Idir; Alive and Not So Well

Basics

Name

Idir

Meaning

"Alive" in Tamazaight [Northern Africa]

Age

3 years

Gender

Male

Sexuality

Unsure

Size

24

Pictogram

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Health

Material

100% - Pristine muscle tone and structure. No sign of disease.

Psyche

75% - Haunted by past events. Causing him to question life and all within it.

Fervor

85% - Distrustful of everyone due to past experiences. Friendly but closed off.

Identity

Introverted - 68% Extroverted - 32%
Sensing - 59% Intuitive - 41%
Thinking - 65% Feeling - 35%
Perceiving - 59% Judging - 41%

Idir already knows that leadership comes naturally to him. In his heart he knows that leadership is an ability that few have but he does. Being a follower is for others and he can’t understand why they seem happy with their roles! The characteristics that best describe him are proactive, powerful, brave, certain and decisive. However, he tries to be careful of being overbearing and tyrannical. The most successful leaders in history were those that also learn to listen to others. Which he intends to do.

He believes that the most relevant individual on this planet is himself. This is because his skills and talents as well as his strong developed personal beliefs separate himself from others. There are times when he wishes that he were more like everyone else or that they could see the world the way that he does. Idir truly understands that the world is a complex place and sometimes feel scorn for the trivial interests of the masses. There are times he feel terribly lonely.

As an individual he is genuinely accepting – of himself and of others. He believes that life should be taken as it comes and that asking too much of himself or others can be unhealthy and lead to frustration and unhappiness. Still, he is aware that others may seek to take advantage of his tolerant, compliant, patient and peaceful nature. And if he wishes to get the best out of most then try and modify these characteristics. He will sometimes show more enthusiasm and be somewhat more prepared to promote his own abilities and beliefs.

Clearly there are goals and objectives in his life that he strongly desires to achieve. Idir believes in the expression – “no pain – no gain”. These are not just things that he wants, they are passions for which he will spare no effort. It’s not just a matter of if he succeeds, but when. As a result of this personality trait, Idir is often seen as fervent, determined, energetic and totally committed. On the downside, it can also be hard work for others who have to live and or work with him. Idir may even be seen as stubborn, compulsive and prepared to use others to get what he wants. Occasionally, he takes a moment to appreciate that not everyone shares his desires.

Charisma is an almost magical personality characteristic and he is not without it. When it’s happening he can feel the power. He understands what charisma can do for him but also appreciate that it is just one of his tools. Some characteristics associated with charisma include being charming, believable and likable.

Idir is probably more honest than dishonest. For him there is a distinction between small dishonesties and large ones. A white lie to avoid hurting anothers feelings is acceptable but cheating on a test would be out of the question. When he is dishonest, it is his conscience that worries him more than his fear of the consequences. He regrets that it is difficult in this world to be completely honest and wishes that more were more honest so he could be too. Characteristics associated with his level of honesty tend to be reasonableness, mostly faithful, reliable, truthful and broadly dependable. For him it is all about doing the right thing when he can – and if it’s not too hard.

He is somewhat more secretive than most and he can find it difficult to trust others. This is because he does have a few things to hide about his past. He is at risk of being found out because he does not take his secrets as seriously as he should. When this happens he is often devastated as he doesn’t have the thick skin and preparedness of the true covert personality. He's quite good at keeping others secrets unless he gets irritated or annoyed with them.

His relationships with others tend to be more focused on his needs rather than theirs, mostly out of fear of opening up too much. From time-to-time he does put the needs of others ahead of his own but generally believe that they should take care of their own problems and issues. This does not mean that he is uncaring but most of the time he sees himself and his life as his own responsibility and believe that others should do the same. Idir often has to remind himself to have empathy and compassion for others. His caring side tends to be limited to family, and friends, as he has a profound need to be their protector and hero. He does need to appreciate that even far-off problems can also become his.

His primary source of information and experience is internal, where he takes-in and processes data via his intuition. His secondary mode is external, where he deals with things rationally and logically. Idir is usually reserved, quiet, staid, inward-looking, sensitive and reflective. He seeks true understanding and is stimulated by rational explanations and self-evident concepts.

He centers his efforts on studying the physical world and developing ideas and theories. He is rational, analytical, systematic, methodical, consistent and believe strongly in common sense. He is a natural generalist.

History

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Rapports

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Revisements

11-10-15

Today proved wonderful for Idir when he discovered the De Drinkplaats. So intrigued by the magic of this forest, he spent hours just soaking in the cold liquid and romping around with the other small fauna nearby. It was a good day. Idir is getting more comfortable with his surroundings as he discovers more and more. Soon it will be time to dig in some roots and make a name for himself.

10-10-15

During a short exploration of the forest, Idir came upon the pond. Several deer were already partaking in the cool water while other played nearby. Idir decided to keep back this time around and just layed next to a tree as he watched them all interact. He was quite impressed with how happy and carefree they all seemed. But he knew, that if he got to know them, there would be so much more to their story. Perhaps another time.

07-10-15

Upon arrival to this strange new place, Idir us quite unsure of where to start. He's come quite a long way from his home in hopes of a new beginning. Perhaps this place is where his new life will blossom into something worth while.

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