. It's the surprises that keep everything interesting c: ;

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February 16, 2013 - 8:08am — Echosong

Track!

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February 16, 2013 - 8:46am — OrinocoFlow

A small pink doe walked

A small pink doe walked through the forest with a light gait. Her breath was frantic as she still feared the unfamiliar woods. She'd met only one deer but he couldn't be there all the time. When he had to leave she wandered and tried to familiarize herself with her surroundings. It was one such wandering that led her to a clearing where she nearly tumbled into a large buck. She jumped back and lowered herself into a very submissive posture."I..I'm sorry I didn't mean to almost run into you"she said her voice shaky and soft.

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Hope you don't mind me starting one ^^: been wanting to rp with you for a while.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

February 17, 2013 - 2:07am — Emikomi

Trackies! c:

February 25, 2013 - 2:02am — Sighthoundlady

Why aren't you on MSN? sobs

Why aren't you on MSN? *sobs*

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February 25, 2013 - 6:34am — Faustt

So sorry there Orin! I didn't

So sorry there Orin! I didn't notice your post until now!

Ciel swung his head around and scratched lazily at his ear with his hind hoof, ridding himself of a pesky itch. He shook his neck out and straightened himself in time to see a small doe almost run into him. He lifted his head, mildly surprised, but also confused at her sudden submission. He tilted his head to the side, his ears forward curiously, "Not a problem, no harm done."

Sight: MSN was being stupid! ;-;

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February 25, 2013 - 10:03pm — OrinocoFlow

Oh no it's ok :3 I've done

Oh no it's ok :3 I've done that a lot myself so I understand
oh and would it be alright if I brought Yara over to Ciel if I saw him in game?
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She offered a shy smile as he didn't seem angered by her clumsy mistake. Slowly the doe straightened her legs though her body still showed signs of nervousness. "I..I am new here and um...I don't know where I'm going half the time"she said trying to make conversation like Zash had told her to. "M..my name is Yara.."she added and shuffled her hooves not sure if she was doing this right. Her cool grey eyes looked up at the giant buck before her in a mixture of awe and fear. He looked so strong. She was use to Zash who was strong but was more beaten down and submissive in his appearance. This buck was different and it made her nervous.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

March 30, 2013 - 11:04am — parrotsnpineapple

ssdafsdafdf I miss you so

ssdafsdafdf I miss you so much. I miss Ciel so much too. And Sterre augh we have so much to do.
I hope we can see you soon ;;

30/3/13
AND EDITING THE COMMENT AGAIN DANGIT BECAUSE HAVENT SEEN YOU IN FOREVER.

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April 9, 2013 - 4:05am — Faustt

I know ;-; Sorry I haven't

I know ;-; Sorry I haven't been around much as of late.

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April 16, 2013 - 1:59am — C!ssy

I stalk this bio enough in

I stalk this bio enough in secret, so may as well officially do so.
Track. (8

April 22, 2013 - 8:10am — RikkaChan

Wow, love the new CSS!

April 23, 2013 - 9:04pm — parrotsnpineapple

Bah my offline messages in

Bah my offline messages in skype mustnt have gone through. I sent you the link to the large size Ciel drawing so it wouldnt tile like it is now. It was the same size as the last bsckground so it should be good.

Then again Im on my phone so viewing might be retarded but there is a large size for you instead of the crappy Tefc size.

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April 23, 2013 - 10:26pm — Sighthoundlady

I think it's just your iPhone

I think it's just your iPhone Kate, this looks fine on my computer but I get the tiling when I look at it on my iPhone too. Stupid safari. It does that a lot.

And wheeee, bio is looking le magnificent!

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April 23, 2013 - 10:55pm — Faustt

Sorry Kate, I didn't get a

Sorry Kate, I didn't get a skype message =/ But yeah, it looks fine on the computer, I think it's just when you look at it on the phone xD Thank you again! Love ya!

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May 8, 2013 - 9:41pm — RedRaptor96