This will be a Wip ( Very slow )

In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .
















Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .


Currently listening to :

. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!

. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
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I am unable to login in the normal forest again after the special event !!
It says *Redirecting* everytime and i am loggin in in the forest where the special event took place .
I think the server was in Rotterdam !
I see Saosin , Gehirn and Veegamer also there but that is all

I see my pictogramm on the map ; and i am not ingame Help !

It has been a very long time that i didn't see Vala around !
Has anyone interact with her recently here or on ToT forum ?
I hope she is ok , would like to know if she is alright !!

I tried to buy it but somehow it kept saying that i must fill in the shipping adress and so on .
But in the field of shipping adress i was unable to fill something in . So what can i do ??
I live in Luxembourg (Europe).

Today I woke up on a wall in the ruins feeling sad because my friend annefleur left . I don't know if she will ever come back and i feel like crying !
Then i saw a magpie mask with antlers without any body hunting around . Hey what was this ?
It was my unknown friend which whom i played a lot before .
We ran around like crazy and played with other deer .
He cheered me up and i am thankful for this .
Then we took a rest together .

Sorry , i can not cast new antlers on you because all the trees with pine cones on them have been replaced by big flowers You will have to wait until all is normal again

I am sorry for bothering you with spellspamming , you know that fawns want new pelts everytime
And later on he wouldn't leave you alone , my apologize to you but you know these fawns ...
He didn't understand that i wanted him to leave you , i saw you were angry
So i apologize for us two and hope you don't mind

I tried to interact with your deer yesterday , but you did absolutely not react This was strange , you stood there doing nothing
Maybe it was your ghostdeer

Thank you AMY for saying hello and playing
It was short , but I enjoyed it sooo much *hugs*
And finally I met VALA and her friends
We had much fun together
SEE you