Past: the reversed Hermit. Harin, the Tarot say that in your past, your love life has been rather... uninteresting. Or uneventful. The hermit is a card that generally reflects on someone who is about individualism or someone who separates themselves from others. The fact that this card is upside down has a different meaning from the right-side-up position, though. While he usually tells of looking within oneself for the benefit of future ventures [in your romance department], this time, he's saying that in the past, you have enforced a refusal to face certain problems that you know have been partly created by your own attitude. Have you cut off a relationship or avoided one because of a small hiccup or personal vendettas?
The Hermit says you should resist your desire to depart from relationships because of resentment for small issues, and instead, look for meaningful solutions. Don't face avoidance when in doubt.
Present: are you a mischief-maker? Because the page of swords says you are presently a bother. The page is sitting upside-down. In this position, he's a swindler, a sneak. He gives little away about his intentions, which, correlating to your personal life, would indicate that you are also quite hard to read. Do you even know your own intentions? His gossip and manipulation on your relationship can trick you into feeling or acting out certain ways. The page of cups is basically saying that you are bad at being honest in your relationships, and sometimes you take more than you give, even going as far as consciously mistreating the people in your love-life, to feel like you are better off. It's really quite selfish, but you might not understand how badly it really affects your relationships. So toxic, Harin, tsk tsk!
Future: the ace of cups. Your future impresses me. Looks like you'll be doing a whole 180 degrees. The cups are lying upside down, but it still represents something positive. Looks like in the future you'll be worrying about family matters.
Do you see yourself as a spouse or a family member? Typically indicates fears about problems conceiving children, or starting a family. But since this is about romance, looks like you are more mindful at this time, because you care about something in your love life that isn't yourself. You'll apparently be worried about tending to your relationship, and overworking yourself trying to please your romantic partner, or partners. You might start to feel depressed because you're losing faith in your abilities to be good enough for your relationship. But... it looks like you'll be doing well. Your partner will bring you back down to earth again.
The future is unpredictable, friend. All I can say now, is that you should hold onto those you care about deeply, and remember that being worried about your relationships is a normal part of caring for one. If you're not thinking about doing better, it means that you aren't doing better. Your partner deserves the best! But when you need a break, they'll understand and reciprocate the affection you've put into them.
