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May 31, 2008 - 12:04am — Anzel
I think the problem is...my connection speed...other people experience things kinda like me when their connection slows...so...

It's too slow...and there's nothing I can do to change that...

I'm sorry for bothering everyone for so long...

Goodbye...

~ Anzel
May 31, 2008 - 12:43am — Pegasicorn
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Pega: And Scape could see

Pega: And Scape could see you in your full set, too. T_T He was the one wearing the skeleton pelt.
Well...seeya I guess. If there's ever the chance you get a faster internet, try out the game again! And if we see you (and you us), there will definitely be celebrating! =]

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May 31, 2008 - 12:46am — Anzel
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There's no way to get a

There's no way to get a faster connection...not unless I got another computer, which wouldn't be for years...x.x...so...I don't think I'll be back...but thanks anyways...
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May 31, 2008 - 1:00am — Sam

Wait! I don't know you very

Wait! I don't know you very well, but in the "News" section of the game it says: Running exprimentle(sp?) server. Multiplayer might be flaky.

Maybe they were trying to help you out?
May 31, 2008 - 1:01am — Anzel
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I think it was just the

I think it was just the server people's doing, I dunno...:/
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May 31, 2008 - 1:02am — Sam

Oh... Well, I hope if works

Oh... Well, I hope if works out for you. :3
May 31, 2008 - 1:02am — Kanaf
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Anzel, just because you

Anzel, just because you can't play the game, doesn't mean you have to leave everyone. I don't think anyone wants to see you leave. I know I don't know you very well, and I know I sound really stupid, but you have a lot of friends here, you can't let a silly game get in the way of that.
May 31, 2008 - 1:05am — Anzel
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I often go a few hours just

I often go a few hours just waiting for a single reply...meh...

*sighs*...I wouldn't leave 100%..just...90% or 95%...
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May 31, 2008 - 1:08am — Blackfeathr

Anzel I really dont want you

Anzel I really dont want you to go. Be it my own selfish reasons, but I think I can speak for everyone when I say you've been a positive impact on this community, glitch aside. I enjoyed seeing your art, and reading your poems and stories. I've never been one for poetry, I've found it mostly boring, but the poetry you made really captivated me. I only wish there were something I could do that would make your glitch go away. I've really wanted to see you frolick along with the rest of us. Though, loneliness does get to the best of us. If you find that you can obtain a better computer/connection to the internet, do come back to us. Smiling

Peace and Godspeed~


-Black
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just gotta stay hip to my jive.
May 31, 2008 - 1:10am — Anzel
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If my family didn't have a

If my family didn't have a $6000 hospital bill they had to pay...I might think about...asking for a new computer for Christmas...but I don't think it would ever happen...*sighs*...

Why must I love to play a game that won't work for me? Only me? >_<;
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May 31, 2008 - 1:37am — Blackhoof
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Bye! (hate to seem cheerful

Bye! (hate to seem cheerful but I'm really not).
I left like you did sorta once....(I didn't read other comments but...)
I'm sure you'll be back! I come and go, and I hope you do the
same! Smiling If you are still leaving(didn't read other post)
I have enjoyed talking and knowing your deer...sorta never
met your deer but still!

Just like what I always say I gues " I'm just a click
away from an Endless forest!"

Thoughs were my last words the last time I left...
Hope to see ya pop up soon!
May 31, 2008 - 1:39am — Anzel
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Nobody seems to care that

Nobody seems to care that I'm leaving :/...*sighs*...

*wanders sadly around the forest for possibly the last time*...
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May 31, 2008 - 1:48am — Blackfeathr

Um, have you seen our

Um, have you seen our comments?
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May 31, 2008 - 2:01am — Anzel
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Sorry, blame depression <<;

Sorry, blame depression <<; *is trying to get out of it* It hit me pretty hard, sorry :/ Being honest, I could even feel the empty, light tingling in my chest, if anyone has ever felt it <<;

Cure to depression = Turning 'Hotel California' up very loud and singing along to it slyly.

Anyways...does anyone want me to stick around...? I mean...now that I know my problem, I won't query about it anymore, at least.

In real life, my friends never really protest when I leave the group because they're ignoring XD; See why I love my friends?

x.x
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May 31, 2008 - 2:18am — Stelmaria

ANZEL PLEASE DON'T LEAVE.

ANZEL PLEASE DON'T LEAVE. D;
I've dealt with depression too... I know that feeling. If you ever want to talk you can email me, okay?

But please don't give up. ;___; I really do want you to stay. I wish there was something, anything, Michael could do to fix this problem, because it may be something different than your connection speed. Mine is similar to yours and I can still play the game normally! We'll figure this out.

But you're such an awesome person. I don't want you to go. ;o;
*mega hug*
May 31, 2008 - 2:18am — Burro
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-offers muffins and a

-offers muffins and a cookie- ? o3o Don't leave, it's fun having you around.

I know I've never really commented, but I lurk and think the Endless Forest would be missing something without you here. ^^; Besides, if you did leave, what incentive would the programmers have of finding a fix to the problem? ;D

((And I think you need better friends. o_o; Manipulation to that extreme is damaging one's mental health.))
May 31, 2008 - 2:24am — Her
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[straps you to a

[straps you to a chair]

You.

are not.

leaving.
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May 31, 2008 - 2:26am — Kanaf
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DON'T LEAVE!! plz?... again,

DON'T LEAVE!! plz?... again, i know i dont know you well, but you have many friends here. i hope that if you stay, i can come to know you better. I know how depression feels, its hard and it hurts. but youll come through it (if thats a good choice of words) and we'll be here to help Smiling
May 31, 2008 - 2:28am — Ammy

Anzel i dont kow you

Anzel Sad i dont kow you but.... it dont meani want you to leave. i have never seen you in the game but i see you in the forums, people dont ignore you, we will miss you! i know im probs makin it al worse but uve said earlier u dont get replys but think, there are MANY different timezonees out there and maybe you post at a bad time the forums are usually active and because thing dont have llittle 'new posts' people may not even now uve posted.

i always feel liike a conversation killer Sad plz y not hang roun the forums? not as good as the game but.....
May 31, 2008 - 2:31am — Anzel
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I've been around forums too

I've been around forums too long, heh XD;

I'll stick around, I guess, but...I'm still guessing it's my connection.

Oh, and if anyone's actually reading this: I just ran outside...saw two deer. One kinda looked at me, raised its non-eyebrow, and watched me walk along. The other munched, look at me, munched. It only moved when its antzy friend forced it to.

XD; It cheered me up, heh.

By the way...what time zones -do- you guys/girls live in?

I'm EST, so it's 8:31 PM right now Sticking out tongue
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May 31, 2008 - 2:38am — Kanaf
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7:31 PM

7:31 PM Smiling
May 31, 2008 - 2:39am — Anzel
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*sits in the '4' and watches

*sits in the '4' and watches as she sees setting sun's picto*

I'm gonna leave Endless Forest on for a long time, just to see what happens...
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May 31, 2008 - 2:46am — Anzel
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*opens up TEF screen and

*opens up TEF screen and sees the pictos spread out, and sees deer slide into place* XDDDDD;

I saw a deer rofl...but...it was just a trick. Ah well Sticking out tongue

I SEE ESLL'S PICTO, FWEE! *runs to see* And I see Sluggs...and...a bunch of others.

<3 the new server

EDIT: NO! In my rush to see Esll, I fell in the pond. UGH.

>_<; *looks at her and closes tef* This makes Anzel sad.

*grumbles* MEAN. POND.
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May 31, 2008 - 2:48am — Her
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I SAWS YOU. By chance, do

I SAWS YOU.

By chance, do you happen to have the "Display: Show all other Characters" thingy set to "Show all other Characters"? Or does it say "Don't show other players?" [hopes]
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May 31, 2008 - 2:50am — Anzel
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Too late, I've checked many

Too late, I've checked many times over XD;

*sits in the 4 and hopes it will make the pictos spread again* That was sooo cool when they spread, though. It was the first time I witnessed all the deer spreading out...it was funny.
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May 31, 2008 - 2:51am — Pegasicorn
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Pega: I'm in the same

Pega: I'm in the same timezone as you are, but I think I was playing in the Forest when you posted this entry. ^^;
DO NOT LEAVE. O_O At least stay on the forum/community site.

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land|scape|goat
magnets don't always attract
4.9 on the Richter Scale
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May 31, 2008 - 2:51am — Anzel
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I shan't now... I just...am

I shan't now...

I just...am hopeless about ever being able to communicate with others Sticking out tongue
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May 31, 2008 - 2:52am — Pegasicorn
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Pega: Well, if it's any

Pega: Well, if it's any consolation, some of us can see you even if you can't see us, so you're not really alone in the Forest. ^^;

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land|scape|goat
magnets don't always attract
4.9 on the Richter Scale
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May 31, 2008 - 2:54am — Anzel
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Still...it's not the same

Still...it's not the same ;-;
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May 31, 2008 - 3:41am — squeegie
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I'm sorry I was gone. ); I

I'm sorry I was gone. ); I really do care. Please don't leave. Yes, take a break. But don't leave, I really do think things are slowly getting better.
June 1, 2008 - 10:09am — Taiko
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8O I just saw you in the

8O I just saw you in the forest a few minutes ago, Anzel. (sorry for mild off-topicness XD)
At least, I think it was you. 0_o Scape, Vipin and Taiko found you by the Twin Gods statue just a while ago, and we were suddenly able to cast spells on you (Though I've tried, (XD) it never worked until now).
June 1, 2008 - 5:10pm — Rutilus

>: ( I cant play

>: ( I cant play anymore....But Anzel, if you leave, Imma be sad. Very sad. Include the puppy eyes. ;__; Anzely no leavy!!!

<33333

Dannii
June 1, 2008 - 7:54pm — Anzel
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Ehh, I won't leave. I was

Ehh, I won't leave. I was just...well...okay, to be 100% honest, I was pmsing, lonely, and...I'd fallen into depression for a bit x.x Hormonal issues, why do you hate me so? <<;

And that deer that you could cast spells on...

I think that was a clone of me. It was -not- me.
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