Hey there! Here I am again 8D Got some more crap from my sketchbook to show ya'll! It's filled with deer it seems D8

I'll start with oldest first! This one is for Yaya. I wish I could do more to thank you for that awesome drawing you made of Polt, but here you go XD


Well, remember that drawing I made of Wudiin with that moonlike mask? I figured I liked the idea of giving Polt a star-like mask ._. Fitting.


And now Trees! Also a small thank-you for the awesome art you gave me


I had an artsy-night yesterday.. Chism was the first. She had been wearing the hands-mask yesterday, and I thought I should so something with those white lips.


The Phantom! I tried earlier and failed hars, so yesterday I just let my pencil do the job. His ass fell off. Poor guy.


Happy stag-day Mika! 8D


And for Pride! Because you always draw me stuff, but I never have the time to do something in return XD


And Lun for LaVae! Because she's a beautifull doe 8D


And to end with something made from clay again..

IT'S A LITTLE ZOOORAAAI. She'll travel to Raiakira's place once. I'd really love to make others once, but I'm out of clay. SORRY 8D X"D..

Now Polty has a frieeehieeend.


**EDIT**

Hm ._.".. Don't laugh at me.. I mean.. I tried. I tried to just write whatever came over me. This is pretty much affecting me irl! I neeeed to get rid of it..

Also, am I ignored? Argk. Sorry.

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[=#8499a1]I can't hurt anyone. I don't want to. I want this to be over, but I don't have anything to want, to say..


Afraid. I'm so afraid... That I'll lose your friendship, for example. It's not like.. This hasn't happend to me before. I always end up hurting myself for the sake of others.


And in the end it only hurts more. It hasn't been like this before. Oh no, don't feel guilty.. It's noone's fault.


I. It's mine. I should be like the rest. I should FIGHT. I should be STRONG, TELL, HAVE NO GUILT. But that's not me.


But it hasn't been like this! I haven't been crying like this, worried like this, jealous like this. Hurt.


It's all I've got left. I don't want to be like this! Can't I be like her? She's beautifull. She's nice, kind, good company.. I wish I was. I wish I had a little bit of her!


She's a friend. I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to hurt you. I don't. You are a gentleman, you don't want to break hearts. Noone does! I'll.. Break it.


I'll break my own. I know it's for the best. I'll be upset, mad, lost. For your sake, I will be.


I love you, allright? I hate it but I do. I'd deny it forever but I do. I don't want to put pressure on you but I do. I want to turn back to the shadow's I came from, without feeling like this, but I can't. I can't describe it.

Remember. I remember. I won't forget. Maybe now you wish I could, so you weren't.. Put in this position. I'm so sorry..


But I remember. You watched me when I played with those fawns, like I always do. You were like my guardian, protecting me and those fawns from whatever lurking danger.

Well some are dedicated to those people! And they're just sketched ._.".. Normally I'd colour my work, but lately I've been getting too busy. Yaya is still coming up too!! And I'm working on Avani's commission!

I'll start with a bad-scanned drawing of Gehirn, made at school. It's on a big.. Eh, sketchbook, so it's hard to scan XD.. Apologies ._.".. Maybe once I'll try better, and scan him.. Better 8D...


Then next: A belated birthday gift for Narina ._."" Raunun! Argk. Sorry. *cries*


A drawing of Polt with different hairstyles. Inspired by Avani telling me Polt's deer version should have the same little pigtails as her human version.. Yknow.. Haairrr... Polt thinks I'm torturing her.


Something for Ravenflight.. Because I did love your maskless drawing of her, I'm just such a lousy person..

"...Just remember Ill always love you..."

A drawing of Geist..


Wudiin. He keeps invading my sketchbook. Yeah I dunno what that ugly flee in the background is either XD


*Shame*
STOP INVADING MY MATHS. *Points at dutch brabbling*
XDDD



Hm. Sorry for bothering you all. You can click on "back" if you want XD.. Also, Raven, I totally love that song in your updates. *Sigh*

I barely ever join bandwagons. So there. *Shot*

1. If Seele and Poltergeist teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
DEATH AND DISTRUCTIOON. I don't know. Chess?
2. Have you ever been in Auge's house?
..Does.. She.. Have..One!?
3. Do you miss Horizon?
I miss him all the time. My little smexy gay boy...
4. What would you do if you hadn't met Gehirn?
Awww!! That'd be the end of the woorld!!
5. How would Poltergeist insult Zorai?
Blondie. AHAHA
6. Have you ever been in Chism's house?
.WHAT HOUSE. AND ARGK That'd be torture X"D
7. How would Fenkovan insult Corvus?
Would be something that has to do with manlyness. *Gigglesnort*
8. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Corvus or Jared?
Aww both are cute <3.. Although they'd both try to get away from me. HMM.
9. What is Jared's favorite TV show or movie?
Pokemon. *Shot*
10. Zorai got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
IT'S A DEER ZOMG.

11. What is one thing Fenkovan isn't exactly made for?
Understanding Polt. 8D? X"D FLIRTING.? MALES?
12. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Cirrus or Lorak?
..Lorak. He's a guy yknow ;D...
13. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Horizon or Taliene?
What the hell. Taliene would be fun.
14. Describe Poltergeist in five words.
..Attatched, lonely, selfish, jealous, scared.
15. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Chism or Cirrus?
Stop that! But Cirrus, since I'd survive.
16. Who does Wudiin like?
.. .. Me? *Shot*
17. Does Rutilus make you hot?
Very much so sir ;D
18. Do you miss Taliene?
Aw yeah sure do ._."...
19. Describe Rajan in one word.
CUTIE
20. Ever slept in the same room with Lorak?
Tsh, it's a seeecret. Cirrus ain't supposed to know!

21. Is Poltergeist your best friend?

Hello everybody! Today is Seele's birthday! This means that I've been on this game for 1 year now Am I one of the oldies now? Nah XD! I guess the outcome of it all is that even after a year, I'm still pretty shy. But, this isn’t about me, this is about little Seele!

Seele is based on my back then born OC, Seele. Since I had read all deer in-game were stags, I didn't want to go as my usual self Misako. So, I used Seele's name, because I came to adore him.
Seele, the actual boy my deer Seele is based upon (Getting confused yet?) was born as a deformed child. Blind, an enormous size-difference in legs, deformed hands, and a deformed back, he had a hard time living. His father called him Seele, which means Soul, because he hoped the boy's soul would be stronger as his body. Seele indeed turned out strong, and put himself through all the operations together with his healthy twin broter. But in the end, little Seele turned twisted. When he found out he could repair his own body by stealing the souls of others, he went on a rampage and had to be killed in the end.

My little deer Seele was in fact made in the time Seele was still pretty normal. Seele was also supposed to be retreated, shy, hesitant, but respectful. I think he always stayed that way. Instead of totally blind, I made Seele have a bad eyesight. All is a little blurry, which can send the stag in confusion when he can't really recognize someone, but he'll always try. I think the twisted side Seele turned out to have, hasn't turned up in the deer Seele.

I'm a thief. It's a big file too <3...



If you want, you can guess which one's from who 8D Some are obvious, some aren't. XD I had fun.

I kind of wanted to post these XD!! And since I didn't want to spam the pictures page..
I'll start with my new business at school. Geesh, we really don't do anything at the lessons at all, so I'm always drawing. And to relax, I'm drawing chibi's from forest-events <3 Here are the first 10:



Lol sorry it's a big file ^^".. I gave them numbers so I could explain them!

1. Gehirn and -Someone-
... WELL WHAT IT'S CUTE
2. Horizon
Taking a dive with the fishies <3 (He was a space-filler)
3. Seele and Auge
Because they are faamilyy. LOOK AUGE HAS A HAT.
4. Fenkovan
Showing that sexy ass. Because he brings sexy back. 8D
5. Cirrus and -Someone-
My secretdeer cheering up Cirrus. Long time ago <3 BUNDLE OF HAAPPYYY
6. Poltergeist and Corvus
She has a cold. He's in her way. Snotty Corvus.
7. Corvus and Poltergeist
Polty gave Corvus feathers, wore them herself, and they were bouncing and leaving rainbows behind <3... oó"... And I guess they were on drugs.
8. Poltergeist and Zorai
Because they are a twin. TWINSISTERSS.
9. Pi'Yu, Chism and Solstice
Oh, and a dove. A sweet, sleeping dove, not being eaten at all... Pi'yu is disturbing some "not eating" sisters, and getting mad glares.
10. Poltergeist and Wudiin
And a shouting moon. I dunno it just popped up X"D.... Wudiin's all like "..*Sigh*", and the moon is giving Polty heartattacks ._."....

But now for the other pictures! A few weeks ago, I came home (Whoa suprise), and found this.. Awesomesauce wooden deer on my desk. Or, whatever material it is, it's epic.

My mobile phone takes crappy pictures. But it's clear right? 8D I think he looks awesome. He's now guardening the fishbowl.

Hey guys! I'm not sure if others are experiencing this too, but for some reason I've been getting stuck. It's like, all deer suddenly stop moving, or keep repeating their last actions. And after a few seconds, they're up moving again. It's not a huge problem, but it's a bit annoying since I can't keep up with others, and I seem inactive XD While I'm actually.. Well, stuck!

So eh, if Polt doesn't move for a while, or is waiting for you while you're far ahead, I'm.. Stuck again XD.. It's annoying, it really is ;_; I wonder if it has to do something with the live-map too! Since I've never had this before.

..Just so you know? I wonder if anyone would miss meh anyway XD
Yeah I'm kinda grumpy. Would've typed more but I don't feel like it. Byebye!

Useless entry isn't half as useless as those eggs. Whew, really grumpy here!

Hey there! Since I never do anything like this, I wanted to give it a shot, and write Poltergeist something like a diary <3 (Got lazy with the drawings XD I’ll upload those once again too!)

[=#8499a1]Um, well, hello there I guess. I have been ordered to say something about… Well the 20th and 21th of February. So, I’ll do that!

First of all, I met Cata again! I noticed he was alone, which makes it a lot easier for me to approach him. I can get quite uncomfortable around deer who call themselves “mates”. I’d most likely be disturbing them anyway. So, Cata was alone. What poor thing. I thought he’d miss his Sunny anyway, so I was as cheerfull as I could be to get his mind away from her. We danced and such more, Vala joined too! I noticed Cata was nervous about those wolves. So I showed him I’m not afraid of those. And hey, if I’m not, no one should. Also, you might notice my new antlers? I got them from Rowan, they look quite epic, not?



When Vala left, Cata and I started some odd antics, like air-sitting. We tried to get at an appropriate height to stand on eachothers backs. I guess Cata wasn’t too good at aiming.



I got it right, though.



Hi thar.



And then I showed Cata something Seele learned me. Invisible tree’s! He was just as surprised.
We went filming after, but screenshots about that are “on the other computer”, as Misako states. So all I can do is continue with the next day, and the next happenings!