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Is already mated, so has no interest in romance. Is only participating for the social aspect and meeting new faces, along with old ones.
Bio - fixed the broken pic :' D
Mental 95% |
Emotional Curious, confused, tired |
Physical 74%
Happenings
5/27/14
Had spent her day underneath the willow tree by the pond, no reason to move anywhere else. Was approached however by a fawn. Sniffed him, his scent unfamiliar, yet his appearance struck a cord. Was suddenly reminded of a certain stag that had caused much trouble in the past, Walter. Couldn't believe that this fawn might be him, but she realized that there had been no sign of the stag anywhere. Still unsure, but if the fawn
is him, he must have no memory of his past, for he showed no recollection of her or any aggressive behavior. Figures that he'll need some positive guidance from many if he were to avoid being what he once was, and so joined him in a mini romping session. Took it easy and didn't go overboard because of her wounds, but couldn't play for too long before she had to stop. Watched as Walter joined another group nearby. Took this as an opportunity to grab a drink before sitting down again, but not before she was bombarded by a group of fawns. Politely bid them a good day and turning down any play they might have wanted to strike up, feeling a little overwhelmed and wanting to rest her injuries some more. Finally settled back down in her spot under the willow, though sleep didn't come.
Joined later by Deimos, happy and relieved to see her son. Reassured him when he showed his shock and concern for her health. Wasn't surprised when he grew angry when she filled him in on what happened, though did her best to comfort him and let him know that she was recovering at a good speed. He stayed with her for the rest of the evening and through the night.
5/22/14
Was resting in the poppy glen (LOLYEP NO SURPRISE) when she heard Pho's call not far off. Answered back and ran to greet him. Lots and lots of herping and derping through the forest like spell-spamming and butt-nuzzling. Came to rest beside some small rocks in the birch near the Playground.
Waited there while Pho went to go fulfill his hunger with some blueberries. Noticed a bigger animal circle her, and came closer. Got to her feet, sniffing it after it sniffed her. However, it kept circling, sniffing every side of her; started feeling uneasy. Startled when it lunged for her, calling for her blood. Ran toward the pond before turning around, meeting the predator head on. She was
not going to be hunted today. Fought the creature, lashing out with her antlers and pummeling it with her hooves, teeth knashing at whatever flesh she could bite down on. Had two sections of her own flesh ripped off by the others' powerful jaws. Took a moment to compose herself, limping heavily on her right shoulder. Protected a mini from those salivating jaws, swinging her antlers at the beast to make it turn its focus back on her. It worked, and watched as the predator slunk away, out of sight.
Limped down to the pond for a drink and possibly a good soaking. Clambered out only to meet that beast again. Had enough, and turned and ran as fast as she could away from the hungry predator. Was chased across the birch all the way back into the first forest, completely out of breath and her strength starting to fail her. Much blood loss from the gaping wound on her shoulder and one on her back. Fought the creature a little longer before it relented again, this time for good. Watched it leave, legs shaking from exhaustion and heart racing.
Phobos charged up to her, horrified. Was helped over to their initial resting area by the rocks, and immediately set to work healing her wounds, making sure they were completely covered in her saliva. Needed a leaf for the one on her back however, so asked Pho to fetch some for her. Spat onto one of the fern leaves and had him rub it in to the wound on her back. Started joking with him in an attempt to lighten the mood, until he said something that got her heart racing. It was something that friends normally didn't say to one another..it was something usually lovers say. Couldn't believe her ears, but hoped it was true. However, Pho seemed to have caught himself and denied it indirectly. Looked away then, momentary hopes beaten down. Didn't meet his gaze again for the rest of the night.
Joined later by Naru, overjoyed to see the young doe again, though wishes it were under different circumstances. Appreciated her company, and ended up falling asleep with her two companions, utterly exhausted from her escapade.
5/19/14
Started off her day in a patch of lilacs near the Old Oak. Wasn't there long when she scented Phobos off toward the creek. Ran to meet him, almost having a head on collision. Much nuzzling was exchanged before the two headed off to another flower patch, where they sat until Pho had something to show her; a flute. Excited at the prospect of seeing another flute, having been in her high school band several years ago back home. Followed him to his stash tree, where he brought out the wooden instrument and played a note. Even though it was one note, was impacted greatly by it, a flood of memories and nostalgia overcoming her thoughts. Sat down with him afterward, and told him about high school, since he asked what it was. Wasn't too thrilled on the topic, since high school was pretty much centered around pointless drama, but was eager to tell him something of her old home.
Noticed a small fawn off in the distance (Sierra) after Pho did. Got up with him and greeted the fawn, who, unsurprisingly, seemed timid toward them. Joined by Seed, happy to see their old friend. A cuddle pile formed, with Sierra in the middle, who was now comfortable enough to rest with them; warmed by the young fawn's presence. Approached later by another fawn (Indigo), who knew the female fawn. Perhaps siblings? Watched them play, a smile on her face the whole time. Unaware that they are Sianna's offspring, though even if she did would not blame the children for what their mother had done in the past. After the two fawns carried their play elsewhere, fell asleep.
Awoke later to notice a figure off in the distance. Got up, eyes wide and ears erect. She knew that figure, but it couldn't be. Took a few paces forward, sure that she wasn't mistaken. Didn't realize that Pho was beside her, asking her who the figure was. Didn't even hear the impatience in his voice. All her attention was for the stag near the pond. Suddenly lurched forward, running full throttle toward the stag. It
was him! Their long lost son...
Deimos! Pelted him with nuzzles, letting her tears of jubilation run down her cheeks. Nuzzled over and over again in return, her son equally happy to see her as well.
The moment turned tense however when Phobos finally approached, Deimos turning to him, but not rushing over. Couldn't blame either of them for how they felt, but wished that it didn't have to be this way. Let them converse, their exchange neither words of welcome nor hostile. Each wanted to know where the other had been. Surprised when their son said he had been out looking for Phobos, having used the portal and traveled to different areas in search of his father. Asked why he didn't tell her, but he hadn't expected to be away so long. Could only listen as he pushed Phobos to answer his only question, why he himself, his father, abandoned him when he was so young. Followed Phobos when he said he'd tell them the whole story in a more secluded location. Traveled into the birch, where the three sat next to a thin tree. Both mother and son listened carefully with wrapped attention as Phobos told them of his past life, before he ever entered the forest, and what happened during his absence. Felt an array of emotions at what he told them. There had been a war going on, and he had been in the midst of it before he came here. He was dragged away again right after Deimos was born, his family slain. Felt nothing but sorrow for him, and fear that he had been fighting in a war this whole time. More tears were shed and emotions running high as father and son embraced for the first time, their warm reunion finally taking place.
Suddenly told by Pho that she and him needed to discuss something alone. Promised Dei they'd be back, and walked a little ways off to talk. It was about them not being together, and how to break the news to their son. Couldn't bear to discuss this topic, it hurt too much. If they put it in words, it would be like finalizing it. She wanted to hold on to that last shred of hope that they would be one again, lovers like before. She couldn't stand them being apart, but didn't know how to bring it up. Wanted to, but their son had just returned. Only saw it fitting to talk about it another day. Relented when Pho verbalized that they should wait, and walked back with him to their son, putting on a happy face for him. Settled down next to him, sitting between her most treasured family.
XD Lol He's just being the
He's just being the curious deer he is.
In a reckless way ^^
My page.I called it.Nuff said.
(Ack, sorry I'm late with the
BDL:
It is funny. But we do not need to focus on humor, War is never a joke. War can kill people, and we have to save our friends. Can you imagine a forest without our friends?
Honeyfur flicked an ear, wondering why he was lecturing her about war. She's seen plenty of it in her life, and even took part in one back in her old home. "I know Pierce, that's why I'm not giving you the cold shoulder like I normally do. I want to do something about this....I'd rather not," she answered, cringing inwardly from his words, though she pushed back those horrid pictures starting to flood her mind.
Although, she was confused as to why he didn't answer her previous question. Did he know how to kill these creatures? Or was he trying to cover himself up? "I want to know how we kill these things though, or it'll never end. Do we simply snap their necks? Inflict head trauma? And what happens when they do die? Do the deer return to normal again?"
We will fight off the Black Deer together, Honeyfur.
Honeyfur nodded. "Together."
WD:
"Yes,I think in fact I do.But can you really blame me for trying to protect your's,and our children's future? You.Are.Pregnant for Twin Gods sake."
The dragoness stared at the ground, guilt filling her body. Sometimes she wondered if she had made the right decision, to have children...but that was before she remembered what and who she really was. If she faced that decision now...she would've said no. But, maybe this is a sign. With the great responsibility on her shoulders, she would never want to have children, no matter what her dreams are. Perhaps the Twin Gods made it so, so that she could have children...twins, in fact, in case she never decides to have anymore offspring. She saw it as unlikely as ever, because right now, all this weight pressing down on her was putting her in a lot of stress. She didn't say anything to her mate...merely staring at the ground, lost in her own thoughts.
"I can see that,plain as day.I am curious....How does a predetor like you,stand being around loved ones? Do you not think I would be tasty?"
The question caught her off guard, and she tore her gaze away from the dirt to stare into her lover's eyes. She was hesitant, afraid of what he'd think of her. Would he turn tail and run? No, that wasn't like him...but she was still fairly nervous about what she was about to say. "...Once or twice, when I was famished, my mouth would start watering...but I forced myself to narrow it down to only squirrels and rabbits...and the ocassional frog. I would never kill one of my loved ones, or any deer here for that matter, to satisfy my own needs." It was funny, the transition. She always hunted deer for food back in her own world, like a normal predator would...but here it was the complete opposite. It was baffeling, but the deer here reminded her of humans, and so she could never hunt and eat one here in this forest.
(I apologize if these seem rushed. I have to go to band practice soon ^^" )
I want to know how we kill
To answer you question, the black deer are not invincible. Pretend you are trying to kill your normal, average, deer. Trying to kill a black deer is like trying to kill a normal deer. And when they die, I think they turn to their original form, however they will act... temporarily different. I do not know what the king meant by that, but I don't think it's good.
(sorry for short response)
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Surprise! <3
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Thank you so much for requesting her Kirness! ;A; *glomps* <3
n3n You're very welcome.
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Fffff that drawing is to cute
Phobos could'n help but take a step backward as she explained about her hunger.But he forced himself to remain where he was.But what the buck could not help was looking at his mate in a new light...
He suddenly saw a hungry predator,thirsting for animal blood.His blood.
Oh,stop now you paranoid chap,she is my mate! Of course she would not harm me....
Pushing the morbid thought at the back of his mind,he looked into the dragoness's brilliant lime green eyes and took a step forward.
"I..I believe you...It is just a little hard for me to...comprehend this...But I do love you,dearly..."
Even if he feared her as well....
Her ears moved down a little
"I..I believe you...It is just a little hard for me to...comprehend this...But I do love you,dearly..."
The dragoness smiled up at him, though still sensing a bit of tension. She decided to make it easier for him.
"Hold on for just one second. I'll be right back" Without waiting for a response, she went over to a nearby tree that had a fat trunk, and went behind it, out of sight. Honeyfur closed her eyes, concentrating on her deer form. They squinted as she felt her body contract and pull, and spread all four of her limbs apart, bracing herself. Her long tail shrunk back until it was only a furry stub, and her wings and claws shrunk back into her body. Her muzzle shrunk back, and her human like face appeared once more. She bit her lower lip and lurched her head forward until her face was planted into the ground, stifling a scream as two antlers cut their way through her scalp, and reached for the sky. She groaned as the lower tines sliced through her skin, until they were fully exposed to the open air.
It all happened within a minute, but it was a very painful process. She stood there, crouched on the ground, trying to even out her breathing and calm her frantic heart. Blood streamed down her face from where the antlers had come through; speaking of which, were now covered in her own blood. She knew Phobos would freak out at this, but she didn't want him to be so tense at the moment, especially toward her.
Slowly, she got up, and breathed a sigh of relief as the pain started ebbing away, though her muscles still ached. Honeyfur turned and walked around the trunk toward Phobos. Her pretty, pink face was fully exposed, since she had stashed her mask up in a hollow in one of the trees.
"Hopefully this form isn't as intimidating," she joked halfheartedly.
Phobos tilted his head
He breathed a sigh of relief as he watched the trunk eagerly,knowing that her dragoness self was giving way to her deer self.
His heart fluttered as a green doe came from around the trunk,but his heart caught in his throat at the blood caked around the base of her antlers.
This part he did'nt know about her transforming...
"Hopefully this form isn't as intimidating,"
"Oh love...I did not realize the process seemed this painfull...How can you stand this?" He asked with gentleness,licking the blood off her beautifull pink face and head.
Ffff sorry to bother you
I saw the comment on Crucio's page about the fawns,and again i'm sorry if I was being a bit rash months ago.I guess I just liked the idea of them having fawns so much that I never asked for your opinion,I think.And that was selfish of me.
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WD: (Oh no no, you weren't
"Oh love...I did not realize the process seemed this painfull...How can you stand this?"
"Well, I guess I've gotten...use to it," she said, though a little hesitantly. She didn't want him to know that the process was excrutiating. She was positive that that would really set him off, and she didn't want to worry him further. In this situation, the less he knew, the better.
(Urg, my muse has been down for her for a few days. Sorry for the craptastic post :<)
Teng: Hehe, thank you! <3
Hmmm, I tried to add you on
Mine's
I think I tried to add you before and I don't know if you added me back ^^ (fail for me not telling you earlier |D)
I think I added you just now.
Heh, I might've deleted it, because I had eight other requests and I didn't know who they were ^^"
Yay, I see you on the
Awesome! ^^
Double post >>;
"Thank you.. Sister, for
Art by Anjali. ♥
"You're most welcome,
A few tears welled up in the
"No.. your doubt was well-placed, I had been acting selfishly and impulsively for a long time. But I assure you, I have always been genuine when I called you my sister." Tandem sighed, nuzzling the doe gently. "It is I who should be asking for forgiveness, not you.. for bringing all this stress on you and everyone else I love. You don't need this when you have your children to think of. I'm sorry, so sorry."
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Ack it didn't register that
Poor girl. :< *hugs onto her, pets* ;A; ~ ♥
Yeah, emotionally sick that's
;3; <3
She won't be very playful for a while now...I don't know when the next time she will be is :<
Aww, her thoughts ;_; Poor
Yeah, she's in shambles right
Awww Honey isn't feeling good
Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
I added you on msn
LOL laaaate reply but, YAY!
Honeyfur's deer picto looks
LOL Sometimes I find it
Sometimes I find it amusing how some pictos resemble others...though it can be confusing xD"
;3; Thank you! <3
(Hope you don't mind but this
Natali went to the lime green doe with a happy smile on her face,"Guess what Honey?You can stop worrying about Phobos,I saw him!He's alive,a little sad but alive!I didn't see where he was though...all I saw was blackness and that was all...but he's not dead and he's healthy!" She said excitedly.Natali gave her aunt a nuzzle and smile, "I'm sure he will be back with you soon okay?I'm here if you need me too."
Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
(I'd love to RP with you!
The dragon doe lifted her head slowly, tearing her seemingly dead and glazed eyes from the ground to her niece, the purple shadows beneath them just visible through the eyes holes of her mask. An ear perked up at Natali's words, but no other emotion came across her face...just pain. There was no reason to get her hopes up...not now, not when he's been gone this long. Besides, how would the brown doe know this anyway? It just wasn't possible....
"How can you be so sure, Nat? You probably only saw what you wanted to see...or wanted me to see." Her voice nearly broke at her last words, and she ended up turning her head away from the antlered doe and looked at the ground again. "Thank you, Natali," she said simply as her niece spoke again. At least Honeyfur still had friends here, and family, that would keep her company...but right now, they just weren't enough to fill the hole that had punched itself into her life.
Natali saw the pain in her
Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
Urgh ;; I've been trying to
I was happy to see you again
Likewise! It felt good to
LOOOL I think I confused you
My pictos were looking weird, so I opened another window and closed the first one. That's why there were two Ozzies at one time xD
LOL mkay xD I actually
I finally got to meet
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Aww that was you? 8D Glad to
Yes, that was me. :3 Buttons
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That's good
He really does. He was all
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ffff ;; That makes me want to
He wouldn't mind the
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It was good to see HF again -
"I can see something's wrong, Miss Honeyfur. I know I haven't seen you very often, but if you need a shoulder, please know that I'd be there for you."
Hehe, likewise! And, even
The dragon doe's eyes were narrowed, now moist with fresh tears. "I know, Zera..it's, good to see you again...and, don't worry...everything's...just...peachy." She knew she shouldn't act so harsh with Zera...it wasn't her fault that the dragon doe was in such a mess...but, everything was spiraling out of control...and Honeyfur felt helpless about it.
Even then xD Zera was a
Zera was a little taken back, but quickly got over it.
"Oh Miss Honeyfur... things will get better soon - I promise you, the only way is up. You may think I sound a little harsh when I say this, but most of it is up to you. Please, Miss Honeyfur, you have many people worrying about you!"
And then, for no apparant reason, Zera's eyes welled up too. She blinked them away quickly, hoping the dragon doe wouldn't see it.
"Just... just think about..."
AAH new account PLEASE ;;
LOL isn't that the truth? |D
I'm trying something different and actually downloading it this time...hopefully it works >> (which means that I just crashed the game |D")
Er... xD; hey, could you