Lacrimosa dies illa.:Xemnas:. qua resurget ex favilla
July 27, 2010 - 4:23pm — thecapturedplanet
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((Updated image coming soon))
Name
Xemnas
Title
"I lost my title to those I thought I could rely on"
Nothing.
Nobody.
The Fallen King.
Pictogram
here
Gender
Male
Set
Secretary Bird Pelt
Skull Mask
Great White Antlers Default antlers.
Voice
Preference
Unknown. Probably doesn't care about gender.
Attraction is a very dangerous thing when you're a Nobody. With no emotions to hold you back, all that is left is primal lust.
Font
Black or white. size 2. Garamond
Mate
Nobodies cannot 'love'
We do not banter back and forth as Axel and Marluxia. Nore do we exchange grandoise shows of affection like Roxas and Vivian.
We know there's no point. When you're a nobody.
Things are more subtle than that.
-Please note that Saix is, technically, not Xemnas' official 'mate' but he is the closest thing that he will ever have to one.
Picture was drawn by Zerg ♥
Quick Personality
-Calm
Lacking emotions, Xemnas is perfectly calm whenever he wants or needs to be.
-Distrustful
Xemnas is wary of others, Especially since his 'comrades' turned on him, he avoids others, religiously, now.
-Emotionless
Without a heart, Xemnas is unable to feel emotions, this makes him dangerous, as he feels no remorse and has no morals.
Appearance
Once upon a time Xemnas was a force to be reckoned with.
However an incident has left him forever scarred. His once large antlers have been broken down to shadows of their former glory, rippling pelt of light and shadow torn with the scars of an unexpected battle.
One against an army can never end well.
His vision has been permanently impaired, he is not blind, but ever clouded are his eyes, and so if someone wishes to approach he will often ask that they keep their distance until he has had time to inspect them through touch and scent.
Personality
While once the stag had appeared powerful in his words, and strong in his actions, he has since become jaded in a way that only a nobody can be.
He avoids contact with others as best he can, and avoids fighting even more, content to lay beside the river that he has always loved so dearly.
He spends much of his time resting, and dislikes running, as it makes his legs ache.
It's easy to chase him from places and people, as he dreads the idea of another gang upon his heels.
Actions
Relations
+Allies+
Saix
Sianna
-Foes-
Everyone else until proven otherwise.
-Details-
Saix
perfect obedience is hard to come by but so easy to break. It's a goal to be accomplished
"...please...don't....leave..."
Demyx
showing feelings. Showing feelings of an almost human nature. This will not do.
"...why...."
Kaoori
(words here eventually)
"...you....win...."
Vivian
A distraction nothing more
"..."
Roxas
you're just a tool boy
"...go...you have what you want..."
but remember. what you have done was no better than what I did
Sianna
Such patience
She began spending time with him shortly before he was injured, and sat with him after his fight for a long long time, he still 'sees' her when she's around and accepts her company as very pleasant, her staying with him in his time of injury has earned her a place with his allies, and he does in fact trust her.
Other
Xemnas is Copyright to square enix and disney. I own nothing about him.
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The icy blue stag wordlessly
(HI PAGE 3)
/barges into RP The
The unusually tall platinum blonde stag approached the pair, the deer in charge of the entire organisation. He meant to confront them about allowing traitors back into the organisation? How could Xemnas and Saix give them such trust?
"Superior, Saix," the brit nodded to both of them ingreeting. "I was wondering where the traitors stand in the organisation...?"
Sorry bout the yellow xD
The stag nodded at the blue
maybe a flickering memory of being thankful? maybe not.
His ears pricked at the sound of a certain british accent, looking at the golden deer.
"they stand under close watch" an ear turned slowly, eyes narrowing slightly at the gambler.
"but you don't need to worry about that, do you?" he smiled slowly, menacingly.
"you wouldn't dare betray us, now would you?"
((page three feels violatedddddd!))
(*rubbing her hands all over
(Tried to set up an RP post, but drew a blank... too fail. XD)
"Of course not." Luxord
"if I sense any more
"I expect you will be keeping an eye on them as well" an order.
"just think of it, as a game" he smiled slowly.
Luxord did seem to like games anyway.
Luxord nodded, "I
Luxord nodded, "We'll meet again soon, old chap." probably when he had some blackmail on someone.
---
Yeah, I just had to put 'Old chap' somewhere in there xD
The stag rolled his eyes
But still.
He was quiet then, head dipping as he lay beside the Luna Diviner.
WOOOO~ MANSE- XEMNAS
XEMNAS ....♥
*trackiiiiin~"
Track.
Watashi wa...hitori ja nai.
...I should be tracking this.
Signature by Roo ♥
XD I hope this cracks you up
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1oemb1mHtA
OH LORD /rolling/ oh god
/rolling/
oh god ;w;
that
is
amazing
OMGOMGOMG.... Xemnas just
Roxas, Saix, and Axel VS Team Riku.
It's amazing. 8o
fffff =o baww ;; next time
baww ;;
next time maybe xD
After a moment, the little
I think.. I am as curious about you as you are me. One who has no heart.. and one who has one so big that it sometimes feels as if it will burst. Tell me..what is it like? I bet.. you never have to feel sadness, feel pain.
The stag turned his large
"But neither do I feel joy. or love" his tail flicks gently.
"I watch the pain and suffering, the laughter and happiness of the world go by"
eyes closing for a moment.
"a bystander to it all. never to engage in any of it"
Kaoori's ears flattened. It
Those things are wonderful.. but to never feel pain or suffering either.. I suppose it all comes with life. But sometimes.. I wonder what it would be like to be numb to everything.
"like being dead" he states
somewhere maybe in the back of his mind, he hopes the doe never has to find out what it's like.
Dead... That was all she
That was all she said. She continued to sit near him in silence again.
Expect there to be some major
-tracks- <3
I look foreward to it~ ;3
Not sure what to make of all
*Had to be a bit ooc for a while there. XD*
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Saix curls up in his spot next to the Superior. He does have a number of physical wounds showing from his fights with Sora, Kairi, and Riku, which took place earlier in the day. The wounds however have already begun to heal, allowing the diviner to at least act like he's fine. Some of the antics that occured afterwards had pushed his threshold for tolerating the pain without emotion though. "We should not have many problems with the keyblade masters in the immediate future. Axel and I have dealt with them, for now." he reports, closing his eyes exasperatedly.
((XD it made sense in his
"You and Axel indeed" his head turns, inspecting the wounds that have not yet healed, every so often his tongue flashes out to help clean them, the other's fur seems to shine, as it always does, as if little stars have been captured amongst the hairs, an almost contrast to Xemnas' own sharp mixture of black and soft white.
Eventually his head raises, and he shakes a bit, clearing the dust from his fur.
No more words are offered.
He seems to be thinking deeply.
When Xemnas helps clean his
Eyes barely open enough to see the yellow of his eyes, he does speak. "But, such was only a temporary alliance. Roxas was already wounded from recent fights, and we both know how important it is to keep that kid alive... And that we can't rely on the puppet if something happens." he states, perfectly unemotional. Perhaps a touch of scorn would have been picked up on, if he even believed he could act like he had the emotion to produce scorn.
His eyes finally close, and his head sinks a few inches. "But in regard to the... disorderly behavoir of the organization. They cannot truely enjoy behaving like children... but perhaps they do hold onto memories of when they were. Not that it excuses them, superior. We are better off, not imitating them. We are the example, after all." he adds, aiming to ease the superior's nerves to some degree.
Track.
Curious as to what might happen /if/ Xemnas and Aqua meet up inforest.
Casila; we shall seee maybe
Zergers;
"...be quiet" he states sudenlly, flatly, as if the luna diviner had been being flat out rude.
It's not that of course, he just wants silence, his thoughts bubbling about in various ways, trying to keep them from popping.
The hesitation is noticed, and he twitches a muscle shifting away the smallest bit.
"don't bother if you don't want to"
he cranes his own neck a bit, cleaning his own wounds.
He doesn't need to be pampered.
He may act like a king at times.
But he was his own knight as well.
He could fend for himself.
The luna diviner closes his
When Xemnas speaks again, he opens an eye, only now noticing the superior's wounds. He partially wished to ask what had happened. Had the wounds from the fight with the wolf been reopened, or had there been a brawl that he missed?
Turning his head fully to look at the superior's wounds, he tilts his head. He ached at the idea of behaving like some kind of dog and cleaning his own, but in this case he probably would be better off doing just what an animal would. He partially bore concern, due to instinct left by their animal appearances. He may look the part of a deer, but he is more of a wolf in deerskin. To clean blood off his superior might mess with his ability to remain the icy calm second-man that he had been known as.
Flashing a look that he hoped could pass as appologetic, he bows his head completely, respectfully. He could not feel sorry, or sympathy, due to his lack of a heart.
He could only be loyal.
Obediant.
Like a dog...
Like a freaking, domesticated, mutt...
"My Superior, anything for you. Even that which I wouldn't do for myself." he finally states after holding silence so well. He says nothing else, keeping quiet. He didn't feel the need to explain that he only wouldn't do this for himself. Not after so many compairsons to a dog. At that, he does carefully lean over and starts cleaning a wound that appears out of his superior's reach. This is without the hesitation he had for licking his own.
The black and white stag
"No. That's a lie" he turns his head a bit.
"You have no reason to do anything more for me than you would for yourself, what would your reason be?" he scoffs, ears flicking.
He stretches a limb, inspects a few small cuts.
He needs to learn to stay out of fights.
But damn that Sora and Riku.
"Affection?" he continues, and his head dips in laughter, it rocks his body slightly, makes him shudder, makes him shiver.
He has to wonder if there's any of that madness in his eyes now.
"you can't feel it. Maybe you can remember it better than I, but if you can. It's not that"
his ears turn slowly.
"self preservation." he states simply.
"anything to keep yourself alive" his eyes narrow.
"if it meant I had to die" his eyes find the diviner's, "for you to live" his golden eyes narrow, a crocodile about to drag a lamb to its death.
"you would sooner see me dead"
he leans his head forward, almost as if he were going to bite the blue stag.
But he doesn't, and instead his tongue rasps over a small cut upon the other's cheek, cleaning it lightly.
The icey blue stag gave no
An ear twitches, recieving the spoken words, though also swatting at a pestering mosquito that had attempted to make a landing.
Affection was not the right word here.
Dedication.
Loyalty.
Service.
Mutt.
He knows he could not feel such things as affection, for anyone. Neither could he feel enough to fear the chance of being bitten, or the relief that could come at only having his cheek cleaned of blood. The paranoia and snippiness that had recently been geared toward him had begun to ware down his patience, but he would not snap. He could not break.
Dispite all his plans, his true loyalty could not be fully geared toward any specific nobody. Was it his former friend who is decieved, or not? Only the devious mind under all that blue really knew where he stood.
The perfect picture of calm, he turns his head after several short moments to look at the superior. He'd have to put in much more time than he previously assumed to regain the superior's trust, though he still isn't entirely sure what set him over. Whatever it was, however, is rooted in Axel's presence. Gears turn in the diviner's head, freely allowing his thoughts to compile with precision and clarity... that which comes from unemotional calm. No paranoia or concerns to cloud his judgement.
And the knowledge that he had succeeded in finding heartless in the forest, and command them. This, gave him the confidence of knoweldge that would have to take over the place where the heart would exist. This numbs the pain that exists unrestrained threw lack of emotion.
Wordlessly, he resumes cleaning Xemnas' wounds, specifically wherever he knows can not be reached by one's own tending. He would not argue. He's too smart to instigate such things, especially with this situation.
Self preservation....
Is dificult for a nobody, which does not exist.
Is this not their third life?
If destroyed, they might as well reincarnate in yet another world, one by one.
Once satisfied that the chosen wound is cleaned, mouth completely bathed in the metallic taste of scabs, aired out blood, and fur, the diviner returns to his statuesque stillness, with one hoof crossed over the other.
"Superior, I am aware of certain traitors, and risks to keep alive. Some would be useful to keep alive, under a tight leash... One in particular... I plan to deal the maximum punishment to, soon enough, though he may not suspect it coming." he states, coldly. "Punishment that is overdue, for actions outside of the organization's interest, and for defying your will. I do not plan to kill him though... as such would be letting him off easy. Similar, will be the fate of any other who plans as much as to cast an ill stare in the direction of our only suitable leader." he speaks, as if before a much larger audience... as he tends to do. A cold, unexistant anger, stemming from his berserk nature... a subtle cruelty... that finally crosses into his voice at the mention of traitors.
(WOW I think I got a bit too far into his head for a moment. XD; I'm still not sure whether I support Xemsai views or cannon more.)
((that's fine, I'm trying to
His ears flick, tints of cruelty in the other's voice, can nobodies be cruel? is cruelty an emotion? is the wolf who tears the throat from a fawn cruel?
No, simple instinct, hunger driven, cruelty is not an emotion, it is an action.
"good" he mumbles simply, as if his mind is far off, and maybe it is, lost things tend to be far away don't they?
Blood looks odd on his fur, cuts, the red intrudes on the perfect black and white, an unwelcome color in a sea of nothing.
"and Saix" his ears turn, he should have noted this long ago when the small white doe that had hung around him first said it, but, he cannot change the past now.
"I've heard someone here goes by the nick name 'The Prince of Hearts'" he pauses to let this sink in, head tilting back, as if his 'annoyance' with the blue stag has been forgotten.
"I've heard he collects them" golden gaze flicks to the other stag.
"you should speak to him. Or send someone to speak with him, see if he can be of use to us" his eyes narrow. "or if he will be a threat...Vilnius, I think his real name was"
Both icy blue ears perk tall
"Vilnius..." he echoes, contemplatively.
Icey yellow eyes slowly narrow into thin strips, momentarilly achieving a solid yellow state. In the same moment, he allows himself to flash the slightest trace of a grim smile... the smile of a wolf, teeth slightly reddened from licked blood. As quickly as this appears, it falls back to that propetual calm emptiness... stillness. Unexpression... calculation.
Yes, he would find, and speak to this collector of hearts.
He would see if this one could be useful... or a threat. Forge an alliance with him, if possible... and destroy him if not.
Being spoken to normally again, came welcome to the nobody. Pleasures aside, duty holds chief.
"It will be done, my superior."
Words like ice, from the mouth of a wolf.
The stag nods. He then lays
He then lays his head down upon long limbs, ears flicking.
"then go"
he doesn't sound 'angry' anymore, simply tired, as if he has been thinking far too hard about certain things.
Or rather, not enough about other things, maybe.
(Dunno. I think I support
He stands at the command. Without another word, the luna diviner bows low, tucking his head close to his chest in a deep bow. Without another word, or even another movement, he opens a door to darkness around himself.
And just that quickly, he is gone.
((same TwT it's my OTP...I
The black and white stag's ears flick once more, eyes closing.
He won't sleep of course, sleep alone? never.
Just thinking, Just resting, right?
it's still warm...
he can't help but fall asleep anyway.
(*squeeeee*)
She watched the huge stag
She knew she knew him, but couldn't remember how or why. He didn't seem to want company anyway- that was fine, she didn't want anyone near her. They only got hurt, anyway.
She shook her head again. Someone was coming. With a stomp, she darted off.
Insane!Kaoori is kind of
ROFL agreed. She's better
She's better now though. |D
After the passing of a
He had succeeded in speaking to the prince of hearts, as ordered, and established a deal with him. In essence, that meant his mission was a success.
Closing his wolf-like eyes, Saix relaxes beside the sleeping Xemnas, simply feeling the power of the moon. He could wait to report the positive news to the superior, at least until he wakes on his own accord.
He wouldn't sleep, but he could rest until then. His head slowly lowers to rest over his light blue hooves, which are only a few shades darker than the rest of his fur.
He would need such rest, knowing the next day would involve tolerating the other nobodies yet again, and probably addressing them all on the matter of this alliance, and it's conditions.
(Edited. XD Because it was a short read.)
XD
If you think you frighten me?
"She Is merely a distraction
a distraction.
or was he merely jealous.
"I take what advantages I can. avoiding injury is my priority. I'm not a creature of fair play"
his eyes narrow.
"I let her live. if she stays away. I won't touch her again. You would do well to keep her away" his lips curl down in a frown.
"leave me. Now"
he is in a bad, confused, mood.
belated track D:
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Done updating for now.
Poor Xemmy. D8
...♥
I don't know if 'words later'
I'm trying to think of