Lonesome Lover - Lane

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"And all I loved, I loved alone" - Edger Allen Poe





"..."


Retired. Resting eternally with her maker. Will never die, but will never wake. Peaceful and content.








Basics

Name: Lane
Identification: ---
Gender: Female
Age: Adult; Timeless
Orientation: Heterosexual
Species: Demoness, Only half
Arrival: June 30
Speech: Color, Speach/Avril
Size: #12
Scent: Strawberries - none
Mate/Lover: None
Reference: Deer - Human
The collection: A red poppy, Many different flowers, A green feather, A red and black feather, A Blue feather, A black and white feather, A cream feather








Appearance

• A skull face
• Bright blue eyes and tongue
• Thicker fur around neck, chest, and rump
• Black fur; Silky to the touch
• Scars up and down her front legs
• Thin, skinny body; Ribs visible
• Long slender legs
• Small crack in the middle of her skull
• Sharp black hooves

Art:
X by xXBlackFoXx
X x by Lock-OnOrion
X by Kaoori
X by Keepiru
X by Aihnna
X By Greyhorn
X By Magnanimous
X By Pegasicorn
X x By Dinahmoon
X x by Appranza
X x X x by myself








Traits/Facts

• Quiet and talks little
• Thoughtful and open minded
• Not as easily manipulated as before
• Suicidal depression; buried deep down
• Has developed a calm laid back attitude
• Preference for being with company fluctuates
• Enjoys a good cuddle with the occasional deer
• Doesn't believe there is a love out there for her
• Has developed a high pain tolerance over the years
• Witnessed the murder of her twin and later her father








Relationships

Keshi - Biological son, Loves endlessly. Her first born. Would have protected with her life and would have given him anything in the world. Her moon and stars, her pride and joy. Where there was a Keshi there was always a Lane. Has come to grips with the fact that her son is gone and never returning.

Mika - Biological son, miscarried due to sickness. Wasn't willing to accept his death at first but finally managed to bury him with help from Sho. He is now buried in the poppy patch with a little candle on his grave. Will always mourn his death and miss him greatly. The light that never shone.

Blue - Adopted son, Loves dearly. Took in the male when he was only a fawn. Did her best to take care of him and watch over him. Watched him become more distant and eventually vanish from the forest. Doesn't expect him to return anymore.

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Neiro - Dear Friend. 'Nene'. Her favorite. Her pillar. Met him when she was only a fawn but quickly grew attached to him. Enjoys his company and all the affection they share. Whether it's nuzzles, rubbing on each other, or cuddling; she looks forward to these when with him. Considers him good company and actually pretty good looking. Feels like he is hiding something from her and is beginning to grow nervous because of this. Her flirting buddy.

Hector - Old friend and something like a guardian. Though she doesn't see him often he has always been one of her stable friendships. He would help her when in trouble and keep her company if she asked for it. The Smilodon is considered a good friend and even a guardian in a way. Will visit him when he is around and gladly keep him company.

???/Lady - Friend. Once didn't really care for the doe. Fought for Hector's attention with her as a child and ended up just giving up. Has come to be on better terms with her and considers her a friend. Thinks she is able to trust her and will stick up for her when needed. The only doe friend she seems to really have. Will happily seek out and enjoys her company.

Waarhijd - Friend, Mother figure. Met the doe a long time ago when she first came around to the forest. Admires the doe and longs for her company. Was like a mother to Lane and only wishes for the butterfly does happiness. Is a role model and a guide to the ebony.

Sho - Poo face. Her favorite blanket. Grew up with him and was once very close to but after many arguments and such he abandoned her. He came back eventually and their bond is somewhat mended. Hates him and Loves him. Will treat him like her mate or her worst enemy. Will fight with him and for him. A source of stability and something of a life support. Helped her bury Mika, forever grateful.

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Umay - Something between an acquaintance and a friend. Has known the large feline for a long time and holds a strong liking toward her. Thinks she is very powerful and strong, that she deserves respect. Was distant with her, grew close, and has grown distant with her again. Is always happy to be in her company though.

Prussia - Dearest friend, Father/mother figure-ish thing. Loves dearly. The red and black buck was one of her favorite relations going through her second childhood. Adored him more than anything else, though worried about his mental health from time to time. All good things come to an end, the male was no exception. One day... he just vanished. Seems to have returned, though he seems a little distant with everyone. Waiting for him to come back around.

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Nicholas - Ex-mate. Things started out wonderful for them but it turned into a down ward spiral. One bad thing after another until she couldn't take anymore and told him she wanted to end it. Shared some somewhat angry words between them until he walked off. Didn't let herself follow him, let that end their relationship. 12/9/12 - 12/1/13

Ramsas - Old friend and caretaker. Grew apart.

Morioch & Miriam - Old friends. Grew apart. Forever missed.

Gideon & Sparrow - Gone. Once very close to. Forever missed.











Disclaimer
If you have any compaints or comments please contact me through skype; lilyblueee
Human referance is not my own. Top art by Lock-OnOrion

Hmm, I'm sorry but Lane looks

Hmm, I'm sorry but Lane looks almost exactly like Sho if I have to rely on your description of her appearance. Idon'treallylikethat. :x
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Is it any better?

Is it any better?

Hmm, yes. If you are offended

Hmm, yes. If you are offended in any way.. I didn't mean to. :x
Thank you ♥
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Oh it's all alright. Your

Oh it's all alright. Your welcome and it's my fault I'm kinda new here.
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Trackies =)

Trackies =)

Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
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Thanks

Thanks

Trrack~

Trrack~

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Tracking this little lady

Tracking this little lady too~ <3

*Track*~

*Track*~

track

track
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<3

tracking this hehe

tracking this hehe

A quick snif, followed by a

A quick snif, followed by a low growl. '' You.. You disappoint me, Lane.''




Random rp. 8D
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The tiny doe shrank close to

The tiny doe shrank close to the ground looking up at the black stag that she loved so dearly. Her ears laid flat against her head in both fear and shame. "S-sho.... I-I... you-you don't understand.... it's-it's not...."

He narrowed his eyes. He was

He narrowed his eyes. He was furious. "I don't understand? You.. you smell like him. That bastard wolf. You have his awfull stench on your body." he growled and stomped the ground. "I won't tolerate you near me, my family not even my friends as long as you hang around that monster. He.. he.." Sho didn't finish his scentence, but turned around and walked away slowly. His words sounded harsh, but he didn't mean to. He just wanted her to be save, and he only punished her for her actions. She had no idea what The Wolf did to his mother.
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Lane tried to stand up but

Lane tried to stand up but only fell down again. Large tears streamed down the sides of her skull as she watched him walk away. Lane had feared the wolf at first but now for reasons yet unknown to her she had lost some of that fear. Lane lay on the cold earth and cried silently. She knew the wolf was bad, she really did but she couldn't leave him. She felt so alone there as he walked away. She had not ment to anger her love nor hurt him.

He was just a few steps away

He was just a few steps away from her, but he turned his head. Yellow eyes watching down at the crying doe. His heart ached but he did not show it."Promise me that you'll NEVER see him again. That monster only wants you to play around for a bit before he kills you."He walked back to her, raised his head. "I've always been around wolves and predators. Never thought they could do such things. But my mother told me different things.. Vasla killed her family. i don't want him to kill mine too."his voice was cold, distant. "You have to make a choice. it's me or that beast. If you pick him, I will hunt you down."
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Lane trembled under his gaze.

Lane trembled under his gaze. She had seen Sho mad before, always at someone else however. Her eyes were wide and the tears stopped momentarily. Hunt her down...? She cowared before Sho as she had once done with the wolf. She covered her skull with her legs hidding her eyes. H-hunt me d-down. Lane nodded her head softly but did not move. Her fear then from the one she loved most was surprising. She couldn't move. Couldn't speak. I won't..... w-won't go near h-him.. A thought to herself, thought to be spoken aloud but never voiced.
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Hello, I invite to run about

Hello, I invite to run about together?
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You mentioned this deer on

You mentioned this deer on Vesas' bio and I find her interesting :3

TRACK
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

"Uhm, hello. What's your

"Uhm, hello. What's your name?" Ovylin was slightly startled at this little creature. He was unsure what to say, so he simply looked down at the small doe, his crystal eyes examining her carefully.
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Lane looked up at the larger

Lane looked up at the larger deer her body slightly trembling. "L-Lane..." She stammered before slightly pressing closer to his side. She was alone and afraid and as she found this buck she took refuge at his side.

"I'm Ovylin. What's wrong?"

"I'm Ovylin. What's wrong?" The buck observed her a while more before relaxing. "You smell of wolf." he spoke, slightly darkly- his slits contracting.

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Sorry he's so blunt, this guy's not so good at socializing.
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"Ovylin... I'm alone,

"Ovylin... I'm alone, afraid." The little fawn spoke then shivered as he spoke of wolf. She hid her skull in his fur trembling. Wolf, he must be speaking of the one named Boo. His name made fear grip at her stomach but she didn't know why. She didn't remember.

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It's ok :3 Lane is just glad to have him there. She doesn't like being alone.

"Me too. Everyone seems

"Me too. Everyone seems distant here. Why are you alone?" The buck asked, flicking his tail. He did not like this forest, or more- the deer in it. It's only been a day. He assured himself.
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The fawn nodded "Everyone is

The fawn nodded "Everyone is distant. The little doe said looking up at the buck "I'm alone, because I don't fit in."
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Return track. :'D

Return track. :'D
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track. c:

track. c:
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Tracking.

Tracking.
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She's so cute. ;u;

She's so cute. ;u;

"Haii," said the small fawn

"Haii," said the small fawn to Lane. Denali had seen her when he had tagged along behind Herla sometimes, and he was curious.
"Ewwo," he repeated his greeting to her, "You wittle wike me!"
Denali grinned happily, proud that his speaking was improving. It was getting clearer, after all. He learned his way of talking mostly from listening to Nix and Angel speak, they were as close to parents to him as he had.


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I hope you don't mind this, you can reply if you want to. :'D He was the mini-fawn with the orca mask and butterfly antlers.
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The black fawn looked to the

The black fawn looked to the other one and gave him a curious sniff. It seemed that more and more tiny children kept appearing.
"Hello," Lane looked at him rather unsure, "Yeah, I guess so." Even though his speech wasn't very clear she had no trouble understanding him. Another sniff was given before a small bow.

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Haha I don't mind at all, I'm glad I finally know who that is though. He is so cute ♥

Denali blinked uncertainly

Denali blinked uncertainly after her reaction. He could still not understand very much, but he was beginning to be able to sense things, to interpret others' behaviours. The little hart thought she was sad. He angled his head, with his floppy ears perked. A question. "Wha ih wong?"



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Thanks. ^_^
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Lane was shocked at his

Lane was shocked at his question. The tiny doe had thought her emotions had been kept so tightly bottled up yet he had noticed. She turned her skull away, slightly lower to the ground. ""I-it's nothing," She said before giving him a soft smile. She raised her tail and gave a little rear "Wanna play?" she asked trying to draw his mind from her emotions.
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Thought I was tracking this

Thought I was tracking this Cx

By Leuvr

Denali returned her smile,

Denali returned her smile, his young mind jumping from thought to thought quickly. You could say he had the attention span of a goldfish.
"Yay!" he grinned at her and lowered himself trying to mimic her posture. Then he darted away.
"Try toh cach me!" The fawn skipped around playfully, knowing no bounds when it came to having fun. He only hoped she would have fun with him, too.
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Lane laughed and gave another

Lane laughed and gave another rear, much bigger this time before racing after him. She jumped from time to time as she liked the feeling of being off the ground. She made sure not to catch him, knowing it would make him happier to think he was faster than her. She kept a good distance between them, though sometimes she closed in or lagged behind. She loved playing, it always felt good to move her long legs.

Denali giggled and squealed

Denali giggled and squealed whenever she almost caught up to him. He loved this game. The fawn raced around, his gangly legs flailing happily as he ran. Then he tried to surprise her by whirling around and saying "booh" in his squeaky fawn voice, still grinning.



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I wonder if deer really are capable of smiling, haha.

bitch i will kill you with

bitch i will kill you with dental floss


I CANT STOP LAUGHING
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Lover.... lolol Hector would

Lover.... lolol
Hector would highly disagree with this. o3o
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Jinxyness- Lane came crashing

Jinxyness-
Lane came crashing to a halt as the other turned around, she had meant to not hit him but she crashed into him anyway. She bleated with surprise and shook her head trying to figure out how to untangle the two of them. "Sorry bout that, you ok?"

EternalHeart-
Hahaha Lane doesn't like to share sometimes

1Antidote-
trololololo
haha I bet he would but thats how Lane sees their 'relationship'

The doe stepped in front of

The doe stepped in front of the smaller one. Lane, What's wrong with you?" She murmured.
She heard a lot about her and Sho. She got a little confused about it, too.

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Lane looked up at doe but

Lane looked up at doe but then quickly lowered her head again. She sniffled and rubbed her skull against her forelegs. "Nothing, I'm-I'm fine." she tried to sound like nothing was wrong but her voice gave it away. She hated being like this, and more so she hated others seeing her like this. She in her own opinion was acting like a child.

The larger doe sat down in

The larger doe sat down in front of little Lane, so she was able to see Waarhijd's face better. Still the caring doe Waarhijd was, she gave Lane a carefull lick on her forehead. "No..No you're not fine Lane.. Please, you can tell me anything. It's about Sho, yes?" She thought so. She nodded her head briefly.

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Lane finally looked up at

Lane finally looked up at Waarhijid and sighed softly "...yes" Lane rubbed her skull again and took a soft breath "It's just... just that, I still care for him and I'm so confused." The little doe pressed her ears back the feathers pinned there shifting lightly. "I want to be happy that he has LoveLace but... I can't seem to do that. I mean I'm still holding onto the hope that maybe he might still love me but he doesn't see me like that anymore and I know that. I-I remember how it was and then suddenly he just no longer had feelings for me, it happened so suddenly and it hurt so bad. I don't know what to do." The ebony doe let a few tears roll along her cheeks before quickly rubbing them away. Lane acted like such a spoiled child, loosing her first love and then going off and pouting.

Poor Lane ;; /track.

Poor Lane ;; /track.

Waarhijd tried to speak with

Waarhijd tried to speak with gentle words and a soft voice. She listened at the doe and sighed quietly. "Lovelace? Are they mates then? Are you so sure they love eachother already since they've just met?" Lane had to learn that she had to slow down into things. Waarhijd wanted to make that clear to her. "You think about everything way too fast." She said and poked Lane's forehead with her nose. She shouldn't cry. "Sho liked you.. But suddenly you turned into a reborn child or something.." She shook her head, slightly confused. "We both got very confused about that, Why'd you suddenly change into a child?..Because of that Sho changed, and started to see you as a sister rather than a lover." Waar's ears went backwards and she gazed away briefly before she looked back at little Lane. "You also got so much in trouble, Sho wouldn't always be there to protect you.. And when you're in trouble he has to look out for you, He would do that, But not constantly. He wants to be with his family and other friends too, Lane." She stood up and sat down next to Lane. In the hope the little doe would calm down. She lowered her head at Lane's level and looked into her eyes. "Do you understand me, love?"

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Vauss - naww she just a drama

Vauss - naww she just a drama queen but thanks for the track :3

Nopje - Lane listened as the doe spoke and took in ever word slowly. She understood but she still felt hurt somehow "I've been a mess all my life it seems. From loosing my memory, leaving, coming back, turning small again. I don't even remember why it all happened." The little doe sighed and licked her leg gignerly. "I know I got in a lot of trouble and I have been trying to fix that, I have been trying to be a good girl. I also know he wants to be with everyone else and I wont get between him and them." Lane pressed herself lightly against Waarhijid's side and nodded "I understand, guess I'm just being the spoiled child who lost their first love." She laughed softly and rubbed her eyes. She felt pathetic always being a problem someway, somehow.
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*places a re-track here*

*places a re-track here*
Side account of Kohva

Track. x)

Track. x)