My mom is dying.

Anzel's picture
She's been given 2 weeks, due to liver failure and kidney failure from alcoholism, and malnutrition from anorexia. :/

But you'll be seeing the ghost deer in the forest. My frames per second will be horrid (netbook), but the ping here at the hospital is in the hundreds...

Hope someone can help Anzel get her set...won't be on long, but...

You'll see me.
Reyy's picture

I'm here.

I'm here.

I'm so, so sorry...

I'm so, so sorry...

<3 :/
Verdalas's picture

I don't really know what to

I don't really know what to say that'll help, Anzel, but I'm here for you as well. ^^

The community as well as

The community as well as myself is here for you.
My condolences it is never easy to loose a loved one.
Sluggs's picture

Has absolutely no idea what

Has absolutely no idea what to say. *hugs*

I'm here

I'm here<3 ...We're all here<3


*squishy hug*




Snowsauria's picture

It's really nothing more to

It's really nothing more to say than that's already said. I'm really sorry about your situation, but we are here for you. *hug*
Havak's picture

I'm so sorry. =( /hugs/

I'm so sorry. =( /hugs/

Oh Anzel *hug* :C

Oh Anzel *hug* :C
Anzel's picture

I thank the gaspy-faced

I thank the gaspy-faced smiley-picto stag that helped me get my set back.

Thanks for the support.

Trying to recall pictos in the game, not doing too well...<<; I forgot where you got pelts from for a while.

My fps is 4 or 5...oy vey. But I'm on for about 2 more hours.
Hubalaboo's picture

Oh, no Anzel. ;_; I'm going

Oh,
no
Anzel. ;_;
I'm going in.

"gaspy-faced smilie" was my

"gaspy-faced smilie" was my deer ^-^


*sqush-hugs sum'more*

Pegasicorn's picture

*hugs*

*hugs*
Tuhka's picture

... I wish I had better words

... I wish I had better words to offer but I don't know what to say but I'm so sorry.
We're all here for you, just know that.

And it's nice seeing you around again as well.

...
*just hugs*
Verdalas's picture

I'm really happy that Walter

I'm really happy that Walter and Anzel finally got to meet properly for once. <3 Thankyou for letting me spend time with you, and once again my condolences.
Anzel's picture

Thanks everyone... Sorry I

Thanks everyone...

Sorry I couldn't stay as Taint, Hubalaboo, I just didn't know if Walter knew her.

It's hard to meet and greet with 4 fps...ehh. Sorry x3 Awkwardness, lol...

I'm going back to the forest, just was messing with window settings.
Iaurdagnire's picture

I'm so sorry... *hug*

I'm so sorry... *hug*
Anzel's picture

Gotta go in a second,

Gotta go in a second, so...trying to find everyone...so slow x.x
Sluggs's picture

Take care of yourself Anzel,

Take care of yourself Anzel, and don't be a stranger! Eye We'll miss you!
Hubalaboo's picture

Don't worry about it, I

Don't worry about it, I understood. Plume's glad she got to see Taint for even a short while.
Take care. <3
Anzel's picture

Thanks Sluggs

Thanks Sluggs :3

Yeah...Taint did NOT like being without her full set. She is almost entirely refusing entering like that again, so I might need to hunt for spelldata..
Anzel's picture

I got several pics today, I'm

I got several pics today, I'm not as fast with the p-pressing-finger as I used to be...

Taint asked me to blur out her face and horns. <<;




Hubalaboo's picture

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<3 I tried my best to comfort Zelly.
Aw, Taint ;_; Plume tried her hardest to get her set back, but the spells weren't cooperating... >> At least she got the pelt on the first cast XD
I caught some screenshots. I'll post them if they turned out nice.
Yes, do hunt for spelldata.
I... don't know if it's all right for me to say this at such a time, but... I look forward to being able to interact in-forest again.
I'm sorry about the situation Sad

;;

;; <3 i'm sorry. i wish i knew what to say
Reyy's picture

That butterfly doe was me. I

That butterfly doe was me. I came over as soon as I read this blog.
I tried spellcasting you but you kept sneezing everything off so I couldn't help you get the set you wanted...
Zeekii's picture

Im sorry that you have to be

Im sorry that you have to be in this situation...=/

I'm sorry...



I'm sorry...

<3
Anzel's picture

I sneezed off what was

I sneezed off what was incorrect, I wanted just one layer of pelts....having more than that bugs me I guess x3 Thanks for the help.

Likely will be able to get on...Saturday, or tomorrow, but likely Saturday sometime. I don't mind, I'm taking this very calmly. I've seen this "meteor" coming for years now and I just...it doesn't really effect me, I'm waiting for it to hit so I can move on.

...there we go, found my Spelldata sets, all I need now is Sluggs spelldata changing program again if anyone can link me?

It's murder being on TEF though...4 fps is aggravating, I had to click 10 times just to do an action.
Hubalaboo's picture

@Shimmy: Augh such a sweetie.

@Shimmy: Augh such a sweetie. <3 Thank you.

Screenshots...
She looks more like herself, no?




edit: Ah, I'll be there on Saturday, hopefully. I haven't got anything scheduled. I'll keep checking the site.
Anzel's picture

She does...but when did she

She does...but when did she get the antlers? x3 Or did you photoshop? Sticking out tongue
Sluggs's picture

The link to Spell Saver can

The link to Spell Saver can be found at the bottom of my Bio, Anzel, in my signature. Smiling
Anzel's picture

Huba - I will be heading to

Huba - I will be heading to the hospital daily most likely for the next few weeks, so don't fret...

Sluggs- Thank you :3
Hubalaboo's picture

Not Photoshop exactly, but a

Not Photoshop exactly, but a program like it. XP
Ah, all right... I rarely play anymore though. Do you know if you'll be in at approximately today's time, every day?
...I'd love another RP again...
Laruna's picture

I'm so sorry, Anzel.

I'm so sorry, Anzel. Sad <3 /hugs
My deer was the one wearing the red pelt. I hope we weren't bothering you guys, we weren't sure how to be supportive while allowing Plume and Taint to have some time together. That's why we'd nuzzle and then leave for a while.<3
Anzel's picture

It's fine, heh...I feel dumb,

It's fine, heh...I feel dumb, I thought you were Trinket...mean picto mix-ups x3

Yeah, Huba, basically, it's when I wake up/my dad gets home from work. But tomorrow I'm going to a friend's place.
Hubalaboo's picture

@Runa: Oh, don't worry, you

@Runa: Oh, don't worry, you weren't a bother at all. It was nice to see you again. <3
@Anzel: Okay Smiling
Kaoori's picture

I'm so sorry..

I'm so sorry..

Ohgod...;______; *huggs*

Ohgod...;______; *huggs*
I..I dont know what to say, Anzel...;____;
...
Ohgod...

Anzel's picture

Looks like tomorrow will be

Looks like tomorrow will be her last day, all her medications are conflicting. :/...

So tomorrow I'll go into the forest one last time.
Fledermaus's picture

I'm sorry Anzel.

I'm sorry Anzel. <3

I'm going to try my hardest

I'm going to try my hardest to let Taliene meet Anzel (or Vein?) <3

I'm here for you. -nuzzles-
Salome's picture

You are not alone -hugs-

You are not alone -hugs-
Anzel's picture

I dunno how long she has

I dunno how long she has left, I guess she's just getting taken off her meds tomorrow, so...Idk.

I'll hop on tonight for a little bit maybe, not long. Just Anzel...

Tomorrow Taint'll be on, then maybe Vein, it all depends how long I have.

I am so sorry Anzel, we're

I am so sorry Anzel, we're here. <33 *hugs*
Hubalaboo's picture

I will be there tomorrow.

I will be there tomorrow.
Pegasicorn's picture

And then the internet



And then the internet hiccuped from my dad's laptop joining the network. *head desk*
Anzel's picture

Zelical is in the forest for

Zelical is in the forest for a little while...
Anzel's picture

Ah...that's YOU....-didn't

Ah...that's YOU....-didn't know and was shy-
Pegasicorn's picture

I'm now on Scape. Just went

I'm now on Scape. Just went to get his set to save you the trouble of casting. =]

So glad I got to catch you

So glad I got to catch you just now, it was great to see you In Forest again after so long. Smiling