To be noted,
Artwork by Apeldille.
Discord: Sapphire#3479
Warning, this biography and the character itself may portray mature themes such as but not limited to strong language, sexuality, violence, and abuse. This character is always in-character unless stated otherwise, anything to do with her (such as her thoughts, feelings, updates, and any information on her biography) is purely fictional and not a representation of myself.
The Devil's Scorpion
HELLFIRE » BLACK ORCHID » OBSIDIAN HEART » BLACK WIDOW » MATRIARCH » HELLCAT » HEARTH » DEMONESS » BLINDER » SPARROW
Umay, or 'May' »
crown » mature adult, eternal and ancient, frozen at the age of her first death, born 9th August » female » bisexual with a male preference » a chimeric demon, physique mirrors lion, cervine, and scorpion traits » omnivorous and cannibalistic »
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aloof » surly » apathetic » equally solitary and pack-oriented, yet often a pariah » cynical » devil-may-care » jaded » militant » a virago » observant » callous » resilient » wise » carnal » sensual » coquettish » morbid sense of humour » melancholy » guileful » eloquent, silver-tongued and smart-mouthed » guarded » deeply haunted » viperous » manipulative » cutthroat » sanguinary » depraved » volcanic wrath
warm » affectionate » maternal » sentimental » nostalgic » tender-hearted » supportive » fiercely loving
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The Scorpion's Sting.
Tail is deadly equipped with venom, see
here for symptoms. Always uses her stinger during fights but does not always envenom her targets. The usage of venom will be indicated by sneezing her antlers off to default.
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Unhallowed.
The light and the holy is harmful to her body, this includes substances and magic. Primarily in the forest, the devout spell rapidly scorches her fur and flesh and can even result in death if she is over exposed to it. Once upon a time, owned a magical blockade in the form of a pendant that blocked any kind of magic thus protecting her from the devout's harmful effect but it has long since been lost.
3RD SEPTEMBER
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just a reference on the rut! because this is hella outdated and unused ):
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- Not seeking offspring, participating solely for the social aspect.
- Switches between competitor and judge (default antlers + poppies = competing), though due to a recent injury resulting in the loss of her left eye will likely be keeping to the sidelines until the eye has fully regrown (somewhere around the 7th to spare me from updating this again hahaha god I'm lazy)
LOLLL
These updates were for yesterday I think, or the day before that.
She's enjoying todays company though.
hello new page.
//rolls over new page 8D
THIS PAGE IS NOT ROLLABLE.
AND NOW?
AND NOW?
NO
NO
*cries in corner* D|
*cries in corner* D|
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hey hey I wanted to ask
If not I will change it |D
Of course
thank you :3
Illrose wanted Umay and
Just in case you wondered what she was up to. :')
Yeah I thought so. Umay
She knows it won't end well, especially with Sianna there. She and Umay don't get along well with eachother. :x
That's what Illrose thought
Illrose and Sianna don't get along well either, lol.
Haa. :b Umay's completely
Umay's completely fine with trying to even things out between Gustiro and herself for now, even though she knows that probably won't happen. But she'd rather try.
I guess there's always next time. ('8
That's good. Illrose wasn't
Surprisingly, she was sort if
Yeah, it was fun with the short time Umay had to frolick with her. Thank you. <3
Sorry for leaving too, had to get off the computer to go to bed, but I'm using the iPod which explains how I'm replying. 8'D
And Illrose don't want her
♥
It's alright, it wasn't long till I had to go to bed too anyway. :') lol.
Amen to everything you just
I've been here for a long time; not on this account, but on another. And I miss those times, too. I didn't roleplay back then, I didn't even know of the community. I just had fun in game. So many things there were back then just seem to be a rarity these days. Baw. :c
I agree to all of this, I
I feel more and more unwanted and ignored here, and I'm not even that new..
All these fights every day, yes... and the increase of evil deer, it's just difficult to even get noticed these days I suppose, I don't even feel like opening the forest anymore.
I agree with you so much..
But I've always loved Umay, no matter what ♥
How's this? (:
Yeah. You already know that I
Yeah.
You already know that I agree with you on all these points.
I hate that Kody has a skull, I don't regret giving him it but I feel very uncomfortable with him wearing it. Since basically the word around here now is that Skull = Evil and that's actually true in quite alot of cases. Either they're manipulative, sexual, arrogant, confident, possessive...yeah. I don't want to appear like one of those mean, evil, cruel deer. They're always tall too like you said. I know Kody's tall too but he's not got the build of a dinosaur. He's now all powerful and mighty. He also has a friendly personality so yeah. I really don't want people avoiding him for those reasons.
There was something else I wanted to say but I can't be bothered so yeaaaaaah.
gay double post
gay double post
You and Star have two of the
It's true the forest isn't what it used to be. I find myself missing the carefree days when it was so easy to start a dance line or run across the pond or a deer tower. Those are becoming more and more rare, and I'm starting to cherish the days when we can toss RP and in-character habits to the wind for a little time of fun with other players.
Please do not give in to the peer pressure. I cannot imagine Umay wearing anything else but her skull, and I would be sad and angry if you were to change it just because some people are prejudiced. From experience I am beginning to hate how people automatically group a skull deer with the other stereotypical evil/mysterious deer that also wear skulls. They judge the cover of the book before they get to know its contents, and I'm sick of it. Don't give in. Like I said, Umay and Kody are two of the most fun-loving characters around, and their jubilation goes against what people think of skulls. I hope you won't stop wearing it. I'm not going to stop, either.
I so agree with all this,
"Instead of dance lines or something nice, it's just a fight every day."
I loved dancing lines... And now I see more and more fights taking place in the Forest... I'm not against RPing, but where have all those playful deer gone? Fights are ok if everything is planned. But why can't we have those dancing lines/circles back again?
"I miss seeing all of the older players that I used to see around back then, even their deer."
I experienced the same feeling when new generation of pictograms was created. I thought it was just a temporary feeling, but it obviously wasn't.
And I am also, hm, afraid of playing my only character with a skull mask, for which btw I had been waiting until Halloween to get. Because BZD was the only way to get a skull mask, wasn't it?
"Bleh, I've complained too much and most of this doesn't make sense at all."
Shut up. It makes sense. It makes a lot of sense...
Everytime I read something
As a quite new player I feel I am 'helping' to change this game into something you old players seem to dislike. I don't know what TEF used to be, but you have no idea how many times I've wished I discovered TEF earlier, back when changes in the game could happen quite often, and the Gods could have abios without the server crashing. Back when the skull was a rare mask.
Hm, perhaps we should try to start an epic danceline the next time Umay and Illrose meet in-game. ♥
"Hm, perhaps we should try to
*nod nod!* And Avocado would love to participate in this.
http://endlessforest.org/comm
I mean no hostility in this
I second SnowSauria fully, and I have a character that's nearly two years old. She has large antlers, she is considered bigger than most, she has a demon origin, and I will admit, has intentionally had power integrated into her personality and physical design. I don't plan on changing her for anyone. But because of the qualities she has, I may, deep down feel a sense of personal attack and concern when people say that any deer that is large, has large antlers, and has an origin far from normal, is considered an underdeveloped ass-hat.
About the skull mask: This is for anyone who gets butthurt about it being overused.
This is a game. A mask is a fucking mask. Get over your blinded prejudices for god's sakes and not care about what others wear. So what if a lot of players like it?
Now, I've been around here
Really, that circle has gone on for the three years I've been here. But perhaps, with a smaller amount of deer! Many more people have joined, and as it is in real life, in big groups, people clutch together. And in a way, the bigger the group, the lonelier the individual. When the server is down, and we're all nameless, and ofcourse only a small amount wants to play as a nameless. Then there's, 6 people up, and we're all playing together! But if the forest is running, and 80 people are online, we sit together with our friends because those other deer may not like us.
On the skulls. To me it doesn't matter if the character wears a skull, many real deer masked characters are very stereotype too. I like to read bios when I encounter someone, and only THEN I think I can judge if I find it to be a "typical" something, and choose not to interact. They could wear.. A golden butterfly mask too for all I care. But especially to younger members, the skull is very attractive. And younger members do want to get a form of attention, are perhaps in a certain phase of their lives. (Not trying to judge all younger members here, thanks! Many act more adult then I do.) But yes, I do think the skull has that certain attraction.
And well. For characters evading skull deer. If I met someone irl wearing a human skull, I may be a bit hesistant too. (A deer skull on the other hand! Rofl) But you do have to realize that "scary LOOKING characters" will get responded to that way. People with uh.. Let's take the zombie set for example, can't expect every character to be all "Ohyeah you look nice!" At them either. And then be angry about "prejudice"(sp?). Whilst my character can't read their bio like I can, and spontaniously realize they're actually very nice.
I like the skull, personally. A lot of work must've gone into making it for the game, too.
Strong characters.. I've seen that happen in roleplays I've participated in, too. Out of TEF. People will always want to be "the strongest". So if one person makes a stronger charaxter, another will try to "overdo" them. And before you know it, the boundary between strong and not strong gets pushed up higher. And then suddenly everyone is superstrong. BUT, that, and that goes for everything I just wrote, is just what I think! It's best not to get tooo caught up in it, you know! There's always the occassional danceline, or nuzzle/emo-herd. (And sometimes, you have to start things yourself too!) Not everyone is willing to go OOC, not everyone takes things only IC. We have to try to live with eachother to keep this game fun for all! Try to understand the other side, try to help people understand your side.
Hope I didn't offend anyone, btw. You never know..
I wasn't expecting people to
I pretty much failed at trying to word what I wanted to say, especially with the whole skulled thing. I didn't want it to sound like I was directing it at anyone in particular, since I wasn't.
But to those who did comment, thank for for being nice. And Vee; thank you for this. It really made me feel much better <3 It was such a nice surprise, and I had a lot of fun. I'm glad others did too.
And thank you especially Fin. The mention of the spam made me smile actually. And I'm glad to hear that you won't stop wearing the mask just because of what people think of it. I don't think I'll stop wearing the mask since as you said, nothing else suits her. xDD But I don't think the uncomfortable feeling will go for a while.
Snow:
"She is tall, she have a skull, she fights and sometimes she can act 'evil'. But I don't want her to be seen as a stereotype skull = evil deer, and still I can't take her skull away. I have tried, but every other mask feel 'wrong' on her - unless when she use the crying idol mask now and then. And now I almost feel bad being a roleplayer as well."
B'awww. I hope it didn't sound like you were included as one of these.
My point (which was explained with failure 8D;) was saying that I hate it how there might be a deer who's massively tall, massive antlers etc and they take advantage of it by maybe taking an unfair amount of health off in a fight, or they don't act their size.. Again for an example, with fighting they're really huge but I've seen huge deer run a lot and are fast despite their size. I hope that makes sense..
I think Illrose is a fair character. I mean for example, she can't bow fully because her antlers are heavy. You take her size into account, and plus even though she wears a skull, she's not a 'bad ass' deer that's out to slaughter everyone. c'8
"As a quite new player I feel I am 'helping' to change this game into something you old players seem to dislike. I don't know what TEF used to be, but you have no idea how many times I've wished I discovered TEF earlier, back when changes in the game could happen quite often, and the Gods could have abios without the server crashing. Back when the skull was a rare mask.
Of course not. <3
It's not a bad thing at all that new people are joining, not at all. I don't think that.. But seeing old members from then leave, I just miss seeing them online. And things were more care free back then. BLERGH I'M HORRIBLE AT EXPLAINING LOOOL. /idiot
Yus, a danceline would be fuuun. B)
Misako:
I understand what you mean.
"And well. For characters evading skull deer. If I met someone irl wearing a human skull, I may be a bit hesistant too."
^ Especially with that LOL.
I've taken that into account before, but the judgmental thing just seems more OOC than it is IC. ICly, it doesn't bother me at all, but the idea that someone might be avoiding skulled characters because of the whole skull = evil thing is what I feel uncomfortable with.
"Out of TEF. People will always want to be "the strongest"."
Yeeees that's what I mean, just wasn't sure how to word it out, since I'm not good with big explanations like this. I'm not saying that all powerful deer are like this, since I know they're not, but with some characters (and like you, not just with TEF either), are overly powerful to the point where it just seems like the player wants their character to be a lot stronger than everyone else's..I hope that doesn't sound like I'm assuming too.
And nah, you haven't offended me anyways. ('8
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Sorry to anyone who might have taken offence to my post, I wasn't intending that. Plus as I've said a lot, I'm really bad at explaining thing if it's big like that, so it probably sounded worse than I see things.
-slow reply of laziness-
Bah, I'm sorry, I just really
And yeah, I can understand you miss the old players, sorry if I understood you wrong and sounded all offended and such, I didn't mean to. *hugs*
And I agree with Fin, what others mean shouldn't force you to change your deer's design - although I admit I've done it myself - or tried. xD
I like Umay with her skull on. ♥
Haha that picture.
Well, you know what it also is, if people want to "see" people evading others because they wear a skull, then they see that. If I walk past a skulled deer group and choose not to interact with them, that may also be for the reason my deer/I am not comfortable with joining groups. But, then that group just happens to wear skulls, so the members may see it as me OOCly evading a skulled deer group.
I guess, if someone posts "I think the skull is overused!" Then people don't have to read in that "Skull characters are stupid!" Since, ofcourse, not every is! Some make me roll my eyes, but as I said, that happens to other masks as well. I've seen more people say that they're sick of predjud.. pr.. Predicu. (I CAN'T TYPE THAT WOOOOOOORD) As that I've seen people actually being predjudice. (Ok nvm I give up)
Well, not everyone views skulls as evil I can assure you. Some think they're pretty, others find them to be a connection to life. But, it will stay a skull. And there are some universal symbols of "death". Like, a toxic warning.
Oh man. I've seen that too. "My character is powerfull! And fast! And evasive! And he can do a lot of damage, I've never showed you but, he can! Oh and he can breathe fire." (No offense! o_o' XD) But realism means weakness. And some people, indeed, just want a powerfull character. How will you have those, if you have to make them slow! How can they look sexy if they are so powerfull you have to draw them looking like an elephant! So they'll just be sleak. Yeah.
And now, some people just confuse me. I can understand a doe can defend themselves, but I think, it's not wise for a small doe-nubbed doe to be ravaging at big stags. And then expect to win too. Ahaha.. But well, I guess I choose not to interact with those kinds of characters. That sometimes limits me, but it sure saves me dramas and headaches.
Myself though I hope to keep things fair. But I guess everyone can make a mistake, I'd rather have people point it out to me politely as that they dub behind my back about how unfair I am. Sometimes, things can be simple mistakes or misunderstandings. Especially in a game without a chat.
I try to take that into account too when interacting with others.
I know the feeling.. kind of.
Eeek I hate tef. But all the same I love it. I come here everyday and I love the people here, the friendly community but it's just so god damn BORING. And yet I can never drag myself away. It's like a waiting game, always waiting for something to happen... and even though it never does, I cannot resist to just wait a little longer. I think I'll be here for some time, but I believe I'll be less active once Arokai releases. Not because I know it will be more entertaining but also because it's one way to distract my mind constantly wandering to tef. At least on Arokai I'll actually be DOING something.. not just sitting around, waiting..
.. But more ON-topic: Skulls. I don't know what to think any more. I personally love them but using it myself seems to drive others away and I hate (not the skull-characters, the haters hating the skulls) being with Skull Deer in forest and people actually hating/avoiding me for that reason. Ic or Ooc, either way I seem to take most forest-moments personally. I unintentionally play Starling ooc most of the time. I guess I'm not that type of role-playing character type person.
I must have missed the
He's Big, standing at... well 11/12' at the shoulder (He was never a small character to begin with), He's from a different origin all together... hell he's not a demon or anything like that, Nightmare is like his own species at this point, He wears the Skull Mask but that is because the Skull is his actual face, he used to be Evil now he's pretty much a passive entity in the forest unless provoked. The list can go on... and on... and on xD
I despise how people tend to stereotype so many things now, and it's so common anymore. I wanna see Umay's bio all pretty and gorgeous again, I hate seeing it bare like this. Ignore what those people say or do, ignore the butthurt fucktards and just keep Umay how she is and have her bio up and looking gorgeous instead of blank. I haven't given up on Nightmare, and he'll be 3 years old this year... you shouldn't give up on Umay either hun.
If you ever need anyone to talk to, I know you have my MSN. So feel free to pop me an IM if you catch me online hun.
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
Pinkpaws, your character is
I feel a little odd everytime I see her bio missing. Are you truly unhappy with her?
Think about it:
-Her bio has hit the 1,000 comments mark
-She has been through SO much
-You've had her for quite a long time
-So many people made art for her! Lovely art.
I just kinda figured that I should've post because... uh.... -blushes- uh...... -faints-
Misako: I felt I needed to
I felt I needed to add something there so it's not completely empty. LOL
I can't spell it either. Predujiced? Prejucidrwafgmaskhcvasifas IDK LOOLLL.
I see your points here too, but I'm more thinking of how people openly complain about evil skulled deer, saying they're over used and such. It's mostly that really that makes me feel uncomfortable (I need to stop using that word. B|).
Sorry for my lazy reply and that I didn't comment on everything you said, I did read it all though. <3
I've only just woken up not long ago.
Starling:
I love Starling, except I haven't interacted with her much before..I'd love to though, she's an interesting character. /random
Same! And I felt exactly like that when I killed of Laur, I still feel like crud when I think back to the day. It makes me feel awkward when I play her, since I still miss her. I feel I went too far aswell.
That is exactly how I feel. I'm not joking.
I don't hate TEF, since I do have some fun moments but I hate how addicted I am to it, even though I don't usually do much on it.
I only stay on TEF because like you, I'm always waiting for something to happen. I don't want to miss anything if I decide to go offline, I don't even know why I care if I miss something interesting. So yeah, I'm always sat in TEF waiting. Yeah, when Arokai comes out I plan to go there too, I'll still be active on TEF most likely, suppose it depends if I like it or not LOL.
Graveyard: Oh nah it was nothing big or anything.
Actually, the only reason why I get rid of her bio all the time is because I'm really fussy when it comes to CSS, I get sick of looking at her layout after a while and her newest layout was really bugging me, I hated how it looked and it annoyed me knowing that it looked different on other screens, so I got rid of it..again. LOOL.
I suck at CSS.
Sav:
<3
I'm not unhappy with her at all really..Well I suppose off topicly I could say I am because I don't like her design XD but that's nothing to do with what I complained about, minus the whole her wearing a skull thing.
/shrug
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I'm a noob when it comes to
Why not try something like one of Unplugged's newest designs Like my Directory And see if that works for you? It took me a bit to get the layout the way I wanted it but hell does it look freaking sexy >3>;;;; The screen, it desires to devour your soul!
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
I thought about it, but I
I have no idea what I'm really looking for, not sure what suits her to be honest..But definately something more simple.
What works for me, when I'm
..That's a genius idea ;u;
I have my moments.
If you ever need help though, feel free to give me a poke. I like doing CSS, for some reason. XD
LOLL XDD Thank you for the
Thank you for the offer. 8D
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