Checked up on her today too ^^ but since she was with others she didn't feel the need to stick around ^^

daw yay glad she's feeling better

Yes, it's me. And yes, Calida is a character of mine. Or was. Kinda still is. I've made her into a furry now. lol. I wasn't going to post thinking the others might start shit with you, but you seem to be holding up on your own so far! I'm glad you got a good friend base going. It was probably Aureus you saw the picto of? Yeah, Lumilla has had a crush on him since they were hatchlings. Lumi is a dragon too.


Anyway, I think distance between us is best for the moment. I don't want to scare away your new friends. I'm mostly just here because of Cyda and her Aureus. I missed them. They never got much of a chance in the forest and I was happy to hear he's been in lately so I couldn't say no to that.

Good luck though! There's a few bitches on here, and the others have their reasons for hating me but deep down they're good people. Some of them are just too butt-hurt to let anyone else in.

Haha! Maybe but I won't hold my breath! Anyway, I'm only lurking on here as-needed and not starting any posts. I have my reasons to not trust anyone as well, I'm afraid. Thanks for the luck! Maybe we both need it?

And if you want art done, I'm not the best, but I could always use the practice. My E-mail is if you want to request anything. I'm always happy to help out a new player!

Sure!

So you know her too? I don't mind at all! I'm always happy to make new friends on here! I can't private chat except through E-mail since I'm not allowed to have an IM service yet, but we can RP on here! Likewise, Junalia is always looking for more to claim in her inner circle of doom! Muaha! Really deep down she's very sweet. Doesn't always look it. I'm getting sleepy for tonight but I'll keep an eye on the map for you! Thank you!

That's very sweet of you! Thank you!

I should have known that. Haha! I'm usually very diligent with my research on here!

Oh wow! thank you SO much!! VERY much!! I'll e-mail you since I don't have Skype.

Yay! It helps that Set had helped Jun before Naru was born too, so now she knows them both! This was her first time meeting Kato though. She didn't like those strangers all over Kettu but she figured she would be safer with Seti and Naru for the time being, though I didn't want to impose either.

Oh okay. Jun is so used to fighting for herself that she would rather help Seti out, haha. She can learn a lot from Naru.

That is so sweet! Of course I'll respond!!

Junalia smiles as he offered her the flower. She was sneezing a lot today due to her allergies, but it didn't stop her from loving them. She giggles and touches his nose with her's as she gently takes the flower and nuzzles him in thanks. She still couldn't talk properly, but she tried. "Mub. Eoh mub." she says in reply, tucking the flower behind her ear. She was very happy.

Haha. I know but it looked too much like another character, even moreso than Neri does. I would rather prevent more drama than hear it later. I don't know what the other's grown up design looks like, I can only see through DA and concept threads they have and guess. But I didn't even know what I wanted for Jun as an adult and I was afraid if I kept with what she had that my mind would accidently see the other character more than herself. I didn't want to risk it.

"Jun? What if today was the last day you'd be here? What would you do, where would you go? Who would you remember?"

Play, she was still young enough to answer such hard questions to simply. Ird envied her for a brief moment, before loving her again. Those questions had been bouncing around in its belly and hollowing it out for days - no, weeks now. Only directed at itself, and the lat question had been 'who would remember you?'. It kept coming up with no one.
"You'd remember Ird? Truly? You sure you will?"
It doesn't look at her yet, just keeps looking at the forest. It take awhile to mull over her words.
"Jun? I need to tell you something, you may not like it though. Love everything Jun, love everything, even those who've done bad, even those you hurt you. Love them because....you don't know how long they have left here, how long you'll be with them, you don't know what's happening in their lives. And they need that Jun, need all the love you can give and all the love they can get."

( In case you're wondering why it's being so serious, Ird is basically feeling like this right now ;-;)

(Poor Ird!! And of course, Ali! Always welcome!!)

Junalia listened to him closely. "Jun-jun love Ird!" she explaims as though it should be obvious. "Jun-jun 'member Ird! Forevors!" She nuzzles deeply into him, hoping to make him feel loved. "No go! Stay wif Jun!" she demands sadly as she gets up and climbs up onto his back, covering him up like a Jun-blanket. "Stay!"

Her ears droop, hearing his words. "No! No go! Mine! Mub!" She hugs him tightly, licking him on his neck between her words. "Mub!" -lick- "MUB!" -Lick-

Jun didn't want to think about Ird leaving her, even with the promises that he would attempt to return. "Daddy go, Sen go, Ryff-Ryff go. No you go too!" She was on the verge of tears, shoving her face into his neck. "No go. Ird stay. Ird Mine. Mub mub."

This is lovely! But do you mind giving me credit for her picture? ^^'
I would also like to add my signature to the image (a small one, though), as I did not know you were gonna use this for her bio XD I am flattered, though.

Of course! I didn't know it was going to be used either and I just haven't gotten around to editing the proper credits yet. My computer keeps shutting down on me and it's difficult to stay on long enough to get anything done. I'll be replacing it with a new one hopefully for an official picture.

Ird - I'll get to replying in a sec!

Loving the new CSS layout so far!

No. It can't be, it's not...is it? No. NO. She isn't real, she can't be real. That little one is gone, eaten, lost. Gone forever. It took months of waiting, months of trying to break it's boundaries to find her. Months of failing. Eventually It just gave up, she was using too much of it's energy. Eating it from the inside out and now...now...she'd disappear again. This was just a nightmare. Something would happen-something and then Ird wouldn't be able to help. Ird would lose. It whimpered and crawled over to Kettu, hiding its head in her fur. If it just looks she'll be gone.

Oh no, she was speaking! Getting closer. It kept waiting for the puff of smoke to take her but that never happened. It cowers, scooting backwards until the willow stops it's progress. But she keeps coming closer and it can't run now that it's cornered. It just shakes it's head mutely at her words, it looks absolutely terrified. The creature doesn't know what to do anymore, this has been the first time....since Kettu.

What should it do? WHAT SHOULD IT DO? She's backing up, she's going to leave! It doesn't know what it wants but it doesn't want that! Why can't it talk? Why can't it say anything now? Jun....she was only a baby, a little one and she was t-taken? Now she's all grown up. There'll be no more talking lessons, no more cute noises. Hell, she probably already has a family. Kettu does. It manages a nod. Small steps for now, next would be the talking if It could get that far before running away.

(Ird's over simulated right now :c It might be awhile before it calms down)

"NO."
The word pops out and it doesn't understand whether or not it's referring to her leaving or how she's trying to get back into the ragged hole she'd left in it or just no to everything. Mostly the possibility of her leaving again. It knows, oh it knows! The more they leave the less they comeback. Ever since that day....there had been new faces, company only lasting for a day. Look at her! Look at her settling with the gold like there was nothing wrong! Well there was! Jealousy tumbled around inside it and then petered out.

"Don't go again." It whispers, but it knows that she will. They all do. This loneliness is its destiny. "Please"

It gulps and smashes its face into her fur, still shaking at the prospect of her leaving. It has to actually reach up to touch her neck now. Didn't it tell her that it might not be here once? That it would have to go if the twins made it? The idol spirit had made the same promise to her long ago. Did she remember? At least she's admitting she'll leave. It can't stand those that say that they'll never leave. That was a lie. What she said was also a lie, part of one. But that was okay, for now just having her here would be enough.

A quiet whimper is all she'll get in response. She doesn't know. She doesn't know how much she'd destroyed it by her absence. It has new fears now, and the old ones have gotten stronger. But now...now they'll just have to make this work. No matter how much hell this will put both of them through.

(That's okay, I think this is a good place to end c: It's so good to you two again <3)