Returned to the forest to find it...raining. Grumbled at it, but was too lazy to find cover, plopped down in front of the stream.

Resting in game. Made note of a fawn (owl pelt beluga antlers owl mask) who joined him. Eyed the fawn in suspicion and fear at first...cause... did he have to watch it??? But then calmed down.

Returned to the forest after a fruitless day and night. Mildly irritated at his inability to find things. But brought biscotti. Split it with Val, and munched in silence for a while.
Met Val. Chilled and chatted with him by the stream. Enjoyed his company, was gifted with a flower crown of poppies that he sports everywhere now. Bear with me; need to redo this css.

Woke up in the same flower patch. Wandered at random. Found an antlered doe (Naoki) so sniffed and bowed, and when that offered no acknowledgment, crept his way closer to settle near-ish to her. Ended up striking up a conversation with her, and utterly thrilled that he did as he found another conversationalist.
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~Woke up to the snow no longer falling. Hunkered down in a flower patch to stare blankly at the butterflies.
~Still snowing, so sort of wandered around in it and begrudgingly accepted it was kind of sort of pretty. Ok, snow?! Happy now?!
Met a gray and white doe by the name of Nemesis, and tried to engage her in conversation- even if it was idle chatter. Focused on safe things, weather and the like, but seemed to hit a vein toward the ends of their conversation when she was rescued by another friend (Anker). Shook it off and happily greeted him too, and cheerfully offered a goodbye when the pair left a few minutes later. Fought off his demons by thinking to himself he might have made new friends, making note of them to seek them out the next time he wandered through. Returned to the human world to nurse his chronic loneliness.


Returned to the Forest to find it snowing and... foggy. Alright. Wandered aimlessly until he found a doe sitting by herself (Shaila) and decided to join her.

Broke away from a recovering Notus to come into the forest. Found a spot to flop himself into ferns and stare blankly at the empty space around him. Tired of holding up a façade of pretending, knowing Not was seeing through him and subsequently upsetting him in that way too.


Succeeded in going from happy and content to making himself miserable in the matter of weeks. Listless, quiet and blank.

Lately hasn't been doing too much. Hanging with friends and going back and forth between the forest and the human world.

Woke up in the forest after spending sometime away doing other things. Woke up cuddled next to a sleeper (Z'ev) so kind of... disentangled himself, sniffed them, and wandered off. Sought out familiar scents from meeting at the Rut, but couldn't decipher them from the mass of inhabitants out and about today. So settled under an overhang with a doe (Sevou). Finding he doesn't like fog mixed with small snow flurries. Or fog at all. Snow is better.
Today: AFK. Got to see the tail end of a fight between Matt and some koi pelted char, decided to remain neutral since he didn't get to see the whole thing. Situated himself in a flower patch on the fringes while player finishes up some work.
Yesterday: Yay I got the game to connect. AFK for a while. Went to sleep and woke up to the rain, stared around for a bit, completely perplexed and wandered over to the fringes of a massive group. Was absorbed into massive group by Kari (sorry Player was spacing out) and happily dragged his butt over to watch the shenanigans. In the immediate company of Kari and Sasuda.
Yesterday: Chilled with a group after wandering around alone. Was given attention by someone player couldn't find so just has to assume wasn't in the event, sorry Rid. Group had Arcturus and a ton of others, like Doitsu and...god...too many. Couldn't stay long though cause Player didn't feel well.

Earlier: Woke up in the forest to amble his way over to Fletcher (still doesn't know him by name just as the Baby-Hat Guy) and is currently chilling with him for a bit (while player does stuff). Fell asleep and woke up later to Fletcher beside him again. Wandered away to stretch his legs and scope out other groups of deer, none of which caught his interest or flagged him down, or got up, so...returned to Fletcher. Joined by another judge. Actually spoke to the male after a bit, learned his name. Idle conversation.

- Starting to branch out more and more since getting his bearings several months before.
-Discovered E was turning into a tree. Hasn't really gone back to visit her or see the outcome. Not too sure what he should feel about the whole thing. Kind of weird. Kind of what he's come to expect from her.