Splinters kicked her feet weakley, trying to keep awake...not to sleep...and never wake up..


Beat..BEAT...BEAT..be..at....be.........

... but she wasn't dead...

lol i know right?

Beat..beat...alive...awake...barely.. Splinters stood, and she looked around. Her immortality was kicking in. That was the only thing keeping her alive. Eternity.

Splinters looked around. Maria...was the only one on her mind at the moment. She turned and walked to the pond.

Splinters was staring at her. No sympathy..no love...her emotions were gone.. she approached the doe quietley. " Maria? " She said.

Splinters stepped back, pressing her ears back against her head. " Why are you crying? " She asked, not remembering little of what happened.

Splinters just stood there, dazed. " I dont...? She murmered to herself like a question.

Splinters wanted to love maria...wanted to be sympathetic, but all she could do was stare. " Maria...i love you..but...i dont know what happened..i cant feel emotion anymore...those beads were the only things keeping me stable...be my mate..please... " She said sincerely.

Splinters felt glued to the ground. " MARIA! " she called as loud as she could.

Splinters sprinted after her.

Splinters stood in front of the willow, staring at her as she slept.

Splinters approached her. She stood over her, and bending down she nuzzled her cheek.

" Im here.. " She whispered in her ear.

Splinters smiled slightley, and sat next to her. She rested her head on maria's neck.

Im trying to go back to Splinter's original look, personality, etc.

Splinters was staring at her. " Maria...i love you..you cant leave me.. " She said.

" But i do! Please?! " She said, nuzzling maria.

Splinters frowned.

" Maria...it is not my fault! I...told you off....because..i was afraid i would just hurt you more...i was dieing...in pain..i still am..but im alive...does that matter? " She told her, and pulled her closer.

" Who is stony? " She asked.

Splinters snorted. " Maria...you cant go with him! Please?! I love you! Please! " She said, standing up.

" Beacause i love you! For me, LIKING anyone is a stretch! But when i met you, i felt a strong hate, but now...i cant stay away! Forgive my thoughtlessness in the past, maria..My emotions are gone....and before...i was so mixed up! I couldn't help myself in whatever i did! Im so sorry! " She wimpered, now standing behind maria with her head lowe.

Splinters frowned. " I know...i..dont know what to think about myself...i dont care about myself...all i know right now is tha tiw ant to be with you... " She said.

" If you..want..you can go..im not keeping you away.. " She said, turning to walk away for nothing.

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Splinters sat in the willow..thinking..what else was she to do? She already had the job of getting her bead back..wich was going ot be a hard enough task. If she forced herself to feel emotion, then her beads would grow back.

Splinters put her head on the ground, and tucked her legs under her.

guess so.. :/ want to do another RP or call it quits?