G...gah...

G...gah...

August 23, 2008 - 11:29pm — Anzel

I'm...I'm back...

And he...he's gone now...so...I'm...not feeling the best...

I'm kind-of crying.......

It will be a very...very long time before I see him again...

I miss him already...I can still feel his arms around me...his hands holding mine...(i'm the kind of person who maybe gets a hug twice a year from a parent or annoying friend, maybe...never gets kisses or anything else. so this week was my first in alot of things...innocent things, nothing "perverted", lol...we're not like that...)

>_<;...gah...

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August 23, 2008 - 11:36pm — Rutilus

...;_; Oh, Anzel, I'm so

...;_; Oh, Anzel, I'm so sorry <333 But..well..atleast you'll get to see him again someday...*doesnt know what to say*

*huge warm hug*

-- Dannii <3

August 23, 2008 - 11:37pm — Snowrift

Maybe you too can move

Maybe you too can move nearer to each other someday....

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Isis
Vanity
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August 23, 2008 - 11:43pm — Anzel

Well...we've known each

Well...we've known each other for 3 years, he lived 5,000 miles away from here until now...spent a week with him here at my place...now he'll be at a college in Canada that's 3,000 miles away from here...probably for 4 years...?

Then I'll go to college, probably...

*sighs*...

I wish this sensation of having his arms around me would just....go away...I stop crying, and it makes me start crying again...

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August 24, 2008 - 3:02am — Emiva

Aww. Dont worry. And now

Aww.

Dont worry. And now Emiva shall sing her favorite song from Westside Story

"Somewhere"

There's a place for us,
Somewhere a place for us.
Peace and quiet and open air
Wait for us
Somewhere.

There's a time for us,
Some day a time for us,
Time together with time to spare,
Time to look, time to care,
Some day!

Somewhere.
We'll find a new way of living,

We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere . . .

There's a place for us,
A time and place for us.
Hold my hand and we're halfway there.
Hold my hand and I'll take you there
Somehow,
Some day,

Somewhere.

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August 24, 2008 - 6:00am — Kumiko

Anzel, if you need someone

Anzel, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

I don't know if you read my comment in your last blog about him coming, but I just experienced the exact same thing a little awhile ago. It took me sometime to get use to not having my boyfriend around as well- some days it feels like I never will - but I've been able to manage. After all, he and I still talk a lot and we both know that this isn't 'good-bye' forever.

So remember that. Even though he's gone now, it's not for forever.

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