ohai! im not dead...just tired...and busy...But I hope later (if Im good and start my paper) ill get in the forest. on other news, if you live in the states, I am now doing commisions! to get information go here! http://jadine.deviantart.com/journal/21315181/#comments

so this means no requests anymore sorry guys... but I only work nine hours a week and go to college 4 days a week, and i can't get financial aid. there still might be suprizes but I can't do requests any more.

ok I see them ...HOW DO I GET THEM!?

when I download the game and open the endless forest folder. all I see is this

The first time i downloaded the game I had a lot more in this folder. (like the userdata folder (wink wink))

EDIT: still having troubles. What is OS? and how do I fix it?

I stole it from Perplex
who stole it from Skokey

what my deer Fears…

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[x] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total: 2

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[x] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total: 9

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[x] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total: 12

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Total: 12

Final total: 12
I'm normal.

[feel free to add some more fears]

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars

EDIT: Thanks to all. my mom has cooled off alot. and i feal no need to abuse my self at the moment. *nuzzlespams to all!*

I don't know where to turn too. I was going to go on DA and write about this there but I don't want to hurt my "IRL" friends or want them to know everything. But I feel I might go crazy if I don't speak this somewhere.

This is real life drama.

Lately my mom has been acting totally insane. Getting mad at the tiniest of problems, and she’s been super stressed about her problems, and her favorite thing to relieve her stress is me, for 3 days she’s been yelling at me, and insulting me, and trying to make it so I won’t spend any time with my only friend( who is my only connection to the outside world).

I just sit in my room and cry until my only comfort of sleep comes, Its ridiculous but when I’m this beet down, the best way i knew how to fix it was I get as close to the wall as possible, wanting it to swallow me up.

But these past 3 days ... I’ve found a new way to work out my sadness and emotional pain I...I, will I just struck out at the closest thing to me. Me. I punched my jaw so hard I can't chew but when I struck I didn’t stop, I couldn't stop now I have a bruise on my chest. Scratch marks on my face neck stomach and arms.

I don't know what’s happening! I don't know how the Emo thing works, I don't think I'll slice myself, but then again I didn't think that I would have self inflicted bruises either. it just happened!

What do I do? Help me!

Who are you?
Jadine: I am Jadine ^^ I am a very random deer who loves to walk backwords, and hop with the frogs ^^.
WinterLeaf: *hides behind Jadine's leg* I-I'm WinterLeaf, I l-like to explore and spend time with others.

Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Jadine ummmm, id rather not say.
WinterLeaf: I don't think so. Jadine found me in the tree. thats all I remember.

Do you have a mate?
Jadine: *dreemily yet sadly* yes ^^ Perplex. But we never get to see each other.
WinterLeaf: don't be sad Jadine! *nuzle* who is Perplex?


Do you have any kids?
Jadine: *looks at WinterLeaf umm...no NO! I'm Just watching him!
WinterLeaf: OhYeah! Jadine where do fawns come from?

What is your favorite food?
Jadine: um... I'm not too faund of food. I like the water though!
WinterLeaf: Any thing that is MAGICAAALLLLLL!

Have you ever killed anyone?
Jadine: not that I am aware of! But I do sleep walk so who knows!
WinterLeaf: *looks at Jadine* I don't think I like this.

Do you hate anyone?
Jadine: nope! not yet! *forced grin*
WinterLeaf: I don't hate any thing!

Do you love anyone?
Jadine: PERP TEH SHRUBBA!
WinterLeaf EVERY BODY!

What is your status in the forest?
Jadine: *sigh* just a lonely wanderer
WinterLeaf I am a happy bringer!

What do you do to relax?
Jadine: take long slow walks to nowhear, and rest by trees. ^^
WinterLeaf I like to play by the bridge in that creek!

There is a deer who is teasing you; what do you do?

here are some things that Ive noticed that take some carefull eye viewing.
1. when you run into trees leaves fall
2. there is a tree groing in the pond
3. there is a part of the forest neer the playground where HUGE trees form a cricle. HUGE
4. there is a type of plant that surounds the hill of the twin gods
5. ths one is easy. The HUGE tree. it hums. it scares WinterLeaf
6. when you are in a stump or rock, or tree or what ever. your avetar dosnt glow like it should
any more?

what do you sudgest when you try to get on the game. and your deer loads up, and the pictos gather at the bottum of the screen, but they don't spread and you wait for *embarassed* an Hour? do you give up?

WinterLeaf: "Jadine!!!!JADINE! I has a FRIEEEENNNNNND!!!"

Jadine: I AM SLEEPING!!!! Little Faun! and impossible! you have no personality developed yet. you can't have a friend.

But I DO have a friend! And my personality is developing! I am Friendly and soportive! AND I never back down from a fight!

thats nice now go to sleep

Winterleaf reluctantly layed next to Jadine

Jadine?

wut?

what will I look like when I grow old like you?

JADINE = ANGRY!

GO TO SLEEP!

Sorry Kumico Jadine Loves ya and your style! i hope this is okay ^^

True Story too! OH and I don't want to completely expose winterleaf until I get some kind of story for him to live on. but he did have fun with that little faun. AND Jadine knows this faun. she has seen it and knows its name. Stoker Much?