I am afraid to go into the forest with pictograms turned off because I am afraid I won't recognize someone and they will get mad at me for trying to interact.
I am afraid to interact with others in the forest, because I am fearful that they will reject my characters.
I am worried that this will make me sound like a whiny brat looking for attention.
I am nervous every time I interact with anyone in-game or out, because I am afraid to say something wrong.
I am fearful of being myself, because I am afraid that I am too much for others... or too little.
I cannot begin to describe how afraid I am when I say "I have no friends." Because I don't really know what a friend is, or who I am supposed to call a friend. I am afraid that I will call someone a friend who doesn't want to be my friend.
I am fearful of those who talk behind my back, even though I talk behind the backs of others. They have every right to be angry with me. I'm a hypocrite.
I am annoyed by those who can't look past past offenses. I can't understand how others can hold a grudge for a long time.
Sometimes I rant about others. In the end, when I am done, I feel no better than when I started. I usually wind up crying and realizing how much of a bitch I am.
I am flighty.
If I get nervous about something, I shut down.
I cry a lot more often than people would think.
To those who think I am a strong person: I'm grateful. I don't know how else to say it.
To those who hate me: You probably have your reasons. I accept that. I wish we could be better friends, though.
I'm so nervous to post this... because I feel like I am begging for attention. Honestly, I just want to bare myself so that everyone has a chance to see. I hope I help someone with this, so that I can smile and know that something has changed for someone else because I did something. THAT is what keeps me going: Making others happy.
I'm afraid of what other people will think of me now.