.Not A Hero.[LUCIAN]

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Bio may contain mature language, such as cursing. Otherwise I intent to keep my bios clean from 'mature material'



Updates
Last update: 12th of April

Physical: 100%. - Healthy

Mental: 70% - Mourning

Thoughts: "I promise dad. I will take good care of them..."

Recently:
"You look a lot older then last time dad.."

"I am."

"Oh." A cricket chirps. "I'm older too." He nods.

"Into a greater stag. You will be prime soon."

Lucian laughed. "I don't need any of that. Got my son right here. What more could I ask for?"

A smile. His first son really is successful, and he didn't really need to say anything to show he agreed. "I am proud of you, all."

"I'd be dissapointed if you weren't." The younger stag smiles broadly. He's glad to hear his father is proud of him. If anything, that was all he ever strived to hear in his life. By now though it has become clear to him that he had always been.


"You lead the family well."

A firm nod. "I will. Good luck. And well, heh, I love you, dad."

"I love you too, all of you."

"We know. Not a moment would we doubt."



Held the deer back who wanted to follow his father as he went to let out his last breath in solitude. Later, went to the final restingplace of his father, to say his last goodbyes. Followed by his family.

Summary

Name
Lucian
Luc
Pictogram

Gender
Male - Stag - ♂

Age
Creation: 15-09-2009
Deer: 5 Years old
Human: 25 Years old.

Species
Red deer/TEF forest deer mix
#17

In-forest set
DotD pelt - Real deer mask - Default antlers

Scent
Musk - Urine - Tree bark

Voice
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Personality


Lucian is actually not a very different stag. He likes girls, likes to sharpen his antlers, likes to show off, loves to fool around. Just a boy.
Though Lucian's feral side and human side can sometimes mix, causing confusion for himself and for others. In the past he has had issues to seperate lust and love, but has seemingly been working this out. Though, during the rut, his emotions will likely go up again.
Lucian is highly stubborn, never giving up and always pushing through, often too far. He likes to get things his way, and loves to win. He has fought stags far bigger than himself, and is very experienced in combat. Lucian knows exactly how to push another down, but can be far too enthusiastic, hurting himself in the process.

There is a streak of a leader within Lucian, making others follow him on command. During his adulthood, Lucian has become very bossy, and has taken it upon him to herd his family together, as his father mostly acted like a distant leader. He holds a great respect to Virgil, in his younger years always trying to get his approval. But right now, the only approval Lucian needs is of his own son.

Lucian's antlers have always been important to him. He keeps them sharp, polished. He absolutely loathes the birds landing in them, for they could poop and mess up his antlers again. (Or his hair, the terror.) He can occasionally be found shaking his head when in the birch, trying to get rid of the persistant birds.
Lucian has an allergy to purple flowers, causing him to sneeze, his eyes to water and swell. Poppies on the other hand, can make Lucian seem a little stoned. Or very happy.
Though he isn't fond of that much either.

The stag can be, quite the bully. If he doesn't approve of another deer's behaivor, he is surely quite capable of making them uncomfortable. Lucian can be very mean, but also very direct. He's pretty much unable of lying, saying things as how they are.



Biological


Lucian is a mix of a red deer, and a TEF-forest deer. Giving him the ability to be as feral as well as more emotional. He is a herbivore, sheds his antlers in the early spring, and ruts during autumn. (September/october) But he is also capable of love, happiness, sadness, you name it. During his youth, the mix of both emotional as feral was very confusing to him, but he seems to have grown over that.

He sees well in the dark, but is usually awake at daylight. He has a strong sense of smell, hearing, and can be very quick on his hooves. His antlers are made for sparring with those of his own species, but he can take on stags quite a bit past his size as well. Mostly due to stubbornness. Lucian is very agile, quick, and capable of delivering blows. He adapts to the situation, be a stag smaller or bigger than him. But ofcourse, arrogance can get the best of one easily.


Interaction


Each deer that meets Lucian will get a different response out of him. Why that is, and what his actions mean, can be read here.

• Lucian is a stag, and at times feral. This means he is hesistant bowing down to other stags. He rather evades trouble than creates it, though.

• Lucian likes does. He has no problem greeting and interacting with them, but he will be a bit watchful if he does not know your deer.

• Most of the forest actions mean what they mean, though each changes meaning when used at different times, in different situations. So can a taunt mean "back off!" but when in play, it's a teasing method, or even a "why you! You brat!"

• Lucian is very watchful. He will listen, stand, and look around quite often. Sneaking onto him can be nearly impossible. Body language besides forest-actions are actions like showing his side = I mean no harm. Turning towards you is a watchful, attentive and sometimes agressive stand. He will always be looking at something, his head is not turned randomly.

• Hopping is usually a sign that he is happy.

• Scraping his antlers against trees with Lower antlers + Nod, means he is sharpening them. Not so much an agressive as a dominant action.

• Rubbing trees means he is scenting them. He will do this to safeguard the environment, but it can also be a sign of dominance.

• Lucian judges by in-forest appereance. Only after I have maybe checked out the bio, or know the character, will he be capable of responding more accurate. But above all, do not be suprised if he takes you as a stag if you have big antlers.





Relationships


Dajhi(Love ♥)

Dajhi and Lucian have been close since they were young and naïve. The two went through many ups and downs before finally coming together. Both can be very stubborn and can clash at times, but will always make up.
Dajhi means the world to Lucian. He loves to make her blush, smile, laugh. As long as she's happy, so is he. She has been his biggest support.
Took a break from the forest to explore his origins after Dajhi had seemingly gone missing. Lately, had started to gradually return to his home, when he found Dajhi coming back as well.
She is his biggest treasure, and noone or nothing goes above her. He will be reckless in her defense.


Virgil(Biological father†)

Virgil is Lucian's father and biggest example. He looks up to him, always trying to make his father proud. Though now, Lucian has learned to stand on his own, and is less likely to search for fathers approval. He now has his own way of doing.
Still, his father telling him he is proud of him still meant the world to Lucian.
Passed away recently. Lucian has been entrusted with the leadership over the family. Takes this role seriously. Right now, though, heartbroken over the loss of his one example. His one hero.


Lady Bones(Biological mother)

His mother. Especially close to her during fawnhood, growing more distant as he grew up. A feral deer and a more human deer are an entirely different world, ofcourse, but much of his stubborn and upbeat personality comes from her. Doesn't see, distant from.


Daikon(Biological son)

His little bundle of pride and joy. Daikon is his and Dajhi's firstborn son, and spoiled rotten. Though Lucian tries to put his authority down, he's still not very sure how to be a good father. But we don't get born good parents, do we? Lucian learns as much each day as Daikon does. Whatever happens, Lucian is very protective about the boy and won't let harm come to him.


Alane(Half-sister)

Started off as an annoyance, meeting with his slightly younger half sister during "puberty." She was merely a very annoying girly doe. Nothing of his taste.
Though as the two grew older, they also grew more tolerant. Alane is still the victim of Lucian's bullying, especially when Kajo is around too, but he loves her and looks out for her like a big brother would. Has left the forest.


Kusakagé(Half-sister)

He recognises a lot of himself in this young doe, to his own suprise. He can be a bit protective of her but mainly lets her do her own thing. But, surely, he IS her big brother, and if you bring her into trouble, it's likely Lucian won't just let that go. Grew distant of her.


Kajo(Half-brother)

He taught the kid how to butt-nuzzle a woman at a young age, and has great fun playing with Kajo. Lucian stole Dajhi away from Kajo but has never thought much of it. He thought it was cute the kid had a crush on her, though. Has left the forest.


Sira(Adopted daughter)

Sira was adopted by Dajhi and Lucian. He loves to play with the doe and finds her very nice company. One that actually takes him seriously at times. Gone.


Djinn(Adopted daughter Disowned)

Lucian had his doubts by Djinn at first, firstly adopted by Dajhi. But wanted to give her a chance anyway, and adopted her as his own as well. Soon it seemed Djinn was actually a lot like Lucian, and could've been his biological child. Their personality's are very alike, both stubborn and both great bullies. Lucian loves to teach this young doe some of his skills.
Has disowned her after an argument, finding her loyalities certainly did not lay with her mother.

Zach(Adopted brother)

Zach was adopted by Virgil, and soon introduced to Lucian. Lucian adored the fawn quite quickly, hopping and bouncing around with him. Lucian later introduced Dajhi to Zach, whom became mates. Though, Lucian did happen to "steal" her back later. The two had been tense for a while, but it seems brothers will always be brothers. Lucian adores Zach, and is very grateful to have him as his brother.

Stelmaria(Friend?)

Stelmaria was a doe Lucian met whilst Dajhi was gone. He accidentally ran into her, unaware she was a skittish doe. And ofcourse, scared her. He was determined to make up to her, trying everything to let her let him come close. They quickly became close, Lucian taking it on him to protect the doe. He was sure he had fallen in love with her, but became unsure of this later. It seemed most of his feelings were based on his ability to protect her.
Doesn't see around anymore, fading relationship.


Nukilik(Friend?)

Nukilik was the stag whom helped a heavily battered Lucian get on his hooves again. Nuk was Lucian's support and main foundation. They grew close quickly, and with Nukilik Lucian confused his more feral and human emotions, confusing lust with love. The two were able to figure it out, though, and remain friends. Though it troubles Lucian to know he hurt Nukilik. Has left the forest.
Recently found one of his red bands, wears it around a tine, much like the previous one he ended up losing.


Krystal(Friend)

Krystal was adopted by Dajhi and Zach, something Lucian can be a bit snarly about. He adores Krystal as if she was one of his own adopted, but feels restricted since she is not. He finds the small doe to have great courage, and a temper that makes him grin. He loves to playfight with Krystal, and to pull pranks on others. Though most of the time, Lucian himself is the victim.


Ourania(Friend)

A playfull doe he took a liking to. Doesn't see her as often anymore, but always has fun whenever she is around.


Takeshi(Friend?)

Used to regard this one as family, a little dissapointed he now no longer sees the stag. Lucian had looked forward to share first-time-father experiences with the stag, but has now given up on it. Fading?


Aurora(Friend)

Aurora is a friendly doe, and because of this Lucian finds it easy to talk to her. Though, she tends to talk a little too much for the stag's liking. But he knows her interest is honest, and respects this. He likes to spend time with her once in a while. Has left the forest.


Willow Leaf(Friend)

Willow is Zach's adopted daughter. Lucian likes to play with her, and has watched her grow up into a doe as he has watched her father grow into a stag. Gone?


Senri(Friendly to)

Dajhi likes Senri, and because of this Lucian kind of accepts him around, though there is a bit of tension. He rather likes spending time with Dajhi alone, and can be seen raising an eyebrow if then Senri barges inbetween. But, hey, Dajhi likes him, so Lucian is a nice boy. Gone?


Kiyoko(Acquaintance)

Daddy's girlfriend. Kiyoko comes closer to Lucian age-wise as to Virgil, but Lucian still holds a deep respect for the doe. (He'd do for anyone to be able to put up with his father.) He's a little shy towards her, as if she is far above him. When she gives him a greeting nuzzle, you can imagine Lucian looking like a little boy recieving a kiss on the forehead from a pretty lady. Has left the forest.


Iaurdagnire(Acquaintance)

A rather large stag, but with a playful nature. A friend of Virgil's. Dag was one to watch Lucian grow up, Lucian finds him to be a rather wise figure. Gone?


Amary(Acquaintance)

A nice doe that sometimes comes to spend time around.


Ephiré(Acquaintance)

Another large stag, one Lucian seems to trust. Tried to introduce Stelmaria to him in the past.

Zanny(Unsure)

Used to somehow see this one as his own, but quickly disposed of those feelings as they were not returned. Put faith in the young stag in the past but, now finds this to have been lost time. Lucian lost all respect for the stag after having heard he abandoned both Stelmaria and Dajhi when they needed him. Especially for abandoning Dajhi with predators whilst pregnant. Unsure, may be misjudged.


Cu(Annoyance)

This little stag always seems to go after Dajhi's attention. This little stag always seems to be followed by Lucian's antlers.


Reed(Hated)

Has hunted Lucian in the past, trying to kill him. Lucian has fought back and has many times been badly battered by the big stag. Has fought against him in fear he'd take Dajhi away from him if he'd lose. Can get greatly upset with Dajhi if she hangs out with him.


Emdeaur(Hated)

Used to have a crush on Dajhi, Lucian despises him for, in his eyes, playing this trick on many does in the forest. Finds him to be a bit of a "loverstag" and doesn't want him near his family. At all.
Is by now, likely just chasing him away to prove Dajhi what a strong stag he is.


Walter(Hated)

Hunted him as a fawn because he was born Virgil's son. Was simply mad at Lucian for not being his own, as he had raped his mother in the past.
Will not tolerate him near his family.


Vasla.(Despised)

Has attacked Stelmaria several times, going after Dajhi as well. Lucian has had brutal fights with the stag. Loathes violently, will not tolerate around any of his family members.


(If I forgot you and you think your deer should be on here, please tell me! I'm only human, I tend to forget. I'm not proud of it either!)



History


As Lucian grew into a teenager, more time was spend with his father. He taught him how to behave, how to defend himself, how to handle other deer around him. Even though the young buck acted like he wanted nothing to do with his father, he grew to respect him greatly. Always trying to make him proud.
During this young age, he met a doe of the same age, Dajhi. Not being aware of what love was, the boy developed a small crush on this cheerfull individual.
But before he could define his feelings, Dajhi left his sight. Being unsure if she'd ever return, the stag got into a little teenage depression.

Being pulled out of it by his father, Lucian slowly got back to his playful self, though now a little less trusting, perhaps. Deer could leave, he had never thought of that before. Lucian met a shy doe named Stelmaria, someone he could protect and take care of. Later on a stag named Nukilik. In the meantime, his father adopted a young fawn named Zach, a fawn Lucian quickly adopted as his own brother.

A time of confusion about love, sexuality and feelings broke through for Lucian, as he was reaching adulthood.
And then, Dajhi returned.

The two admitted to having had a crush on eachother in the past, but Lucian decided he no longer felt that way after her absence.
Still Dajhi stuck around, and the two grew very close as friends. Lucian introduced her to his brother Zach, and the two became mates, despite Dajhi being quite a bit older.

Lucian on the other hand, still seemed to doubt and struggle around. Settling didn't seem like his thing. And during the rut, things just got thrown out of hand.
Dajhi and Lucian still weren't able to let go of eachother, admitting this to eachother in secret.

It took quite some while before Dajhi and Zach broke up, and Dajhi got pregnant with Lucian's child.
Lucian dissapointed other love interests, but seemed to finally have settled with Dajhi. The two are now officially a couple, and a family.

As Virgil left the forest, Lucian has taken over on leading the family, taking care of his son as well. It proves a task for him but, the stag isn't done showing his worth yet. Finally he seems to start growing up, becoming a more responsible adult.



Quirks


• Allergic to the purple flowers in the forest. Will sneeze severely when casted with them, or when accidentally walking into a patch. (Less bad during winter)

• Poppies make him slightly high.

• Quite stubborn. Will not easily admit mistakes.

• Carries a silver ring on one of his tines.

• Carries a red band on another tine.

• Can curse quite a lot. Rude, and disrespectful.

• Slight scottish accent, from his father.

• Likes to flirt. Likes it even more to see Dajhi get mad at the does he flirts with.

• Always bullying his poor brother Zach.

• Likes to crossdress, perhaps a secret fetish?

• Starts talking into a weird heavy accent when angry or upset.


By me

By others


DISCLAIMER
Lucian is a character and is portrayed as such. His opinions do not always match mine, nor should his actions be taken personally. However, if you feel uncomfortable or confused, do not hesitate to tell me! I take responsibility for my character's actions as I am the player and the one behind him.
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The kid reeled back,

The kid reeled back, flintched at his fathers stern words. He thought for a moment that maybe he should have said nothing and stayed away for longer. He really didn't like this.
"D-da'! ... I wanted to look go.. good." He retaliated with great discomfort, his father continued scolding, and his own words were buried beneath them. Fortunately.

Daikon looked away quietly.
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Look good? How awfully

Look good? How awfully familair. "You do look good. You don't need to take down stags bigger than yourself in order to look good. Walk with me." Lucian turned, making his way into the forest. He looked around after a few steps to make sure Daikon would be following him, before continuing.
Hart's picture

"But I need to be brave

"But I need to be brave too... Big, strong and brave." Like you, but he kept that to himself, and hesitantly followed his father.
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He waited for Daikon to

He waited for Daikon to arrive at his side. "I don't think you know what brave is..." Lucian answered.
The stag seemed quiet, during their walk. Though it seemed his eyes were looking for something, before he stopped in the birch. Perhaps a spot that would say nothing much to anyone else. It was a more open spot, close to the edge of the first forest. He looked around for a moment. "This is where I first met your mother." A smile crept on his face as he looked at Daikon. "I was about your age. We played together, and she became a friend of mine, you see."
He paused there. "She had a friend who didn't like me much. A friend I didn't trust either, for that matter. One day, he started to circle your mother like he owned her, trying to get me away from her." Lucian frowned. He didn't like to remember that day whatsoever. "That was my first big fight. There was no way I could defeat him, the stag was twice my size. But I wanted to protect Dajhi, she was my friend and I was afraid of him." Things were so different now. Lucian had also grown, in wisdom as in strenght. "If it wasn't for his friend stopping him and guiding him away, I would be dead. I was reckless in a battle I could not win. Dajhi was upset with me because I got myself hurt for her. I realized that by fighting, I don't only get hurt myself. Those that care for me do too." Emerald eyes resting on his son. "I had to defend her though. But, I would not charge after the stag without reason. If I did not have to protect another, I would run. Otherwise, I knew I'd hurt Dajhi as well."
Suddenly, he let out a small laugh. "My father was furious with me when he found me badly wounded, you know. He told me to get a different tactic, run if I need not fight, save my energy. That is how you defend those you care for, and that care for you."

A nod. "I hope you understand. You aren't brave for fighting. You are brave for protecting another you care for. By not letting them get harmed." He smiled at his son. They were too similair, in many ways. And Lucian finally found himself in the position Virgil had been. He had to let Daikon go, let him learn from his own mistakes. But he would atleast share what he had learned, it was up to Daikon to decide what to do with it.
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Not know what brave was?

Not know what brave was? Daikon frowned inwardly to himself; he was very brave, and he knew it, and so should anyone else who doubts it. He looked away as he followed his father towards the birch.

Then it all changed, as Lucian mentioned the meeting of his mother. Daikon looked at Lucian with one eye, ears perking and listening quietly to what Lucian had to say. The story of his fights when he was Daikon's age. Then Lucian mentioned his reasons to engage with a stag like that, and Daikon interupted. "But what if I wanted to protect Corell?" He went quiet again, looking down but nether the less, still listening. He sighed and looked up again at the mention of his grandfather scolding his dad. Daikon pictured it in his head and it amused him greatly for a moment. But run? "Wouldn't that make you a coward? To turn and run from a fight..?" The teenager finally raised his head to be fully attentive of his dad.
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"Ofcourse you should protect

"Ofcourse you should protect Corell when she needs you. You know what I should have done during that fight? I should've lead Dajhi away. If I would've died during that fight, I would've been no use to her either right?" He smiled. He listened to Daikon mentioning being a coward for running. "No, that doesn't make you a coward. If there is noone to protect, it is better to save your energy for when you really need it. If I get into a fight solemly because I feel like it, and the next day you and your mother get attacked, I am of no use. I would not be able to help you out. So, I run. I am smarter than the other stag, who will end up fighting another and be too tired to protect his own beloved." This made sense. Ofcourse, by now Lucian was also an opponent to be wary of, and he often didn't have to run anymore.
"There are many ways by which you don't have to fight, and still win." Lucian grinned. "You got to watch. Pay attention. Buff up your chest and hold your head high, show them you're not afraid. Sometimes they'll flee because they see you are a stronger opponent." He demonstrated this, holding his head high, chest forward.
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"If you're hurt, and me and

"If you're hurt, and me and ma' are in trouble, I can fight to protect you two too." He said confidently. He didn't like the idea of running, especially if it ment being seen as a coward by anyone else. "How can you win without fighting?" He cocked his head, then raised it, taking a deep breath to puff his chest out, making himself look as impressive as he could.
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"Happy birthday, big

"Happy birthday, big brother."

Clickity!
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Hi, Mishka danced with

Hi, Mishka danced with Lucian, Dajhi and an unknown mini, along with a fawn in the Birch Forest before he had to go take a nap c:

They confused him a little, going from dancing to jumping around so quickly, but they were extremely friendly and made him feel welcome, so thank you!
This land is made of love and peace!
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Hi! So that was you! I

Hi! So that was you! I couldn't find any picto's on the map, it was lying to me XD

Oh you're welcome! They can be quite a silly and playful bunch XD Been a while since they've all seen eachother so I suppose that contributes to it! Mishka seemed friendly enough ♥


Also OHGOD this bio KILL IT with FIRE.
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http://endlessforest.org/comm


http://endlessforest.org/community/nukilik-i-wonder


What nature divides, the spirit unites.

Silverpaw15's picture

Ooh..the new pic is awesome.

Ooh..the new pic is awesome. He looks so handsome.
Or, as my sister just put it when she saw this: "Epic has happened."
Mis's picture

I gave him a shave. After a

I gave him a shave. After a lotta dubbing, I think he looks better without that tuft of hair XD He looks older now. Thanks!
Mis's picture

Double post happend o_o'

Double post happend o_o'

Everything is beautifulll.

Everything is beautifulll. <3

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*heart* ^^

*heart* ^^


What nature divides, the spirit unites.

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Nopje: Thanks

Nopje:
Thanks ♥!

Nish:
♥. I wanted to reply to Nuki's post with a drawing, btw, but I haven't found what to do exactly yet. So hopefully soon. I'm not ignoring it!
BrownLupine's picture

Thanks that you read it and

Thanks that you read it and that Luc took it in. Don't feel forced to any reply, if nothings comes to your mind.


What nature divides, the spirit unites.

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We decided we want to open up

We decided we want to open up a Lucian petting zoo XD
Mis's picture

LOL! Oh dear. I wonder if

LOL! Oh dear. I wonder if he'd appreciate that much.. Perhaps if it involves feeding. And pretty does. -Somehow-.
Sighthoundlady's picture

I love Lucian's new bio, it's

I love Lucian's new bio, it's looking awesome. And yay updates!

&hearts;!

!
Dajhi's picture

my favorite lesbian doe

my favorite lesbian doe ♥
Sighthoundlady's picture

Lucy is so gorgeous. I'm

Lucy is so gorgeous. I'm sure Dajhi will be jealous now.
BrownLupine's picture

Stop killing me with LOL

Stop killing me with LOL XDD
I wish Nuk was here. It sure gets lonely without a giont doe around XDDDD

(He looks adorable though, even with Make-Up)


What nature divides, the spirit unites.

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Dajhi: He's a Dajhisexual! I

Dajhi:
He's a Dajhisexual!
I mean she.

Sight:
HAHA yes. Definitly. He stole her make-up stash!

Nish:
NO >8C I kill whenever I want to!
ROFL yes aww. Nuk would've liked to bully him around I'm sure. XDD

I just died. Hahaha.

I just died. Hahaha.
Xemi's picture

sexy /track

sexy /track
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Such a beautiful woman. Hello

Such a beautiful woman.
Hello angel, musta died an gone to heaven ♥
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EDIT: NVM ^_^ I kinda got it

EDIT: NVM ^_^ I kinda got it
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
Mis's picture

Sorry for the late response

Sorry for the late response Orinoco! I'm at work so I don't have a lot of peaking time on here Smiling But if you still need help later, I gave you my email before so you can always email me. Glad you found it out though! CSS is fun as soon as you start to get it.
Silverpaw15's picture

Happy birthday, Lucian. =)

Happy birthday, Lucian. =)
Mis's picture

You keep better track of this

You keep better track of this than I do! What an old boy I'm having here XD..
Sorry he's been mainly inactive, I fear that may continue for a while longer. A lot has changed. But we miss hanging out with Zach ♥
But yeah. I don't know.
Silverpaw15's picture

It's okay. I understand.

It's okay. I understand. =)
There are phases for me, too. Zach's been pretty inactive as well due to others being more active. =/
I had a tiny gift pic, too...but Photobucket is not letting me upload, so you'll get it later. xD
Just wanted to wish the boy happy birthday. ♥