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Previously; Witnessed the death of her son, unpredictable and needy. Seeking comfort and company.

Miyako (Mee-yah-koo) | Identity | 21.12.2013 | In her prime | Female | Wild white-tailed deer | Northern Brazil | Home


» Innocent being at birth. Grew as a naive and easily lead on adolescent leading her into countless of troubles and heartache. Traumatized as she was a victim of an assault. Her former lover took abused her both mentally and physically until the point of no return. In addition the breaking of her second family, her foster family caused her more mental trauma by disowning her at a very delicate time of her life. Being unlucky with partners she has intimacy issues and a great fear towards the male gender.

» Loves unconditionally, cares passionately. Hates brutally. She still shows submission towards many, but has shaken off the naive nature she once held. Suspicious when first meeting someone, unlikely to trust or forgive easily.

» Has taken collecting and crafting to heart as if she was to continue the legacy of her former guardian and partner. Has yet to practice crafting hoping one day she could create something magnificent.

Kenai First born biological son. Could not be there for him when he was born as she was taken from the world as we know it, was given the gift of returning when her son was already a teenager. They had hard time building their relationship and never truly managed to get close. With all the highs and lows with the boy she was incredibly proud of him and loved him to no end. Deceassed on 4th of December 2016.

Mortis Auctor Viewed as a Father and a Mentor. Deep rooted mutual connection she still feels after years of being separated. Longs for his calm presence more than anything, often seeks guidance from him even though he isn't around. Loading...
Djinn Adoptive Mother. When she was a newborn she received the greatest of care and protection from the hind, growing deeply attached to her, growing to respect and admire her. Relationship fell apart when she was disowned by the hind and her mate at the time. Miyako left burning bridges hoping to never see her face again. As time went by found herself longing for her mother's guidance and care, started mending things with her. Their bond is still in repair, mending. Loading..
Morikiah Former adoptive Father, a relationship she never managed to mend after breaking ties with him. When she was disowned by the orange male she felt great hatred and disgust towards the male, only recently understanding the male's reasoning behind his actions. Hoping to mend things with him, however cannot find the courage to track him down after so long.

Thane Her guardian, her former lover, her dream in a nightmare. Her very first infatuation, love and the reason for many of her mental issues to this day. She was physically, emotionally and mentally abused by the Craftsman and yet she found herself returning to his side time after time. The Craftsman is the very reason why she was disowned by her surrogate family as she would not let him go even when her family pledged her to. There are days when she regrets ever getting to know the male and days when she would give anything to return to him. Stockholm syndrome. Ptsd.
Nikodim Her beast, her guardian, hers. He was her first friend and first to look after her after her arrival. Cherished the beast highly, loved even. Would have done anything to gain his full attention and affections. A forbidden fruit. Greatly missed.
Neiro Father of Kenai. What started off as a friendship between a beast and a fawn turned into something deeper, on her behalf at least. Grew fond of him, loved him and believed he felt the same for her. Got pregnant with his child and not long after received the news of him and another female being an item. Bitter towards, yet misses.
Beren Best friend. A relationship she has always valued highly. At one time harbored feelings for the wolf, keeping them to herself mostly as she did not wish to disturb the dynamics of the wolf's family.
Umay Considered a friend after being rejected by the lion mother, grateful for everything she has done for. The Blue eyes would no longer breathe and walk the earth if it wasn't for her. There are no words to describe the gratitude she feels for her.
Leviathann Another strong female she looks up to, admires and is forever grateful to. Distantly respects her as she doesn't dare to approach her after all this time.
Khard Lost friendship. Once rather close with the beast, but never dared to let him as close as he would have wanted to be. Breaking the beast's heart she parted ways with him, hoping to mend things with her beast. Missed.
Maelstrom Feared. Disgusted by. Heavily disliked. His target and victim. Was nearly killed by him.






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// Thaat's better. (8 Her

// Thaat's better. (8

Her ears twitched from all the sounds around them. There was quite many sounds there. Birds singing. Hoof beats. Calls. None of them was interesting enough to catch her interest and so she contently inched closer to the male for warmth. "Tsk. Thank you for the compliment." Her voice was sarcastic yet playful as she spoke and stuck her tongue out at him before reaching up to tug his ear. "I learned it when I was a fawn." She started. "Still not sure what the main goal in it is but I'd say your task is to nuzzle the other one as many times as possible without the other one being able to lay any nuzzles on you." A pause to take a deep breath. "The one who is able to give most nuzzles, wins. " She nodded as a sign that she was finished telling what the game was about. Of course there was variety in rules but that was how she saw the game. "Did you like it, hm?" She glanced at Neiro with her deep blue eyes shining from excitement.

[e:] Mypage. ♥
Finally.
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{Good 8D And yaaay new page~

{Good 8D And yaaay new page~ Sorry for the late-ish reply, was sidetracked drawing |D}

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Neiro paid no mind to the sounds that surrounded them, focusing solely on the young doe who snuggled up closer to him. The corners of his mouth twitched at her sarcastic reply and tug on his ear. "My pleasure," he shot back, a mischievous glint in his golden eyes. He silenced himself when she began to explain to him the rules of the game. He laughed when she finished. "Well I failed at that game," he snickered, since he hadn't realized he was supposed to run whenever she had nuzzled him. "But I did like it. We'll have to play it again sometime. I'll win, though, sorry." The black and white stag's lips parted into a grin.

By Leuvr

// Uhuhu, what are you

// Uhuhu, what are you drawing? Not that I was curious or anything. :')

She nudged him a bit more roughly after she heard his shot back. Still, the nudge was playful, far from an aggressive one. The young doe waited for him to reply and thought she'd try to distract him by rolling to lay on her back holding her front legs like cats do when they are lying on their backs. A grin appeared upon her features as she gently scratched him with the tip of her hoof. "You didn't fail. I'm just too good at it. You were playing against The Master, afterall." Another giggle escaped her mouth. "We'll see. We'll see." She nodded slowly as if she didn't believe in his chances to win.
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{xD I'm drawing a full-body

{xD I'm drawing a full-body shot of Neiro because he doesn't have a digitized one yet C: By the way, brb for lunch~}

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Neiro glanced at her sideways when her rough nudge was given. He couldn't tell whether he liked it or not, but was indeed distracted from his thoughts when she rolled over. He scooted closer until their sides were touching again, and leaned on her while his head hung above hers. He attempted to suppress another laugh when she claimed to be the Master of nuzzle tag, but was only partially successful. "Pfft, the Master?" According to who? How utterly amusing. "Hm... I don't think you have much of a chance against me now that I know how to play correctly. But, like you said... we'll see."

By Leuvr

// Can't wait to see it.

// Can't wait to see it. ♥ Your art is just so very delicious.

Her fur stood up a little when his body touched hers. The sudden warmth radiating from him felt good even though it had been only for a few seconds when their bodies weren't touching each other. Miyako noticed how amused he was and tugged his chest fur playfully. "You may know the rules but you also need lots of practice before you can beat me. " Confident tone in her voice could be amusing to some. The young doe reached up and licked the tip of his nose briefly before she lost her balance. Thump. Her back hit the ground again and she let out a laughter. "You're cute, you knew that?" She may have said it before but she felt like it should be said again.
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{;O; Thank you so much

{;O; Thank you so much asdjklsd ♥}

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"I suppose you'd know more than I, considering you're the master. I'm sure I can find does to practice on," he murmured with a wry smile. He did take note of her confident tone. Who knows, maybe she'd still beat him next time. Or perhaps he'd simply allow her to win and then tell her afterwards just to receive an amusing reaction. Both ears flicked forward when she licked his nose and proceeded to fall back to the ground. He blinked, the smile still on his thin muzzle until she told him he was cute. "What?" His dark brows furrowed. "How in the world am I cute? Do I look like a little doe to you? Do I look like you?" There, turned it back to her. The corners of his mouth slowly drew upwards.

By Leuvr

Another doe to practice on?

Another doe to practice on? She had no reasons to be jealous but deep down she was jealous, even if she wasn't fully aware of it. A slight frown appeared upon her features without her really understanding why. Soon it faded, though. "Let's do that. You find someone to practice with and so do I. Then we'll play." A slight smile visited her face.
If she was allowed to win, she most likely wouldn't know it. She'd take it as a fair win until she would be told otherwise. "That's exactly what I said. You look like a little doe with a pink ribbon tied around her neck. Silly you." A bright laughter was set free. "You're just cute in a very manly and daaaangerous way." For some reason she was not able to stop teasing the poor guy. "Hey wait, what you mean do you look like me?" Her ears perked up and a playful frown appeared on her face.
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Ah, there was that subtle

Ah, there was that subtle frown he'd been waiting for. Heh. A nod was made by him after she spoke. "It's a deal. But if you're the Master, do you really need any more practice?" An ear faced her when she laughed, and he scoffed at her words. "Cute is the opposite of manly and dangerous," Neiro retorted, but with a smile. He glanced away and then back at her when she finished speaking. "Basically," you silly little thing, "I said you were cute in a roundabout way. I think the word suits you better than I," he clarified.
He wondered how she'd take it if he ever told her this was not him.

By Leuvr

For a brief moment the young

For a brief moment the young doe wondered what was the weird feeling in her guts about. Jealousy was really familiar emotion to her but she had no idea she could be jealous of him. She was confused but decided to think that through some other time. "Just to make sure there is no way you could beat me. And partly to see how you'd react to that." The last sentence was whispered very quietly as she rolled her eyes. "I still think you're rather cute in your own way." A pause. "Uhoh, thank you. I guess." She blushed lightly and licked his cheek.
For now the young doe did not see what was hidden behind this sweet curtain of his. She could not even imagine him being different from this. This was how she knows him.
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"I assure you I will beat

"I assure you I will beat you. If not next time, then the time after that." Neiro's smile curled at the ends at the sentence she whispered. He attempted to ignore the fact that he truly did like her affection. He also knew 'liking' it was an understatement. It was one of the foremost reasons he sought her out at all. Another was that she was amusing and was an excellent cure for boredom.
He scrunched his nose, as though being called cute was an awful smell. "Whatever." His expression lightened up to a grin when she blushed, and he even received a lick on the cheek. That was easy. Just tell her she's cute and you have her blushing. Tell her sweet words and she'll trust you. It was almost scary that he had so much control. But it got him what he wanted and that was all that mattered. ...Right? Neiro cleared away these thoughts immediately. This was not the time to question himself.
The stag suddenly realized he was frowning and looking away from Miyako. He quickly started smiling again and brought his golden-yellow eyes to her deep blue ones as though nothing had happened.

By Leuvr

Miyako knew that the male

Miyako knew that the male beside her was faster than she was and she wouldn't mind receiving a nuzzle of two from him. Two things that might lead into his victory countless times. In the end she wouldn't mind which one of them had won, the main thing was that she would be able to let out all the affection she was carrying in case she met someone who wasn't as receiving as Neiro was. After all, the young and foolish doe loved physical contact and the feeling of someone she trusted beside her.
Seeing him grin after the weird expression made her grin as well. The male had already gained her trust and losing it would be almost as easy as gaining it. He still had good chances of not losing it, who knows, maybe she'd forgive any horrible thing he did or said.
The grin was soon faded from her features as she noticed him getting lost to his own thoughts. She wondered what was going on inside of that head of his. That said something wasn't good, his frown told her that much. Silently she observed him with her eyes narrowed like she was trying to see better. "What you got going there?" She asked casually and nudged his neck with her muzzle as if she was trying to catch his attention.
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Neiro blinked when she nudged

Neiro blinked when she nudged his neck, and then after looking at her he shook his head. "I just got lost in my own thoughts. Again." He frowned slightly. "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to suddenly stop paying attention to you like that." He paused. "Perhaps I'm the tired one," he said with a shrug and smile. He actually wasn't tired at all, but he had no other excuse for going off into his own mind like he had. He leaned on Miyako again and set his head down close to hers, careful not to hit her with his antlers.

{/fail short post ,_,}

By Leuvr

She narrowed her eyes trying

She narrowed her eyes trying to see through him if he had been truthful with her. Of course she saw no reason to doubt his words and responded to him with a nod. "It's okay, that happens." She shrugged it all of and flashed him a charming smile. "Maybe you'd like to rest for a moment, huh? I am pretty tired myself." And she actually was. Now that she had been able to relax after last nights events with Thane she noticed how exhausted she was. She inched closer to him and pressed her body against his curling her tail around her.

// It's okay. I need to go to sleep anyway. It's almost 1am and I'm already half asleep here. :'D
Thank you for the RP, though. ♥
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Thank you for have giving his

Thank you for have giving his set to Amika. ♥

Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥

That was Amika? And I thought

That was Amika? And I thought I'd recognize his pictogram due to the massive stalking in the CSS testing blog you have been working on. D:

I actually grinned irl at his actions while trying to get him his set. He was so very adorable. ♥
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Yeah, that was him. No

Yeah, that was him. No problem about it ♥

He tries to be a proud-strong male, but his soft-child-and-cuddle side is always the most present, haha ! Anyway, I'm sure he'd be happy to hear he's adorable ~ <3

Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥

Hn. &hearts; Well, one

Hn. ♥

Well, one doesn't always need to be a proudstronganddevious stag, cuddly and soft stags are more cute anyway. ♥
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I'm okay with you

I'm okay with you <3

Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥

Miyako has such a nice

Miyako has such a nice biography. <3
Tracking. (x

Why thank you. Tried to

Why thank you. Tried to organize it a bit better but not so sure I succeeded. :'D
Oh, sorry for the random emotion when she tried to greet Umay. Hotkeyfail was a friend.
Anyway, thank you for the track! ♥

"If it's where you want to

"If it's where you want to be, I won't like you any less".

"I'm not going there. Not

"I'm not going there. Not this time. He needs to learn that I am not to be taken for granted." She sighed. It indeed was where she wanted to be know since she hadn't seen that beast in a while. At the same time it was the place least wanted to be.

Why so complicated? He had

Why so complicated? He had grown irritated with what he assumed to be constant tracking of the still beast. Thane would give a snort, hardly even audible. "Do you think he learned his lesson?". Somehow he thought no. What Miyako did was like a pat on the butt in his eyes, if even.

Well, I love it. And no

Well, I love it. And no problem~
LOL, don't worry about it. Hotkey fails seem to love me too, especially lately. e_e

She was already irritated by

She was already irritated by the bull's actions earlier and Thane didn't help at all. "I guess not. At least I have learnt mine." She laid her head to the ground as she laid among the blueberries. Her ears were flattened to her head and her tail swished from side to side nervously.

[e:] Pinkpaws, you ninja. v___v
First reaction was something close to 'ohsnap,' knowing that Umay isn't really a fan of Miyako's. :'>

Was half expecting something

Was half expecting something brutal to come of it all, but no. Thane would quirk his head when she answered. "And what is that which you've learned?". He'd watch her movements thereafter.

She rubbed her head against

She rubbed her head against her foreleg, her head was itchy. Then she lifted her head up again letting out a deep sigh. "I am nothing for him any longer and that is that." She knew it was lame but for a good while now she had been trying to convince herself that that wasn't true. In her eyes she seemed to be only a toy he didn't want to share with others, that's all. She may be wrong, who knows.

Lifted his head with a sigh,

Lifted his head with a sigh, shoulders rolling. Soon enough he'd look back to her, quiet for a moment as he stood there and observed her. He didn't know what to say, he wasn't going to give her advice or words of wisdom. Eyes would scan the premises for something pretty to give her, but alas, there was nothing. There was a patch of poppies not too far off... but he didn't want to go that far to retrieve something. "Would Miyako like a nuzzle?".

Her ears twitched as she

Her ears twitched as she listened the forest around them for any possible call for help. She turned her gaze briefly to the male and then back to the distance. In her mind she wondered what the other one was thinking, he had been silent for a while already. From the corner of her eye she peeked at him before she stood up stretching her limbs. His words surprised her. Oh how much she would have loved a nuzzle or someone whose fur she could hide her face to. "It's okay. You don't have to if you don't want to." She flashed him a smile. His offer was just so sweet. Instead of nuzzling him she reached up to tug his ear.

LOOL aww. Umay's fine with

LOOL aww. Umay's fine with her now, Miyako hasn't done anything bad for Umay to have some kind of hate for her, or anything at all actually. She was only off about Miya because of her friendship with Niko, bahaa.

Umay likes her now. B)

I had a feeling it was

I had a feeling it was something like that. And yet it's very understandable to be wary of someone who is somewhat close to Niko. I would be. :'>
Good to know. No need to be on her toes anymore around Umaymay. c(:

Even as she had risen he

Even as she had risen he remained buckled where he stood. Head was no longer quirked, but ears had moved forward and flared out. He wasn't disappointed when she said he didn't have to. Here this stag was, trying to be some cold beast 24/7, but it wasn't possible, not always. Perhaps he could relate to the mental distress her situation brought. There seemed to be a lot he could relate to. Had seen the doe moving in but hadn't expected her to grab for an ear, still he welcomed the tug. Despite assuring him that he didn't have to, would move in rather quickly to force a nuzzle, less she had moved away from it. Either way a step back would be taken afterward. He didn't know what to say, so would say nothing at all.

As she pulled away after

As she pulled away after tugging his ear she locked her gaze to his, her deep blue eyes shining lightly. If she had spent this time alone, she would still be furious but in his company she had calmed down quite a lot. She would still work things out with the beast when the time was better and for now she let it be. She noticed him moving closer to her fast but wasn't expecting a nuzzle. Miyako inhaled his scent whilst he was there close to her and returned to nuzzle gently. "Thank you," She whispered as pulling away. His gesture was highly appreciated. "You have no idea how much your help means to me." She smiled softly and nudged his chest gently.
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For you ^^

For you ^^
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And the overdue track~

And the overdue track~ ♥

Thankyou. &hearts;

Thankyou. ♥
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Don't know why I haven't

Don't know why I haven't tracked this yet. <3

Shaaame on you! Haha, thank

Shaaame on you! Haha, thank you. ♥
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Long overdue track &hearts;

Long overdue track ♥

Thankyouverymuch. &hearts;

Thankyouverymuch. ♥
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The doe moved closer among

The doe moved closer among the Birch grass. Every flicker of her nostrils detected blood. Miyako was hurt. It had been a long time since the does had seen each other, and she didn't know what to do when Kody and Djinn's scents mingled on her body, along with the testosterone-fueled scent of another. She presumed that the unknown was the attacker. The feeling of being attacked caused Poplar's heart to cry out for the other doe.

Poplar watched briefly as Miyako lay asleep, before putting her gift beside the injured one: A mouthful of mint leaves and a single poppy, all of it to help with any pain she might be in. The doe bowed her head to the sleeping other before disappearing back in to the Birch on a different path than from which she came.
Siggies by Carry & Amazengalo

// She is such a sweetheart

// She is such a sweetheart ;___; ♥

The young doe had finally found a quiet place to sleep. It was isolated from all the noises and was unlikely that others would walk pass her. Solitude. It was hard for her to fall asleep alone but managed to do so. She desperately needed to rest.
Normally even the smallest sound would wake her up when she was sleeping alone, but not this time. Not even when the other doe laid down the mints and the poppy. Her nostrils twitched; a familiar scent. It was not threatening scent to her, no signs of waking up. The young doe was contently asleep there.

Miyako finally opened her eyes and noticed the gift someone had brought to her. She reached to them to sniff them. The smell was unbelievable. Among the smell of mint there was something else there, too. She frowned lightly as she tried to recall to whom that scent belonged. After a good moment of thinking she finally remembered. Poplar. Unsure of what to think of her nice gesture she licked one of the mint leaves, trying how they tasted like. Delicious. She munched some of them and saved some of them for later.

The young doe would definitely track Poplar down to thank her when she got better.
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I'm sorry If I disturb you

I'm sorry If I disturb you all the time ;; Hope you don't mind. ♥

Silly you. You never disturb.

Silly you. You never disturb. ♥ If she had the guts, she'd be following Adrii around like a little puppy. Lately she has just become a little hesitant, it seems like he always gets into trouble when she comes to him, haha. :'>
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Oh really? Haha. Pfft, she

Oh really? Haha. Pfft, she doesn't! Adriian likes trouble, though. ♥

I don't even know where to

I don't even know where to start about how ironic that just was. :'D
He is such a sweetie for trying to protect her and whatnot. He really is. ♥
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Ohoho, yah. :'P Aww, thank

Ohoho, yah. :'P
Aww, thank you so much. So is she. ♥

Baww, thank you.

Baww, thank you. &hearts:

Pfft. Sorry for leaving the scene again. I thought you logged out when Adriian disappeared so she went to her spot. <:
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Its totally fine, my internet

Its totally fine, my internet sucks right now, hehe. ;')

Glad I'm not the only one.

Glad I'm not the only one. I'm having really random problems with Meebo currently. :'D
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"Thank you again, Adriian. You are always there for me." The doe gently nudged his side with her muzzle.