October 16, 2011 - 1:06am — Calmarinian
Darkness creeps in, filling my soul with an inky, choking substance. I can't get out. I can't escape. Time is passing by, leaving me well behind. The warmth that once flooded my body has now ebbed away. A numbness is now setting in.
The light of the sun no longer has care for me... is this what it's like to die?
This feeling, like wire wrapping around my heart, slowly lacerating me, it hurts. Lately it feels like I'm sinking. Sinking to the bottom of the sea. I reach towards the sun kissed surface, but it's no use, the darkness is ever quickly lapping around me. I close my eyes.... is this really what it's like?
I've never experienced anything like this before. It's like looking at your world from within a glass box, but it's so silent, and no matter how loud you yell, or how hard you pound upon the glass, you cannot be seen, cannot be heard. It's impossible to escape.
So lonely.
It feels... scary.
Is this what it's like to die? I think so. I don't like this feeling... being alone... and yet I am... fading, slowly disappearing... completely... unnoticed... this... is what it feels like... to die....