[center]It is 1:49 to be exact...a stary night outside of my window. My back against the wall;; hazel eyes stared before me. My bed;; with the red blanket scattered so akcwardly & the many pictures of me & my friends....the white pillow hung over looking as it was about to fall. The faint noise of my fathers snores;;...no trace of my mother as she was sound asleep with no sound. I;; wasn't sleepy at all....pale hands wrapped around my knees as I was wearing short black shorts. My scars visible in the faint light that came out of my lamp sitting on the small table beside my bed. Books scattered on the ground;; followed by sketches of sceneries. Pink lining on my pupil made everything have a thick pink border around it;; I was weird. I was weird. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks;; following mascara as it driped onto my white loose t-shirt. I sniffed;; Why was I so weird? Black splotches stained my carpet;; aswell as red liquid...my blood. "Why am I so weird..?" I spoke to myself;; my words echoed in my dark room. My skull teady bear across the room;; where I had thrown it many nights ago. My black cat curled upon my bed;; it's purrs lighting my heart. I felt so alone in this world....like my room was the only place I should be. I stood up;; almost tripping- but I regained my balance ackwardly. I plummated down onto my bed;; rocking the bed a little...enough to wake up Teagen. It's green eyes opened;; but soon turned to slights right away & he went on purring again. "I'm just a freak." I repeated over & over again;; throwing the many things that lay on my bed. I stared at the ceiling;; wrapping myself in my blanket...tears still coming out of my eyes.

[center]My eyes opened slowly as light entered my dark room, I moaned & turned my back to the window. It didn't do much help, my eyes burned with sleepiness. I rolled my eyes, moving to the edge of the bed. I flipped onto the ground, hurting my head as I did so. Blonde hair messed up, it clung to the air in different directions. I almost tripped as I walked over my black sheets, regaining my balance ackwardly. I crammed some jeans onto my legs, & put on a baggy t-shirt with a TNA sweater to hang over it. I grinned, opening my white door, wet blood clung to the handle. I smeared down the hall-way walls, my finger-nails running along making a skreatching noise which sent a shiver down my spine. I ignored my mother, & yanked my arm away as she tried to grasp it. My pale hands gabbed against the door, soon opening it. My sneakers crunched the Autumn leaves beneath my foot, the noise rung in my ears. I was caring my sketch books, with a million different things plastered on the pages. Friends flashed me a smile & I walked over to a ditch. Going up & down the hill, I ran through the forest. Swiftly & perfectly, flashed of white jeans & a black sweater were only noticble. I slowered my pace, staring at the huge oak above me. The sketch book in my mouth, I started to climb the tree. Wincing as one of my nails fell back & almost touched my finger as I almost fell..luckily it didn't bleed. I forced myself on the thickest branch, my movements fast & graceful. I sat on my rear, gazing at the sun...pink lining around my pupils made everything have a thick border of pink around it. I titled my head, then I looked into the bushes, a Pink Carnation flower was blooming. That gave me an idea, I pulled a pencil out of my jeans & started to draw.

Black converse crunched the leaves underneath my sore feet, hazel eyes dark...mysterious. I had ventured into the night, blonde hair smothered my face- infront of my eyes. Pale hands gabbed into my ripped skinny jean pockets, thumb laid to the side. I stopped, staring up at the moon- hazel eyes twinkled. Black makeup clung to my face, tiny designs like a wing. I kept on walking, walking away. But from what? I had no idea..I was running away. A shoulder bag hung on the side of my thigh, as my legs went up & down in a rythemic motion. A small girl walking the dark streets..alone. Pink lips let the words escape from my mouth, "& When I'm gone don't mourn Rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. Just know that I'm looking down at you smiling & I don't feel a thang, so baby don't feel no pain just smile back." a smile plastered on my face. A hoodie hid my blonde hair, black streaks ran down my shoulders, touching my t-shirt. Voices rung in my ears, I felt like exploding. My emotions changed completely, fast..like a cheetah running. I screamed, falling onto the grey concrete. My head shot up, my eyes filled with anger...like I had a demon inside me. My stomach churned; another yelp escaped my small mouth. I slowly stood up;; grinning evily...white teeth lined perfectly in my mouth. I walked away, as if nothing just happened. Demon's walking behind me.



Stitchez Scarr Frozen.
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