Blissfull was I twirling in my own demise
A smile never seemed to leave my face

I had so many hopes for the following months
Goals I hoped to achieve
The music ringing in my ears
I was clearly in my own little world

And happy to stay there for eternity
I have never been one to dance half way
But I never obsess over the perfection
Such things can be damaging to focus on

I'll never say I am the best
But I will always proudly say that I love to dance
And that I have shared my experience with countless talented people
I''l always dance with my heart
For there in lies my connection with this moving art
An outlet for this soul who can not clearly express herself in words

Relying on this to release surpressed emotions
Before long it was the only way I could honestly be open
Emmersing myself in this world of dancing
Some could not understand
And in many ways I wish to keep this secret unkown.

Dancing is second nature to me
I can honestly say I will dance until my dying day.
For without it I am not complete.

But a fateful night months ago
Has shaken this world of mine

Tears were shed and the pain was felt
A setback clearly in my way
Restrictions wieghed and shackled me down.
While I was told it was for the best
My heart was torn
It might seem overly dramatic to some
But for me it is reality


I knew this was only for the best
But day after day of being unable
To move and release emotions
They began bottling up inside me
Looking for a way out.

This balance I had achieved was know totally gone.
The tortue of seeing others dance
And to hear the melody of music
Hits me like a rock.
When I all I want to do is join them
And loose myself in the melody
But all I can do is sit and watch

It's not for forever and for that I am thankful.
The day I can truly smile once more
Is when I'm on that dance floor once again.

But at this point in time I can only step back
And accept what has been given to me
What ever the reason
This was meant to be
Regardless of whether I agree
Life lessons should always be taken.
For they always mean to teach us something that will help us in our life.