*Early 30s. BD 02/10/2850

*Sweet and perfumed with a bit of lingering iron/blood.

Updates

Physicalow <3

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MentalLmao idk

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EmotionalLmao idk

4/20/2021

i just wanted a piece of that argy rump roast

Past updates

6/24/2020

Been focused on healing for the past couple of days. Met a few new faces, though they're mostly blurred together in feverbrain. Showered with Oltha one day, doesn't remember much of the conversation but understands she was hurting over something. Had a fever picnic with Rag and another doe named Prism, whom she recognized as the bully from Niklaus' body... stop hogging my food gdi.
Her fever subsided today and she sought out Rag as usual, and found the hyena with Prism again as well as a wounded child - very put off by Aamali's (very shy) presence, more concerned that a raging parent would come crashing through the group to retrieve them and was puzzled to learn that she was abandoned that way. I don't fuck with no kids but I'll tolerate this one.
Eventually coerced Ragnara away from Prism and the nervouschild with banter and playfighting, though not as rough as she would have liked - still having some pains and aches from her wounds; Rag suggested cuddling instead. Gross. How dare you suggest I cuddle at all. I am one step out of my comfort zone And Thats Enough. Nipped at Rag in response maybe a bit too harshly and retreated back to the crying idol to have another clean-my-wounds shower, and convinced forced Rag to take one with her. Somethign something fell asleep.
Returned to the human world with Ragnara for the first time. :smirk:

Personality

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Provocative, challenging, violent, shitstirrer, extrovert. Fun-lover, but her definition of "fun" is very different. Rarely soft, all hard edges. Promiscuous, flirty. Chaotic. Vulgar. Sleazy.
- Extremely sensitive to touching and personal space. Thrown into an aggressive rage if strangers get too friendly too quickly. Quick to make new friends, but it'll take months for her to trust them.
- Conflicting interests. Desires to become softer and kinder, but feels afraid to act on these desires. rat bastard absolutely horrid little beast
- Dangerously grey morality. Chaotic neutral alignment.
- Follows her own moral "code," though its fleeting at best and horrific at worst. Vindictive and petty, to the point of murder. Cheats, lies and even steals to get what she wants (which is usually just attention, positive or otherwise.) Not above killing others for sport, but refuses to harm children and the sick and/or already dying. Does not enjoy fighting an opponent that is already wounded or visibly smaller and weaker than her - desires, above all, fair fights, even if they're sudden and unplanned.
- Outright nasty and mean to those she deems worthy of it, though generally passive and somewhat amicable to strangers and "friends."
- Opportunistic cannibal, omnivorous. Tries to stick to eating actual meals outside of the forest instead of wild berries or fish you'd find, buuut does indulge a little corpse eating from time to time.

Appearance

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- Scarred, muscular and toned. Skilled fighter. Horse-like creature with cervine, canine characteristics. Bone-marked. Thick skin. Covered in scars from past fights. Horns are intentionally sharpened to be razor-sharp, yet are often over-sharpened and brittle; they grow back quickly.
- Tail has been replaced and fitted with a cybernetic one, spined and deadly as a bludgeoning weapon. Tail is bouncy and may "stretch" and behave like a whip if enough force is applied. The tip of it has been outfitted with a taser that can deliver a very strong electric shock to the victim, and if they're very unlucky, the spines surrounding the taser will lodge in their skin and act like velcro.
- Effects of being tased range from localised pain to temporarily disruptions of the muscular system and even seizures, loss of consciousness and cardiac arrest. Use of her taser is denoted by default antlers in fights!
- Limited muscle movement/expression on right side of face, intense skeletal muscle damage and scarring. Intensely guarded in terms of appearance, anything relating to her facial scars. Facial and neck scars were recieved from her first "death."
- Cybernetic right eye. Eye color fluctuates based on hormone levels. Entire body is run through with small wires that send electrical impulses to her nervous system. Frankenstein being struck by lightning 24/7 to keep her alive. Intense electrical interfence (i.e. being delivered a strong electric shock) can severely damage her nervous system and may damage some of it beyond repair. she is held together by ducttape and thread
- Half of her skull is metal underneath the scarring, continues only to the upper molars and bridge of her nose. Atleast half of her brain is a small computer - it's been constructed to simulate her frontal lobe, initiate the correct electrical impulses to her cybernetic nervous system and to [somewhat] imitate her original personality, and can be opened via removable panels. The coding is shot to hell, full of errors and conflicting overrides.

- Has physically died once, brought back to "life" by advanced cybernetics. Fully considered dead, if not undead, by most standards and magics. Forest magic will generally not work on her and any healing or light magic will harm her.

History

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Unknowingly being hunted down and tracked by a paramilitary organization from a highly technologically advanced society, on a planet where she made attempts to overthrow said organization. Organization held semi-annual brutal competitions similar to the Hunger Games where random citizens of lower classes would be picked and chosen to fight, regardless of their personal life or health, for the corrupt entertainment of the upper class. Made attempts ~10 years ago to remove their role in governmence of the planet, failed and died. Was revived by a scientist who intended to use her for experimentation; killed them in cold blood and fled to Pandora circa 2875, where she now works under the Children of the Vault.
Making plans to, eventually, return to her homeworld and form a resistance.

The Endless Forest is a "pocket dimension" in Virtual Reality to her. Entering the forest is nothing more than a hobby, and she treats it like a game.

Relationships

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+ Rag
= Prism, Oltha, Aamali, Starkiller, Kissare
- Umay, Plague, Vashti

definitely more i just cant remember anything worth shit smh.....