{Catch My Breath In My Throat}

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Hold My Breath




09-15-2020

Body{ 80%, tired }Mind{ 75%, fractured but calm }Note{ getting less and less interested in the rut, hormones calming. Still will join anyone who wants her around }

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"Maybe just one more night."

Recently:

After a few days with Mordius, returned to the Forest and hung out with a few faces. Can't really remember who, things are blurry due to some questionable things he fed her. Kind of sitting in a daze when she is around.


I Exchange Thoughts With The Clouds

Given ☉ Kee Edelheart
Spoken ☉ Kee, Keeb, Girl, Small Doge, Sis
Titled ☉ Necromancer, Sorceress, Timeless
Species ☉ Mutated Hybrid
Orientation ☉ Abrosexual, Demiromantic (beginning to shift towards Aromantic)
Dedication ☉ Lacking
StatureSmall
Appearance ☉ Soon
Vocals ☉ Primarily canine noises, has a stutter caused by a brain injury early in life and exacerbated by her anxiety and levels of panic. Voice is similar to Lenore

Anxious ♦ Tentative ♦ Insecure ♦ Self-Depricating ♦ Soft ♦ Kind ♦ Caring ♦ Accepting ♦ Eager ♦ Gentle ♦ Polite


Come Now, All You Have To Do Is Be Reborn

At her core, Kee is a necromancer, a powerful necromancer. She is strict to the rules of equivalent exchange for the worlds she inhabits, and only raises what she needs at the moment. She was once abducted to use in an attempt to raise an undead army, but her underlying abilities to move through time and space on occasion for once did her a favor.

Kee is the daughter of Lothaire and Kali, one of a litter of four, she went missing shortly before her mother's long sleep and fathers demise. Left without a clue or parents, her siblings didn't know where to begin looking for her. She was torn through dimensions at terrifying speed through years as her magic raged untamed in a premature body that didn't know what was going on. As she got older, spending a few months or weeks in one world before being torn to the next, she managed to slowly gain some semblance of control over her powers. She began trying to trek back to her siblings, at least, and was eventually vomited out at their feet in a broken, jumbled mess in an event that served to cause enough damage to her brain to produce the intermittent seizures and almost constant vocal stutter she has today.

The necromancy has always been present, just not practiced. Since she was little she could return some of the life force to small things like beetles, butterflies and the like. But as she delved into the art of it, she learned to give, you must take, and in her own desire not to hurt another living creature, she took from herself. Has left her life exponentially shorter, but has a great many 'lives' to go through in order to continue her work. Mostly revives harmless things like birds, plants, insects, spiders and small quadrupeds. However, will fight with risen minions much darker and stronger than those found on mortal earth. She is also a studying apothecary in her desire to help people.

The early part of her life caused her unseemly amounts of crippling anxiety. Existential and social and everything else. Constantly an absolute nervous wreck unable to function once she was reunited with her siblings, Kee would break down at almost everything. High levels of stress caused once by not knowing when she would be thrown into the next world and what she would face, was now caused by impending, painful and terrifying blackout seizures. Jin came to her rescue then, with a nose ring she wears almost constantly that contains a mix of calming herbs.

Seeks physical validation and comfort because she truly believes that is all the worth others find in her. Is relatively, selectively mute but is becoming more comfortable with her speech impediment.
Thorns Coiled Around The Sun

Blood
Kali - Mother, adored, life giver.
Father - Unknown, unmet, but loved
Jin - Brother, adored, life saver. Takes solace in him frequently, one of the few people that doesn't make her so nervous she wants to jump out of her skin. Somewhat of a test subject for; lets him dress her however he likes.

Heart
it's broken idk what to tell you

Positive
Raido - Painful, but adores him. Reminds her of someone she used to know. Probably one of her best friends. Comfortable with, calm with. Sees him as an anchor.
Mordius - Current fling. Doesn't necessarily adore him but will seek him out and gets along with him relatively well despite the extracurricular abuse they use each other for. Gratitude and yearning.
Dedalus - Intrigue, curiosity, warmth. Was given a gift by after trying to sneakily surprise him with a flower and willow branch crown. New friend.


Heartbreak
Mathias - Broke her into pieces. A relationship that never came to fruition. Loved deeply and dearly for the first time in her life outside of her family. Her longest standing friend. Her reason for seeking Mordius and his torment.
Hraustr - Her first and oldest friend. Shattered in succession to her heartbreak over Matthias when she found Hraustr and his partner gone. Lost all connection and desire to return to the destroyed remnants of her life in Riki. Mourns him every day.
Karu - Half sister, gone, hurt.
Strega - Half sister, gone, hurt.

Neutral
Nier
Nadezdha
Hrafn
Kira
Yvainne
Andreii



Negative
She's too kind to hate anyone i stg

So Even If I Engraved The Meaning That I Lived In My Hand, It Will Only Be Known As Flowers Of Vanity

Visited
Riki
Ahmorne
The Endless Forest
Talas
Tyria
Skyrim
Fyrst

Home
None, wandering. Gave up her home to Matthias.

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