a little U N S T E A D Y

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flee or hunt
disclaimer This biography will and can contain physical/medical and mental disabilities, violence, gore, suggestive materials (highly unlikely), depression, thoughts of suicide/self harm, and dark themes. As well as possible descriptive nightmare fuel.

I have done my research on such things and know what I am dealing with. If anything offends you in the biography, then I advise you to avoid this biography and character altogether.

Mika is his own character, everything he does is his own action. His own words, beliefs are his own opinions and do not reflect the player what-so-ever. Please do not take his actions seriously, this is just a pixel deer game.

Mika hails from the Team Fortress 2 universe as well as a little in the Transformers and Fallout universes. His main universe is TF2 and has been a character of said universe for nearly fifteen years. He's my oldest, well fleshed out character.

Thank you and have a wonderful day in the forest. ♥











{ of endless wars }



  • UPDATES

    {5*6}
    Back from an unknown absence and not doing too well. Very quiet when he speaks and avoids eye contact. Doesn't feel like talking much, not himself in a way.


  • ABOUT


    NAME Mika Kurkowski
    GEND Male
    AGES Adult (mid 30s)
    SPEC Human-faced Deer, part Ghoul, #7
    IDEN "fourIV4"
    SEXO Homosexual (still a virgin, winks)

    NICK Wrinkles (LMAO TY Lovelace), Dryad (Bene)

    FRST No mask, Kirin Pelt / Swan Antlers
    HAUNT Anywhere.

    Speaks in #99C68E.


    Company, fish, flowers.
    Mikhal, violence, pain, sleeping, dogs.

    FIGHTER'S CHART tbd
    Attack ; llllllllll // llllllllll ; Defence
    Speed ; llllllllll // llllllllll ; Stamina
    Will ; llllllllll // llllllllll ; Intelligence
    Pain Tolerance ; llllllllll

    Mental ; llllllllll // llllllllll ; Physical


    POSS
    - Deceased Brother's Helmet, A BLU team scarf w/ tassels (both taken from home).

  • FIGURE & BEHAVIOUR

    {FIGURE}
    Mika is stocky and a little overweight, short as well at around five feet or less in human form. In the forest, he's still stocky and shorter than most males. He's self conscious of his appearance and usually looks away to hide the massive tumor that grows on his right cheek. He has scars that are now hidden by the pale and green skin after suffering exposure to radiation. He has veins of skin that stretches from under his left eye to his upper lip at the left corner. Although he is disfigured, he doesn't appear to be in pain. The tumor is cancerous, but the growth has stopped due to the radiation exposure. In terms of fighting, he's skillful with quick wit and thinking, despite his stocky build, he can move pretty quickly.

    Although he is "radioactive", it does not affect anyone around him. It is simply non-existent except for the physical attributes it puts on Mika's features. Upon arrival to the forest, he has no recollection of how he got here and doesn't seem in the least bit startled that he was given a body that was not his own. Although he is part ghoul, his entire body is slowly losing its fur to show wrinkly and slightly glowing skin beneath. Has a skull he found off of a carcass when he arrived, doesn't know why he has it. Usually has it stashed somewhere and is seldom rarely seen with it.


    {BEHAVIOUR}
    Mika is known to be shy and stutter a lot, getting himself embarrassed rather quickly. He is easy to get infatuated, embarrassed or flustered. This has led to many issues in maintaining friendships in the past, but he's learned to give it time before he can assume such feelings are directed towards him. When he makes a friend, he makes them for life, and breaking a bond with him is like tearing out a part of his very being, it's hard for him to deal with and he most likely won't get over it for a long period of time. He will try to mend the severed tie by trying to make friends with them again. Eventually he will let it go.

    Has a fear of being rejected and being abandoned, thoughts implemented into his mind by Mikhal himself. He craves touch and attention as much as he needs food and water. He can live without for a short amount of time, but he will go seeking out groups to just sit down, even if he's a yard or two away. Any company around others is the best company. He's lived with the same people for nearly ten years in RED and BLU, considering them his family. And he needs such an environment to survive. Here it will become difficult because it's essentially "everyone for themselves".
  • LIFE & QUIRKS

    {LIFE}
    Mika grew up a healthy little baby boy alongside his older brother. Everything was perfect and life was great until the time for reciters to recruit willing and able bodied soldiers into the war. Mika was a soldier in World War II alongside with his brother, who he witness get killed by a sniper bullet to the head. He kept his brother's bullet hole helmet as a memento of his brother along with his dog tags. The event left him traumatized and the itch and feeling of war never left him. He eventually signed up with RED (Reliable Excavation Demolition) as a Soldier and joined a team with others (sniper, scout, spy, medic, heavy, pyro and engineer). His team was fighting against another team called BLU (Builders League United). The war between the two lasted ages. He made and lost friends from both sides, fell in and out of love with different people, and eventually he began to drift away from everyone.

    He suffers from PTSD which is often onset by his "shadow" who is called "Mikhal", who he believes to be his deceased brother who is terrorizing him for being unable to save him. Mika is known to have fits every now and then as Mikhal will burrow negative thoughts into his mind. He is also known to be very depressed and suicidal. Mika eventually left RED to try and live his life elsewhere, along with a good friend named William, who later died of a suicide when his partner left him for another man he was cheating on. Mika was unsure how to focus on moving on, and had adopted a German Shepard to help him through the day of painful memories and thoughts.

    Eventually he couldn't take the loneliness and returned, signing up with BLU to continue this endless war. Underneath one of the maps he was stationed at was on old vault he spent most of his time at, soon opening it to get blasted with a strong force of radiation. Knocked out for a few days, he refused to leave the vault undiscovered and eventually explored what he could with the side effects. Later he was soon labeled as a ghoul due to his condition slowly worsening with the prolonged exposure he was putting himself through by going into the radioactive vault. So far, his condition is not serious since he is able to have hair on his head. Eventually he will become blind and rarely be able to possess any hair on his body, for example, this or this.

    Mikhal has traveled through the forest with him and cannot be seen by anyone but himself. Mikhal is dark entity that possesses the dark recesses of Mika's mind, drawing out memories and giving him night terrors and nightmares about being gutted and torn apart, even shot in the head just like his brother was. He's seen wearing the bullet hole helmet that his brother wore and a wispy body with bloody hands, face and head.
  • Relationships

    {RELATIONS}

    Bond; ~

    Friend; ~

    Met; Tig, Dorian, Clairvoyant, Lovelace

    Seen; Nyami, Bene

    Unsure: Malevolent (doggo)

    HECKIE NO: ~

  • EXTRA

    {ART}

    Myself: {human face ref}



{ and sealed vaults }











comments

bb

bb <3
hadoukin's picture

track ;v;

track ;v;
tigerart27's picture

yesgood

yesgood

hoooyyyy *wave

hoooyyyy *wave
sylphofheart's picture

Track! and will send

Track! and will send Clairvoyant his way sometime!
-by Sokoora by Kamaya

I love his concept aaaaa

I love his concept aaaaa
fourIV4's picture

aaa ty all &hearts;

aaa ty all ♥

&hearts;

Sleepything's picture

&hearts;!

♥!

adorable art by Tuoho! ♥
fourIV4's picture

asdfs &hearts;

asdfs ♥

HI WHERE CAN I CONTACT YOU I

HI WHERE CAN I CONTACT YOU I MUST SPEAKS

Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!

fourIV4's picture

SKLDJFS wELL provide me with

SKLDJFS wELL provide me with your skype and I'll add u?? I don't like handing out my skype publicly because anxiety BUT yeS Hi

I FOUND IT NVM

(i also screamed BB NO COME BACK tbh)

HAHAH just in case anyways, I

HAHAH just in case anyways, I think searching up slinkycat132 will get you somewhere

(OMG I WAS SCREAMING n OoOOOo BENE)

Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!

fourIV4's picture

#FeelsBadMan Also I think I

#FeelsBadMan

Also I think I got you.
add me back senpai

i... i cannot see the

i... i cannot see the request
Q _ Q
if all else fails my email is chubby.pidgeon(at)gmail.com

Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!

fourIV4's picture

Mavis Wong? Is that you?

Mavis Wong? Is that you? skype pls work properly omg

AlSO I think I've added u before and deleted u maybe, sehr..ruhig is me if u find me on ur list.

yis idk why I can't see it

yis
idk why I can't see it brb trying to reboot the skype

Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!