December 14, 2008 - 6:34am — Kanaf
I know... I know I have been away... Not from you. I have been by your side, yes, but I have been away in my thoughts. You of all deer should know... I... I am sorry for that...
I've worried you... Made you feel alone... Upset... Fearful... But no more. I am done with these thoughts, I will not leave you again. I will be by your side, and I will really be there, looking back at you. I never wanted you to be alone...
We have been talking... Well, as close as possible to that. I could barely contribute. But yes. We have been talking. We have been talking for a long time. About one simple thing... And... I beileve I have... made a decision...
Xylia... I do love you. I love you with all my heart. A child would be the ultimate proof of it. The proof that says I've stuck by you through the tough times and the easy times. The proof that says I loved you enough to carry on our names. As well as a teacher. A child would show us the world in a whole new way. It would change our lives for the better...
But please... Consider it for the future... How could I possibley be a good father? I cannot speak to the child, I cannot help it learn. It breaks my heart to know that you would have to keep reminding the child that I cannot say anything. It would keep breaking my heart knowing that the child would think I didn't love it... Though I know I would...
I cannot see myself as the best father ever. I cannot see my child loving me back. I would have no way to show it. And... and what if it could not speak, just like me? What if it would have to live it's life like my own? Rejected by others just because they couldn't understand him... Is that what you would want your child to go through?...
*sigh*... This has been so hard for me... You are so willing, but I just wish it could be the same for me... It weighs heavy on my heart, all the cons outdoing the pros... Or perhaps I just see it one way, and you see it another... And that's why... I've made my decision...
Xylia...
Let's have a fawn...
..I DIED AT THE LAST
LETS HAVE A FAWN.
DSGKNDHTJYHSTJ THATSSOCUTE XD
-- Dannii <3
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Vessel…
I can’t tell you… How much this… This means to me… To be a mother… Well, that… That would be a feat on… On its own… But to be a mother… With you by my side… That would fill the space where… Where… Where my heart was… To see you make this decision… Well, it’s an amazing feeling. Vessel, you… You would be a wonderful father… Even if you had grown up… To be… To be like your own father… I would still adore you with… Every part of my immortal body. It doesn’t matter… That you cannot speak. It never stopped me… Did it? Even if this… If this doesn’t work… I will still love to know… That you have accepted my feelings for this… Vessel, I swear it, I swear…
We will try…
We will try... To have a fawn...
(iSuck much? cB)
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8D lets just not make Xylia
I. WANT. VESSXYBABY. LIKE NOW.
but i just got Kailani XDDD ONE BABY AT A TIME PLEASE.
geez, i think i set off a frickin chain reaction XD SKOKEY ITS YOUR FAULT.
...shutup
8D
HEY HEY. would we go with that set idea of mine? peacockpeltandbutterflyantlers? cuz cuz cuz i dunno if you had something else in mind O_o LOL whatever YAY MORE BABIES <3333333333
*grinning stupidly* ^_____^
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I love your set idea. cB <3
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'I'm not planning on a whole speech, but I know for sure that you will be a good father. It will be difficult because you can't speak, but believe me, there are a lot of other ways to show your love to it. The words 'I love you' are just words, they receive their strength through the things you do for the person you love. Xylia knows you love her, so why wouldn't a child know? Don't worry, everything's gonna be allright.'
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul