05/07/26
When everyone is so big and scary with teeth but they're actually trying to help you and you just don't get it......

Has been aided (unknowingly) by Set, Dorian, Arlen and Himmel. And thanks to them, he is not starving. Initially, any attempts to get near him were met with the 'possum' tactic, of silent screaming and playing dead. He seems to have no instinct to run. Whether this is simply a fawn instinct or something different remains to be seen. But the possum tactic would lessen with those growing familiar to him, and instead he stares with an intensity that might unsettle any self conscious minds.

Has an erratic hunger when presented with milk. This was amplified when Arlen tried blood, but this ended by quickly retching it all back up. Still, seems oddly intent on trying to consume the blood again. Fruit is horrible. Too sweet? Tangy? Sugary? Not sure, but he refuses to go near it.

Sleep is near catatonic, to the sudden concern of Arlen after he risked taking the fawn to his place for the night. The fawn will not wake easily, or at all? Unless its under his own will. And then the hunger quickly follows after waking. Seems to have a loose cycle with this.

Won't freak out if picked up by those he 'knows' now. Himmel and Arlen get a pass at least. Could smell faint blood in the air at one point but was quickly plopped between some tree roots, so couldn't witness anything.

Seems really fascinated by others talking. The sound of the words, though its unclear if the fawn can understand anything. He gets fixated on anyone that's talking. More staring.

Is now in the care of Himmel. Not terribly concerned by the changes in scenery. In fact, seems to adapt a little too easily. Perhaps not even acknowledging his surroundings much. But watching Himmel do things (chores) around the hut is fascinating to watch. And human form? What's that? Two legs? Staaaaaaaaare.


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03/07/26
Falling. Falling. Burning. Hot. Pain. Fear.

A bad dream

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...Everything in this forest so big... with teeth