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June 8, 2010 - 11:45pm — Apparanza

Warning; language, violence/gore, and other mature content may appear here.

11.21.15

"..."

F e e l i n g - Pleased
M e n t a l - Steady
P h y s i c a l - Fine

lazy updates sob but I'm glad I'm actually updating a character for once

Woke up without falling snow, and was immensely relieved. Soon joined by Esll, whose company helped alleviate some of the heavy weight of his negativity the night before, which he appreciated even though he was fairly certain Esll wasn't aware of the positive effect of his presence. Dared to fall asleep in the hopes of not having a nightmare, and when he awoke, the Monarch had been replaced by a small Latch. Glad to see the youth, and shuffled closer. Learned his name, and exchanged words that left Malikorin feeling considerably better. Grateful for it.

Later Esll returned, and then Noelle joined them. It was clear to the monochrome stag that things were not how they once were - although sitting with both the green-eyed doe and the Monarch in peace had never been something Malik imagined would happen, he inwardly shrugged - where he once might have attempted to figure out the source of it, now was perfectly content with moving forward with how things were.

A couple trolls appeared and bothered Esll - at first did little, hoping the lack of action would bore the invaders, but they drove Esll off and Malikorin thought it would be best to aid him, so pursued them. Eventually lured the remaining stranger away from Esll, Noelle, and Latch - didn't want to traumatize the boy in his method of disposal of the irritant - and ended its reign of terror once and for all. Returned with a subtly smug look in his eyes, pleased to have seemingly impressed his company with his victory, and settled with the three.

Feeling far better than the night before, indeed.

P r e v i o u s l y - Was doing quite well... and then it started snowing.
Currently a quiet mess - though at times, not so quiet. Feels a myriad of negativity as a result of resurfaced past memories triggered by the snowy weather, and isn't handling it very well. Could return to the human world, but is convinced that if he can tolerate the snow long enough, he may be able to break the cycle. So far, failing miserably.

N o t e s » Gonna try and work on CSS that will suit him a lot better than this, and re-do relations aGAIN because some of them are rly inaccurate like don't even look at it because it hasn't been updated in a year

General Info - Appearance + Art - Traits + Facts - Ties - Credits

General Information

N a m e - Malikorin

N i c k n a m e s - Malik, Korkor

T i t l e s - Stoneheart, Lionheart

P i c t o g r a m - X

G e n d e r - Male ♂

A g e - Adult

S p e e c h - #80856f

H a u n t - X

Relations

THIS NEEDS TO BE UPDATED SO BAD UGH... later.. someday.....

P a n d o r a - WHAT ARE WE. Loved her deeply, to the point of feeling completely bound to her. Remained by her side for years. Their bond began in her fawnhood, and continued through her death and resurrection into adulthood. They claimed each other at last once her murderer, the sin Jealousy, had been defeated and her soul was restored. After the birth of their twin sons, the rest of the sins took her away and she fought for months to free her firstborn's soul. Her return was met with great relief from Malik, but later their bond was broken when she accused him for the failure of their family. Their relationship mended some time later, but sporadic absences from both of them for various reasons splintered their relationship, eventually shattering it. A recent reunion ended on a positive note. A new candle has been lit, perhaps.

K a e l t i i r - Biological son, creation between him and Pandora. Kael's rambunctious behavior as a fawn was amusing to Malik, unless of course it got him into trouble, which it did. Then it wasn't so amusing. Still, the stag's obvious displays of affection are deeply appreciated especially during difficult times, and Malik hopes his love for Kael is obvious as well. Always enjoys spending time in his son's company. Learned of Kael's loss of his children, which was a much larger blow to Malik than he let on - couldn't imagine being a grandfather, but the fact that it almost happened and was taken away twisted his heart. Visits their grave frequently, usually when he is alone.

M i e r a a k - Biological son, creation between him and Pandora. The quieter and more mellow nature of Mieraak was easier for Malik to relate to. Was once resented and avoided by the fawn when he returned to the forest, but then Mieraak disappeared for a while and Malik blamed himself. As soon as he came back safe and sound, Malik was even more relieved to be met with affection. Was unexpectedly met with hostile words from the boy and was disowned alongside Pandora later. Avoided Mier for some time afterward, but after speaking more with him and finding him in another world, feels a bit closer to now. Still loves after everything.

N e i r o - Neiro may be able to fake emotions, but he feels little, if anything, for most others but his siblings. Malik doesn't tell him much, but Neiro seems to find out enough on his own. Despite their constant conflicts, Malik cannot imagine a life without him in it. {Older brother}

R e q u i e m - Malik gets along with Req the best out of his brothers. Malik knows Req looks up to him, and makes an effort to comfort him when necessary. {Younger brother}

I n a l i - His sister, recently brought back into the realm of the living after he and Pandora claimed each other. He brought her into the human world with Neiro to reunite her with Requiem. Incredibly protective of - despite so much time apart, she is just as dear to him as his brothers.

J o r o g u m o - An adopted sister. Joro means a lot to Malik, and after watching her die by the claws of Jealousy and then come back, holds her closer than ever. He knows he can rely on and confide in the Spider Queen. Misses.

K u s a b i - The wise stag was first met with suspicion from Malikorin, but after he introduced himself as Pan's father and it became clear that Pan did think of him as such, Malik viewed him in a much more positive light. Kusabi was a constant presence during Pan's pregnancy and birth of the twins, but Malik hasn't really seen him around since.

K e n a i - Malik's nephew through Neiro, unmet.

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K o d y - One of his oldest friends. Malik is quite fond of the wolf, and thinks highly of him. He trusts Kody, and would protect him. He enjoys romping with the canine as well. Is glad to be seeing him more often lately, and will always welcome him into his company. Doesn't like relying on others to help keep himself happy, but Kody is one who is sure to lift Malik's mood.

U m a y - Another of his oldest friends. The lioness is an important individual in his eyes, being one of the first he ever romped with and also one who had seen and supported him during his worst times in the forest. He trusts her very much, and gave her a red-tailed hawk feather as a sign of their friendship. Distance has grown between them, but appreciates it whenever she visits him, however brief the meetings might be.

R u i - Malik became truly appreciative of Rui when the feline kept him close company while Pandora was dead. He really cares about Rui, and misses him.

~~L u m e~~ - A deceased close friend, someone Malik really liked. Felt that Lume was trustworthy, and liked spending time with him. Was there when he died; despite Lume's poor condition as he passed away, will always remember him as the strong, dependable stag he was.

L a t s ' v e l - It has taken Malik longer to become familiar with Lats'vel than others in the past, perhaps partly due to the boar's unpredictability. Although Malik's attitude towards him has changed from neutral to more positive, he feels like he never knows for certain where they stand. Does not dislike.

D j i n n - She was one of the few deer Malik would play around with. He witnessed the birth of her fawns, and was very proud of her. He very much liked the time they spent together. Misses.

N o e l l e - She was the first one Malik ever revealed his past to. He's shared many memorable times with her, including the discovery of the effects of blueberries. Will never forget her, and cherished the rare times he saw her in the last couple years. A bit of worry constantly flares in the back of his mind for her, as she had not been in the best of conditions the last time they spoke. Misses.

K a o o r i - He secretly feels comforted by her presence when she comes and sits by him when he's alone. Malik also appreciated her helpfulness when he came to her for advice about parenthood, and believes her to be kind and approachable. Considers her a friend, and is grateful for her caring attitude towards him.

S p i r i t u e l l e - Malik is fascinated by the ethereal doe. He wants to know more about her, and enjoys talking with her. Misses.

T u l l u s - The first 'friend' Malik ever made. Despite the poltergeist's importance to him, he often felt conflicted due to Tullus' maliciousness towards others - particularly his friends. Gone, but won't forget.

R i z a - Malik is fully aware of the fact that he intimidates her, and typically can't resist reinforcing it. Despite this, he probably wouldn't tolerate anyone bothering her.

R h e a - Malik remembered when she was still just a little hyena cub whom Pandora was so fond of, but he never really got to know her himself. Glad that she appeared to be close with his sons. Gone.

D e m o n - This stag's eagerness to learn why Malik is the way he is has made Malik wary of him. No longer as distrustful of him as before, though. A rare presence in the forest nowadays.

E s l l - Lots of struggles against the Monarch regarding Noelle. However, many negative emotions directed toward Esll have lessened over time from not seeing him.

K a h l i - He enjoys messing with her - especially when she dares rub on his trees - and is amused by her constant aggression. Despite this, he's curious about her even though getting to know her seems to be out of the question. Gone.

J e a l o u s y - Pandora's murderer and soul stealer. Malikorin was determined to eliminate the sin, and played a part in the sin's destruction. Jealousy caused a feeling as close to hatred as Malik could get.

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Karu, North, Reed, Rojan, Seth, ~~Solei~~
Methuselah, Walter

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September 18, 2012 - 5:41am — Pandoras

Mine.

September 18, 2012 - 5:42am — gglidden

You know I'm right. *stands

You know I'm right. *stands tall and proud* >B]

Dang it Pan. 8/

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Ring The Bells That Still Can Ring.
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.

(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")

September 18, 2012 - 5:56am — OkamiLugia

YEY~ RP away~

YEY~

RP away~

September 24, 2012 - 12:23am — Apparanza

@Pan & Gglidden:

@Pan & Gglidden: ♥!

@Ooky: Shoulders subtly rose and fell.
"Fair enough."
Olive eyes continued to stare for a few more moments, observing in silence, before they shifted to look somewhere else. He turned his head away from her, as if allowing her to go now that he had nothing more to say to her. The purpose of wanting to speak with her was to find out of she had taken his advice and if her children were intact. With both questions answered, she could leave.

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By Leuvr ♥

September 24, 2012 - 2:53am — OkamiLugia

She nodded, sensing that he

She nodded, sensing that he had been satisfied. But there was so much that she wanted to discuss, though not necessarily with Malikorin. Her quest was complete, but there was still a lot she didn't understand. Her mind's eye wondered until she was in a blazing inferno, her hooves pounding hard against the melting earth below. Then, she was by a small stream that wove its way through the tall grasses, giving birth alone to twins. Finally, she was standing over her son, turned to lifeless stone. She had brought Ryuu back to life, but were there more consequences to be played out? Had everything that had happened been by chance; was there some relationship to all this?
She closed her eyes for a moment, putting the thoughts away for another time. When she opened them, the young doe that had left the forest could be seen to have not returned. Riza was now older and wiser, the youth in her replaced by a more thoughtful being.
As she turned to leave, she said, "Their names are Skylar and Rowena."

September 24, 2012 - 4:01am — Apparanza

Met with silence at first,

Met with silence at first, the stag's olive gaze glanced back towards the green doe. He could see her far-away look, and briefly wondered what she was seeing. What had she gone through on that journey? What turned her into who she was now? And then her eyes closed and he could no longer pick through her emotions in those two windows to her soul.

Their names are Skylar and Rowena.

Malikorin answered her with a curt nod.
He'd probably end up paying them a visit eventually, just to see what Riza created. He'd seen them before, but nothing more than a glance.

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By Leuvr ♥

October 25, 2012 - 5:35am — OkamiLugia

wHY DID THIS MAKE ME THINK OF

wHY DID THIS MAKE ME THINK OF MALIK I DON'T KNOW I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE SORRY BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I AM HELP

October 25, 2012 - 4:59pm — Pandoras

^ /dying DOESN'T APPLY

^
/dying

DOESN'T APPLY ANYMOREEE

October 25, 2012 - 6:56pm — OkamiLugia

:'DDD HE'S NOT A PEDOPHILE

:'DDD

HE'S NOT A PEDOPHILE

October 25, 2012 - 10:55pm — Apparanza

LOL OOKY, THAT'S HILARIOUS!

LOL OOKY, THAT'S HILARIOUS! xD
BUT YES, HE'S OFFICIALLY NO LONGER A PEDODEER BD
/died after listening to that link

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By Leuvr ♥

October 25, 2012 - 11:12pm — OkamiLugia

I'm just imagining fawnPan

I'm just imagining fawnPan frolicking around and Malik stoically keeping guard and some random trying to bug him by singing that song and Malik cuts him/her off with a bland "I'm not a pedophile B|"

October 25, 2012 - 11:17pm — Apparanza

LOOOOOOL! I can totally

LOOOOOOL! I can totally visualize that in my head too, pfft. Especially Malik's "B|" face xD!

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By Leuvr ♥

November 29, 2012 - 1:27am — Pandoras

I was planning on making you

I was planning on making you birfday art, but as it turned out I didn't have a free day like I thought I would ;-;

I'M SORRY.

HAPPY B-DAY IN ANY CASE LOVE.
<33333333 ♥♥♥♥♥♥

November 29, 2012 - 2:32am — Apparanza

Omg you totally don't have to

Omg you totally don't have to ff, don't be sorry! It's the thought that counts, and I thank you so much for just wanting to draw me a birthday picture ;U; ♥
And thank you for the happy birthday wish! 8D I LOVE YOU, PAN!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

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By Leuvr ♥

November 29, 2012 - 2:39am — Dinamo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HUN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HUN YOURE AWESOME
HOPE YOUR DAY IS AS AWESOME AS YOU ARE ♥

November 29, 2012 - 2:46am — Apparanza

OMG DINA YOU'RE AWESOME

OMG DINA YOU'RE AWESOME ;;
THANK YOU SO MUCH ♥!

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By Leuvr ♥

November 29, 2012 - 2:51am — Dinamo

HOW OLD ARE YOU NOW, 4?

November 29, 2012 - 3:19am — Apparanza

(No subject)

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By Leuvr ♥

November 29, 2012 - 3:53am — Pandoras

^ LOL

November 29, 2012 - 3:55am — Apparanza

B)

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By Leuvr ♥

December 1, 2012 - 9:44pm — Kaoori

SCREAMS I MISSED YOUR

SCREAMS I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY I HOPE IT WAS A GOOD ONE MISS RANZA AAGH

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December 1, 2012 - 9:51pm — Apparanza

LOL AWW KIMI! THAT'S ALL

LOL AWW KIMI! THAT'S ALL RIGHT, IT WAS A GREAT DAY 8D THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ;U; ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 1, 2012 - 10:05pm — Sapphire

ARGH WHY AM I ALWAYS

ARGH WHY AM I ALWAYS SLOW

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY <3

December 1, 2012 - 10:10pm — Apparanza

ALKDJS THANK YOU SO MUCH SAFF

ALKDJS THANK YOU SO MUCH SAFF ♥!

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By Leuvr ♥

December 23, 2012 - 1:45am — lemon

Tracking you....!

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December 23, 2012 - 1:49am — Apparanza

8D Thank you! &hearts;

8D Thank you! ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 24, 2012 - 1:28am — LilyBlue

I'm just gunna..... you

I'm just gunna..... you know... track this now

December 24, 2012 - 1:41am — Apparanza

Sounds good to me B)

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By Leuvr ♥

December 24, 2012 - 4:07am — Kaoori

roflmao malik isn't even

roflmao malik isn't even walking in my game he's just standing still and slowly sliding along

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December 24, 2012 - 4:13am — Apparanza

PFFT! Ninja skills. He

PFFT! Ninja skills. He doesn't even need to walk in order to walk.

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By Leuvr ♥

December 24, 2012 - 4:13am — Kaoori

REAL MEN SLIDE

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December 24, 2012 - 4:15am — lemon

PfffLOL He's that way in my

PfffLOL He's that way in my game too. I almost died laughing watching him slide slowly toward Lemon. xD

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December 24, 2012 - 4:19am — Kaoori

my own game just glitched

my own game just glitched too, ROFL. I just looked back to see Skylar listen-spinning in place klKJHsdj

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December 24, 2012 - 4:24am — Apparanza

LOL KIMI REAL MEN SLIDE And

LOL KIMI REAL MEN SLIDE
And FFF it seems Malik has smooth moves~

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By Leuvr ♥

December 26, 2012 - 9:54pm — lemon

Did Malik and Friiha just

Did Malik and Friiha just sniff each other? .___.

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December 26, 2012 - 10:05pm — Apparanza

LOOL IT PROBABLY LOOKED WEIRD

LOOL IT PROBABLY LOOKED WEIRD TO EVERYONE ELSE because they're both my deer but it would've been weird for me if they ignored each other. So yes, that was me attempting my best double-TEFing B)

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By Leuvr ♥

December 26, 2012 - 10:11pm — lemon

LMAO I was so confused! D8

LMAO I was so confused! D8

Pfhahaha brilliant.

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December 29, 2012 - 1:58am — lemon

PFF I couldn't tell if Malik

PFF I couldn't tell if Malik was trying to cheer Lemon up or get rid of her! LMAO

But Lemon's so oblivious.
She'd follow him around either way. |D

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December 29, 2012 - 2:12am — Apparanza

LOOOL! Nah, he wouldn't ditch

LOOOL! Nah, he wouldn't ditch her, especially where there are only strangers around.

She's so cute xD

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By Leuvr ♥

January 1, 2013 - 9:40pm — Kaoori

Kaoori walked over to the

Kaoori walked over to the stag slowly. He hadn't been himself lately, so the last thing she wanted to do was spook him. when he had a chance to recognize her presence, she tilted her head, nodding slightly and smiling a bit. Her voice was quiet.

"Thank you. For keeping an eye on Lemon. She's an old friend, and I worry. She can't see well, if at all.. and he.. I don't think he'll ever leave her alone."

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January 1, 2013 - 10:45pm — Apparanza

Malikorin had heard small

Malikorin had heard small hoofsteps approaching, and lids opened over olive eyes that settled on the little form of Kaoori. He looked a bit unkempt, but she had luckily caught him at a moment where he was somewhat stable. He would've offered a subtle smile back if he could.

"He won't get away with harming her."

A simple reply, but he would do what he could to keep Lemon from getting injured again.

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By Leuvr ♥

January 6, 2013 - 11:31pm — Corell

Don't know if I tracked this

Don't know if I tracked this already? Haha.
This bio is lalala gorgeous. <:

January 6, 2013 - 11:52pm — Apparanza

Aww, thank you so much! 8D

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By Leuvr ♥

March 12, 2013 - 9:40pm — OkamiLugia

I wish I could tell if a deer

I wish I could tell if a deer wants spells or if it's just messing around with stuff \o/
*also was distracted by a Ragequit video*

March 12, 2013 - 9:46pm — Apparanza

Saaame. And LOL ohh okay.

Saaame.
And LOL ohh okay. ~~Malik was all, "You dare sleep in my presence?"~~

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By Leuvr ♥

March 12, 2013 - 9:53pm — OkamiLugia

omfg "Unless you become a

omfg ~~"Unless you become a little more exciting, then yes."~~ My frame rate is so high I look away for a second and my deer are suddenly asleep 8(
ngl I did let him squirm for a minute trying to tell that deer to stop spelling before waking her up hehe.

March 12, 2013 - 9:58pm — Apparanza

"Tch, go back to sleep." ROFL

"Tch, go back to sleep."
ROFL I probably would've done the same >u>

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By Leuvr ♥

March 29, 2013 - 4:50am — Pandoras

A whisper. It is volatile,

A whisper.

It is volatile, intangible, a faint trace of nothingness on the wind, nihilistic and yet persistent in its existence, drawing breath where there is none to breathe. Alive. Shifting and un-present, but alive. The words are real enough, the rasp of unused vocal chords acting harmony for the lilt, the chime; it is a girl's voice. A child. Grown in body, grown in mind, forever scarred and infantile in soul.

The whisper warps, bubbles, giggles.

He sleeps, so soundly. White eyes watch him, hot as flame, cool as ice, a gaze as saturnine as the Gods and endearing as a kitten's. They are not here, they are not there- nor is she, indeed, nothing surrounds him in his slumber. A dream. But a good dream, she would like to think.

Smiles fade, time erodes the twist to her lips like a silken knife, smoothing over creases and redefining her absent face. The sound of wings rustling, finger bones snapping and clicking together, the taciturn shift of a slow breeze through long hair. Not here, not there, but here, indeed. Not monotone, but sorrow, her face the dark, hooded expression of distance. Unfulfilled, yearning, emptiness. The last signs she ever showed him. A wing finger slips through the furls of his hair, round the curl of a jutting antler, along the dip of shoulder and back. There is no touch, but there is all the same.

Not here.
But here.

Invisible lips turn upwards again. She is light. She is happy.
The worries have gone. She is here for him. "You never did sleep."
Mockery, gentle and kind. Loving. The words are no longer a girl's, but a woman's, fluid accent melding with the nothingness.
Pandora.
"Dream for me."

She lingers, untouchable, near, but far.
"I am here, Malikorin."

A good dream.

March 29, 2013 - 5:53am — Apparanza

{Omfg Pan, I just made the

{Omfg Pan, I just made the most horrifying noise of joy when I saw this! Totally didn't expect it, but it's absolutely wonderful and made my night - thank you ;U; I hope you're doing better ♥}

-x-

Lids flew open over olive eyes, their detached gaze from earlier replaced with sharpness, and he lifted his head. Black-rimmed ears rotated forward. He is awake, alert.

He could feel the remnants of a touch in his hair, along his shoulders and back, and yet he saw no one. He heard whispers coming forth from the memory of his dreams while he'd been sleeping. Her voice, her voice had spoken to him - it was her touch he'd felt. The fur along his spine rose, clinging to the fading traces of her touch. She was not there, but she had been just moments before. Malikorin didn't question this. He knew.

He yearned to embrace her, inhale her scent, surround her.
He wanted to stare into those white mirror eyes, eyes that could see him in ways no one else could.

It pained him that he could do none of those things, but there was a place he could. The black and white stag lowered his head to the ground and closed his eyes, trying to quiet his whirling thoughts in an effort to fall back asleep and dream again.

To dream of her.
To dream for her.

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By Leuvr ♥

April 17, 2013 - 4:14am — OkamiLugia

I have a sneaky feeling

I have a sneaky feeling Riza's gonna interrogate Malik sometime soon. /flee

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