Ayaki: The Mother of Lost Souls

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Beautiful CSS and overlays byLATHYRUS I cant thank you enough. Current Artwork is done by Me/Osmotious. Ayaki is 100% IC at all times, though with exceptions such as interacting with nameless/new players/unregistered players/etc, set help, getting pelt, etc. Event tabs will be updated fairly frequent based on interactions and forest time. Ayaki's actions, thoughts, and perspectives are her own and do not reflect her player's. I take full responsibility for her actions. If any actions are unclear please feel free to contact me.
This bio may be subject to mature themes and cursing at times.

I'm always open for RP, plots, anything really. So feel free to contact me even if its just to talk.
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If in your wisdom, the time has come, come here and seek me so we may become one.



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make sure to put the code

make sure to put the code nder the cut, and change it to the other option, not filtered html
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i have no clue what im

i have no clue what im doing... -___-
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Hello. Hope it will work

Hello. Hope it will work :
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haha no worries. when you're

haha no worries. when you're in the edit thing, go to the very beginning of the html you have. put your cursor right in front (click so your blinky line appears there), then click where it says and then at the bottom where it says input format and click the bbc code Smiling then try it
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i dont think it worked? i

i dont think it worked? i just have a blank blog now. -___- css is so aggravating.
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Have you ticked the "BBcode"

Have you ticked the "BBcode" option in "Input format", under your text area, while editing your blog entry ?

[e] Ah, too late |D

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YAY! holy crap finally!!!!

YAY! holy crap finally!!!!
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anyone know how to get

anyone know how to get invisible scroll bars?
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Tracking thissss~ :3

Tracking thissss~ :3
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Speaks in this color. testing

Speaks in this color. testing colored font.
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Pretty girl. I need one of my

Pretty girl. I need one of my kiddos to meet her.
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Thank you. Shes open for

Thank you. Shes open for interactions and roleplay so if youd like to start one either here or else where we can.
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Alright, let me just figure

Alright, let me just figure out who wants to meet her more. I'll probably start one here.
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alright take your time.

alright take your time.
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I'll use my boy Actaeon. He

I'll use my boy Actaeon. He needs more love than I give him-plus a bio overhaul, he's a lot nicer now than his bio says he is.


The black and gold stag paused on the bank in front of the Idol. His blue gray eyes scanned the area, making sure he wasn't intruding upon someone else resting near the waters. His scarf hung down the left side of his body and his face still remained maskless. He hadn't figured out how to fix the broken string. His fur was a bit disheveled, the scar on his right shoulder and the pair that ran down some of the length of his right side added to that effect. They were still healing scars, and the muscle under the one on his shoulder liked to give him a hard time on occasion- he assumed it'd grow worse when the weather turned, it already was bad when he ran around too much. Deeming it okay, Actaeon proceeded to move down the bank, slowly edging his way closer and closer to the tears of the Idol, his aim was to not get completely soaked through. While it was nice to rest in the sunspots it took a while before his scarf dried, and since he didn't know how to get it back on by himself once it was off, he was tethered there until it dried.

The Idol's tears was a dull roar in his ears, blocking out the sounds of the birds chirping or the squirrels running in the trees. It was almost peaceful, the way the sun filtered down on him or the gentle kiss of a warm summer wind. It was easy for him to put his guard down, lulled into the false sense of security the forest provided. He felt him relaxing, bit by bit, the longer he soaked his shoulder, feeling his eyes slowly close to the world around him.
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trackies~

trackies~
"The woods are lovely, dark and deep. But I have promises to keep, and miles to go before I sleep." -Robert Frost



Track! And a question, have

Track!
And a question, have you got version 3.13 of the game?
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Ayaki was running through the

Ayaki was running through the forest. It was a nice hot day and the sun poured through the forests canopy. Briefly she stopped at the pond to get a drink of water and to cool herself off. Wadding into the waters she laid down for some time, but the wisps had other ideas. They flew off in one direction and seeing there outburst Ayaki began to chase after them. Her fur soaking wet dripping as she chased them. The twist and twirled through the air ahead of her. She was running up the side of the crying idol river. Her wisps are like children always running and playing, she enjoyed their company. But she stopped when she noticed a black and gold stag sleeping and one of her wisps was twirling and spinning in circles above the stag. "Don't even think about it..."
she said, but only the wisp heard it.
she walked towards the male. Her eyes glance to the trouble making wisp and back to him. He seemed sound asleep. As she approached the wisp took a turn to and flew straight down to the males nose. Exploding into a little wispy blue fire. "Dammit!" She said again unheard. She watched as the wisp reformed and flew off, but her attention turned back to the male.
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Thanks for the tracks guys

Thanks for the tracks guys
@jennie: I have the newest version of the game so i believe it is the 3.41 version. I've only been playing for about 2 months. why? out of curiosity.
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The stag awoke to a blue

The stag awoke to a blue shadow flickering past his vision, and naturally jerked back. He wasn't really...no take that back, he was in no way, shape or form expecting that. He ended up practically sitting on the bank, his forelegs stopping him from falling into the water. Taking in a shaky breath, the stag's head turned to the doe, a look of shock and puzzlement plain on his face, "What...what was that?"
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Ayaki stared at the now

Ayaki stared at the now flustered stag. She held in her laugh because of his reaction but she looked towards the wisp until his voice pulled her back. Usable to speak to him yet she shook her head no and shrugged. Her eyes carried the sincerest of emotions. She glared at the wisp that flies above hoping the male will notice it.
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Because only those with 3.13

Because only those with 3.13 can keep devout pelt I think?
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Yes I realize that. But I

Yes I realize that. But I dont habe a picto to play in that version so I will be wearing a different pelt. I need to update her bio.
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Actaeon's gaze flickered to

Actaeon's gaze flickered to the wisps, watching them for several moments. His eyes narrowed as he tried to make sense of it. But...he couldn't. "Those aren't souls...are they?" there was a bit of fear in those words. His voice had gone down to a whisper. What if they were? What if she kept them? Like Persephone? He eyed her nervously, wondering if she was going to take him away or tell him everything he had just went through was a mistake. He was supposed to go to the underworld.
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Ayaki shook her head yes but

Ayaki shook her head yes but she could sense the males discomfort and was unsure of how to approach him. She couldn't communicate until the bond was formed and this male looked as if he was scared of her. She walked slowly towards the male her ears flat and down against her head. She was trying to be submissive, but with antlers this was a difficult task. She closed the distance between her and the male. Her gaze constantly on him. She pressed her nose to his chest almost shoulder area. She quickly moved away readying herself for a kick or a headbutt, some form of a confrontation. "Ahh..." she whimpered. But the male heard the voice in his mind now.
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bump Revamped bio! Heck Yes!

bump Revamped bio! Heck Yes! Also working on some more background information for her. Might explain her weird ways of acting.
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Alarm flared through him when

Alarm flared through him when she not only failed to respond, but came closer. But, he didn't want to go back! He started to try to struggle to get his back hooves under him, but the doe pressed her nose to his shoulder and then backed off. He felt his alarm falter a bit, surprise trying to overtake his thoughts when he heard her voice in his head. At least, he thought it was her voice, it wasn't his, and it wasn't any female voice he recognized. He just stared at her for a long moment, before speaking up in a shaky voice, "What are you...?" he meant it more to himself than to her...but...she...just spoke in his head, right? He didn't think that was possible...ever...and the fact that shock left him feeling like it was perfectly normal stunned him even more.
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Ayaki had held her eyes shut

Ayaki had held her eyes shut and held her ground waiting for the attack, but instead the male in a shake tone spoke to her. Opening her eyes and relaxing she turned to face the male. "I'm not sure of what I am, but I mean you no harm. My name is Ayaki." she spoke. Her voice was angelic and soft, but her voice did not speak alone. There were other soft voices underneath hers. "I'm sorry about the wisp from before, They can be very treacherous and playful." she continued glaring at the wisp twirling above. From the other side another small blue wisp caressed her side. She turned to it and it rubbed against her face. She closed her eyes until it flew off again. "I'm sorry if they spooked you. What is your name?" she asked, the whole time she spoke in his head and never out loud.
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Actaeon felt rather

Actaeon felt rather overwhelmed, not just by her voice but by the onslaught of new information. Wisps...the little blue things. So they weren't souls? And she wasn't a goddess sent down to take him to the underworld? Perhaps not. Ayaki. That was her name. He simply stared at her until his mind came back to him. "I'm...Actaeon." he tried his best to stop the quiver in his voice.
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Ayaki moved away from the

Ayaki moved away from the male to try and make him feel more at ease. "I'm sorry again about the fright. They are like children." she spoke. "Well Actaeon, it is nice to meet you." she replied bowing at the male. Ayaki was unsure of what to do, she didnt wish to intrude on the male anymore than she already had. "Sorry to have disturbed your nap." she said turning to make her way. "Perhaps we will meet again, but on better terms." she continued. The doe began to turn to walk away, quickly glancing to the skies for her wisp.
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It was in the moment of her

It was in the moment of her walking away that he realized how starved for company he really was. "No...no wait." He took a couple of stumbling steps after her before he stopped himself. What was he doing? No one made him run after them. He was too proud for that. At least he used to be. Was he cracking now? Now, after all the pressures and demands had been lifted away? Now, when he was free? Or was he not free? Was he ever really truly free, as it was? He tried to compose himself, but failed for the most part. His dignity had died somewhere. He wasn't sure where exactly. He dropped his gaze to his hooves, staring at the edge of his scarf. "I would really appreciate it, Ayaki, if you took some time out of your day to..." He faltered, uncertain how to ask without coming off rude. Keep me company? That made him sound haughtier than he was. "...to..." He tried again only to falter into silence. He closed his eyes, scrunching his face in a grimace as he started over in a low voice, "I would really appreciate the company if you wish to stay." Actaeon Bowes his head, keeping his eye closed as he waited on her response.
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Ayaki stopped when she hear

Ayaki stopped when she hear the words of the male. He wanted her to stay with him. He looked like he had been through a lot, his voice showed many emotions as he spoke. And the way he chased after her. It was odd behavior but she knew that he needed her...or something. Turning to face the male again she walked towards him. "Of course I'll stay....if that is your wish." she spoke "What would you like to do? rest in the water? Go for a stroll?" she asked giving suggestions. The wisps twirled around both of them. The seemed interested in the male, getting closer. Ayaki eyed them cautiously. The male was not used to these wisp and she didn't wish to startle him further. Ayaki bowed her head down and rubbed her cheek against the males lifting his head.
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He didn't really shy away

He didn't really shy away from her touch, though it did distract him from the little wisps that came closer.
"I'm not sure..." I just don't want to be left alone. he trailed off, before shrugging his shoulder, testing the tightness of the muscle, "Maybe a stroll?"
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Ayaki smiled and spoke softly

Ayaki smiled and spoke softly in his head. "A stroll sounds fine to me." she waited for the male to get up and she walked around him getting to his right side. "So Actaeon, tell me about yourself." she spoke she was interested in this stag. He was gentle and it wasn't always the case with males. She began her walk keeping pace with the male. They had no destination, they just enjoyed the company of each other for now.
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The stag didn't answer for

The stag didn't answer for several moments, but when he did he sighed, "Well...what do you want to know?" There was too much to tell, too much he might skip over and he really had no idea where to even start.
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Ayaki tilt her head wondering

Ayaki tilt her head wondering just what she wanted to know. "Well, I'm not sure." she said laughing. Her laugh was soft and it was one of those laughs you couldn't help but laugh at or with. "I just wanted to get to know you better, so really anything you wanted to tell me." she said glancing towards the male. "But if you would prefer not to that is fine as well." she continued. "I haven't really spoke to many people, so I am unsure of how to go about introductions." she spoke. Ayaki's body rubbed up against the males briefly while they walked. "oh! sorry." she said glancing towards the touch. seeing his scar she moved further away. "I didn't hurt you did i?" she asked worried.
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He felt himself sway, but

He felt himself sway, but kept his balance. "No, you didn't hurt me." he assured her, only to press on, "And I don't really know what to tell you about me...I'm not very...exciting." he shrugged apologetically, turning his head enough to allow his blue gray eyes to fix on hers. "A lot of my history I don't like to freely talk about...it's not all good things. Now I just sort of...exist. I don't see many others anymore...and I don't have many good friends...." another apologetic shrug, "again...I'm not super exciting." he hadn't meant it to be as final sounding as it became, but once the words were out he couldn't take them back. He dropped his gaze to focus on the ground, the scarf waving along his left side and a slight limp still visible where his shoulder muscle was still warming up. His face had relaxed a bit, ears drooping as he focused on the ground. He missed his mask in some ways. He didn't want to show off the little scars that crisscrossed his face, nor did he like the idea of allowing his expressions to be seen. At least with a mask his voice held the emotion. Now he couldn't hide. He had no safety net anymore. Aside from the scarf.
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"One doesn't have to be super

"One doesn't have to be super exciting to be interesting...." she spoke looking towards him "I find it interesting that you wear a scarf, something from my old land." she continued. "Plus most males are more aggressive in my opinion, or from those i've met, where your docile...I enjoy that." she spoke again. She was trying to praise him on what he has now, not on the things he used to have. "Well possibly we can become good friends then." she said with a tone of excitement on her voice. One of the wisps flew ahead of them and burst into a Eagle shape and flew ahead of them. She glanced towards the wisp still in awe herself of their creativity and playfulness.
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Docile...he mused over that

Docile...he mused over that before he was struck by the 'maybe we can become good friends' part. "Perhaps we could..." he agreed quietly before he realized she had mentioned a 'homeland'. "You were human once?" he glanced at her curiously, but went on to say, "The scarf was never mine. It was given to me upon my death. It was the last thing I saw. I hate it as much as I cherish it."
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Ayaki sighed "At one time,

Ayaki sighed "At one time, yes i was human. But i was murdered and thrown to die in the forest." she spoke with a bitter tone. She glanced to him "You died as well? where you once human? It might explain my being here?" she questioned him almost hopeful.
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"Someone once told me that

"Someone once told me that this place is like a second chance. If the Twins see something in you, then you get to come here...is how I understood it. You were murdered...I was too...it's a second chance at living." his gaze flickered to her, then to the wisps. They made no sense though. If she was murdered...what were they doing there? Granted there might be more to her story than what she said, since she spoke in her mind as oppose to out loud too... just as there were things he didn't want to talk about.
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Ayaki nodded her head. "yes,

Ayaki nodded her head. "yes, i remember the god's, they took pity on me in the woods, granting me life here." she spoke. She caught the male looking at the wisps. "They cling to me...."she began "the wisps....They feel protected by me, attracted by my soul..." she spoke. She shook her head and her fur flowed, the male could smell her scent which smelled of fresh rain. "Perhaps we could rest over here and talk more." she asked heading towards a willow tree next tot he pond.
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"You've met them?" He asked

"You've met them?" He asked as he followed after her. He didn't remember them, just remembered his death and life before he woke up again. He tried to keep pace with her, but the way the wisps moved about sort of unnerved him. He still didn't know what to make of them when it came right down to it. They were attracted to her... Alright. As long as she wasn't some siren that was going to turn him into one too...then again being a care free wisp didn't seem all that bad. A much better bondage than what he had before.
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Ayaki nodded her head. "I

Ayaki nodded her head. "I meet them when i first entered the forest. I was asleep and it was night time, they gathered around me swirling. I myself found them rather odd and scary at the time." she spoke looking towards one now. "But it touched me.....it was cool and soft, sincere....almost like it knew what happened to me." she continued her head low. "I know of there stories, i hear their voices...their stories...." she spoke glancing quickly to him. She was unsure how he would react to her, a freak. She shied away from him, their sides no longer touching.
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I think he has been shell

I think he has been shell shocked out of "weird" by now. And she's referring to the wisps right?


"That's interesting." He muttered, looking at the ground, "My death was arranged. Always was. I just decided the time I was to die." He shrugged apathetically, his gaze barely going up from the ground. "Why do you flinch away?" It was a calm, almost dead question, like the way a child pointed out a behavior with genuine curiosity.
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yes it was about the wisps,

yes it was about the wisps, and they way she was able to communicate with them.

Moving closer to him her head held low she spoke. "I flinched away because I feel that communicating with wisps is weird. Plus I can't communicate with anyone, unless I form a bond." Her body brushed up against his again. "why was your death arranged?" she asked curiously. "If you feel like telling me....if not thats fine. It's personal." she said
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This is going to be an

This is going to be an extremely unusual analogy, but my mind is tired and when it does that logic is sort of reinvented. And as I get halfway through this my tired mind realized a puppeteer would be a much better analogy. But I like this.






"My death was arranged because they wanted it to be." He answered simply. He made it seem like that was all he had to say on the subject; a simple enough response for a not so simple question. Yet as the heartbeats ticked on it was clear he was trying to find some way to explain to her. "I was never a clever man." He exclaimed in a quiet voice, "I might have been able to count thirty some years upon my death but age never made me wise." the slightest of smiles formed on his face, only to turn bitter, "No I had people to be wise for me."

Another heartbeat of pause.

"Have you ever set an ant adrift in a puddle?" It seemed to be meant as a hypothetical question, as the male merely took a breath before continuing to explain, "He is stranded in his little leaf boat, water on all sides but with land in sight. He can swim, but he will flounder in the water. It turns from a bite at freedom into a struggle for life. He can try to paddle, but he has little means of doing so. It is a fruitless effort. He is at the mercy of the wind, of the currents, of things, bigger things that might want to come out of the depths of the puddle and eat him. For he is nothing more than an ant. Though strong he can be crushed. Though skilled he can meet puzzles that not even he has control over.

"The real holder of the ant's life is you. Not the water. Not the fates. Not the current or the wind. You. You were the one who put the ant adrift in the first place. You were the one who stood above, watching the ant list off its escapes and realize it is at your mercy. Just as you place the ant in the water you could choose to save him, pluck him from the drowning he no doubt would receive."

Another long, steady breath. "I was like that ant. I was strong, I held my own version of power. I held my own skill. But someone who was far stronger than me stood above me as I sat in my leaf boat. It didn't matter how much I thought I could beat the system, it didn't matter how much favor I could gain, because in the end they decided I needed to be a dead ant, not a live one. " he sighed, closing his eyes briefly, "I was a general. A Greek general that was handed my defeat after my victories. That was forced to slay my own men. That was a toy, a plaything of the emperor. A dancing ant to amuse the crowd. They just needed a reason to kill me. Something small or petty would do, bigger was better still. They really didn't need a reason, I was a prisoner of war, that dictates they could do whatever they wished with me. But they just didn't want to look like the barbarians they truly are."
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Ayaki was quiet and listened

Ayaki was quiet and listened to his whole story. The male must have trusted her enough to indulge this information to her. She was saddened by his words, but like he said his death was arranged. "Even in your death you were given the chance to live again. You are free from them now...right? Why not decide to do something become someone." she said getting excited and trotting in front of him and stopping facing him, causing him to stop as well.

"When I was murdered It was hours after my wedding day. I wanted to be a mother to have a family and all of that was striped from me, was my death planned I don't know. But I was given a second chance....and the wisps." she said looking to them. "They were around me when I woke, the cling to me, I'm their mother..." she said softer.

"And just like that you could make yourself someone important. A friend...A lover... and so on." he voice sounded happy and excited. "Although an Ant in your pass life, killed by barbarians....you stand now. Strong, even as a wounded warrior." she continued. "It's your life....to do with as you please." she spoke walking towards him, her face inches from his. Her bright blue eyes stare back at him. "So what are you choosing to do?" she asked.
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Actaeon wasn't prepared for

Actaeon wasn't prepared for the turn in the conversation.

Do something.

Become someone.

What are you choosing to do?

"I...I..." he fumbled for words as he backed up a few steps, "I'm not as young as I used to be. I don't know if I still can do something with my life." Despite his words, he couldn't help but feel a bit excited at her enthusiasm. Was there still something left for him? He never had a family...he had given up hope of ever even going home once he was caught by the Romans...he didn't think he was able to make a name for himself. All of the weird adventures he had wouldn't be believed. Like the chicken lizard...for instance. The one that messed up his shoulder. He had the scar and the healing wound but that was it. Only Pica had been there, and she was just a child...no one believed the stories of children.
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