This is me hiding in a stump (:

(Not inspired by anyone or anything...just something he needed to get off his chest for a while ^^ It's long winded...as are most things I write @_@ I wont be offended if it goes unread ;p)

I am conflicted.

No, that’s a horrible way to start. Let me try again.
I have made friends! I hold them so dear in my heart that it practically flies from my chest and does a magnificent dance about their heads when I see them. Perhaps they are not many, or a particularly talented or coordinated bunch as others can boast, but they are mine. They seek me out when I call to them. I receive their affection before I give my own.

But …and how much that word pains me…they seem so divided somehow. Maybe I'm the divided one.

I am not the kind to favorite… haha, no, I am the desperate sort who takes what he can get! What need have I for favoritism? I am, however, shamefully impressionable. I admit…I do what I can for affection, or even a smidgeon of attention from any sort…I do what I can, even if it means no longer being true to myself. Ah, but no, I’m getting ahead of myself. In fact I believe the point of this mess has been lost altogether in my indecision! Forgive me, my attention span seems to be quite indifferent to the serious tone I wished to portray here. Let me then start by following my heart, which wishes to further elaborate on my devotion.

Blackhoof's Day in the Forest: So as Blackhoof woke
up he walked around mindlessly until he heard a call. He realized
it was many of his sisters freinds. Happy, and curious to meet them he
headed over to them to say hi! Soon there was hopping and playing.
Then we soon settled down and sat around each other.

Then Darcy arose to his/her feet (sorry so hard to tell
what's what theis days?) and we jumped some more. Then we headed down
the river for a quick drink. We then hopped and played around there.
Sadly the Orca deer fell in the water. Soon me and Darcy took turns
in helping dear old Orca deer. Finally it's coat was back! We danced and had fun.
Then we soon headed back to the grey doe and sat down once more.

Then our dear Orca freind left. So I decided to let Blackhoof take a quick
bath at the crying idol. Whisper(his old doe freind) always told him to
do so whenever given time...Even though he hates it. Soon Darcy and a fawn fallowed.
Then the day ended with a long sit with B.H. and Darcy. And the grey doe and fawn fallowed.
Soon me and Darcy both fell asleep.

(Sorry If pic takes to long to load)

Warning - this chapter contains some graphic content



The rain fell much harder than normal. To some, it was only a bad storm. To others, they knew something terrible had happened in the forest. Lightning streaked the October sky, sending loud thunderclaps that shook the trees. The sounds of thunder and wind echoed into a small cavern, where a doe lay on the freezing stone floor, shivering and breathing heavily. Her body ached and she was already becoming dizzy. A small pool of blood was collecting under her belly. She glanced at it and turned away, sobbing silently.

Just a half an hour earlier, Brooke had gone out into the forest. Her mate was nowhere to be found, and she was becoming increasingly hungry. She went deeper and found a spot to graze. Noticing the dark clouds above, she hurriedly ate what she could of the edible foliage and started to go on her way when she heard a sound - a twig crack. Alarmed, she turned toward the sound. She did not locate anything, as a light drizzle began to fall. Turning back to her den, she took a few steps before hearing the sound again. She turned again, but this time was shocked to see a man standing there, rifle pointed right at her. Gasping, she ran, her hootbeats echoing through the trees. The rain picked up a little, and the ground became increasingly muddy. She darted as fast as she could, her heart racing. She lost her footing slightly and stumbled, though catching herself for a moment. She turned to look back....

POW!!

The bullet went through her body, dead in the center of her. She cringed and cried out, and falling foward to one knee, she gritted her teeth. "No...not like this...", she said to herself, and getting back on her feet, she raced out of the area. The rain was pouring now, and visibility was low, both for her and the man who shot her.

I dun think youre gonna like Vessel very much after this one XDD

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It seems as though I've grown to detest fawns even more lately. They have become more annoying than usual, and I find myself losing my patience with them even faster than normal.

I wandered through the Dream Realm one night and stumbled upon a newborn fawn sleeping next to its mother. Well, not completely newborn, only old enough to have a name. I peeked into its dreams, and what did I see? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I only saw one color, red. I believe that's the color of warmth, is it not? Obviously warmth from its mother. But only red. Nothing else.

How empty-headed. Is that all a fawn can think about? Surely even a newborn could have at least one thing to dream of. I looked into the mother's dreams only to find her thinking of what the next few months will be like with her new fawn. Typical. Such a warming scene to any other deer, and I sneered at them. Of course they couldn't hear me, I was glad of that. But honestly, I think they would have something better to think about.

Do not mistake me for what I'm really saying, reader. What I saw in the mother's dream was pathetic. She was thinking about how raising her child would be so difficult. For her. You would think a mother would be at least grateful for having a healthy child. But no, all she can do is worry and complain. As for the newborn, I didn't really expect much. But I did expect more.

I decided to write a disclaimer, just to be safe. If you're writing a story, don't worry about doing this too unless you think you should. It's really not necessary, but I wanted to do it anyway.

-- DISCLAIMER --

The following story was written for fun only. QuadRaptor does not take any credit for the creation, implementation, concept, designs, gameplay, or ideas of the game The Endless Forest. The story was only meant to explain the origin of a character within The Endless Forest, as well as attempt to explain many aspects of the game, just for fun. This does not mean the ideas QuadRaptor came up with are linked or otherwise associated with the original plans for The Endless Forest. The story does not intend to advocate the practice of magic or express any views on religion or politics. The story does not intend to interfere or contradict any ideas or events written by another person who wrote a story about The Endless Forest, and any similarities to any other story are completely unintentional. Blah blah blah you get the idea.

In short, it was only written for fun!


Chapter 1 - Birth and Death


Chapter 2 - Early Fawnhood


Chapter 3 - The Long Road Ahead

I did everything...

I got a new video card, more RAM, I installed things, I uninstalled things, and it...

It's the same as it was when I first started playing TEF...

I'm gonna cry >_<;...

I guess...unless some miracle happens...

I'm gonna have to just...give up on trying to play...>_<;;;...there's nothing else I can do...

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Temporarily, at least...if you by chance spy Anzel in the forest, she will appear as such: (if her set loads for you)





Anzel is feeling very sad...

in all desperation to see each other again, me and Fen got onto the forest and FINALLY hung out! we havent really hung out since we were fawns :3

so we ran around for a while and goofed around. Fenny visited her parents graves, and she got kinda sad, so Skokey prayed with her for a while X3 AND THEN, Fenqua accidentally sneezed her pelt off so he ran around looking for a sleeping deer and tried to spam it back onto her. (funny story actually, the first deer logged off before i was done, so Fenny went to sleep and i spammed her with her own spells XDD)

so she was happy that she got her pelt back (i believe) and we danced for a little bit



i didnt take that many pictures... i really should have, there was a really cute part where Fen and Skokey were playing with the butterflies <333

but at one point, we were hanging out with a whole bunch of other deer, and Fen went into the cage, so Skokey told her to stay there and he made THIS:



too bad she wasnt wearing the right pelt we really need to do some more close-ups Fenny! it looked pretty because the fawn behind her got a spell cast and all those stars came XD I STILL LIKE IT

also she convinced him to go into the Old Oak. if you know Skokey, hes deathly afraid of the Old Oak... but he reluctantly went in, and bid her goodbye so that was our day

what the ** are you doing up there?
thought you were slugs, but you're somedeer else....

My dad just put in the Video Card and the RAM, and I installed everything.

Time to see if it worked...

*opens up the endless forest*...