H e l p f o r t h o s e i n n e e d

Pretzil's picture
For the Community, certan people, and for anyone who has felt hurt before

I know sometimes it feels like absolute hell, when you want to rip anything and everything apart and then fall to tears. I know how the sadnesss hurts. The choking feeling and the way everything hurts. And I have a best friend who is suffering from serius depression. He is only 13 years old. I have to see him every day at school with his head on his desk and it breaks my heart.


Last night, I got a text from him

He said he wante to die.

And I staretd crying.

All I could say was no.

And he began to say what went wrong and how his life began to spiral out of control. And then I felt like a bitch for taking myself and my pitiful tiny problems for granted.

And I can understand pain, too.

My aunt recently died from a hideous fast-spreading cancer. It was in every organ in her body. It was very hard on me and my family. And a little before that, a close realitive also died from falling and breking her hip and going into rehab but caught namonia and she is anemic and eventualy killed her but very slow and painfully.

And I want to send hugs to everyone who is struggling right now.


♥ Hang in there, guys! ♥
quadraptor's picture

*nuzzles* I've had a few

*nuzzles* I've had a few recent losses, and it's really tough to go through, but I appreciate that you put the time in to encourage all of us who are struggling. It means a lot.

I'm sorry to hear about your losses, too. I wish things didn't end up happening like that, but it's hard to accept it when people die painfully or unexpectedly.
Pretzil's picture

Yes, thank you. And I do

Yes, thank you. And I do agree. But I try to think about how happy they are now that the struggle is over and the pain is gone and that they are someplace better. That is what keeps me going.
eyestrain's picture

There are really rough

There are really rough patches, aren't there. But the important thing to always keep locked in the vault of your heart is that there are really profoundly amazing patches, too, and life is the only way we can experience them.

Your friendship is surely a very good thing for your friend. I hope that he will understand that death is a very permanent solution to a temporary problem, one that will eventually end if he is patient and true to himself. To just keep living is the most important thing, the specific answers to problems will come with time.

We have all experienced pain, doubt, and loneliness. But you are not alone. Neither is your friend.

Hang in there.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

-hugs/nuzzle- im srry for

-hugs/nuzzle- im srry for your losses and i hope your friend hangs in their and gets out of depression safley, i had some loses of my own that are family member and i still feel pain from losing them... all of you out their arnt alone of feeling any kind of pain <33