| Seems like we're getting new members every day. No. XIII was a boy, Roxas. Now we've got a No. XIV, Xion. Today's mission was to show Roxas the ropes. I feel like they've had me babysitting him since he got here. He's not a bad kid, but he's spacey. Good fighter, though. At least I won't be bored. |  | Another mission with Roxas today. Is he seriously my responsibility? At least he's starting to talk like a normal person. Maybe that means his memory's coming back. Still, this kid's supposed to be the Keyblade master's Nobody? I don't see it. | | They pushed up the Castle Oblivion plan. Our little hero with the key must've made a move. Me and his Nobody have been meeting up for ice cream the last few days. Not the best conversationalist, but at least he's mastered a few facial expressions besides "doom" and "gloom." I told him about Castle Oblivion, but he didn't seem to follow. Guess that's understandable. | | I've uncovered most of what I need to know about the Replica Program, but where's the other one? I can't find any trace of it. ...Vexen was caught in the middle. Pitiable, but unavoidable. I could not risk his Program falling into their hands. Of greater concern are the traitors. Not the obvious turncoats, but the ones who will get in his and my way. The Keyblade master is not our enemy. | | I've lost track of the Keyblade master and the other intruders. I'm the only one left in the castle. Everybody else has been destroyed. My orders were to end the traitors, but I think by this point, I fit that bill better than anybody. There's one last thing I need to look into while I'm here. | | The longer you know someone, the less you need to speak in clear terms. Everything gets across with a wink and a nudge, a little reading between the lines... When it comes to what befell our late comrades at Castle Oblivion, ambiguity suits me just fine. But the Keyblade master and Roxas come out and say every little thing that comes to mind. Maybe that's human, or maybe they're just special. | | Honestly, I never got why Roxas was so crazy about Xion. I know they both joined up around the same time, and they're both rookies, but how do you get so close to somebody who hides their face all the time? Well, I saw it today. All of a sudden, No. XIV up and takes off...her hood. Xion is a girl, and she looks just like Naminé. | | Xion regained her ability to wield the Keyblade. I don't know how or why. Maybe there's more to the Keyblade master they're not telling me about. I feel like I've been spending more time talking to Roxas and Xion lately than my old friend, Saïx. This has to have been what it was like, friendship. | | Talking to Roxas and Xion always brings back memories of my human life, back when I was a kid. It's a weird sensation. I ought to be able to share all this with Saïx, but I just don't feel like it anymore. It's strange, but I'm content with just missing what's gone. I'm not the one who changed. You did. | | Roxas and Xion must have had it out over something. Knowing them, it's something dumb, but still. Watching them, it's like they're human. It's messing with my head. I kind of wonder if Roxas understood all that about the wrong buttons. I get the sense a lot of it went right over his head. | | The man they're calling the imposter, that fake Organization member? It's Riku. Roxas could very well remember that, somewhere deep in his memories. Still, it's too soon to report this. I need to know why Xion was with him first. If she's siding with the hero, it could easily mean her erasure. What are you planning to do, Xion? | | There has to be something to what Saïx said. Why isn't Xion qualified to be one of us? He said to just look at her, but at what? The fact that she looks like Naminé? Xion and Naminé must be connected. Whose Nobody is Xion, anyway? What is Saïx hiding? | | I thought I'd never see the word "Replica" again. Any rational man would realize the Riku Replica was not likely unique, but I'm the only one in the Organization who knew of his exceptional copying functionality, and that he ultimately formed a sense of self. The fact that I knew all that and still never noticed the truth about Xion speaks to how remarkable a Replica she must be. But my questions remain unanswered. Who is she a Replica of? Naminé? Kairi? Or perhaps someone entirely different? Why did the Organization admit her into this membership? And why would such a fine Replica fall unconscious or sporadically lose its command of the Keyblade? | | Even if Xion is a Replica-a puppet-she's still Xion. I understand that in my head, but how do I interact with her now? Riku-Replica was just a tool, but I can't just use Xion. No, I was wrong to have just used Riku-Replica in the first place. How is a man-made puppet any less worthy than a Nobody that was never meant to exist at all? They're both ambiguous. Tenuous at best. And she's my friend. Even if neither of us should exist, that doesn't invalidate the bonds we form. Next break we get, I told her we'd all go to the beach. I hope we get the chance. Our little summer vacation. I know if we can get together and laugh about stupid stuff, this nagging doubt will go away. | | Xion is gone. Roxas still doesn't know anything, but Xion found out. That's why I need to find her. We don't have hearts, so we accept the facts we're given as the truth. But something far more important lies behind that truth. Saïx would laugh at people with no hearts calling one another friends, but that doesn't make it not so. As the Nobody of the hero of the Keyblade and the Replica of that Nobody, these two are special. Unique in every sense of the word. But that doesn't change the fact that we're friends. Nothing will. Got it memorized, Xion? | | Roxas doesn't trust me after the whole Xion incident, but I can't tell him the truth yet. So I keep lying. It's no big deal when you're a Nobody. There's no guilt, no feeling at all. So why does it still sting, just a little, when I lie to him? All my dealings with Roxas give me this bizarre illusion of humanity. | | Xion is burning through missions at full tilt. She seems frantic. Why, I don't know. And speaking of, I still don't know what to say to Roxas. Even without my orders from Saïx, I'd do anything to stop Roxas from being erased. I just don't know if I can stand by and let that happen to Xion, either. | | I couldn't tell Xion she was wrong, and I can't bring myself to end her. But it's either that, or I have to erase Roxas. There's no future where the three of us can sit around and eat ice cream. I know Roxas will never understand. I don't want to acknowledge it myself. | | Roxas left. It's so like him to just leave that WINNER ice cream stick behind. Come tomorrow, I'll probably get the order to hunt him down, but leaving that here makes it feel so permanent. I wish the three of us-three? No. That the two of us could share some ice cream again someday. That's what it is to be friends. |
| 27|10|2010 |
Oughta thank yourselves I picked this costume for the final cut-it was a tough choice between the horrors of our home-grown Marluxia and accidentally-walking-in-on-his-shower Isa, after all~ ...Man, that was an awkward sleepover. |
| 06|10|2010 |
...How can thirteen individuals possibly warrant even close to this much paperwork?! Think I’ll palm the less important stuff off on Larxene. It’s about time that girl pulled her own weight, no matter how horrifying the visions of her as a secretary happen to be~ Regardless, I now have a newfound respect for Saix... Though I’m pretty sure he gets off on this shit, so I guess I shouldn’t be so generous~ |
| 05|10|2010 |
Looks like Roxas is getting into the Halloween spirit early this year. Was assuming he’d be supporting the pumpkin-bondage movement, but seems that was only Sora’s thing. To be honest, I always felt the fruity eye-patches were best left to the experts-not that Xigbar appears to be around to model, as of late. Practically half the Organization have been filed MIA over the past couple of weeks... Maybe the Dusks got hungry~ I wonder what the customs around here for the thirty-first are~? Hope they don’t expect a costume... We don’t all come with the convenience of built-ins like Saix. Though, throw Marluxia his scythe and we could have the reaper princess, and Larxene doesn’t even need fancy dress with those antennae. Dig up some rub-ons and we could make Xaldin one hell of a bikey. Maybe we could even get some extensions and pretty up Vexen as the retirement home Rapunzel... Why, I’m feeling festive already~ Perhaps I could convince Roxas to sit a red ball on his antlers... He’d make a pretty damn good Moogle, and I’m sure Vivian would hardly object. Shame she’d never be able to afford him again, though-400 for a hipotion? Blow that. Can you tell things have been slow lately~? I’m almost hoping someone throws their lid again or something, just to spice things up a bit... But, I guess I can’t complain. Bored at the top is definitely preferable than bored anywhere else, and a little free time never hurt anyone~ |
| 22|09|2010 | So this is what it feels like to be the upper-up’s bitch. Pretty damn unexpected, though far from unwanted. Xemnas finally cracked, right when the ice-cream social's decided to have their grand reunion. With all the kids in one place, I couldn’t risk him picking them off again. Managed to lure Demyx out and drag him back to the reform where Xaldin soon joined us, followed shortly by Marluxia. Even with the numbers, the others being so beaten up meant it was more a matter of keeping inconspicuous whilst he shredded the local wildlife-that is, until the fruit decided to kick the plans into overdrive. Though, in hindsight, it’s not like I can disapprove, even if I could. Was kinda like a domino effect. Marluxia, myself, Demyx, even Xaldin. S’pose the guy didn’t really stand a chance... Not that the waterboy lasted long, but Xaldin put up a good fight without any women’s elbows involved~ And, as much as I hate to admit it, we make a pretty good team. Didn’t take much more from the two of us to push him into submission, and here we stand. There was a bit of a bizarre moment amidst it all, though-Marluxia and I got booted to some deserted version of this world, just the two of us. Was almost like someone wanted to save him... Or, perhaps, give us a moment to gather ourselves. For whatever god-known reason, we returned a few minutes later. I’d like to know what happened, there... Guess there’s more to this world than meets the eye after all~ Speaking of, with Marluxia as our new leader, I’m expecting this place’s orbit to shift to revolve around his head anytime now, though I can tell he’s reserved. Like me, I’m sure he feels this has been too easy. It’d be foolish to have come this far only to lose it through carelessness~ Still not sure if this was the right move-I know better than anyone that Marluxia’s ambition could throw the deal or indeed, me. I’ll be keeping a close eye on him, to make sure things stay on track. Larxene, too. However, I seem to have somewhat earned back what trust I lost from the CO days, so at least a knife in the back is slightly less likely, now. Also won Namine over, and a few more fans on the side. Guess I can’t complain~ S’not like everyone’s too pleased with new management, though. Vexen was always going to be an issue, but I s’pose seniors don’t usually cope well with change even at the best of times. Saix is displeased, which pretty much proves my theory. He didn’t fight for or against, but his unwillingness to side against Xemnas says enough. I’m hoping it’s still a part of the act. I’ll have to talk to him, though I’m being watched almost as much as I myself am watching. I’ll find a way, though. Just gotta hope in the meantime he’s not so lovestruck not to realize I’m still in this for him as much as I am myself~ On that, butt-kissing duties call~ At any rate, whatever happens next will certainly be interesting, if nothing else. A big step closer to the goal... Don’t prove my efforts misplaced, Marluxia. |
| 21|09|2010 |
Guess my thoughts about your upstairs were pretty accurate. How you thought telling the girl about our arrangement was a good idea, I’ll never know. He knows, she knows, who knows who else. Not only have you potentially ruined our plans, you’ve shoved a right spanner in the works of my others, too. May as well stroll up to Xemnas right now and tell him straight that his little bitch is a traitor... But then, I’m not even so sure of that, lately~ You’re Saix. This seems to be the line that draws you two as separate. Isa would have kept his mouth shut, kept his loyalties, kept his mind on the fact that it’s bros before hoes, and all that. I’ll keep our plans, of course, but I hope you’ll understand if I don’t platter-serve it all anymore. It’s as much for your own good as it is mine, and time will certainly tell. At any rate, looks like I’ll be third-wheeling it from here on in. With Larxene on board, seems the old topside team will be reforming for this one-in other words, exactly what I wanted to avoid. It’s two on one if the odds take the turn, now... But perhaps, this could work. A backup for the backup, seems about time I put some of those solo plans into action, though~ Think I’ll start with Namine. If I can’t think of a use for powers like hers, it’d be for lack of thought. If nothing else, she knows I’ll save her ass if need be. Speaking of, I guess she owes me a few... Who says plan C is grasping at straws~? |
| 19|09|2010 |
Fucking dark, Xemnas, beating up the kids. Starting to wonder if a heart is the only thing you’re missing up there. Could possibly say the same for Saix right now, too. Whilst orders are orders, don’t think I haven’t seen the way you look at him. I’ll hope for your sake this is all for our plan~ Looks like I’m on nurse duty. Wouldn’t be surprised if I’m a midwife somewhere along the way. I should just invest in the matching hat-skirt ensemble now~ Can’t believe I’m saying this, but I’m actually looking forward to new management. At least he kept it somewhat above the belt with the young ones. Heh, favouring the fruit... Maybe I’m starting to miss something, too. |
| 08|09|2010 |
Looks like things are starting to heat up around here. Hell, even Saix seems to be getting into the spirit of things-here I was thinking Miss KH was his one true love. I guess she was always a little bit of a non-committal lady, though... Lending her heart to whoever was the most powerful. A bit of a slut, in hindsight. I wouldn’t blame him for straying~ But then, I s’pose I’ve always had this feeling he was one for the full moon. It’d explain why he was always hanging around with me when we were whole. Guess I should watch my back, quite literally. Ah, young love~ |
| 06|09|2010 |
Practically counting the seconds ‘til I get the order to track her down-can’t imagine our boss will be too pleased if Roxas becomes distracted any more than he lately seems to be. We’ve already proved she makes good bait, though... Wouldn’t be surprised if we have another Kairi on our hands~ ...And wouldn’t be surprised if it’s my hands the blood ends up on. Nobody can see the big picture. I’m almost wondering whether the natives are smarter than most of us, as of late. Outsmarted by those thinking with their bits... Hn~ |
| 05|09|2010 |
Got to know the pond a little better than I ever would have preferred, today. The fruit decided to practice his vine bondage on me and see how flame and water mix. There’s a good reason I avoid taking a swim, and it’s not because I can’t stay afloat. Feels like someone’s tried to rip the hair from my skin. Stings like a bitch. A few scratches and bruises, but nothing that won’t heal. Success never comes without a little hard work, and the gain was certainly worth it. He thrives when given power. Back in ye olde Castle Oblivion, that job was done for me. Here, that order needs to be re-established. Make him think he can overpower me with a weakness, put me in my place if required, yet prove we’re relatively even without elements in play. Give him a challenge to keep him keen. Let him lead, whilst being led. Whilst the dunking was hardy the most pleasant experience, without a heart, I couldn’t care less. As long as we end up where we need to be, it needn’t matter how we got there. ...S’pose you could call me shameless~ Backs to the wall, flames cook flowers. Stay alert, and I haven’t a thing to worry about, even if the shit decides to hit the proverbial fan. Hey, I’m almost enjoying this~ Congratulations, Marluxia. You passed. |
| 03|09|2010 |
Roxas can summon his Keyblades. They both came out of it alive, without too many questions asked. Everything went according to our plans. ...Both of them. Can’t pretend it’s not strange. Sitting on a hill watching a girl get beaten up by a dancing heartless with the guy you bumped off in the not-so-distant past is more than the word ‘bizarre’ can express-though of course, I can’t complain. Marluxia is a valuable ally, and I’d rather him with me than directly against me-c’mon, I’d be kidding myself if I assumed he’d forgiven me that easily. There’s every chance he’ll try to do to me what I did to him, and he’s starting to ask the big questions I’d rather not give him the answers to... Dangerous, but worth it. This early in the piece, I don't think the fruit will be doing too much anytime soon. Keeps me on my toes, nonetheless. Least I won’t be bored, yeah~? Saix doesn’t suspect a thing. It’s not that I don’t trust him... But then, it’s not that I completely do, either. Our past as Somebody’s is all fine and dandy, but recent history sees me a little less inclined to put it all on just Saix. The way he looks at Xemnas, tracking me down, that ‘maximum punishment’ junk... He’s good, but he’s not that good. Without hearts, we’re without loyalty. Doesn’t mean I’ll leave him behind if my other plans do the job, of course... You’re Saix, not Isa. You were the one who changed. I know you still want it, though. And for that, I’ll get us there. |
| 02|09|2010 |
Double agent? Not sure I fit that bill, anymore. Triple? Quadruple, maybe~? At any rate, will be keeping this one under my hood. Whilst undoubtedly dangerous, the benefits of such possible liaisons are invaluable. Promise him power and he’s practically eating out of your hand. As long as I stay a step or three ahead, this could prove to be pretty damn prosperous. ...Perhaps I’m losing it, too~ Speaking of, looks like Vivian’s got herself a little crush. Here’s hoping the antlers don’t match the equipment, for her sake. |
| 27|08|2010 |
Ventus... I never thought I'd hear that name, again. First from the new girl, Aqua, and then I ran into him today in person. I had a feeling we'd meet again but, of course, not like this. Not sure if he realizes who I am, but I think he has an idea. Reckon we’re about due for a rematch. This time, you won’t stand a chance~ Those same eyes in four different faces. Even a mirror image... Though of course, that makes them far from alike. Probably for the best if Roxas doesn’t meet him, even so. I’m not really in the mood for all the questioning of existence and collapsing that usually accompanies stuff like this. Met a few others today, too. One of them I could pass for the more attractive brother of-Reno, he said? Seems like my kinda guy. The other, Zack, reminds me of an older version of Sora... Who actually paid attention in sex ed. He seems pretty out there. Think I’ll keep an eye out for him~ It’s been a while since I’ve seen Namine around. Here’s hoping she hasn’t gotten herself snapped up by another megalomaniac. That girl’s practically a magnet for the nut jobs, and I could really use her in one piece. |
| 26|08|2010 |
Why do I always get stuck with the icky jobs~? |
| 24|08|2010 |
Quite the little party we had, today. Some new faces, but mostly old-one particularly so. It seems he almost trusts me-though, put lightly, the kid was always more than a little naive. When not in the presence of Riku, it’s nearly as though we’re on the same side... Though, are we~? I know what I want, and it certainly doesn’t set me against him. Apparently brands me evermore the traitor though, in the eyes of our ever-hospitable Superior. He’s definitely onto me, though I never intended on chucking on the halo and prancing about in virgin whites-was leaning more towards the ‘too-many-to-keep-track-of’ approach. Worked before, right~? Managed to brush off my time with Sora as expansion of useful contacts for the Organization. Hey, not a complete lie-just a little twisting of the truth~ Speaking of the Organization, looks like we're all loosing it, one by one. First Xemnas, then Xigbar becoming somewhat skittish, and now it looks like Vexen’s gone and picked up/managed to create some god-holy mindfuck infection for himself. Kind of disappointing, really... Where’s the fun, if all my work is done for me~? Tch, I almost miss Marluxia. At least he’s robust. Wonder where the fruit got to, anyway~? It’s odd, being able to breathe without that ego of his clogging up the airspace. Almost unnerving-then, most things about the guy are. No doubt he’s got something up his sleeve, too... And of course, no doubt, whatever it is won’t be an issue. |
| 22|08|2010 |
Who would’ve thought that someone already off their rocker could lose it~? Xemnas is growing suspicious. He can be untrusting of me, by all means, but of him... It’s too risky. We’ll have to lie low for a while. Man, can Saix run when duty calls. Channel all that anger into speed and his stud fee would skyrocket. Shame he’s a deer, now-the guy’s really missed his calling~ |
| 21|08|2010 |
A little birdy told me the Keyblade Master was back in town. Turns out the rumours were true. Nice to see you again, Sora~ That said, it seems that Riku and I have taken to our separate sides. I never did have the pleasure of meeting the real one without that little disguise of his. I'll call it even. We’ve got something in common, though I’d be a liar if I said it concerned strength. I’ll let him fight you, soon. You wield the darkness well, though I'm not sure what use that'll be in a place like this. When the time is right, I know who I’ll be putting my money on. In all the excitement, I never did get that chance to apologize to her. Perhaps we could call it an unspoken truce? I’ve got nothing against any of them-hell, I couldn’t, even if I wanted to. I’d really rather not fight you... But if you get in the way again, disposable assets may just live up to their name. And of course, we can’t have you hogging the hero, now, can we~? |
| 18|08|2010 |
I don’t remember being that moody when I was his age. ...That makes me feel damn old. Roxas, why can’t you understand? Sometimes things aren’t fair. Sometimes there doesn’t need to be an explanation. Sometimes you just have to trust me. ...S’pose I wouldn’t trust me, either~ Here's hoping he skips the sugars and goes straight onto the actives this time next month. I need you, Roxas. There's more on the line than you could possibly imagine. |
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Dx I think vivi would die if
XD *died*
*facerubs on the new
XD
I still luff your Axel.
Kitty used
YOU GIVE ME GIGGLES.
Oh, you guize *luffs on all
@ Gravy: TEAM ASSNIPS 8D Somehow I can see them doing very well at that, if they ever don't fight :B ♥
...For some reason the nasty smoke made me think farts. AM I TOTALLY MATURE OR WHAT 8D Oh my gosh though, CHAOOOS. DERN, I MISSED OUT ON THE EPIC. Clearly we'll just hafta make him snap again so I can see it
HYAAAAAAAAH
@ Lugy: aoidusf PFFF
@ RiKaoo: YOU LOVE IT ♥
@ Levness: Pfff, CONSIDERING WHO SHE WAS RAISED BY, you'd think she'd be immune by now? 8D If not now, soon? *giggles* ♥ Naaaw! Love your new siggy btw :3
@ Zergy: oasdufad PFFFF ♥ You know how much I adore your comments. And you already know you made me melt of happy by saying you luff my Axel. And of course, you already also know that I think your Saix is the most epic win EVAH. You're far too fabulous, lovely ♥ ♥ ♥ *squishhug*
ALSO, I'M GLAD I GIVE YOU GIGGLES *giggles madly* I SO ENJOY HAVING AXEL WRITE ABOUT SAIX. I JUST ENJOY THESE TWO IN GENERAL AS YOU KNOW. I also hope you know that after getting BBS today, I'm playing Ven just so I can see these two sooner 8D *shot* Alsooo, I got the special edition version, so I got an artbook, and one of the pages is Isa, Lea and Braig together, and it totally looks like Braig is sticking his gun somewhere a little questionable on Lea. I was amused :B ♥
@ Kittyness: asodfuaoduf EEEEE
THE FACT THAT THIS BLOG HAS
/ end maturity
Oh, Zebbie xDDD Your analogy
Your analogy is SUPER EFFECTIVE
*GIGGLES* Yanno Ooky, you
THE WILD OOKY HAS FAINTED? 8D
Zebbie used ENCORE ♥
*giggles* Well the Chaos with
AND YAY TEAM ASSNIPS! *giggles* I wonder how their logo would look? LMAO! XD
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
Then I'll totally hafta keep
HUZZAAAAH ♥ *battlecry* Oh aosidufoaud *SNORT* a giant ass and two mouths near it looking ominous? 8D
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WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAPPEN
Eeee, thankies so muchly ORGHEARTLESS. PFFFF ORCUS IS STALKING ME. Axel feels violated ♥ ;D
I've been reading these for a
lmao
I actually had to read that a
When he grows up, Ryuu's
Lol, Saix is going to be
Then plead temporary madness or sommat. XD
Somehow I don't think I'm
((And on another note, if you happen to be on in the next two hours, Nami will be sitting/sleeping by the ruins where she normally is. I accidentally lost her set.))
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PFFFT just saw the screenies
I make a great costume. Ask
These always make me giggle.
*SO GOING TO HAVE TO DO THE WEREWOLF-DEER THING FOR HALLOWEEN.*
[edit]*gigglefit*
You totally saw VII's last entry. |D
"Actually, Axel. I didn't even have a break from the paperwork that one day we had a 'vacation'. Then again, there was probably about thirty pages of it less to review that day. Now then, I digress. Need some help, Lea?"
Haha..gotta love these
One point, though..how can Axel write about tomorrow? O_o
It's only the 5th for me and and it just got past midnight. Or are the timezones really that whacky?
Or can Axel time travel as well!? *le gasp!*
Yeah..that's about it. Sorry..too late in here, I notice random things when my brain doesn't function properly.
Saw Axel remarked on being
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Howdly doodly, neighbouroony.
BOY OH BOY. TALK ABOUT HAWT
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J-JUST WATCH IT.
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