July 12th, 2:35 AM

trying
so
hard
to
make
sense
of
everything
but
my
mind
roams
too
far
after
midnight when im just so tired
and its so much easier to slow down
and pick apart
every
little
thought
and
record
it
here,
although none of it makes sense...

ugh...

ive learned that with knowledge comes loneliness
so much inside of myself
inside of myself
inside of myself

im stuck inside of myself

I think we're all stuck,

I think we're all stuck, sometimes.
Knowledge gets you stuck, wisdom lets you out.

♥~

I've often wondered why I

I've often wondered why I seem to think so differently at night, it's an odd thing. Nice to know it's not just me.
Unplugged's picture

Quote:ive learned that with

Quote:
ive learned that with knowledge comes loneliness

Erk, so true.

Loneliness is an odd feeling though, it's my favourite emotion. I want to figure it out. Lately I've been pondering if loneliness is really a bad thing.

And I also seem to think much differently at night. I think for me it's the fact that I am not being distracted by anything and that I know everyone is asleep.
Although I don't know if I really think clearer than during daytime, or if my thoughts just are even more clouded.

Do you sometimes listen to music at night?
Spirituelle's picture

it's kind of like torture

it's kind of like torture really. when the rest of the world is asleep, your mind is buzzing with every random thought in the universe. and sometimes the thoughts will reach a standstill, and your mind just goes blank. and it's during this moment of silence you realize how alone you are.

it's like being stuck inside in a black hole inside yourself.
i don't know. i never will know why.

You guys are so awesome for

You guys are so awesome for reading my crap. <3

Unplugged:

Yes. But not when I wrote this.
Unplugged's picture

Alright. Just curious.

Alright. Just curious.