Corvus's Thoughts

Was only gonna be put on Dannii's forum but...I thought eh might as well put it here.
Just what Corvus is thinking at the moment.

A beluga pelted stag sat in the ruins, he was settled in a corner next to the altar like stone structure. It was his little spot where he usually sat and slept to get away from everyone. His Magpie mask sat at his front hooves, revealing his severely cut face caused by that previous fight with Mr Red. The stag was lost in thought. He now wasnt sure what to do, he loved his sister but at the same time despised Mr Red the one she loved. There was nothing he could say to himself to make himself tolerate Mr Red. He wished he could, he knew he was causing Leara hurt by arguing with Mr Red and he was certain that Mr Red was causing her pain by arguing back at him.
Corvus knew that Mr Red had a reputation of not harming does, he didnt hurt Cirrus in any way when she would play with him in the forest. But the amount of time that Leara was spending with Mr Red was worrying him, he wondered how much of an imprint he was leaving on his sister. He worried that the old Leara would dissappear and be replaced by an absent minded, foul mouthed being. He didnt want to lose Leara.
He knew Mr Red was leaving something...she never used to curse and now she did, he fretted it could be the start of something and could feel the anger rising in him again. He wished Mr Red would just disappear and things would go back to the way they used to be. Mr Red free. But if Mr Red left then Leara wouldn't be happy. He snorted and frowned, he also didnt want to upset Leara more by telling her that he truely wanted Mr Red gone.
He felt that they would never be happy, Leara loved both of them but he and Mr Red would never see eye to eye. He suddenly felt saddened at the thought of her drifting away from him. She was one of the very few who he was close to. He sighed, he was used to being alone but he didnt know why the thought of one leaving suddenly bothered him.
Mr Red was right and he knew it, he was a shy coward he didnt like admitting it to anyone but he couldnt help who he was. But he wanted to protect her from the negativeness that surrounded Mr Red. He had been trying his hardest to remain strong, he had surprised himself, standing up to Mr Red and had also regretted it. Never again would he ever confront and fight, it just lead to pain and trouble. Mr Red had caused something to click in him to cause him to snap out like he did, he annoyed him so much as he had stated numerous times. He didnt know how Leara could watch Mr Red continue to aggravate him, he was her own family wasnt she supposed to defend him? He didnt understand why she wasnt taking his side...maybe she really didnt want him around after all. His face tightened with emotion. His own sister siding with the one he hated. The emotion changed to one of anger and hatred again, it was Mr Red's fault...he was causing this whole drama, getting on his nerves, influencing Leara causing her to side with him and think badly of Corvus. He was just trying to save her from the beast that was Mr Red. But no, she loved that beast, he wanted to know why...he was a senseless, insane monster how could a gentle, innocent doe like her even have feelings for him?
He had been told that he should be happy for her...but how could he be happy with her when the one she loved liked seeing him suffer and be bullied? He felt torn, he was hurting Leara by hating Mr Red and he was hurting himself by making Leara upset with his descisions.
He raised his head and gave a loud cry of frustration and anguish.

I guess you could rp from this if you wanted XD

April 14, 2009 - 5:25pm — Rutilus

Poor Corvus (Or as Maha

Poor Corvus (Or as Maha would say, "Cor")...:CCCCC -sadface-

-- Dannii <3

Sententia - Where Fantasy And Reality Merge

April 14, 2009 - 5:28pm — Draak

Yeah, mr emo XD maybe he

Yeah, mr emo XD maybe he should talk to Lorak |D *shot*

(8D COR, whee he's finally got a nickname XD)
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