Have tried to settle into some sort of routine to keep himself comfortable after the whole ordeal with Jethro, tried come to terms with the fact that he might've lost his best friend. Pretty sure the other hated him.
Avoided the forest at times and kept himself busy in Kyu sekai with clients and other business to keep himself going, though not without feeling like something was missing. Beyond grateful for Jae's company when the two find each other in the forest and thanks to the Godless antics have managed to keep his spirits up and enjoy the woods. Feeling better as of late, as best as he could.
Anxious when catching Jethro staring at him the other day but didn't move in fear that it would just set the other one off running again, knew well that he couldn't take seeing it happen again. Surprised when approached and barely dared giving a nuzzle back, eventually settled under a nearby willow to awkwardly catch up.
Neither of them doing very good at hiding their weariness, despite their reassurances, though admitted to having missed him. Followed Jethro to the playground when they sought proper shelter from the rain and after a moment of silence voiced his concerns that he'd thought Jet hated him, that he hadn't dared seeking him out because of it.
Explained why when questioned and dumbfounded when hearing the reason to the avoidance from the other. Excuse me what?
Blinked in confusion and nearly couldn't find the words to reply, allowed Jethro to elaborate and admit he had gotten jealous. wHAT?? Thought his heart was about to jump out of his chest but managed to pipe up that there wasnn't any reason to be jealous.
It had always been him.
Settled into a comfortable, though awkward, embrace soon after, apologizing as they conversed further.
On a high yet still in disbelief, hadn't expected these turn of events and while glad Jethro doesn't hate him, help how does relationship and love work??
31/7 2020
SOME DAYS AGO, spent time with Jae and lowkey started sweating when Jethro passed by and gave them a stare in the middle of flirting. Tried seeking his friend out but was avoided at first and once he did manage to catch up, things got awkward when he tried to explain just what had happened, didn't chase after when Jet gave him a boop and left soon after.
Mostly just awkward bc he hasn't really been openly flirting in forest before and ofc his best friend had to walk in on him!! Lowkey ashamed but also not SIGH
Spent the other day playing and flirting with Jae once again before a commotion and a familiar scent had him sidetracked, slipped from the Godless company to approach Jethro once things had calmed down but when his friend moved away from him took it as a hint that he wasn't welcome. Backed off and watched the other for a moment before moving off, ended up inside the Old oak where he curled up, awoke briefly when Jae joined him but ultimately fell back asleep soon after.
Today slipped from the oak and sought refuge in the birch for a couple of hours, didn't miss Jethro's scent lingering nearby the oak as he left but couldn't find it in him to approach after the past two times of the other moving away from him. Questioning himself a bit over the whole ordeal but trying not to dwell too much on it, can't say it doesn't bother him though. Later in the day sought comfort in Jae's company when catching his scent, curled up beside the Godless and remained there for a good couple of hours before moving to stretch his legs and drink by the pond, didn't miss the large male lurking on him at a distance and engaged in the usual rough play when he joined him again.
Ended up in the birch where all the teasing and flirting eventually lead to intimacies that he secretly had been craving, curled up with the Godless after before slipping into a heavy sleep.
31/7 2020
Blissfully unaware of Jethro's death and recent resurrection, just believes he went on a small break and is acting just like usual around his friend.
Is otherwise working when outside the forest or relaxing when visiting, yesterday did catch a stranger (Jae) slipping close and eyeing him so stood to get a closer and more proper look of the large male before the other left again.
Moved about for a bit in the late hours when Jae found him again, curious yet cautious of his approach if only for the other's size. Though definitely couldn't say no to the attention he was given as they engaged in a session of play, flirting and nipping back and forth for a while. Tried to test the Godless with actions to see just what his intentions might've been and what his reactions would be. Eventually decided to be a little shit and bid the other farewell for the night with a playful kiss in his general direction.
Met him again today to play for a bit but was BLUE BALLED right back as the other had to leave, departing with a nip over his rump.
How dare!!
Pouted for a while after flopping down in a nearby flower patch.
14/7 2019
Still a bit tipsy from the amount of alcohol he's consumed grew bold when noticing a stranger (Hróðvitnir) on the hill near him, who looked like a nice pillow, casually moved closer and sat down close against his side. Didn't take long for the wolf to start chasing him through the forest and nip at him, sprinted and bounced around to keep out of reach and when coming to a halt in the comfort of his birth den listened as the stranger spoke.
Pouted when being called a coward but didn't miss the laugh in the wolf's voice, countered that it was kinda difficult not to cuddle up against him when he looked so fluffy. Feigned an expression of being offended when told to come back when he'd grown some tits but grinned and simply told him he didn't mind if he pretended he was a woman and simply said he'd surely change the other's mind when when other left with the words that there weren't enough mead for it to be possible. Pouted behind the wolf's back but soon left to the pond to cool himself down a bit.
Spent some time in the pond before wandering, ended up by the Plaats while chewing on his lip in restlessness. Worried about the hunger he's still feeling but has no will not energy to hunt so soon again.
13/7 2019
Spent yesterday napping or wandering about in the forest, staring at nothing because of a wave of hunger making him sluggish in many ways. Spent some time in the stream to bathe and drink in an attempt to wash his gross drool away from his face, with little success, which frustrated him even more.
Eventually gave up and left for home where he made it into the town near by in search of something, or someone, to still his hunger. Ended up being offered a few drinks by a stranger and charmed him back to his chambers, kept offering drinks to keep the man drunk out of his mind and seduced him into undressing. Being rather drunk himself made for a rather clumsy attack but managed to fill his stomach enough to calm his hunger, curled up on the bed next to the remains to sleep through the rest of the night, partially because of a flash of loneliness that hit him after the realization sunk in. Fed on the remains as morning came and cleaned up the room, leaving no traces of what had transpired the night prior.
Bathed and cleaned himself up before returning to the forest to doze in the sun, head still heavy from the alcohol.
8/12 2018
Insert internal screaming here.
Squished his face against Jethro's the other day when noting he seemed off, asked if he was okay with got the other talking about the situation regarding his family. Couldn't really relate or give any advice but felt sorry for how upset it seemed to make his friend, offered to help in any way should it be needed.
Ended up being invited to Jethro's apartment for some chill but hit with an extreme culture shock as EVERYTHING was different and new and not at all what he had expected.
Welcome to the modern world!!
Confused but curious and followed Jet around while eyeing things, asked how the lights worked and almost jumped out of his skin when introduced to the television. Asked several questions about things and their functions but also answered some questions himself, mentioned bringing Jethro to his home world sometime and let him experience the differences himself.
In short, exhausted by all the new impressions but enjoyed it all the same, eager to hopefully learn more about the differences this world holds against his home. Pretty fascinated by the movies they ended up watching, being someone who loves to read he got into it very quickly.
18/6 2018
Have been spending a lot of time out of forest in his mother's home world where he have learned just what sort of lifestyle they've been made for. Had a hard time getting used to the idea at first, but with time has grown comfortable and now even liking the hunt he goes through when it's needed.
Learning well from his mother and growing his own taste in prey, finding his own tricks to lure them close only to consume his victim with a never ending appetite. Keeping it all under tight wraps however to keep suspicions off of his back, while not exactly ashamed of his kind, shameful all the same for the different lifestyle he leads compared to most others. Aside from his near cannibalistic lifestyle, taking his time to learn about history of the lands and his heritage, enjoys hearing stories and reading old books that he can manage to get his hands on to find out more.
Been more frequent in forest as of late and trying to awkwardly find his place again, glad for Jethro's company when it's given and takes comfort in the fact that his childhood friend doesn't seem to hold his absence against him.
20/9 2017
Made it towards the stream upon waking up and was totally oblivious to the strange creature stalking around, didn't pay much mind to it and slipped down the bank to get a drink. Charged at when he made it back up and stumbled to get out of the way when a stranger (Woorak) went after it, confused and rattled by the ordeal and as the two disappeared into the distance made it towards the pond to dip his head in the water.
Froze when the creature showed up again and this time made a run for it when he was charged at, tried taking shelter behind a willow tree but when the larger creature came barreling towards him had little to put up against him so made a quick escape towards the birch forest with the creature and Woorak after him. Nearly fell on his face in the blue bowl and quickly scrambled to shove himself into a den in one of the larger trees, pressing against the tree while keeping an ear out should the creature find him.
Dared peeking his head out when things seemed quiet and when noticing Woorak approach, checked on him and thanked him for the help but ultimately stood back when he left again as it seemed the creature was after someone else.
Eventually made it to the playground and stood near Jethro for a while until the other left, slunk back to the den after that and curled up by the tree, though unable to relax much.
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