August 31, 2008 - 6:23am — Anzel
I sit here and stumble upon feet never made for the floor. I glide in dreams, in jetstreams pushing and pulling me through the skies, and knows my sorrow-heavy shoulders cannot dance with the beat of the cricket drum...not now.
Blessèd be the fae of calm tranquility, with her love tied tongue in tongue with another stag, not I. Melting within the nuzzle of one another, sin care nor worry.
And I lie here, frozenheartedly, for I hath tangled myself within the webs of mortal knots and caresses.
As I change back to sketchèd form, my antlers ache with sorrow; my throat is broken and rusting over, and my eyes desire to leap out. But I am afar from need for another feed, and I do not feel full of stomach...I am as close to being a deer as I wish I wasn't. My tyrant nature is tamed by a lack of bloodlust; my love for her grows with every pulsing beat of my antlers, and every raindrop thought that reminds me that I can never have her.
I wish to die a mortal death, but I haven't the strength to drop my antlers, hooked firmly to my migraine that is sufferance.
And here, shall I lie, transformed back into the form of a small creature closer to truth, wishing for warmth, for a hoof, for a friend. For a fair maiden named Taliene who shalt never be mine.
The end.
...D:...Poor Vein...*feels
...*watches Vein, blinking back tears* ...Why...Why did I cause this..?
-- Dannii <3
(O.x' Ieek! Am I a foool! I
No! No no no! This is not your fault Taliene, it is mine. I should apologise. I went too far without even thinking about any consequenses.
To be honest, I didn't know this Vein. I should step back. I never meant to hurt anyone, let alone Taliene. Now I did, I don't want to think about what more damage I could do. I don't know, maybe this needs time. I don't want to put Taliene for a choice, but if she needs space, I will step back... I don't know what to say Vein. You got my sincere apology's, but I don't think that changes anything.
--Stays a lonely Seele
Awww, poor Vein... *hug*
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