Give back the time we shared
For it was wasted
Give it all back
For all of it was a lie
The smile and the laughter
Did not mean a thing
To you
But to me they meant everything
More than they should
To have given something
As prescious as my heart
Was foolish
Because you never meant to protect it
Thinking back your embraces were cold
Your kisses were hesitant
You never meant any of it
And Im supposed to be a fool
For playing along
With the lies you told me
While I gave you eveything
You gave nothing back.
You said our love was pretend
Not real
Well this pain is real
Im real and so is my heart
Its not a toy
That can be tossed in the air
Accidentally letting it fall to the ground.
How could I have fallen for someone like you
To me it shall remain a mistery
But all I want is to erase these memories
Or go back in time to stop myself
From fantacising of what would never happen.
One minute you said I love you
But the next you say sorry but its best if separate.
Crying,why is it that I can not regret seeing your smile
Now I wish I could hate you
But yet I cant
I just want to forget,
Or can you give me back the time we shared.?