In depth __ One who seeks to do 'good' by others. As a result of the trauma he suffered in the fall of 2014, all memories of family and loved ones prior to this point have been lost entirely. However, in spite of that, he continuously feels strongly that his purpose in life - his reason for being - is to stand guard over those who are dear to his heart and those who are genuine and true. Mhaica is in a constant battle with his own impulses and morals; he is hypocritical in many ways and seeks to right his wrongs whenever possible. He can be ruthless and unforgiving in his methods, as well as highly aggressive and distrusting towards unfamiliar faces. He tends to be a decent judge of heart, however, and can usually tell a genuine soul from another. Ruled by emotion, Mhaica is home to a very short temper and a highly reactive fuse; he is very sensitive in all aspects of his life, including notions of romance or friendship. Quick to offend, but not often quick to forgive. |
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A tiny sigh and the fae pressed her face against his side, her eyes drooping with exhaustion but the doe unwilling to let herself sleep. Even with her current troubles with sleep she felt much better having company and someone to snuggle with. The parts of her frame that had glowed dimly brightened some in response to her rise in mental state. A deep breath filled her lungs as she nuzzled her face into the stag's fur, humming on an exhale. "Smells nice."
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Even with the sun high in the sky of perpetual day, these past few hours had been rife with a sense of palpable tranquility. Like the ambient sound of raindrops ticking the leaves in the canopy, there was something calm and nostalgic about the fae's simple company. They had never spoken, never shared highs or lows - he didn't even know her name, but she was a welcome sight and her energy just as much. The false eyes lining his sides remained closed, and rose with his rib cage in a deep breath, lifting the little doe's head and then lowering it once again with the following exhale that ruffled the tail grass nearest his muzzle.
"Hm?" Her voice roused him ever so slightly from his slumber and his eyes rolled back, closing tightly as jaws parted, canines flashing in a wide and lethargic yawn. His tired mind took but a moment to register what had been said, but in return, he chuckled warm-heartedly and cast her a lazy smile. "You do too."
"This One is sorry. It did
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"That's quite alright, it doesn't bother me. I've just got nothing better to do, or maybe I'd be sleeping less." Pale blue eyes settled on the little doe, and with a light thud, he lowered his head to the ground again on its side. A single eye remained fixed on her, and the worry on her subtle features did not go unnoticed.
"Is something wrong? You looked concerned all of a sudden." A curious ear lifted momentarily, as if to listen with greater intent, but was quick to flop limply against the side of his neck again.
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The Swallowtail's gaze traced her own curiously, peering into the exact same spot on the ground, and then back up again. His head remained in place, laying lazily on the dry red earth below them, pale blues drifting from her to the ground and then back again. They halt only when she speaks, settling on her fully.
"Well.." he begins hesitantly, running his tongue over his canines within his mouth while he considers how best to word his thoughts.
"I'm okay for the most part. I've got to admit though, I'm worried about my sister. Not so much in the sense that I think she's in danger or doing unwell, but I worry about our relationship." A brief pause, and his eyes ease shut, perhaps finding it easier to express his concerns without visual stimuli to distract him.
"So far as I can remember, we don't really have much of a relationship. I don't see her often, but that's my fault for being so absent. I'm making efforts to try and rekindle our bond, or at the very least, to start forging a new one but I'm scared that it might be beyond repair or out of reach. It's just been so long, it's not my place to force it if it's not something she wants to pursue." Another pause, the rise of his side, and then the fall followed by a flustered sigh.
"I'm scared I've left it so long that it may be too little too late. She's expressed she's willing to try, but I'm not exactly the most reliable of people. I've let opportunities like this fall through the cracks before due to my own negligence. I hope this time will be different." The concern is ever presence in the subtle wavering tone of his voice, but otherwise, no visual cues betray how deep rooted these fears run. A sheepish smile tugs back his lips, exposing sharp fangs along his dark muzzle and black gum line.
"Sorry, didn't mean to drop that all on you. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this sort of thing so I guess it just happened."
Hikari nods along in the
"This One... has seen many faces come and go, but the ones that mean the most, are always there." She hummed thoughtfully, sadly. "Space and time... are very little, to a heart that is strong. Try... This One thinks it will be okay. Your heart is strong."
Although it has yet to be
"I'm almost never there. I mean very little right now.." A soft sigh and his shoulders drop with the out take of air. ".. but, I hope you're right. I don't want to mean nothing to her, although.. I suppose that sounds selfish, doesn't it?"
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"I'd like to think so, and
Initially he feared his next inquiry might prove futile, considering the way the fae referred to herself, but inevitably his curiosity would win out and he simply had to ask. His expression lightened so much as it was able to, somewhat hindered where the bony exo-skeletal mask prevented movement, but he sought to present himself in as friendly a manner as possible.
"It was so kind of you to sit with me, and to listen, to offer advice.. but I don't even know your name. I'm Mhaica," he began, his voice quiet as not to echo in the scant birch forest. "Forgive me if I'm overstepping my bounds, it's just.. calling you 'That One' seems.. detached in a way, but if it's what you ask of my I'll respect it of course."
A slow nod was given and as
"Hikari?" Simply an echo of
"If you don't mind me asking.. why did you come sit with me that very first time? You seemed so comfortable, like you knew me.. I guess I'm just curious. I had an incident where I forgot pretty much everyone and everything in my life a little less than two years back.. did I know you before?" His tone of voice was gentle and sincere, merely wishing to understand the circumstances of their meeting a bit better.
A small smile was given as he
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The faintest hints of relief were discernible when she states their last meeting had been the first one. It had become common place for him to fear he may have forgotten the very company he kept. She goes on, and his interest is piqued.
"An empath? You could sense my grief - this is why you approached me?" His expression softens, and he tips his ears towards her with a sort of fondness. In truth, there were very few people that cared about him - perhaps none that remained present these days, so the kindness of this stranger, this unfamiliar little doe, was more appreciated that he could ever hope to express in words. The feeling was nostalgic, and settling - not quite like having a family again, but some teasing taste of it.
"Well, thank you.. but what about you? I wouldn't want to pull you away from your loved ones if there's somewhere you'd rather be."
"This One felt it... it hurt
A bit of a sad smile slips
"You're one of few," he murmurs, as if mostly to himself. It's her change of expression, however, that catches his attention and shifts his own into one of concern.
"You don't seem alright." A frown, more pensive than anything, turns down the corners of his mouth and he regards her with curious - if not worried - eyes.
"Is something wrong?"
The little light looked down,
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The Swallowtail pondered her words quietly, pale eyes ever reading her expressions as they changed. There's an ebb of sympathy that swells in his chest, then quiets and fades as prominent thought takes over.
"I understand. Nightmares can be jarring.. but they are just that - dreams, though bad, can't hurt you. Inevitably, you'll wake up again, and you'll be safe, always." His shoulders drop as he breathes out a subtle sigh, body language exhibiting an overall relaxed demeanor.
"And if they worry, it's because they care about you. That's unavoidable, and equally so, nothing to be ashamed of. Loved ones will worry about you no matter what, that's a fact of life and an expression of the bonds we share. Affection is a bittersweet thing."
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