29.03.18 .:
Note: Wearing a mini spell. An older fawn.
Everything needs an update weeeeeeee. New art and css incoming.
Harboring an independence as he's weaned off of milk and set to foraging for most of the day. Isolates himself and doesn't seem interested in the world at large. Maybe better updates someday.
Whistling trees sing me to sleep
[March 25th 2018]
The child was born first of three. He spent the first few minutes of his life making sense of the blurry world filled with too much noise. Then the next part was spent trying to make sense of what his mother was insisting he do. Eventually stood after several attempts, his shaking and weak muscles eventually worked enough for him to hobble around and find his mother’s milk. Has a noticeable lameness in his left hind leg, but other than making it difficult for him to rise to his hooves doesn’t appear to hinder him. May just be a result of the birthing and being crushed in the womb by two other siblings, may stay for life. After nursing mostly dozed, imprinting the scents and blurry shapes of his parents and gumming their fur. That was the calm before the storm. Before he could understand it another blurry shape joined him, and then eventually a third. Recognized them dimly as the same kin from within the womb, only in the sense that he accepted their presence. But his mother…she was a source of stress and confusion. First she was making distressed cries which alarmed and confused Varten to his core, then she was bleeding and going still. Instinct told him it was wrong, somehow, but couldn’t understand when she was fine before. Meeped at her still body, investigating her fur with his snout like his sister did, only to find the warmth leaving her. Tried to nurse for good measure, but still nothing. Confused and alarmed by the lack of warmth and nurturing, went back to his father to nestle in with his siblings for the night.
Take me home...
Called « Varten
VAR-ten
Sex « ♂
Age « 03.25.18
young newborn
Scent « masked for now.
Size « mini sized
Set « mini- noh antlers- real deer mask- red pelt.
Make Up « Red
x Elk
Voice Colors «
A25353 light«
E6AEAE dark«
C596A9 thoughts
Ref « See bio art.
Art «
© Vanilliana
Currently too young to understand dynamics or ties. Learning. Adjusting.
†Maria « Mother. Only vaguely recalls the blood of her death. No bond to. Does not mourn.
Shardous « Father. Food associations. Comfort associations. Clingy to during his first months of life. Growing more independent of. Obedient towards for the most part.
Augustine « Brother. Bonded to, to some degree. Acknowledges. Sometimes playmate.
Ayalet « Sister. Bonded to, to some degree. Acknowledges. Sometimes playmate.
† Sevigne « Sister. Deceased. Unknown.
Kajetan « Older Brother. Unknown.
• Lacks social skills. Will err on the side of not saying anything, so it's not as noticeable. An uneven mix of instinct and human thinking.
• Nihilistic outlook.
• Selectively mute. Will downright ignore you when he's engrossed in something, too. Narrow focus.
• Seems utterly enthralled with butterflies and dragonflies and the smaller songbirds. Easily amused.
• Creative, to some degree. Has taken up an imaginary friend to fill loneliness.
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Childhood Lessons & Events
Event -- An early lesson of death. Doesn't understand at such a young age.
The saintly doe would be struck with a sharp pain after the second fawn is delivered, causing her to crumple onto the ground of the shadow glade. Blood soon comes seeping from her body along with the beginnings of a third fawn, hooves first-- healthily positioned. The doe's eyes shut tight and she'd let out a harsh cry in agony, barely able to put any effort into birthing her final child.
Moments pass, minutes, hours. More and more blood-- life, oozing from the doe. In a final attempt to free her child the doe pushes out the fawn-- but not without tremendous strain. Her eyes wide, scared and staring upwards to the sky, filled with a sudden calmness. The fawn behind her unbreathing, eyes closed. Her breath calms, steadies, and then quietly stops and she lays motionless. Her son behind her picking up the breath where she leaves off, eyes opening as her's shut.
She's gone from them. He's alive.
~ Mauvable
Quotes
“I am walking forever on the path from the border to base camp. It is taking a long time, and I know it will take even longer to get back. There is no one with me. I am all by myself. The trees are not trees the birds are not birds and I am not me but just something that has been walking for a very long time…”
? Jeff VanderMeer, Annihilation
Notes to self-
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Disclaimer. This character is just a character. His actions and values do not represent mine. This bio will probably mature as he does. Be warned. He belongs, to his entirety, to me. Aspects of this bio and art belong to ©Honeybean. Many quotes on the bio are those of songs and belong to their respectful artists and are used as representations of a figment, only. No copyright infringement meant.
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UDDER BRUBBER!
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