Driftwood
Title: The Cowboy
Picto: Shared with Archelius
Pelt: Red Deer Pelt (Not red pelt!), realdeer mask, fan antlers.
Mood: Roudy
Currently: Drunk on blueberry wiskey.
Thinking: 18 ponds of beer in the ground, 18 ponds of beer~
Health: 80%
Mental: 50% - Drunk
Music Choice: Dead or Alive - Bon Jovi
Bio: N/A
FANDEER
"I-I'm not mad a-at you. I--uh ju-just need some ti-time to take care of myself. If y-you want you can b--be part of that. I- mean....y-your more than welcome to be-."
"I didn't think your were mad, with me at least... but it's a comfort to know. I only knew you needed time for yourself, and respected that." he explains, and smiles calmly. "I'd be more than happy to be part of that." he confirms.
ooc: XD They're so cute. I noticed the stutter is back.
"Oh-... I-uh, just wan-nted to make sure th-hat you knew. I- didn't want you beating yourself u-up about it o-or anything." she nods blankly and continues, "Y-Your more t-than welcome to j-join... to join me anytime." she ends smiling shyly for a moment.
They are! Eek! I love them to much |D And YE OLD STUTTER is back indeed. c:
Having suprisingly little to say, he nods shyly. With a smile, he comments "Thanks for the invite. I think I'll take you up on that". Hoping he wasn't overstepping any boundaries, he kisses her cheek quickly and smiles, partially aiming to show that there was no need to be nervous.
She breathes in deeply, as if words are almost painful, "Y-Your welcome."
She smiles slightly and blushes. She quickly turns the converstaion to save both of them an awkward situation, "Oh, Happy B-Birthday. I-I uh, forgot. B-But now -I rembered, so- that makes up for it right?"
PFFT. -awws-
He blinks, as if he had more or less forgotten his birthday himself. "Thanks Aeg." He says, partially glad the topic was changed. Laughing a bit, he admits "I kind of forgot about it myself for a while there, so sure, remembering makes up for forgetting.".
"I-I see your like me, birthdays don't- mean much to m-me really. I mean its j-just one year o-older, more d-depressing than anything." She lets a small laugh escape her lips before sealing them tightly for a moment. "H-How are things going for you?", she asking curiously.
He smiles, hearing her small laugh. He partially didn't expect even that. "Heh, yeah. Once you hit a certain point, they seem almost childish to celebrate even... Y'know, unless it's some crazy year like your hundredth." he agrees, cracking a bit of a joke at the end of his response. He sobers up a bit at the following question. "Ah... I've been fine, I guess. Can't complain much, I mean." He partially mutters, covering for the fact he'd been less than fine for a while. In fact, downcrestened to the point of almost seeming ill. "And... yourself?" he asks.
She agrees with a simple nod and sheepish smile at his joke. She squints her eyes a bit at his response, knowing he was lying. She was quite keen on seeing when someone's emotions contradicted their words but, she let it slip for the time being. "I've been pretty bad- I like being alone; probably because I al-always seem to ha-have trouble with friends." She shrugs her shoulders slightly and continues, "N-Nothing new really, I'm a-always feeling p-pretty down and o-out of it. Always hurting o-others and making them angry, eh. Strange thing i-is the graveya-yard seems to provide the m-most comfort for me during t-the-se times....i-it's so peaceful." She pauses a moment and looks up at him, "It's like I can hear the stones talking." She urges closer to him in an attempt to catch his interest, knowing he would most likely find her comment amusing or intellectual. Either one she was fine with. Aegle likes the graveyard evidently I little to much. |D
He shifted his weight slightly in discomfort, knowing himself to be an aweful liar when he makes the rare attempt. Further, he was uncomfortable with the process of covering truth up, but how could he outright state that he'd not been all that well off, especially to Aegle when she's usually far worse off? His ears perked slightly as she overlooks this. He listens closely to her words. Her final statement catches his interest the most. Gentle red eyes look curiously into dark violet. "Stones talking?" He echoes curiously. "Not sure if I've ever heard them myself, but I do recall reading somewhere about 'stones crying out when no-one else will'... wish I could remember where I read that though..." he reflects pensively. His words flow much easier, evidencing his return to speaking only truth rather than cover-up. He trails off for a moment then sighs quietly. "A... actually I've not been as great as usual lately... but it's not a great deal. I guess trying to stop 'feeling' and emotion didn't work as well as hoped... left more depression than anything. Kind of draining, really..." he admits, then quickly changing subject. "But hey... far as the talking stones go... maybe you'll hear some interesting stories from them if you listen hard enough." he grins. "I know I'd love to hear them."
A slightly twisted smile appears on her face. She knew she could catch the scholars interest and was more than happy to do so. It seemed when he had a interesting subject posed to him, he became more comfortable and relax; something she needed in a friend at this time. "T-They do talk when you-your alone with them. They a-are so wise yet, silent to those who trample upon them; to those who f-forget their existence." She softly lays down in the dirt while wearing an inviting smile. She clears her throat and continues, "Some of them have been through m-more than others. Some are merely infants, yet to leave t-their mother's side. While some are -high and mighty" She pauses a moment and listens to him carefully. "Ah, y-yes... I kn-knew something was wrong. My s-senses to these things are far greater than most would know. P-Probably because I experience the emotions more than most... E-Emotion and feeling are good things, really... I-I've tried to block them out and I do agree, its quite draining. I've f-found it better to channel your emotions and feeling by b-being alone." She grins warmly, even closing her eyes. It felt good for her to give advice though, knowing how most things have failed her, he'd be better off not taking it into any consideration. "Stories, y-yes... that would be nice..." She nods staring blankly forward before shaking her head violently and looking up at him. "Come, sit? So tell me, what is it about your feelings you dislike? Which do you wish to forget?"
XD Yep. Meanwhile I kept wondering 'is that kinsha's picto or spade?' then had the epiphany that it was in fact Kinsha.
lol my picto memory is fading. |D But overall I wasn't paying attention to where spill was going... because he's supposed to only go around randomly anyway. XD
|D I don't blame you. They are similar pictos. Spade's picto used to be Toukan's, actually, which was similar to Kinsha's on purpose, hence them looking alike. XD;
I really should play Spade more. Need to relearn how to play him since it's been so long. XD; *fails*
He remains particularly interested as Aegle explains how the stones speak when alone with them. He sits down beside where she lay, upon invite. He looks down to the dirt, and mixture of grass, pebbles, and the occasional pine needle. "There is one formation of rocks outside of this forest, that had existed far longer than most can estimate. Stonehenge, it's called... and it's existance and arrangement is mysterious to those who see them, but maybe it's just because no-one trys hard enough to hear their voices. Probably too wrapped up in their appearance." He comments. He looks away from the ground, to Aegle. He shrugs slightly. "Well... what worth is feelings, to someone who perfers logic? The two seem so polar... and feelings have he capacity to lead to irrationality." He half sighs. "Yet strangely sometimes I want to drop logic in the dust." he adds, and looks toward the sky, closing his eyes. "But which ones would I want to forget completely? Anger, sadness, jealousy, dissappointment, lonliness, hopelessness, fear, hate... all those that make life difficult and turn blind eyes to truth..." he lists. "But to loose those and remain balanced, I'd have to disregard their opposites. I suppose that's where it gets stressful." he figures. He laughs a bit. "Guess that really just means we're not meant to be like zombies." he jokes.
She listens attentively. Shes quite happy that he doesn't think shes crazy. "That sounds wondeful. Stones are quite wonderful, I believe. A-And I've found alot of things in nature talk, m-more than one would think. We just never take the time to listen. " Her eyes follow his moving lips, glancing up at his eyes every few words. "I don't care for log-logic much, most likely because I've never been that smart. I beleive things that make sense to me, I don't need any proof of their existence. I don't feel a need, t-to know things. I live my life and, well I don't need to know everything." She smiles at her comment slightly, "Without all the bad there would be no good. A-And even though I always do get the worst of the emotions, I could never take happiness from somone else... Darling, why, y-you should never feel loneliness or hopelessness. You don't deserve those gross emotions, you deserve happiness, joy and love. And you need to find a way to obtain those." She chuckles and grins widely, showing off her teeth even. "I'm a zombie." she adds with a wink.
He smiles faintly, listening to her response. He had previously made it a personal rule to not dismiss what others say as crazy, no matter how unusual it sounds. To him, even in the strangest sounding messages, there had to be a truth that perhaps he just didn't yet understand. He was happy he could believe what Aegle was saying without dismissing anything as fallacy. "I think you're right. The trees, grass, stones and stars... all of them must speak, just like the dragonflies and koi... even if most don't listen well enough." He agrees. He looks at her warmly as she explains herself as not being that smart, and laughs quietly. "Even if you've not been packed with useless facts like myself, I believe you're smarter than you credit yourself. I mean, you are smart enough to stop and listen to the voices of the world around you, for example. Heh, even I didn't consider that." he laughs. "You deserve a lot more happiness, yourself." He points out, and grins. "Really, I see you more as a geode than a zombie." he chuckles.
fffff compairing to a geode. XD I think he's flirting in a way. *dies of cute*
She nods. "I remeber the first time I talked to the koi, they have so much to say. I take their advice very seriously, they're my best friends. They see everything we don't. Its beautiful really, to think all things have a voice." She continuessly wears a smile, "Thank you Mar...I really can't do anything wrong in your eyes." She laughs a moment, "We both are." She slowly leans forward, towards Mar, "Silly all those couples, pfft, they think their in love. They have no clue what their in for. Nor do I. But I'm willing to risk that, if you are." She clears her throat, "Mar, Will you be my Valentine?" 83 WHAT.
He nods once. He could remember learning to listen to the koi as a fawn from his sister, and in fact their choice to wear orca masks stemmed from their kinship with the fish. He looks at Aegle, smiling whole-heartedly. "No thanks nessessary, Aeg. It's hard to see faults when you really care about someone." he said with a grin. He listened as she continued to speak, nearly wanting to bounce around like a hyper child. "You already know." he said, then slowly leaning toward her. He kisses her. "Yes, I will."
YES. YES. YES. She stares at him. "I suppose you'd be right, but I don't think that their invisible to you. But that we tolerate them. Flaws are flaws, its not like they can just disappear. So we learn to accept them in those we love, because without those flaws they wouldn't be the unique." She watched him, and nearly laughed. Inside her mind she thought things through, how she couldn't mess things up again. She needed to accept him and the fact that she has loved him for sometime. Her mind raced with thoughts and she closed her eyes a moment. She was almost to lost in her thoughts to notice that a soft feeling on her lips. She was actually quite startled. But a smile spread across her face, "I do love you. And I always will." 8D YEA. -claps-
OH NOES. WHAT HAPPEN.
Oh, I'm taking a break on fan art to draw a Aegle human ref. And a little Aegle and Mar picture. Any pose ideas? They'll be in human form, gah, hopefully it won't be disturbing. XD
That or Bobo the clown.
*dunno*
*snarles at Spill*
*walks in circles, laughing at nothing in particular*
anything's better than
Then it be settled. c8 We'll
Kaoori: Then I'll kick that
*SHOVES HER INTO A BOX*
OKAY.
omg look what I found Now I
Now I understand why that fawn didn't seem particularly playful. XD
8'D wow. Cutecutemoment. 83
Cutecutemoment. 83
-HUGS FOR EVERYONE-
"I-I'm not mad a-at you.
"I didn't think your were
ooc: XD They're so cute. I noticed the stutter is back.
"Oh-... I-uh, just wan-nted
They are! Eek! I love them to much |D And YE OLD STUTTER is back indeed. c:
Having suprisingly little to
She breathes in deeply, as if
She smiles slightly and blushes. She quickly turns the converstaion to save both of them an awkward situation, "Oh, Happy B-Birthday. I-I uh, forgot. B-But now -I rembered, so- that makes up for it right?"
PFFT. -awws-
He blinks, as if he had more
X'3 How do they -always- get this cute?
"I-I see your like me,
I DONT KNOW BUT IT ALWAYS HAPPENS 8D
OMG IM SO SORRY. My internet
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XD I almost did the same
He smiles, hearing her small laugh. He partially didn't expect even that. "Heh, yeah. Once you hit a certain point, they seem almost childish to celebrate even... Y'know, unless it's some crazy year like your hundredth." he agrees, cracking a bit of a joke at the end of his response. He sobers up a bit at the following question. "Ah... I've been fine, I guess. Can't complain much, I mean." He partially mutters, covering for the fact he'd been less than fine for a while. In fact, downcrestened to the point of almost seeming ill. "And... yourself?" he asks.
She agrees with a simple nod
Aegle likes the graveyard evidently I little to much. |D
He shifted his weight
|D
A slightly twisted smile
Oh FFFF. I saw Spill walk
XD Yep. Meanwhile I kept
lol my picto memory is fading. |D But overall I wasn't paying attention to where spill was going... because he's supposed to only go around randomly anyway. XD
|D I don't blame you. They
I really should play Spade more. Need to relearn how to play him since it's been so long. XD; *fails*
He remains particularly
I missed spill? |D
|D yep.
She listens attentively. Shes
He smiles faintly, listening
fffff compairing to a geode. XD I think he's flirting in a way. *dies of cute*
-quietly pushes Aegle and Mar
-FLEE-
She nods. "I remeber the
83 WHAT.
I JUST WENT SQUEEOMFBBQ.
He nods once. He could remember learning to listen to the koi as a fawn from his sister, and in fact their choice to wear orca masks stemmed from their kinship with the fish. He looks at Aegle, smiling whole-heartedly. "No thanks nessessary, Aeg. It's hard to see faults when you really care about someone." he said with a grin. He listened as she continued to speak, nearly wanting to bounce around like a hyper child. "You already know." he said, then slowly leaning toward her. He kisses her. "Yes, I will."
*dies in corner* 8'DDD
With that face.
YES. YES. YES. She stares at
She stares at him. "I suppose you'd be right, but I don't think that their invisible to you. But that we tolerate them. Flaws are flaws, its not like they can just disappear. So we learn to accept them in those we love, because without those flaws they wouldn't be the unique." She watched him, and nearly laughed. Inside her mind she thought things through, how she couldn't mess things up again. She needed to accept him and the fact that she has loved him for sometime. Her mind raced with thoughts and she closed her eyes a moment. She was almost to lost in her thoughts to notice that a soft feeling on her lips. She was actually quite startled. But a smile spread across her face, "I do love you. And I always will."
8D YEA. -claps-
Mar is being really sweet.
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Hi Zerrrrg. > *pets Mar*
...I play the nervous little fawnie. >>
*pets Mar*
HI OCEAN. 8D Aww, cute
Aww, cute nervous fawn is cute. 83
Mar: *allows for petting* ^^;
HI ZERG. It seems to get that
It seems to get that epithet everywhere. |D *pets Fishy-looking picto*
*shifty eyes*
...
*tackles Mar*
XD Even the picto is
*Blinks, being tackled* o.o;
It ended up as a fish even
*snuggles* Soooft. <3
XD Totally a sign! *allows
*allows for snuggling* Um, ok. ^^
|D He's totally the antithesis of Dark-the-biter, yes? XD
*begins babbling random
<3! Yes.
Eeeee. <3
Hail the alien harvest. 8o
<3
He even still has his winter pelt, which makes him even more fluffy and cuddleable. XD
All haiiiil. YES. *hugs.
YES. *hugs. tightly*
*wears a tin foil hat and
*joins in tight hugging* 83
*also puts one on and begins
Eee! *hugs instead*
*chanting chanting chanting
Now if we could just get Aegle over here. 8'3 Then it'd just be too perfect. 8D
*also does so* Hummena
*drags human/deer over here*
"Hey sweets." -playful
HAHA. SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON RECENTLY WILL BE IN FOREST TOMORROW AT THIS TIME. <3
83 Hopefully I'll be able to
OH NOES. WHAT HAPPEN. Oh,
Oh, I'm taking a break on fan art to draw a Aegle human ref. And a little Aegle and Mar picture. Any pose ideas? They'll be in human form, gah, hopefully it won't be disturbing. XD