My name is Paavo Baroque...They say I was the twenty heir to the throne. I am sure some would say they were jealous of my life. At least, that is what the fawns use to say to back in my old forest. I remember being paraded around- forced to walk so comfortably with my head held high and my chest buffed out - around the kingdom. I use to hear them whisper as I walked by. "There goes the prince..." they use to say. "How lovely it must be to be of royal birth! To have everything you could ever want and be treated with such respect."

I use to close my eyes and shake my head. If only they knew...If only they knew the cruel truth. I did not have everything I wanted for my parents would not let me have them. I was denied the ability to play like the fawns, why, I couldn't even go near them. "They're filthy!" my mother use to scream at me. "A prince like you does not need to play with pond scum like them!" My mother use to let me play with other royal fawns but I couldn't stand them...They were too stuck up. They did not want to run or swim for it would mess up their fur. Luckly Usko came and saved from the loneliness. *pauses and smiles* Yes, Usko, I would have been lost without you, dear friend!

Great, just freaking peachy.... Stinking TEF won't work! I click on TEF, yep thats good.. Then I'm a nameless deer, the little circle thing down in the bottom left-hand corener is clear, and it says I'm not connected. So I click the connect button and it says then that I'm connected. Then I try to log in... Then I'm a nameless fawn... WTH?!

Help? Please?

Hello everyone, well it seems everyone recieved their necklaces, and it was quite a success! Should I be making more necklaces, they will be $20 plus shipping (in the UK)... I will be making TWO things now, sign up for a necklace, or a small clay figure of your deer! (Finding small boxes to ship them in will be hell...) The prices for the figures I am unsure of, but it will be worth the money!! Thanks everyone!

Necklaces: (I will be taking only 5 this time around.)
~Rowan (Hold off... SC)
~Jen (Hold off....)
~Io Rez
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Figures: (Same)
~ Rowan (Hold off...SC)
~Jen (Hold off...)
~Lieka
~Emiva
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If you but them both you can get them for a combined price of $30 (plus shipping)

1. Laying Down: When laying down, it probably means that my human is not at her computer- therefore I won't be able to play with any deer who come up to me.



2. Roaring: Normally this means I'm trying to get noticed or someone's attention. Though sometimes, I like to make noises just because I like the sound the real deer mask makes.



3. Nuzzle: This is just how I simply say, "I like you." It doesn't necessarily mean I want you as a mate and if I happen to nuzzle anyone's mate, don't worry, I'm not trying to steal them from you. I'm just being friendly.



4. Hopping: I want to play and am encouraging others to come play with me or I am happy.



5. Amazement: Basically it means...OMG! Often used when I'm surprised or stunned.



6. Confusion: Um...What are you doing and/or what's going on?

*blinks*

Hello again. *looks down, blinks, teeth quiver*

*looks towards the trees* Master creature has allowed me speak. As to satisfy my heart, may I speak?

*tilts his head slightly, and speaks poetically*

Midnight blue
To Queen's night out
For you, love
I am devout

My reasons, vary
My answers draw thin
No matter decision
I lack will to win

Is it to spread
Like virus of flea
Is it to shout out my pulse
Like marquee

When does the drumbeat
Come to an end
And when with my true self
Might I become friend

But the world keeps twisting
I seem to lose track
Of why to love her
And why to love back

There.

I have spoken my words, cold and thoughtful as they may be. Might the cold wind chill me to bone under the sunlight burning me. May my instincts sewn into me take over or remain as who I am.

For I know now if I am truly me, or if I am what I believe myself to now be.

My father is dead. My mother was was, never will be, unless I close my eyes, and she's there. But in all honesty, she's really not, she's a mortal like any other.

I never knew my grandfather.

Or...I never did.

Do I...?

I'm thinking of maybe making Squeegie a hippie. xD I don't know. I was thinking of making a whole new deer all together, but, I have four already! Should Squeegie be a hippie, or slightly hippie-ish?

I really want to thank all of you for dealing with my crap. I know I get emotional and impatient a lot, but you guys are very kind to me. <3 Thanks so much. I had to tell you guys thanks. I love you guys. ;D

YAY! I got yahoo messanger!!! my yahoo email is... Merry.Woods@yahoo.com and my messanger thingeh is Merry.Woods! Anyone wanna chat? PLEASE I IS BORED!